The years I was a birdman

Chapter 169

There is often a biting coldness under the sun, but there is also a heart-warming light in the darkness, which just shows that in this world, nothing is absolute. Interpreted with Taiji graphics, everything touches and grows together, and there is nothing infinite. There is no extreme evil in the flawed goodness, and it does not lie in opposition, but only in harmony. This is the way of heaven and cannot be changed.

Zhang Shifei was sitting on the ground with a cigarette in his mouth. The lighting in Fuzetang was very dim, and it belonged to the old-fashioned old light bulbs, sixty watts, not always bright, and gave off that orange light, which gave the whole place a feeling. The feeling of the 70's.

In fact, Zhang Shifei also told the split before, can you change the light bulb, this light bulb looks older than him, and it is round in the middle of winter, so Li Lanying has the urge to open his mouth to swallow it, and the light hits people. Is this melancholy due to professional problems? Is it necessary to create a sense of mystery to be Mr. Yin Yang?
Mr. Cui smiled at that time, and then said to him, this light bulb is indeed old, and it was replaced by the original owner of Fuzetang before his death. Besides, changing a light bulb is bad luck, so let's wait until it goes out.

Zhang Shifei had a cigarette in his mouth, and the room was eerily quiet, as if you could hear a needle drop on the ground. Liu Yudi had already fallen asleep in the back room at this time, and Zhang Shifei still felt a little guilty. It was all because he was too weak. Everyone was worried about it. Zhang Shifei couldn't help but feel a little angry when he thought of this. He took a sharp puff of the cigarette, and the place where the cigarette butt was burning made a hissing sound.

It was so quiet, Zhang Shifei looked to the side, Li Lanying was really a pig, and was already dozing off against the corner of the wall, Dong Sizhe on the sofa was still as quiet as a decoration, his eyes were straight, but the yellow The Cloaked Ghost looks like she's bored too.

I'm afraid it's because it's different. It doesn't look like a ghost at all. It's not an exaggeration to say that looking at it now, it's not as melancholy as a living person like Zhang Shifei. It doesn't look like a female ghost in ghost stories at all. I saw it sitting on the sofa at this time, with its legs crossed, its head swaying from side to side, and it looks like a junior high school student looking forward to being bored after school.

Seeing Zhang Shifei looking at it, the female ghost in yellow immediately smiled, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "I don't want to kill me, little brother, come to chat with me?"

Eldest sister, you have a bit of a ghost's ethics, okay?Also chat with me, if this is a normal person, why not be scared to death by you?Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, and saw that he put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, then shook his head, and said to the yellow-clothed female ghost, "I'm not in the mood."

The yellow-clothed female ghost gave a piercing smile, and then asked, "Hey? You're not in the mood, tell me, why are you not in the mood?"

Zhang Shifei took out the cigarette case again, and after connecting one, he lit the fire and said, "Worry."

Now, Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing have been away for a long time. Looking at the wall clock on the wall, it is almost pointing to two o'clock. Mr. Cui asked Zhang Shifei to wait for the call, but the call did not come. Right and wrong feel a little worried, but this is not the main thing, what makes him more confused is what happened during these days.

There are too many things that confuse him, and there are too many things waiting for him to solve. In terms of life and emotions, the good brother Fatty was planted with demon seeds, but he developed a root of love. This word seems to be like an iron chain firmly tied to him, being able to love but not daring to love, this seems to be the greatest torture for people, he thought of Liang Yun'er, and in a few days that sister will come back, when she arrives What should I say when I have a showdown with her?Ugh.

There is also the matter of the demon eggs, his uncle, the super powerful egg demons have appeared one after another recently, Zhang Shifei can't get involved at all, it is really unimaginable, what will happen to him, the so-called "chosen one" Fight those perverts.

All of these were like heavy boulders, and Zhang Shifei couldn't breathe. He suddenly felt that, of course, his uncle's work was nothing good. happy!

However, this is just a complaint. Zhang Shifei knows in his heart that escaping is not the solution, because escaping can bring nothing but tragedy.

Seeing Zhang Shifei like this, the female ghost in yellow giggled, and said, "Don't worry, I don't know about Xiao Yi, but I know Xiao Qin's skills very well, so he must be fine. , look at you, I'm afraid you have other things on your mind, come out and see if sister can help you?"

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, "How do you know I have something on my mind?"

The female ghost in yellow said with some disdain: "Your sister and I have seen more girls than you. Looking at your little face, you can tell that you are under too much pressure. You always have nightmares, right?"

Ay Ya I gi?So accurate?Zhang Shifei immediately became interested, but after thinking about it, there must be something wrong with the words of the eldest sister, she is not blind, how tragic would it be if the people who read it were not as many girls as I pick up?But these words really amused him, so he said helplessly: "Yeah...the pressure is quite high, I feel that I have always been unlucky, as if nothing goes well."

The female ghost in yellow floated off the sofa, then came to sit down in front of Zhang Shifei, smiled at him and said, "What are the things that don't go well with you? Can you tell me?" ?”

Anyway, there is nothing to do now except wait, there is someone, well, even if there is a ghost who can listen to your complaints, it may not be a way to decompress, so Zhang Shifei thought about it, and then he said what happened to him. The matter was told to the yellow-clothed female ghost, and the yellow-clothed female ghost smiled softly after hearing it, and then said to him: "Are these the reasons for your worries?"

"Isn't that enough?" Zhang Shifei said.

The female ghost in yellow looked at Zhang Shifei, as if she was looking at an ignorant child, and she said very calmly: "Generally speaking, you just feel that what happened to you is miserable and unhappy."

Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly: "It should be said that I have never been happy."

After listening to that, the female ghost in yellow asked, "Then what is the definition of happiness in your heart?"

Definition of happiness?Zhang Shifei was stunned. He really didn't think much about this question. In his mind, happiness was just a general concept, so he sighed, and then said: "It should be with the person I like. We can be together."

The female ghost in yellow shook her head, and then asked him: "Then your current definition of happiness is what you want to pursue?"

Zhang Shifei nodded, and the female ghost in yellow asked again: "Then what you are pursuing now is the same as before?"

Zhang Shifei was really confused this time. In the past, yes, what was the definition of happiness in my heart?He began to fall into deep thought, thinking that when he first arrived in Yingzhou, his pursuit was just to become a human and return to Harbin. At that time, in his heart, I was afraid that this was happiness, but as time went by, his The thoughts in his heart are also changing, including the pursuit of happiness. When he was in the painting, he thought that moment was eternity. He didn't want Xu Ying to die of serious illness, but when he returned to Harbin, he was inexplicably drawn into a series of In the incident, he met Xu Ying's reincarnation, but he couldn't escape the curse of giving up everything. It seemed that he could only control his own happiness by becoming stronger, but now he found that no matter how hard he worked, happiness But still so far away.

So he shook his head and said, "Probably not."

"Why not?" said the female ghost in yellow, "Haven't you returned to Harbin now? Isn't this your previous pursuit? Since you are already happy, why are you still sad?"

Indeed, to a certain extent, Zhang Shifei has indeed reached his previous quest. He became a human being, although not so perfect, and he returned to Harbin. Although the impression of this place has changed a bit for him, he met Xu Ying's reincarnation, though, cannot be with her.

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, and he murmured: "It turns out that happiness is not far away, but our thinking keeps changing."

The female ghost in yellow said with a smile: "You just found out, you are already lucky enough, why do you have to frown all day long?"

"I'm lucky?" Zhang Shifei said. Since he came back from Yingzhou, it seems that no one has said this to him. Yi Xinxing seems to have said it, but he has almost forgotten it. That old Yi's mouth is not old. It’s neat, it’s still a cliché, I don’t know if it’s because I’ve stayed with Lao Cui for a long time, and it’s become extremely long-winded, and I have to talk for 10 minutes to explain things clearly in a few sentences, and I don’t know who can do it with such ink. What's the point of paying him a fee?

The female ghost in yellow nodded, and then said to him angrily and amusedly: "Isn't it? You are much luckier than me."

"Why?" Zhang Shifei frowned.

But the female ghost in yellow replied lightly: "At least, you are still alive, and you still have the right to choose. If you have a choice, there will be a turning point. Unlike me, I have no choice."

Indeed, what it said was correct, Zhang Shifei sighed, people are just dissatisfied animals, they will complain at any time, this is a common problem, it has nothing to do with the experience.

Zhang Shifei wondered in his heart, is it because I have too many things and become depressed, so I think all things are so bad, maybe, it's not like I think, I still have a chance, at least, There is still plenty of time for me to turn everything around.

Seeing Zhang Shifei thinking there, the female ghost in yellow stretched out her thin hand and patted him on the shoulder. The cold breath made his whole body tremble, and he got goosebumps. The female ghost in yellow said: "Okay, don't be depressed and don't think about it."

"But what is happiness?" Zhang Shifei asked.

The female ghost in yellow thought for a while, then looked back at the dead ghost Dong Sizhe on the sofa, then turned her head and smiled at Zhang Shifei and said, "Happiness is the process you have been pursuing. When repaying, look back at the road you have traveled, the name of this road is happiness, understand?"

Zhang Shifei suddenly realized that this was the case. He scratched the back of his head, and then laughed at himself with some embarrassment: "It turns out that I have been living in happiness."

"That's right, listen to me, it's absolutely right, I was just like you, living in anxiety and depression all day long, but I didn't know it at the time, it was meaningless, think about how stupid I was back then, I chose to commit suicide, thinking that death would be a one-and-done thing, but after I died, I realized that it was a big mistake. For a long time, I have been repenting for my sin of suicide, but when I found out, it was already too much. It's too late. The death I chose didn't bring me relief, but deprived me of the right to choose that I should have, isn't it ironic?"

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly. During the wry smile, it seemed that a warm current slowly appeared in his heart. The words of the female ghost in yellow made him seem to be no longer confused. Yes, why should he be depressed? At least he is still alive, isn't he?

So, he smiled and said, "Thank you, big sister."

The female ghost in yellow waved her hand: "You're welcome, this is what you deserve, the reward for serving me these two days, haha."

He smiled bitterly, and then said to the female ghost in yellow: "By the way, big sister, then you should have found your happiness."

The female ghost in yellow nodded, and then sighed: "Yes, I have really found it. In the last days of this world, now is my happiness."

It was really fun chatting with this big lady in yellow. Zhang Shifei thought that at least he would gain some insight. He found out that except for him and Fatty, everyone in this line of work can be regarded as a psychologist. I am afraid they have had this before. This kind of confusion must exist. It seems that there is really no free lunch in this world. He suddenly realized that Mr. Cui asked them to serve the eldest sister. This is what happened. Zhang Shifei thought about it, but he immediately rejected No, it's impossible for that branch to be so thoughtful, his uncle.

At the same time, the surrounding areas of Harbin.

On the national road under the night, Yi Xinxing rode his bicycle and pulled Mr. Cui to pedal at a high speed. There were no buildings around, and there were only tall or low trees on both sides of the road, and the seemingly endless In the grassland, the summer insects could not bear the lonely squeaks. Yi Xinxing understood that those insects were not singing about the motherland, but that they were in heat, and the wind was blowing the leaves, making rustling noises. The entire road was dimly illuminated by street lights.

"Ha!!" Mr. Cui sneezed suddenly in the back seat of the car. He rubbed his nose, and then muttered, "Who is scolding me?"

"I look like Li Lanying." Lao Yi said, who was pedaling.

Mr. Cui thought for a while, and then replied, "I think so too."

They have been chasing for several hours, but the paper toad in front of them is still so cheerful, jumping along the road like a dry marathon, Yi Xinxing, who is riding a bicycle, follows the toad with his head He nodded straightly. When he was in the urban area just now, several passers-by thought that this kid was greeting them. Mr. Cui was speechless, thinking that Lao Yi, a fool, would have been so good at folding paper cranes back then. He had to be a toad , Now it's all right, he looks like the Qiaoxiyang Elderly Dance Troupe, his neck is almost crooked.

It didn't stop all the time, and turned to the national highway along the street. When will I find that little bastard?Just when Mr. Cui was a little anxious, he saw the old Yi who was pedaling in front of him panting and said: "Old Cui, do you think our bicycle can go to high speed?"

"Probably not." Mr. Cui said with a wry smile. If the bicycle can go to the high speed, eight deaths would not be many round trips.

Yi Xinxing waited for the two rattling flying pigeons from [-]. He nodded his head up and down and looked at the paper toad in front of him that looked like he had been splattered with chicken blood. go."

"Wherever you go, do whatever you want, if it doesn't work..."

Before Mr. Cui finished speaking, Yi Xinxing suddenly yelled, "Damn it! Toll booth! Old Cui, what shall we do?"

Mr. Cui was depressed. He thought to himself why there are only so many toll booths. If he remembered correctly, after passing this toll booth, he should be on the expressway. It's an anecdote through the ages to go on a high-speed road with a broken [-].

Thinking of this, he gritted his teeth, and then said to Lao Yi: "No, let's throw away the bicycle, and run behind my back! Just don't let those greyhounds in the toll booths find out!"

"No, no, no!" Yi Xinxing said suddenly, "Go down, that toad is on the right side of the road!!"

Great!Mr. Cui was overjoyed, this is really a starving sparrow. Thinking of this, he shouted to Lao Yi: "Get out of the car! Park the car beside it, and chase after it!"

After finishing speaking, he jumped out of the car, and Lao Yi also stopped. He shook his hands and squeezed the handbrake, giving people the feeling of cotton candy Shift + space. Turned a big bend, then stopped abruptly, Yi Xinxing got out of the car, and locked the car very carefully. Mr. Cui despised him in his heart, thinking that this is going too fast, who can steal you What's wrong with this bike.

The two came to the side of the road, looked at each other, and jumped down together. The road was quite high from both sides, about two meters away. With a bang, the two of them stepped on the grass. I saw that Mr. Cui had already taken out a talisman, and then quickly chased the toad who was about to run away. He frowned after he ran two steps, and the talisman was quickly lit, and Mr. Cui didn't turn his head back. Throwing the Taoist talisman to the back casually, at this moment, Yi Xinxing behind him had already taken out his little blue lamp, and when he raised his hand, the burning talisman fell into the lamp, and the lamp was lit When it is lit, it emits a blue light.

Both of them are professional players, and they have experienced countless incidents, so they naturally have a tacit understanding. While chasing the toad, they each made preparations for the battle.

Dong Shanshan, wait for me.Mr. Cui suddenly felt that this seemed like a reincarnation. Once upon a time, he also ran to save her like today, but he could no longer find the state of mind at that time.

The word love is mixed with kindness, maybe the kindness is bigger, Mr. Cui smiled wryly, now he is no longer the stunned young man who ran and roared in front of Yuan's building. He lost a trace of impulse, but more than a trace of responsibility.

As Mr. Yin Yang, he must protect people from being hurt by evil and foreign objects. This is his justice!

After running for about ten minutes, the toad on the stack of money was on fire with a sound of "Peng". The two stood upright, knowing that they had arrived, and the egg demon was nearby.

So the two of them chopped off the flames and began to search around. Not long after, Yi Xinxing suddenly whispered, "I found it."

After Mr. Cui heard it, he quickly looked in the direction of his finger. There was a big rock in the distance, a granite formed for thousands of years. For some reason, it was scattered here. It was as tall as a person. Mr. Cui looked Looking at Lao Yi, I already knew it in my heart, it should be behind that, right?

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