The years I was a birdman

Chapter 199 The Meaning of Living

I really don't understand why that Xia Jin'an would emit such violent anger after falling asleep. In fact, I still can't figure out the right and wrong of this point, because that Xia Jin'an doesn't look like a person who cultivates Taoism, but rather He looks like a drug addict, the skinny ones are like monkeys and the white ones are like bones. If you want him to play the little goblin under the Bone Demon in Journey to the West, it is estimated that Zhang Jizhong with a big beard can save a fortune on makeup.

Mr. Cui continued to tell Yi Xinxing what Twelve had told them. After Xia Jin'an woke up that night, all the qi in his body disappeared, and he returned to his sickly state. Twelve Seeing this scene, although he couldn't figure out why, but fortunately, the Qi on Xia Jin'an's body had disappeared, and he would not attract those low-level egg monsters for the time being, so he casually made up a nonsense and told Xia Jin'an said that he fainted suddenly because he was too tired. He was dreaming, so Xia Jin'an didn't think much about it, but just told the meaty twelve that he just had a very strange dream. .

Hearing what he said, Twelve One hurriedly asked him what kind of dream he had. Anyway, Xia Jin'an couldn't fall asleep now, and it was a huge blind foot for him, an insomniac, to be able to sleep for a while, so he turned himself into a dream. I told the twelve listeners about my dream.

The dream of Xia Jinan was exactly what he told Zhang Shifei and Mr. Cui before. In his dream, he dreamed of an amusement park and Zhang Shifei who was alone with the egg demon in front of the haunted house. Because of the distance, it seemed that he was alone He was standing on a tree, so he didn't see clearly. He only saw that after Zhang Shifei beat the monster to death, another person suddenly appeared. Zhang Shifei stepped forward to fight with that person again, but he seemed to be defeated. After a while, at this moment, he suddenly felt a gust of cool wind blowing, and then woke up.

Hearing this, Mr. Cui at the time couldn't figure out what was going on, so he didn't say anything, while Zhang Shifei asked Na Twelve: "Then, I heard that he often has that kind of dream, don't tell me You and I will mess with him once in a while."

After Zhang Shifei finished speaking, Twelve shook his head, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Of course not, I haven't used my ability on Lao Xia since that night, but..."

That Roudunzi Twelve said that since that night, Xia Jinan's insomnia has disappeared, and he can fall asleep every night, but even if Twelve doesn't use his own abilities, Xia Jinan's body is It will still emit a strong qi, which is what makes Na Twelve feel headache, because Xia Jinan's body is like a car that has been started, it cannot be closed, and so on, every time Xia Jinan When Twelve was asleep, it was when Twelve began to work, because those low-level egg demons could always follow this scent to find here. Thanks to Twelve's strong skills, those egg demons all turned into demon egg crystals, and so on, Day after day, nothing happened, and the meaty Twelve also fully recovered its demon power with the help of those demon egg crystals, but it was not like that fifteen, because it had no ambition, so after recovering its demon energy, He never swallowed another demon egg crystal, but kept them all carefully.

Twelve knows that this is a solution to the symptoms rather than the root cause, but there is no other way out. The current Twelve doesn't want to take revenge or complete the task at all, because it understands that if it takes half a step away, then Xia Jin An An must have been killed by those low-level egg demons soon, so it had no choice but to protect Xia Jin An every night, but the situation gradually deteriorated again. Xia Jin An did not suffer from insomnia, on the contrary, the number of times he slept There are more and more, and the health is getting worse and worse, and sometimes they can fall asleep during the day, but fortunately those low-level egg monsters dare not do it during the day, otherwise it is really a troublesome thing, twelve There is no way at all, but to pray that the egg demon in Harbin area will be killed as soon as possible, otherwise this Xia Jinan will be unable to hold on one day, and it also understands that paper cannot contain fire after all, this matter It's okay to hide it for a short time, but after a long time, Xia Jin'an himself will doubt it. After all, how can it be possible to have the same dream for such a long time?
When Roudunzi Twelve finished talking here, he sighed, rubbed his eyes with both hands, and said to the two of them, "You guys are what Lao Xia saw in his dream. Although I don't know why, but But I know that sooner or later he will come to you, but you will come much earlier than I expected."

After the Twelve lectures, the room fell into a brief silence again. Zhang Shifei knew in his heart that this incident seemed to be a bit complicated, so he had no claim at all, and it was up to Mr. Cui. Look at the nickname "Harbin Wikipedia" 'What can Mr. Choi do.

At that time, Mr. Cui was obviously not relaxed. He frowned tightly. From just now, his hand was touching his chin. The old face with a delayed expression was surprisingly symmetrical at this time. It seems that he didn't have a clue. , After a while, I saw him let out a long breath, and then said to the twelve: "You... I don't know what to say anymore, the most important thing now is to find out what happened to Xia Jinan. What's going on, hell, what happened tonight is a bit too unexpected, you, yes, tell me about you, what are your plans?"

Na Twelve sighed, then shook his head at Mr. Cui, and said in a somewhat sad tone: "What can I plan? Since I have integrated into human society, I don't have to live through those things that only listen to I can live with instructions, and I have a lot of free time. Apart from eating, I have learned to think. I have been thinking that we egg demons do not belong to reincarnation. That is to say, we only have one life. From birth to death, we What is the meaning of existence? I have been unable to figure it out, can you tell me, what is the meaning of your existence?"

At this time, Zhang Shifei really looked at this meaty man differently. He now also feels that the fat man in front of him is more like a human being than a human being to a certain extent. Zhang Shifei has also thought about the problem just now. Well, his life before was a mess, and the meaning of his existence was nothing but eating and waiting to die. If he heard this question before, he would probably be at a loss for words, and then he would give the person who asked the question a bad meal. Beat him, because often the less he wants to answer, the more afraid he is to answer. He is very confused, can't find the direction of the future, and can't find his own definition.

He doesn't care about where life comes from and where he dies. What impact will his birth in this world have on this world? Did the world choose him or did he choose the world?These questions were too esoteric for him in the past. To put it bluntly, he just said: none of his business?
Not to mention, it's really none of his business. Now that this big bird has suffered all kinds of sufferings and felt the warmth and warmth of human feelings, his life has gradually changed. It is possible to face danger, but every time the danger passes, Zhang Shifei will feel that he is still alive, although there are always some unsatisfactory things in life, even though he still can't tell Liang Yun'er that I love you.

However, that doesn't seem to matter anymore, at least, he has a head, he has found his place in this world, yes, he finally understands why he lives, and the meaning of his existence, he finally Dare to say it out loud.

So, he said to Na Twelve: "The meaning of my existence is to be with the person I love and live the life I want to live."

After Zhang Shifei finished speaking, he asked Mr. Cui: "By the way, split up. What about you? What is the meaning of your existence? Is it to kill demons and subdue demons?"

Mr. Cui shook his head, and then asked him for another cigarette. After lighting it, the faint green smoke floated up. Mr. Cui said to Zhang Shifei: "I'll tell you when I have a chance. It's better to be serious now." It's urgent."

Having said that, Mr. Cui said to Twelve again: "To be honest, I don't dare to trust you completely now, but just for what you said before, I am willing to take this risk. In fact, you don't want to It doesn’t make sense, because your eyes have already told me, and you already have the answer in your heart, so now tell me, what do you think, maybe I will help you.”

Twelve felt a little embarrassed when he heard what Mr. Cui said. He laughed at himself, and then said to Mr. Cui: "Actually, I really didn't understand it, but I like this place because there is me here." Friends, friends are really hard to figure out, this kind of emotion makes me very comfortable, I only have one life to live, so I want to be friends with Lao Xia for the rest of my life."

His tone was very sincere. After listening to Mr. Cui, he exchanged a smile with Zhang Shifei, then Mr. Cui stood up and said to the twelve: "Okay, then I will help you."

"Thank you." Na Twelve lowered his head again and said to Mr. Cui.

Mr. Cui waved his hand, and then said to Twelve: "Don't thank me, it's better if you don't harm people, I will help you find out what happened to Xia Jin'an tomorrow, and tonight, I will Draw a few talismans, as long as these talismans are pasted in front of Xia Jin'an's door, no matter how strong his qi is, it will not spread out of this building."

That Twelve was naturally very grateful after Mr. Cui finished speaking. Mr. Cui didn't say much. Mr. Cui used his hands to write the pen. His fingers are full of calluses, which are the scars left by the usual drawing symbols. Mr. Cui scratched the index finger of his left hand with his right nail, and then brushed and painted. The four yellow talismans are done. Zhang Shifei has always been envious of Mr. Cui's ability. As long as he moves his hands, the things he draws can play various functions. What a cool skill, Zhang Shifei once asked Mr. Cui , Can you teach him this skill too? Mr. Cui smiled at the time, and then said to him, okay, if you want to bear another curse, I am very happy.

There is a saying in the advertisement: Charms are good, but don't be greedy.

Zhang Shifei naturally didn't want to bear another curse. After all, he was disgusted by this now, so he had to let it go. After Mr. Cui drew the talisman, he winked at Roudunzi Twelve, signaling He was able to remove the evil spirit on the door, and Twelve followed his words and withdrew the evil spirit, so Mr. Cui and the others pushed open the door and walked into the hall. Xia Jin'an next door was naturally unable to sleep at this time Hearing noises in the foyer, he ran out immediately. At this time, he was looking at the twelve, with fear still in his eyes, looking at Mr. Cui, hesitant to speak, Mr. Cui saw him like this, He half smiled, then walked up to him, and said to him: "Don't worry, we made a mistake before, you buddy, are you a human or a monster?"

"But..." Obviously, Xia Jin'an still didn't believe it, so he said to Mr. Cui, "But those demon eggs are crystallized."

"The egg of the bullshit demon is crystallized, this is volcanic rock." Zhang Shifei said behind Mr. Cui, although he himself did not believe this reason, but now there is no other way.

Sure enough, Xia Jin'an still didn't believe it. After the right and wrong was finished, he immediately said, "How is it possible..."

"Nothing is impossible." Mr. Cui brought a piece of demon egg crystal to Xia Jin'an, and then said to him: "Just now we made a mistake, look, this is volcanic rock, and this is the demon egg crystallization."

When Mr. Cui said this, he dug out another stone from his handbag. Just as Mr. Cui took out the stone, Twelve at the side was stunned. Zhang Shifei recognized the stone. It was the part that exploded from the egg demon Xiaojiu before.

Because Mr. Cui is very cautious in his work, he is not at ease with the crystals of the two high-level demon eggs, so he carries them with him. Zhang Shifei understands the purpose of taking out the crystals of demon eggs at this time There are two, one is to fool Na Xia Jinan, and the other is to remind those twelve, after all, neither of the two sides can completely trust now, take out this demon egg crystal and shake it, just to give that Twelve Roudunzi got a vaccination to let him understand, don't play dirty, otherwise he will die a miserable death.

I have to say that Mr. Cui really has a lot of eyes. At that time, Zhang Shifei smiled and didn't say much. When Xia Jin'an saw that the two stones were indeed different, it was obvious that the one in Mr. Cui's right hand The demon egg crystal is much higher than the 'volcanic rock' on his left hand, and Mr. Cui has no reason to harm him, so he let go of his doubts.

Afterwards, Mr. Cui did ideological work with Xia Jinan for a while, and finally calmed down Xia Jinan. After pasting the talisman, it would be meaningless to stay there any longer, so Mr. Cui He said goodbye to Zhang Shifei and went out together. On the way back to Fuzetang, he called Yi Xinxing, but unexpectedly, he injured Yi Xinxing's neck.

"Is that the end?" In Fuze Hall, Yi Xinxing asked curiously after hearing what Mr. Cui had said.

Mr. Cui talked for a long time, and he seemed to be thirsty. At this time, the water in the teacup had become warm, so Mr. Cui picked it up and took a big sip, and then said to Yi Xinxing: "Yes, what else can I do? .”

Yi Xinxing stood up and walked to Mr. Cui in disbelief, and carefully looked at Mr. Cui who was drinking water. Suddenly, he stretched out his hand and grabbed Mr. Cui's face, and said while pinching: "It's not like It's your character, have you fallen for that egg demon?"

As I said just now, Mr. Cui was drinking water. When he was pulled by Yi Xinxing, the water in his mouth gushed out and flowed down his chin. Mr. Cui was speechless for a moment. : "Hurry up and go to the side! Are you sick again, am I not this personality or what kind of personality?"

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly. He looked at the two of them, thinking that Brother Yi was not angry with the virtue of splitting up. If it was on Li Lanying or himself... the consequences would be unimaginable.

Then Yi Xinxing was not angry when Mr. Cui scolded him, it seemed that they were used to such arguing, but he still asked very curiously: "According to your personality, you shouldn't let it go so easily because of one-sided words." Don't care about that egg demon, why did you suddenly change your sex today?"

Mr. Cui looked at Yi Xinxing with a dumbfounded expression for those who knew me. He smiled, then put down his teacup, and said to Old Yi, "Of course not, it's just that this matter is quite strange. , think about it, if the egg demon wants to play with us secretly, why would he send this box of demon egg crystals? You know, how powerful this is to them, and there is one more thing , that is, if it wanted to harm that Xia Jinan, just kidding, wouldn’t it have eaten him sooner? How could it give him a chance to let him come to us, and... To be honest, I do believe in that egg demon a little bit , maybe because its words are very sincere, I want to give it a chance, and I don’t want to kill any monsters by mistake.”

Indeed, that's how things are, all kinds of signs made Mr. Cui stop entanglement, Zhang Shifei also thought so, and after listening to Mr. Cui's words, Yi Xinxing smiled, spread his hands and said to Mr. Cui: "Come on, What about the sincerity he said, but your own heart is too soft."

Mr. Cui sighed and did not answer.

Seeing that Mr. Cui did not speak, Yi Xinxing smiled meaningfully again, seemed very proud, and sat down on the sofa again, but due to excessive force, the cervical spine vibrated, and the sprained neck Big tendons, immediately grinning at the pain.

"Retribution." Mr. Cui said with a smile.

Zhang Shifei wanted to laugh, but he didn't dare to. Yi Xinxing rubbed his neck and said to Mr. Cui, "It's useless to talk less, ah, by the way, old Cui, you just said that you want to insert that What happened to Xia Jin'an, how can I find out?"

Mr. Cui shrugged his shoulders at Yi Xinxing: "How else can I check, the old way."

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