Jinxin

Chapter 272 I hope your heart is like mine

"The fate of the world is like a dream, and after several ups and downs, it is always uneven, until now it has become a cloud of smoke.

The love has become empty, like the wind waving the sleeves, a faint fragrance, floating in the deep old dream.

The prosperity is gone, the whole body is haggard in the wind, and when I look back, there is no heart and no rain.

In the small building of the bright moon, there is loneliness and no one to express love, and there is a dream in the world that I have not woken up.

long road,

Ups and downs can't be up to me.

Adrift in a sea of ​​people
Taste the indifference of human feelings.

Enthusiasm for coldness and indifference,

No amount of infatuation is lonely.

people go with the wind,

The free flower blooms and falls,
Regardless of the vicissitudes of the world.

A city wind blows,
Full of lovesickness, there is silence, only the sweet-scented osmanthus fragrance drifts by.

The voice of the singer is indifferent and distant. Although the vicissitudes and desolation in the singing are vividly interpreted, there is no choking sound.Only the calm after complete despair can deduce such a feeling of seeming and lacking.

However, those who listened to the song had tears in their eyes.Ruan Siqi wiped his eyes, turned his head to look at Su Mingxi, then cupped his fists, then turned and left. He knew that only Su Mingxi was qualified to talk to his sister here at a time like this.

The singing continued, it seemed that Ruan Yunsi's emotions that had been suppressed in her heart for many years were all vented out of this song, so that it was repeated over and over again, endlessly.

Su Mingxi walked up the steps slowly, falling silently. He was afraid of disturbing the situation at this time, although the situation was very sad, and Ruan Yunsi made him feel extremely distressed.

The sound of the piano finally stopped, Ruan Yunsi let out a long sigh, and said softly: "Didn't you say you don't want to come over? This is my last moment of tranquility, don't you feel relieved? Until now, do you still think I will do something stupid? ?”

"What I'm afraid of is that if you don't do stupid things now, after you get married, you will end up with a dead end."

After Su Mingxi finished speaking softly, the next moment, Ruan Yunsi, who was sitting cross-legged on the futon, turned her head suddenly, Guqin fell from her lap to the ground, but she didn't realize it, her eyes were fixed on Su Mingxi, He didn't speak for a long time, only tears flowed unscrupulously down the eye sockets, endlessly.

"Miss Ruan, I'm back. You're not mistaken, I'm back." Su Mingxi stretched out his hand, seeing that Ruan Yunsi's body was still as stiff as a stone, and she didn't move at all.He simply took her hand and said solemnly again: "Don't be afraid, I'm back."

This hand, warm and dry, held his hand, conveying the warmth and firmness that melted people's hearts.

Ruan Yunsi finally realized how cold her hands were. Looking at Su Mingxi's dusty face, she was finally sure that she was not dreaming.In an instant, the panic, unwillingness, anger, despair and other emotions that had been suppressed so hard for so many days and even deceived herself suddenly poured out like a flood that had found an outlet.

Almost without thinking, she threw herself into Su Mingxi's arms and burst into tears.

"Everything is up to me. Miss Ruan... Yunsi, don't worry."

Three years, or nearly four?Su Mingxi was unable to calculate clearly at this moment.Once, this was his dream situation, to embrace this woman to his heart's content, give her all the happiness, use all of himself, whether it's money, power or even life, to protect her and love her.

However, it has been too long, so long that he thought that this could only appear in his dreams, but he never expected that at such a time when he was unprepared, the dream would come true. At this moment, not only Ruan Yunsi As in a dream, even Su Mingxi wondered if he was dreaming.

"The whole city is full of love, but you are silent... Yunsi, so you have my love in your heart, right? In fact, you are also full of love for me, right? It's just that you never want to say it, don't you? Why do you Why don't you tell me? Why don't you let me know that your heart for me is the same as my heart for you..."

It's not that Su Mingxi doesn't know that Ruan Yunsi has affection for him, but he always thought that this affection is so shallow that nothing can compare to it.

However, at this moment, Ruan Yunsi's bitter cry, and the lyrics she sang before, made Su Mingxi suddenly understand that, in fact, her sweetheart's feelings for her had already been imprinted on her heart, but, because of one or another reason After all, she still didn't allow herself to show it. If it wasn't for Zhang Lingxin's interference, maybe the two of them could only carry this regret of love and be alone for the rest of their lives.

"Yunsi, do you know how much I want to hold you like this, and hold you until eternity, without thinking about anything."

Su Mingxi stroked Ruan Yunsi's hair and murmured softly, then he sighed and said in a deep voice: "But no, we have too many issues to discuss now, and I don't have much time, so we must resolve these issues as soon as possible. After discussing it, Yunsi, can you understand my difficulties?"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Su, I lost my temper."

Ruan Yunsi withdrew from Su Mingxi's arms, wiped away the tears all over her face with a handkerchief, and said with a wry smile: "Perhaps I have been under too much pressure these days, seeing that you came back suddenly, I couldn't bear it all of a sudden, please forgive me, Yes, why did you come back suddenly?"

"Maybe it's the connection between the two. I had a dream. I dreamed that you jumped into the fire wearing a red wedding dress. For some reason, I was always restless after waking up. That's why I rushed back all night."

Su Mingxi explained briefly, then fixedly looked at Ruan Yunsi, and said word by word: "For the present plan, if you don't want to marry into the Zhang family, you can only marry me. Only if you marry me can I marry you." There is a reason to go to the emperor and ask him to withdraw his order, Yunsi, you...do you understand? Are you...would you like it?"

If possible, Su Mingxi absolutely doesn't want to raise this question at this time, it's too unsightly, and it seems like he's taking advantage of the fire to rob.However, when he made a fuss in front of the Hou's mansion, Liao Le went to the palace to report that the person sent by the emperor to announce him to the palace must be arriving soon, and he had to reach an agreement with Ruan Yunsi on this issue, otherwise, he had no choice.This is a marriage bestowed by imperial decree, not just a word from the elders, there is still room for change.

Ruan Yunsi looked deeply at Su Mingxi, her eyes were as dark as deep pools, filled with so many emotions that Su Mingxi couldn't distinguish them one by one, he was a little uneasy, and was about to open his mouth to explain After a while, Ruan Yunsi said softly: "Mr. Su, do you know what this means?"

"What does it mean?" Su Mingxi asked blankly, doesn't it mean that he likes her and will never allow her to marry someone else?

"You know this means that you are going to confront the emperor, and you have to challenge the dignity of the emperor for the sake of the love of your son and daughter. It means that the Duke's Mansion may be implicated by you, and it will never be restored. It means that you may become a sinner for the entire Duke's Mansion. , everyone betrayed relatives. Mr. Su, for a selfish woman like me, is it worth it?"

Ruan Yunsi said word by word in a deep voice, every word was like a knife, her dark eyes were fixed on Su Mingxi's face, as if she wanted to find a flower from it.

"Maybe the result will be like this, but maybe it won't be so bad. I won't implicate the Duke's Mansion, but I am willing to try my best with my seven-foot body, even if it is just a moth to the flame. Now I just I want to know, Yunsi, are you willing to fight the fire with me?"

"I thought you were the smartest person in the world, but I didn't expect that you...you are a fool." Ruan Yunsi burst into tears, what love words could be more touching than Su Mingxi's moths to the flame at the moment?
"Whether it's a smart person or a fool, just say, would you like to accompany me?" Maybe it was because he was rejected too many times before, but this time, Su Mingxi stubbornly wanted a clear answer.

"You know, I was the moth that was going to catch the fire, but you, you could have stayed out of it. But you insisted on rushing in, you say, what choice do you think I have?"

Although it was a rebuke, a smile appeared on the corner of Ruan Yunsi's mouth, and at the same time, tears fell even more violently.

"Okay, with your words, I'll go through mountains of swords and seas of fire, and I'll go for you." Su Mingxi nodded vigorously, and suddenly reached out to sweep Ruan Yunsi's bangs from her forehead, and said solemnly: "Yunsi, starting from today , don’t wear a woman’s hair in a bun again. Everything in your past is over, I want you to return to your daughter’s body, and then put on a red wedding dress for me, a phoenix crown and a Xiapei, and marry me gracefully. I will definitely do it Arrived."

Ruan Yunsi nodded slightly, and lightly agreed: "Okay."

"I'm going to the palace now."

Su Mingxi's mind was fixed, he looked at Ruan Yunsi with nostalgia, turned around and left, but was stopped by Ruan Yunsi again at the side of the pavilion, he turned his head and saw Ruan Yunsi looking at him sadly, and murmured: "Why do you Do you do this? Are you not afraid that I will use you and the Su family to escape the Zhang family's marriage in desperation? You are not afraid that I will settle for second best? You are Su Mingxi, you shouldn't be taken advantage of like this tainted by feelings."

Su Mingxi looked deeply at Ruan Yunsi, and after a long time, he smiled slightly and said with emotion: "God is fair in the end, Yunsi, have you finally tasted this feeling of worrying about gain and loss now? It's not in vain for me to do it for you A lovesickness is a disaster."

"You..." Ruan Yunsi didn't expect him to say this, and she didn't know what to say for a while, but she saw Su Mingxi put back her smile and said solemnly: "Actually, there is no need to ask such things, the affection between you and me, is it true?" Isn't it clear to us? Or, you are also suspecting that I am taking advantage of the situation to force you to marry me?"

"Why would I think so?" Ruan Yunsi blurted out, but Su Mingxi smiled and nodded, "That's right, why would I miss you so much? That not only insulted me, but also insulted you. Actually, Yunsi, you know I am very grateful to God for giving me this opportunity, even if it is forced by you, as long as you can marry me. Do you know my countless fantasies, as long as you become my wife in this life, even for a day, I will die without regret gone."

Ruan Yunsi finally broke into a smile, and said softly: "Me too, for so many days, I have thought countless times, if you are the one who persecutes me, how good it would be, how great it would be..."

The two of them laughed at the same time, I hope the king's heart is like mine, these few words are enough.

　The biggest climax is finally...written! ! ! ! ! ! ! !While spreading flowers and cheering, she couldn't help but also shed tears.Nearly 80 words, countless foreshadowing and plot development, are actually for this moment of "I hope your heart is like mine".

　　Benjiu is very satisfied with this development, but it's a pity that the writing is limited, so I can only describe it to this point. If there is an adult with a better writing style than me, this paragraph will probably be written more soul-stirring and tender.However, I really tried my best.

　　This song is the ending song of a very early TV series "August Osmanthus Fragrance". The song is called "Fate of the World", sung by Luo Wen.It’s a song that Benjiu likes very much (ah, I’m showing my age, sweat). In short, I suggest you listen to it. It’s a completely different feeling to read the lyrics dryly and listen to the song. I really think this song is very Suitable for clouds.

　　Finally, thank you for the monthly tickets and rewards for these two days. Although you will still be chased in the end, once you have it, it is already very touching. Foolish lovers, please continue to ask for monthly tickets! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

　　
　
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