Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 351 351. Usefulness
It's not that I'm not good to my children, but that I really didn't have the intuition of being a mother at that time. I always feel that I haven't grown up yet and what I need is care, but when I understand, this But the child has grown up, and there is no time for me to reach out. It feels like everything has passed, which makes me feel uncomfortable.

In fact, I have always known that this is Lili's obsession with being this parent, but because I have never known how to express my liking, I have always felt that the difficulty of the matter itself is the difficulty in my heart. I don’t know how to explain it in my heart. In fact, every time I meet this daughter, I want to explain it to her, but sometimes I find that my own explanation is useless. The debt I owed when I was a child will last a lifetime.

Because if you missed it, you missed it. Even if you want to make up, there is no way. This is time, and it is everyone’s regret. When I saw my daughter on stage, I was excited.In the past, some people always said that my daughter was beautiful. At that time, I didn't understand why my daughter was beautiful, but now I understand that it is beautiful, it is very beautiful.

At least it’s a face that many people can’t compare to. I spend more time looking at my daughter. In fact, sometimes my current daughter feels that I actually like my sister more, and sometimes it’s the relationship with my sister. It's not good, but I don't want to tell my daughter that it's because I'm fine, so I tell her at home that it's your good, and then tell my husband that it's because they don't like Lili very much. It was Lili who ruined the atmosphere at home.

In fact, for this Lili's mother, she has already realized her shortcomings in all things at that time, which is actually a good thing, but it is also because she has been used to talking to her daughter since she was a child and wants to change suddenly. It’s impossible to change to the previous feeling. It’s like this in many cases. In fact, you already want to change, but there are many things that make you have no choice but to change to whatever you want, and you can only do it.

In fact, some things in some people's hearts are actually a serious injury for the rest of their lives, just like what their parents have done to them, in fact, Lili has not been confident for a long time, just like what Lili herself said if I haven't met this Gu Molian in my life, and I may have been a hothead all my life, who just feels that I am not as good as others.

I actually understand a lot of things, just like this, you don’t know what it should be, but you seem to be lacking in that little bit. Now after telling your parents, your heart is actually relaxed, just I don’t have that kind of embarrassing feeling. Looking at the appearance of my parents, I already knew in my heart that my mother still wanted to say a few words after I said I could leave, but I was not in the mood to listen to these words anymore. uncomfortable.

This Gu Molian heard that the voice inside was gone, so he came in directly because he thought it was time. After entering, he saw that Lili was actually crying. It was because he had been restraining himself that he couldn't see the feeling of tears, but the look in his eyes This feeling is that she is already crying. I know Lili too well, so I just tell her to leave immediately. In fact, Lili has never wanted to cry in front of her parents, because she has been like this since she was a child.

When I was a child, I always looked at my parents like this. In fact, I felt that I was right. Even if I cried, it was not my fault, but my grievance. But sometimes others don’t understand. I don't want others to see it. After the parents left, Gu Molian looked at Lili at this moment, and Lili burst into tears. The pain he had suffered for so long disappeared at this moment.

I feel that I am comfortable all over, that is, sometimes I even feel that I am liberated. In my life, I rarely have the opportunity to say what I want to say directly to my parents. I understand, I used to talk about it myself, but my parents didn’t want to listen to me at all. Now I rarely speak directly like this. It’s just that I am very happy when I see them not very happy. Feel.

Because I was really unhappy in the past, even though I always had a good job, but when I saw my parents, I would think of my childhood, and I would not be very happy, and even felt that When I was a child, this person’s attitude towards me, now that I know I’m capable, I just come here to please myself, but sometimes I still wonder if my parents will come here with a little regret , but forget it when you know it’s not.

In fact, I have already experienced many things in my life. In fact, it is very good to talk about it this time. I feel that I am a lot more relaxed all of a sudden, and my eyes are full of natural When I met my parents in the past, I actually still had a feeling of being up and down in my heart and I didn’t know what to say, because in fact, I was really seldom by their side when I grew up.

It's also because the relationship between me and my parents is really not good. In fact, there are many things that I can't say. It's just that other people can act like a baby to my parents sometimes, but I don't even have this. Basically, I don't have the opportunity to act like a baby. Yes, sometimes I feel that I can't say that I can remember the things when I was young for a lifetime, but even if I want to forget, the feeling of remembering will not change, and I will never forget it.

In my life, this is the feeling I have always had, that is, something I can't change if I want to change it. In fact, the feeling in my body for my parents is not as deep as the feeling for Gu Molian, that is, Gu Molian If Lian is uncomfortable, I will feel uncomfortable, but if I am my parents, I will not feel this way. I even feel a little indifferent. After all, I sometimes feel like this when I get along with my parents. of.

In fact, I don’t have any superfluous feelings, but I feel that I don’t seem to be like this. When I get along with my parents, the biggest feeling is that I really don’t know what to say. Usually, I just keep it and don’t say anything. state, because talking too much is of no great use.

(End of this chapter)