Ghost doctor: Princess please come to the throne

Chapter 859

Chapter 859: Keep going

Even if it is Tianlinhuang who is in love with power, his love for Bei Chenyan will be pure for a moment.

Although Tianlinhuang loves the country and power, he also loves his children after all.

Tantai Yunlang's mood suddenly became a little depressed.

For a moment, he really didn't know what the current Xilan Palace was to him.

Maybe it's because today's gorgeous sunlight dazzles people's eyes, or maybe, some people know that such a moment is a luxury for him.

For the first time, and it should be the last time, he revealed his heart, as someone mentioned, those unknown things, "As long as I can remember, I know that my mother doesn't like me, oh it's not that I don't like it, it should be said that I hate it .”

"Not only does she not like me, but she also doesn't like my father, but I don't understand. Could it be that people's desires are really endless?"

Ling Xiyue quietly stayed by, listening.

There must be a reason for things to happen. She didn't believe that a mother, a wife, would be so cold-blooded for no reason.

"Father is cold and ruthless to others, and even treats me harshly, but he only treats his mother empress, and he is the only one favored by thousands of people. He even tried his best to support a princess from a foreign country as his empress. I always think about what kind of love it should be." , to allow an emperor to do this.”

Tantai Yunlang stared blankly at the front, he didn't know if he was talking about himself or his father, "But why, just like this, we still don't get any warmth and love from the queen mother?"

Ling Xiyue didn't know how to answer, maybe there was something hidden in it.

"I always feel that my mother should also love my father and me, but the facts tell me time and time again that this is just my illusion." Tantai Yunlang smiled bitterly, "When I was young, I saw my mother put my younger brother on her lap. , singing nursery rhymes, coaxing him to sleep, envious, but can only watch from the sidelines."

"Why do all princes and princesses get mother's love, but I don't."

"Later, a nanny told me that it was because my younger brother always laughed and could please the queen mother, so I often hid and watched Zedi secretly, practicing how to smile and how to smile nicely, so that I could please my mother." The queen mother is happy."

"But who knows, I actually don't like to laugh at all."

But later, he discovered that as long as people smile, they won't feel so bitter in their hearts. No matter what kind of sadness, no one will find out. No one can see his fragility, and no one can use it to hurt him.

Ling Xiyue's eyes trembled, and she pursed her lips tightly.

She never expected that this man who always had a bright smile on his face was actually because of this...

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter." Tantai Yunlang grinned brightly at the corners of his beautiful mouth, but no one could see the sadness in his eyes, "It's no big deal, I'm living well now, without a mother No one can die."

After a serious illness at the age of nine, he no longer longed for those unattainable things, even disdained them.

"I don't know why I said this to you today. Maybe, I only have you. Only in front of you can I speak my mind. After today, I don't know when I will have another chance. "

Between him and that person, there must be death.

She should have done it without hesitation, but he didn't know if he could do it.

Tantai Yunlang turned his eyes and met Ling Xiyue's incomprehensible eyes suddenly, and smiled "ha", his handsome face was full of smiles, "Hey, you are not pitying me, don't treat me like this Can you look at His Highness?"

The handsome face that was still cloudy and gloomy just now, the sky is clear in an instant. This is probably the long-lost face-changing in the world.

Tantai Yunlang touched the tip of his nose and muttered, "If I knew you were so sympathetic, I would have acted miserably in front of you a long time ago, and even made it come and go in the wind and rain. I almost lost my life several times. Thinking about it, it's really true." It's not worth it, it's not worth it..."

Ling Xiyue slapped him on the back of the head, "You're kidding me!"

Tantai Yunlang let out an "ouch" and jumped forward, "You woman, you are so heartless!"

The war horse he was holding snorted, as if protesting Ling Xiyue's brutal behavior.

"Didn't you just say that I have a lot of sympathy?" Ling Xiyue crossed her arms and glanced at his exaggerated reaction, really speechless.

Her blow was really not light, seeing Tantai Yunlang jumping, but his mood eased, Ling Xiyue also laughed secretly.

But with a smile, she straightened her eyebrows and stopped joking with him. She looked at his silhouette slightly, "Yun Lang, no matter what your path is, you have to keep going."

"Don't give up, forget those things that are not worth your effort, and love those things that are worthy of your love. In this world, there will always be some unknown beauty in a corner, waiting for you to discover."

The man in front of him has grown up.

But in the end, he was still the child who longed for a little love.

No matter how he concealed it, Ling Xiyue could still clearly see his hesitant heart.

Tantai Yunlang slowly slowed down the movement of hugging the back of his head.

Why doesn't he understand?
She can live and die with him and share her heart and soul, but she can't sit and watch Yun Qi with him, and go to a hundred years together, but this is enough.

The man gave a silent and relieved smile, lowered his hands, raised his head and raised his brows, with an outstanding demeanor, "However, it will be your loss to miss out on a beautiful man like me who is unique in this world and unique in this family."

"Come on, let's go quickly." Ling Xiyue really couldn't listen for a moment.

Tantai Yunlang looked back and saw that slender figure in black robe and armor coming towards this side from a distance, and knew that the time for him to "borrow" was coming soon.

"You wait for me, I will come back, tell Bei Chenyan, don't think that I will be dismissed in such a short time." Tantai Yunlang pinched the rein in his hand, and glanced at the man who was walking far away with a smile.

Ling Xiyue smiled, and said again: "Okay, after you come back and sign the truce contract, we will drink together again."

Tantai Yunlang nodded and smiled brightly, this time he readily agreed. "OK."

But thinking about it was wrong, he kept waving his hands, "But forget about the wedding, you'd better not even send me the post, I'm afraid I'll be jealous beyond recognition."

Ling Xiyue pointed at him, "If you don't change your bad mouth, I'm afraid Yan won't invite you."

"Do I need him to invite you?" Tantai Yunlang laughed loudly, his flowing long hair fluttering in the wind, he turned around handsomely, and got on his horse, "There is a word called uninvited."

Ling Xiyue smiled silently, which is what this kid is best at.

"Let's go." Tantai Yunlang smiled at her.

(End of this chapter)