The years I was a birdman

Chapter 15 Brothers
The time has come.

Zhang Shifei could only hear the sound of his heart beating wildly.

Li Lanying still didn't notice, he was still talking about some irrelevant things.

But in Chen Tuan's eyes, there was a cold smile.

This invisible pressure actually forced Zhang Shifei to shed tears. His bird eyes had turned so red that the light of the bamboo forest was blood red in his eyes.

Tears kept flowing, for the first time since I was born, I couldn't stop the flow.

He is afraid of death, it is true, but from another perspective, who can not be afraid?With so much pressure in the real world, many people have thought of suicide, but when death is really close at hand, who can get rid of this fear?
So, when this tide of fear hit, Zhang Shifei was shaken. At this moment, he could only see Li Lanying's wide, plump back covered with black hair.

The so-called contradiction of human nature dictates that, between his own life and the lives of his friends, how should Zhang Shifei choose?
Seeing the passing of time every minute and every second, Chen Tuan in front of the stream seemed to show some strange smiles, that smile was so terrifying in Zhang Shifei's eyes, making Zhang Shifei think that this person seemed not a fairy at all , on the contrary, it's like a bodhisattva who eats people.

Zhang Shifei wanted to slow down time so much, but time passed quickly.

The time has finally come.

Li Lanying hasn't noticed Zhang Shifei's strangeness yet, or is he also waiting for an opportunity?A chance if I strike first, a chance for him to kill me justifiably?

Zhang Shifei thought about it truthfully.

But at this time, Chen Tuan opened his mouth, and he sneered and said to the two of them word by word: "Okay, the time is up, have you confirmed that you have found what I asked you to find? If you can't find it, You all know the consequences, don’t forget.”

This tone was obviously implying to Zhang Shifei that this was the last chance to kill Li Lanying.

Fatty Li didn't speak, he seemed to be in a daze, but Zhang Shifei smiled at this moment.

Laughing is so powerless.

He sighed, and then said to Chen Tuan, "You kill me, I still can't do it."

"What??" Fatty Li turned around, with a look of surprise on his face, he asked Zhang Shifei: "Old Zhang, what did you say?"

Zhang Shifei looked at the black bear in front of him, and then showed a helpless smile: "Speak to you, sir, remember, don't let me die in vain, you must live, and my parents will leave it to you to take care of."

Fatty Li still didn't seem to understand, but Chen Tuan moved. He walked towards the two of them with a murderous look on his face, but a smile on his lips.

He came to the two of them, turned his hands away, and asked himself: "Could it be that you are really willing to sacrifice yourself to give your friend the chance to go back?"

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, and had to say that with his 20-year-old character of denying selfishness to his relatives, he really couldn't believe this decision, and he didn't even know how to say those words just now, so he ordered everyone to There is only one thing, no one wants to die, let alone die in a foreign land.

The white bones in the depths of the bamboo forest are the proof. Zhang Shifei thought that he would become like that too. In this abnormal bamboo forest, he would slowly rot and dry, and then a skeleton would be alone for thousands of years.

Is this what he really wants?
Of course not, it's just that when he made a decision, the sense of desperation that had filled his head just now disappeared suddenly, and his whole person became more at ease, with no fear in his heart, no despair, replaced by What is more is a sense of powerlessness to one's own life.

It is said that before death, people will recall the road they have traveled in this life. This is true. Zhang Shifei's heart is full of things that he has never cherished or even noticed before.

Including the instructions of his parents before going out every time, the cold clothes when it was cold, the years of fighting with the fat man, that period of youth in the past was fleeting, and appeared in his head like a film.

Zhang Shifei is sad. This sadness is not the choice he made, but the reason why he has been so short in the past 20 years. It seems that there is nothing left, not even someone he really likes. After his death, except for his parents Besides, maybe no one will miss it.

Forget it, this is not bad, at least I don't regret it, thinking of this, Zhang Shifei smiled weakly, and then said to Chen Tuan: "You can kill me, but I hope you can let my brother return to the world. "

Li Lanying was stunned. He hurriedly said to Zhang Shifei: "Old Zhang!! What are you talking about? What's the matter?"

Both Zhang Shifei and Chen Tuan ignored him. They looked at each other, and Chen Tuan said, "Do you want to say something else? Like regrets, I'm going to give you something in the end."

Zhang Shifei looked at Chen Tuan. He knew that death was about to come to him, but he still didn't hesitate. He said, "It's not that I'm not afraid of regret. On the contrary, I'm very afraid of regret. I am afraid of death, but I know that if I kill my good brother with my own hands, even if I can live on, even if I can return to the world, what I get, besides life, I have to spend all the time to regret it, this feeling It's disgusting, I don't want to."

After Chen Tuan heard what Zhang Shifei said, he sneered for a while, and then continued: "Are you doing it for the so-called friendship? It's a joke, have you ever thought about it, maybe the blind man in front of you just took advantage of your This weakness?"

Zhang Shifei looked at Li Lanying's two dyed bear paws, which were the same color as the poison on his paws. He smiled wryly and said, "Maybe, but he is my brother."

Hearing what Zhang Shifei said, Chen Tuan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed loudly: "What a brother! Well, I'll help you!"

After all, he slowly raised his right hand, the two of them had seen that posture today, it was these fingers that broke the stone table, and the stone table was broken, let alone a bird.

Zhang Shifei didn't move, but Li Lanying became anxious, and he yelled, "What do you want to do!!"

Seeing that Chen Tuan was going to kill Zhang Shifei, Fatty Li opened his big paws and swore at Chen Tuan, but Chen Tuan just turned his head to look at him, and Fatty Li's whole body moved as if bound by invisible ropes. It's terrible, I can only watch Zhang Shifei die.

Zhang Shifei was not afraid, on the contrary, he was a little calm now, because he did not regret this decision.

He closed his eyes, waiting for death to come.

I'm going to die, he thought.

In an instant, the bamboo forest seemed to become quiet, only the endless flapping of the bamboo leaves remained, but Zhang Shifei didn't feel any pain, and he even said that he had never felt anything.

Am I dead?He opened his eyes suspiciously, he couldn't believe everything in front of him, he saw that Chen Tuan's right hand didn't wave down, but stayed by his mouth, he opened his mouth wide and squinted his eyes... ·····

Yawned.

Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying couldn't believe it, what happened?
I saw that Chen Tuan yawned and stretched again. During this series of actions, the murderous look on his face just now disappeared, and he returned to the old man who seemed to never wake up. appearance.

He stretched out his hand and scratched his back, then said to Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying with a smile, "You guys are qualified."

(End of this chapter)