Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 352.
In my heart, I have not prayed much for my parents for a long time, because my disappointment has actually been approved since I was a child, and I have never expected that my parents will be any different. As far as I am concerned, I am actually a person who is used to being lonely. Even if I am always lonely, I feel that there is nothing. Although I became famous later, it is myself who is not Gu Molian by my side. Still a loner.

Because I understand that there are many things in this world and I can’t give too much trust, so when I have a lot of things, I actually like to be alone, thinking that all your things need to be protected, that’s my state, even now The most important thing is that when my parents keep saying that I actually want to help myself and want to make up for it, I feel that it is useless. Some injuries are really for a lifetime, and all the things I did when I was a child have already happened.

I have always understood that, in fact, I am worried about myself, that is, I have always been unconfident. Sometimes it is because people around me are always praising me. In fact, I can come out for a while. The feeling is that you tell yourself your self-confidence, but sometimes once someone says that you are not good, you will still worry, so at that time it was Gu Molian who managed his social account, that is The kind that I hardly watch.

Because I understand that if I see bad comments, I will not be in a good mood or treat myself as indifferent. I will really feel that I am not good, or even feel that I am not suitable for this industry. When I first came here It was like this when I was in this industry. At that time, I was not very confident about my various things. That is, in this comment, if there is someone who says that I am not good, I think about it for a long time. can't forget.

When I was young, I always felt that I might not be as good as others, but now I understand that I am capable because I am a capable person. In fact, every time it is my fans who speak for me. They all feel normal, because I have acting skills, why do I say I don’t have them, and every time I act, I bring myself into the role directly, so I always feel that I have substantive confidence in acting, which is in my heart recognize yourself.

But many times because there are still so-called black fans, in the eyes of those people, when I just can’t do it, I’m not what I used to be, but I just feel angry, because I know that these people just want to blacken me for my own sake. Yes, so if I get angry with these people, I will be happier. I just can’t be angry, and I just don’t listen to them, and I should be the ones who are mad at them. Even when you’re acting, you don’t know how to say it. Why do I believe you.

It is such a character, and there is also Gu Molian who is helping me anytime and anywhere to find my self-confidence. In fact, Gu Molian said before that what this industry needs is self-confidence. That is, if you don’t have self-confidence, many times you may miss many roles because you always feel that you are not good enough, but people have to try all the time. Even if you are not good, you can’t deny it yourself.

I just think that this is the case. In fact, many people just miss the role they were originally suitable for. When Gu Molian was here, Gu Molian actually didn’t want to miss this role because you thought you couldn’t do it. What you need is yourself. I feel that you are the strongest, you just try, you have always been like this in order to meet better opportunities, because this Gu Molian's words are actually really useful to this Lili, and it was later I will take the initiative to go.

I think you understand that many of these roles actually sometimes even the director thinks that you may not be suitable, but when you go to the interview, at that moment, maybe after seeing it, you will think that you are still good at least It's suitable for this, because I thought it was this kind of feeling. In fact, Lili at that time always liked Gu Molian very much because of the feeling of dependence.

I think that my ability in this person is the true self-confidence, that is, the feeling that I understand that I am more confident. All along, I have been told that you are not good enough, and it was Gu Molian who said it to himself. That sentence is that you can, you have always been able to, it is a feeling of giving yourself a lot of self-confidence anytime, anywhere, and because of this later, you are not afraid of these things at all and feel that you can do it.

After my parents left, in fact, the moment Gu Molian walked in at this time, I really wanted to cry, because it felt as if some of my things were finally over. They are all in the state of waiting, waiting, always thinking whether they still have the so-called opportunity, being able to reconcile with their parents is reconciliation, and if they still have the opportunity, they will meet a more suitable self.

But is the reality like this? I have always belonged to the state that I have always been forgotten by others, and I have never felt the way my parents treat me that I always wanted. At this time, Gu Molian looked at me When she was at home, she actually thought of her own feelings for a moment, because she was also like this. In fact, when she was a child, her parents were in her home. It was like having any communication with her.

I have been quarreling all the time, or in the cold war, that is, my mother is not a very tempered person, but she is a very stubborn person, that is, the things I believe will not change, that is, sometimes not at all. It will give people a step down, that is, I understand very well that in many cases, when I look at the state of my parents, the only impact on me is that I don't want to stay at home all the time and feel tired and flustered.

That is, when I went to school later, I chose a school far away, and then I went abroad. Going abroad is indeed a school I like very much, and if I come to this school, it basically has nothing to do with the things in my home. Yes, I feel that I am in a very relaxed state like this, so I have been outside all the time.

That is, when I didn't know how to explain it, I actually understood Lili's pain in my heart, so I told Lili that you can cry and it's okay. Others don't understand, but I understand, and it's okay.

After a word, Lili was crying so hard.

(End of this chapter)