Jinxin

Chapter 241 Meeting is Difficult, Not Seeing is Even Difficult
But now, with thousands of miles of urgent military reports, what kind of urgent military situation will there be in the frontier?There are not many famous generals in the Great Wu Kingdom. This time, will the emperor send Su Mingxi to lead the army to fight? Once he is really sent to lead the army, he must know that the battlefield is ruthless. Danger?
The more Ruan Yunsi thought about it, the more confused she became, so much so that when she returned to the Hou's mansion, she actually tasted the feeling of not thinking about food and drink for the first time ever.

At noon, Ruan Siqi came back from court, Ruan Yunsi got the news and rushed over immediately, seeing her brother's serious face, her heart trembled twice.

"The Xixia Kingdom gathered millions of troops to attack the border of our Great Wu. After ten cities in a row, the soldiers finally had the opportunity to spread the general report. Today in the court hall, the emperor saw this military report. Long Yan was furious, and the whole court Civil and military, everyone is shocked, this time, Xixia is attacking us with all the power of the whole country, I am afraid it has been planned for a long time, if the Great Wu fails to deal with it, it will be in danger of overthrowing the country."

"It's... so serious?"

Ruan Yunsi swayed, but Gu Shi and Liu Shi beside her couldn't help screaming, and even the maidservants around them all changed their colors.

Ruan Siqi nodded heavily, and said in a deep voice: "But you don't have to be afraid. Although the Xixia Kingdom is coming fiercely, our Great Wu Kingdom is not immune to it. Hmph, even though Li Guohao is a famous general in Xixia, but compared to our hundred battles General, but there are still a few grades behind. They just caught us by surprise with lightning."

"Brother, the emperor has decided to appoint Mr. Su as the commander-in-chief of the three armies. Have you gone to the frontier yet?"

Ruan Yunsi sat down on the chair. Although she had already been mentally prepared for this, when this moment really came, her heart still seemed to be floating in the void, and she didn't know what it was like to be lost.

Ruan Siqi nodded heavily, and after a while he said softly: "Old General Lin is old, even if he is sent to the battlefield, he may not be able to do what he wants. The one who can turn the tide now is none other than the young man. And..."

He paused, and then solemnly said: "This time, I also take the initiative to ask for orders. The emperor has appointed me as an inspector, responsible for supervising the transportation of grain and grass."

"Huh? Grandpa..."

Gu's and Liu's screamed at the same time, but Ruan Siqi said in a deep voice: "You don't need to panic, if the Hou Mansion wants to rise, it can't rely on my sister's weaving and dyeing factory, even if she really builds the Splendid Empire, but as me The son of the Hou family, how can he have the face to be honored by his younger sister for the rest of his life? This is a good opportunity. It's freezing cold today. Of course, Xixia deliberately picked us at this time to catch us by surprise, but they went deep into ten cities alone, and the battle line was stretched. It's too long. The young master is brave and resourceful. Although this battle is difficult, the result is already predictable. At that time, I, Ruan Siqi, will always be rewarded for meritorious deeds. That is our loyal mansion. Time to rise again."

Ruan Yunsi nodded and said: "Brother is right, why don't you take the Wu hook and collect the fifty prefectures of Guanshan. If the Hou Mansion really wants to rise, you must make meritorious deeds. I am afraid that the time for this expedition must be hurry up. My sister-in-law and I Immediately pack the luggage for brother."

Ruan Siqi nodded solemnly and said: "Yes, I'm going to leave in three days. I'm really in a hurry." He suddenly grabbed Ruan Yunsi's shoulders and said seriously: "Sister, after I leave, this Nuo Dahou's mansion depends entirely on you. After you take care of it, you must... wait for me to come back, understand?"

"Brother, don't worry, I will never let the Hou Mansion suffer any more hardships. My brother must also take care of himself. He must return safely to his ancestors. Also, don't let your father know about this matter. I will wait for an appropriate time, and I will take care of you." Tell daddy so he won't be provoked."

Ruan Yunsi said she was joking, Ruan Siqi also nodded, after thinking about it, he winked at Gu Shi, so Gu Shi understood, pulled Liu Shi back, and led the maids to retreat, leaving the house to the brother and sister.

"Brother, do you have anything to say to me?" Ruan Yunsi was a little strange, thinking that she couldn't say something in person, and even sent her sister-in-law and others out?Just when he was wondering, Ruan Siqi said seriously: "Sister, the young master is about to go to war, don't you... plan to visit him?"

Ruan Yunsi couldn't help but trembled, and then she let out a breath slowly, and after a long while, she shook her head firmly and said: "No need, I have never had any relationship with him. In the end, he was no longer even a friend, what position should I take to meet him..."

"You're talking nonsense." Ruan Siqi interrupted sharply without waiting for her to finish, and said word by word with a gloomy face: "You clearly know the little prince's affection for you, if it wasn't for you, you would have thought he would help to this extent?"

"Even so so what?"

Ruan Yunsi avoided Ruan Siqi's gaze, and murmured: "Brother, you should know me. No matter what, I can't marry him after all. In this case, seeing each other is like not seeing each other. It's better to be ruthless than to be affectionate. I hope he can... cut off this relationship as soon as possible." With a thread of love, I can find my beloved woman and live a lifetime of happiness. Why do I have to go to see him? Wouldn’t it hurt him even more to be so indifferent? "

Ruan Siqi stomped his feet and said, "Why don't you get the hang of it? Since Luo Hua You Qing Liu Shui has the intention, why do you have to get to this point? You...why are you so stubborn? You... missed the little prince, you will one day regrettable."

"If there is no destiny, you may feel regretful and sad, but you will never regret it."

Ruan Yunsi stood up, she obviously didn't want to talk to Ruan Siqi anymore, so she turned around and walked out the door.

"It's said that a passionate woman is a heartless man, but when she comes to you, she is turned upside down." Suddenly, Ruan Siqi laughed bitterly from behind, and then said solemnly: "Sister, a woman who is as cruel and heartless as you is, I'm afraid it will never be so difficult in the world." There is a second one, you make my big brother and I, a big man, have to admire you to the point of... prostration."

This is Ruan Siqi's grievance on behalf of Su Mingxi. This irony is like a sharp sword, piercing straight into Ruan Yunsi's heart, and she can hardly breathe at that moment.

Her fingers paused on the door, and then she pushed the door open steadily, and Ruan Yunsi's figure walked out slowly.

Ruan Siqi sat down on the chair with a wry smile.

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"The cruelty of the battlefield is unimaginable to those who have not experienced it. My brother was named General Baisheng at the beginning. Because he said, 'Victory and defeat are commonplace in military affairs, who dares to be called Baisheng? I don’t dare to call it a hundred victories, let alone this time when the whole country of Xixia came to attack, how can I know the outcome of the battlefield? My parents cried bitterly in the room last night, fearing accidents, so my sister can stay here peacefully? If it is truly ruthless, my sister has nothing to say.”

The thin letter paper was placed on the table, and the elegant lowercase script was obviously written by the daughter of the boudoir.

Ruan Yunsi looked at the piece of letter paper and this passage, and couldn't help trembling slightly.

Her brother forced herself, and Su Yinyu also asked someone to send a message, asking herself to see Su Mingxi. After she refused, she gave another letter, and she also forced herself to see Su Mingxi. They feel that their confidante can give Su Mingxi strength. They all understand that a promise of theirs is a great temptation to the man who is about to go to the battlefield. way of life.

If possible, how much Ruan Yunsi hoped that she could make this promise to the other party.

But she can't give.

Everyone was pushing her, they only saw their own determination and ruthlessness, no one knew how much Ruan Yunsi felt in her heart: she couldn't advance, she couldn't retreat, the dilemma was nothing more than this.

I don't want him to die. If there is a day, if there is a promise to keep him alive, I will give it.

But, he is a marshal, if he is unscathed in a battle, and he comes back to let me fulfill this promise, how will I... how will I deal with myself?

This is undoubtedly an extremely selfish thought, but human nature is selfish, Ruan Yunsi doesn't think there is anything wrong with herself, what really frightens her is that she seems to be unable to keep this selfish thought.

She really wanted to see Su Mingxi, she was so afraid of that unknown battlefield, so frightened that she wanted to do everything, as long as the other party could return safely.

The persecution of relatives and friends, and her increasingly uncontrollable loss of control have already made Ruan Yunsi's heart heavy as if a big stone was crushed, but it happened that there were only three days, and the law of heaven was ruthless, so she didn't even have time to think carefully and fully.

It has always been said that the days feel like years, but now to Ruan Yunsi, a day seems like a few minutes, and it suddenly passed.

In the past two days, she also had trouble sleeping and eating, and on the third day, two big dark circles appeared under her eyes.

Gu Shi and Yun Niang all knew what was on her mind, but because of her uneasy mood these past two days, no one dared to persuade her.However, when she saw these two dark circles this morning, Yunniang finally couldn't help it, so she sighed behind Ruan Yunsi, and said to herself: "Why bother? If you insist on carrying it like this, you will make yourself feel uncomfortable, and others will feel uncomfortable." It's also sad, even if you just try to let him know that you are worried, that's fine, even if it's just a friend, shouldn't you worry about him? Even I worry about it. "

Yunniang's words were unintentional, and there was a little bit of grievance. However, Ruan Yunsi, who was sitting in front of the mirror in a daze, heard these words, but suddenly had the feeling of "a word that awakens the dreamer", and unexpectedly He stood up abruptly, and looked at himself carefully in the mirror. He was really haggard, but after thinking about it carefully, he made up his mind.

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"Well, what do you mean? Let me find a reason to get people out. I don't know if you are too busy right now?"

Ruan Siqi was standing in front of the long queue of convoys and muttering, while looking into the distance, he suddenly saw a soldier running over, he quickly grabbed him, and asked in a low voice: "Little Lord... oh no, what did the marshal say? "

"Marshal said he'll be there soon." Xiao Bing stood up straight and replied loudly, but he was wondering what happened to Mr. Secret Inspector?Isn't it normal for Marshal to take a look at the food and grass situation?Why does he still look like a thief.

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