Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 350 350. Understand

That is, I understand that Lili is actually a very good little girl, and I also know that my daughter has never been a bad person, but when I need to ask for something, I will think of the things I did when I was a child, that is, all the things I have done to my daughter. The hard money makes me really lose face when I ask you, and even feel uncomfortable, but my husband's family really doesn't think it, and always thinks this is your daughter.

What can you not say to your daughter, that is, after you say it, the child can have a very good piety. This is a good thing, that is, you must say it, and if you don’t say it, you will treat you This daughter is not good, you are not good, I only came to find this Lili under such circumstances, in fact, Lili has always given her face, because this Lili of mine has given her face, In fact, I have stood up at my in-law's house, otherwise I have been in a miserable state.

And although I don't know what my ex-husband's attitude towards my daughter is, I understand that sometimes the topics I talk about in my heart are all in my ex-husband's mind, because this ex-husband has been thinking about it for a long time. I told myself before that sometimes I actually regret it. The first is to regret the state of my daughter at that time, because both of them were young and energetic at the time, and they both wanted more, but they didn’t think about it. over the children's affairs.

But later, I regretted that my daughter had become a person that I couldn’t even climb up to. At that time, I really regretted it, because when your daughter already has a career of her own, you should know about this child. It will never be like the same feeling as before when you open your mouth, that is, all the opportunities you were waiting for are gone in an instant, and they are all fake. What you need is a simple thing, it is simple A good feeling for a person.

But the relationship between me and my daughter, let alone my daughter's own feelings, is that I know that it is not in a good state all the time. In fact, I also understand a lot, and I actually understand these problems in my heart. When I think that the matter itself is because of my own problems, I actually know that the biggest difficulty between each other is that the two people are not suitable for each other, which is the feeling of being together as a couple.

In the past, when I was with my ex-husband, I actually felt that because the two of them had known each other since childhood, and at that time, the ex-husband’s father was also my teacher. I always thought that the so-called love should be a luxury, but not everyone has it. Before the two people met each other, they had never met the person who made their hearts move, so they felt that each other might be the best.

But when we got along later, I actually knew that even if there is no so-called love, love is a luxury, but life without it at all is boring, and I just feel like I am trapped, something I want to have It's not that my marriage is free, and I was originally a very selfish person. In fact, when I felt that my unhappiness came from this marriage, it was already not right.

What I have always wanted is that life is a kind of life, that is, everything comes according to my own ideas. After all, I have been like this for a lot of time, but I never thought that everything about me would change after the birth of a child. At the beginning What I have done very well in my work is to change, and I can already improve to a higher level, because the child has everything, and I need to come back to take care of my child, and my husband thinks that his daughter is just Bad people feel even more uncomfortable.

But at that time, no one around me could express this uncomfortable feeling. It was impossible for my daughter to understand the difficulties of girls in this society when she was young. When I looked at my daughter, I was really anxious. , because I know that if you rely on a face, it will actually be very difficult in the future. There are too many things you need to pay attention to, but if you have your own skills, you don't have to worry.

I just want my daughter to be able to take the road that I haven’t been on since I started, just to go on, to be a girl who needs to be looked up to by others, but I see that my daughter’s study is already very hard. When it's not good, I actually feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, because my dream seems to be gone, and the feeling of having nothing is very uncomfortable.

But what I have always told myself is that there will still be opportunities in the future, but when my child grows up, my husband in this process is as if the child is his own, and most of the time he tells himself This child is not good here, and it is not good there, but I never said that I should settle down and take good care of my child. At that time, I felt even more uncomfortable in my heart. Obviously, I lost a lot after giving birth to this child.

Now I am taking care of the child by myself, even in many cases, I have not really changed from an ordinary girl to a mother in my heart, so at that time I really owed the child , I felt it after my divorce later, that is, other people's children are always accompanied by their parents, while my own children have been alone since they were young. .

In fact, I don't want to, but at this time, the distance between myself and my daughter seems to be very large, even if I don't see her normally, it's fine, even when I see her, I actually feel like two people Personally, I don’t have anything to talk about. When I was young, my daughter seemed to need me very much. When she grows up, she is really better than me. It’s good that she doesn’t need me most of the time, and she is also very good.

When I was young, I always felt that the person I want to be when I grow up is the person my daughter is now. It is very good and great to be confident and have my own plan, but sometimes I just feel uncomfortable. I have never been involved in my daughter's life. When I was a child, I fought with my husband. Even if you don't care about the children, I don't care. Then the children have been growing up with their grandparents, and I actually have few opportunities to see them.

Because the two old people are always angry, and they feel that they are not good to the children, but they actually understand it.

(End of this chapter)