The years I was a birdman

Chapter 200 The Lost Happiness

"Hmm... Is it already noon?"

Zhang Shifei lay on the bed and rubbed his eyes. He felt that his eyelids were so heavy. This was caused by the inversion of black and white due to lack of sleep. Last night, he chatted with Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing until dawn before leaving. Go, Mr. Cui had already asked for the birthday horoscope of Xia Jin'an before, hoping to start with this horoscope, and when Liu Yudi wakes up at dawn, he can use his divination method to find out what's wrong with Xia Jin'an.

When he left Fuzetang, Mr. Cui told Zhang Shifei that he had been tired all night, and he would be given half a day off the next day, and he could just come to work in the afternoon, and Zhang Shifei was free for half a day because of this. But they are full of confidence. You must know that they have dozens of demon egg crystals in their hands. As Mr. Cui said, they are now turning passive into active. As long as they guard the big tree of demon egg crystals, they will not be afraid of those monsters. The egg demon didn't bump into it.

This time, Zhang Shifei slept deeply, without dreaming.

He originally wanted to sleep until noon, but when he opened his eyes, he realized that the sun had just risen, and his home was in the ** district of Harbin. Jiangbei is an area under development. So the ecological environment is maintained quite well. Early in the morning, many sparrows flew into the trees in his yard and twittered non-stop, as if they were very happy. Zhang Shifei is now a human body, so naturally he can't understand those sparrows Why is it so cool to call out, but he seems to understand why Fang Wenshan wrote that song that he didn't understand before.

The cool sparrow, talking too much on the telegraph pole, you sound like a fool when you say this, Zhang Shifei stretched himself, he looked at his watch, it was only after seven o'clock, which means he just fell asleep After three hours, he smiled wryly, thinking that he was really getting more and more sad, he got up earlier than the chicken, and went to bed later than the chicken.

Hey, my peacock is not as good as a chicken, he shook his head helplessly, then stood up, subconsciously picked up the cigarette case from the table beside him, but for some reason, he put the cigarette in his mouth Before lighting his mouth, he felt retching for a while. It seems to be related to smoking too much. After all, he is old and not as resistant as before.

When he went downstairs to go to the bathroom, his point of view was further confirmed. Oh, the spittle was brown when he got up in the morning, which really made him depressed. It seems that he should smoke less in the future, or else his little It is estimated that Yuxi knocked him down before he was strong enough to fight against Ranxi.

After washing his face, he suddenly felt refreshed and upset. Now that he can't sleep, he might as well go to Fuzetang. It's boring to be at home anyway. When he walked out of the bathroom, he suddenly heard the sound coming from the kitchen not far away. There were bursts of noise, which made him feel very puzzled, what's going on, according to common sense, there should be no one in the house except him at this time!
So he walked up very curiously, opened the kitchen door, was startled, and saw his mother wearing an apron busy in front of the kitchen counter, Zhang Shifei blinked his eyes, as if a little afraid Believe it, his wife actually cooks breakfast!
His mother is a very cheerful woman, or a strong woman. Although she is in her 40s, she has the courage to try new things. She is not at all like those conservative parents who are cheerful all day long. Well-maintained, the charm is still there, she was a beauty when she was young, Zhang Shifei's appearance has to be said to have integrated the genetic factors of his old mother, he is full of doting on Zhang Shifei, and he is letting him grow up, once he chatted with Li Lanying , Li Lanying said that it would be nice if his mother was like Zhang Shifei's old mother. At that time Zhang Shifei shook his head with a wry smile, and then said to Li Lanying: What a fart, if your old mother played Audition, would you still say that?
Although it is a good thing to have the courage to try new things, sometimes Zhang Shifei can't accept it.

Damn, the sun is really coming out from the west, Zhang Shifei thought to himself, his old lady hasn't cooked breakfast for many years, at best it's just a hot cup of milk and fried poached eggs, Zhang Shifei complained to her before about this, what other people The children in my family have breakfast every morning, so why doesn't he have it? Why is it better to have no money than to have money?
What's the situation today?

So he looked at his old lady very puzzled, and saw that she was busy in front of the interview with a smile on her face. It seemed that when she was rolling the noodles, Zhang Shifei didn't speak, but exited the kitchen very calmly. Then he quickly ran into the living room and yelled at his father: "It's not good, Dad!! Go and see!! Is my mother sleepwalking again!?"

"Sleepwalking fart." His father has already woken up, and is sitting on the sofa as usual, drinking coffee and watching today's Harbin Life News. Zhang Shifei's character is just like his father. Dad was the same as Zhang Shifei when he was a child, he was a prodigal son, he loved fighting if he didn’t like going to school, he was so fashionable with a semiconductor sandwiched in the back seat of a bicycle with bell-bottom pants, of course, his father was also a prodigal son, it is said that at that time Almost ruined all the money in the family. In order to chase Zhang Shifei's old lady, he watched her downstairs all day long. Shifei's old lady married back home. His family was already very poor at that time, but Zhang Shifei's mother didn't dislike it. The husband and wife started a stall together and started a small business.

That's how they got to know Fatty Li's parents. As the saying goes, 30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi, after earning money, Zhang's father's temper and personality have calmed down a lot. I remember that every time Zhang Shifei got into trouble, his father would treat him He scolded him badly, but as soon as he scolded, Zhang Shifei's mother scolded him: I still have the face to say son, think about your bad behavior before.

Zhang Shifei's father was speechless. This was random. Indeed, Zhang Shifei saw his youthful shadow in Zhang Shifei. I remember that once he was drinking, Zhang Shifei's father said to Zhang Shifei drunkenly: Can you You can't stop being like me, I'm really your own father.

Nonsense, can you not be my real father?Zhang Shifei smiled and said nothing.

The book continued with the main story, Zhang Shifei's father put down the newspaper, and then cursed at Zhang Shifei: "Damn you, don't be surprised in the morning."

Zhang Shifei hurriedly said to his father: "But, my mother is rolling out noodles!! What are you kidding, she is too tired to boil water at ordinary times, what happened today!"

Zhang Shifei's father glared at him, and then said to him: "What's the matter, rolling noodles is against the law? You can eat as soon as I make them for you. How come there are so many nonsense!"

Although his father said so, Zhang Shifei still couldn't let go of his heart. You must know that this is not his mother's character at all?So he said to his father: "Father, tell me the truth, is something wrong with you two? Don't divorce, but what should I do?"

"Fuck off! What nonsense!" His father yelled, Zhang Shifei saw that there was really nothing wrong, so he didn't dare to speak anymore. After a while, her old lady's voice came from the kitchen, calling them to eat , he and his father got up and went to the kitchen. Looking at the whistling father in front of him, Zhang Shifei was still uneasy, but he didn't notice anything unusual about this breakfast.

The noodles made by my mother are really good. The yellow egg flower, white shiitake mushroom, green chrysanthemum and spinach taste like childhood. In fact, it’s not because Zhang Shifei was surprised just now. After all, he has a lot of this taste. I haven’t tasted it in years. When was that time? Zhang Shifei was eating noodles, trying to recall the last time. It seems that he lived in a tube building when he was a child before moving. The house at that time was so small that a family of three had to squeeze Sleeping in the same room, it is very cold in winter, but Zhang Shifei’s memory is very warm. At that time, he and the fat man went crazy for a day, and when they got home, they could smell the aroma of food before entering the door. The smell is gone, like those dim old photos, the dust in the sun, although they are all there now, but the feeling at that time can no longer be found.

At that time, although he didn't have much money, Zhang Shifei liked to listen to the two of them planning their future life while eating the meal cooked by his mother. They told Zhang Shifei that in the future there would be a big house, spacious and bright, and there would be many A lot of money, even if Zhang Shifei does nothing in the future, he will not suffer. Ask Zhang Shifei if he likes it.

Zhang Shifei naturally liked it. For him when he was a child, having his own room meant that he would no longer have to suffer from the torture of his father's stubble piercing his face before going to bed, and he would no longer have to endure the smell of his sweaty feet. Occasionally woke up at night by the creaking sound of the wooden bed shaking.

Zhang Shifei has always felt that his parents are like a pair of prophets. Those wonderful ideas on the dining table in his childhood have become reality in just a few years. However, he felt that this feeling was not what he wanted at the beginning. It seemed that the house grew bigger, and the distance between himself and his parents became farther away. Gradually, his mother stopped cooking, The topic discussed by the three of them sitting at the dinner table has also changed, from a bright future to a customer contract, Zhang Shifei doesn't understand that, more and more money in his pocket, but less and less laughter at the dinner table The nanny's food tasted like pig food. Zhang Shifei was disgusted by the taste, tasteless, like chewing wax, and his father's wine also became weaker, like water, and his feelings were like wine.

Slowly, Zhang Shifei began to stay out all night. At first, his parents asked about it, but they were very busy. After a long time, they stopped asking. Zhang Shifei and Li Fatty began to use the money in their pockets outside. The debauchery, the beauties with strong alcohol, can temporarily anesthetize the nerves, but can't fill the emptiness in his heart. Zhang Shifei always feels that something is missing, but he couldn't guess what it was at the time. Forget it, whatever, everyone Isn't it all like this?

Zhang Shifei's character became a little weird at that time. He will always be a prodigal loser in front of outsiders. He plays with women's feelings for fun. This may be caused by the imbalance in his heart. Why should I feel wronged? just happy?Isn't it just for my money to hang around me all day?Okay, I'll give you money, but if I've had enough fun, you'll get out. He regards this as a transaction, a transaction between money and happiness.

But in his heart, he could never find happiness. At that time, he didn't understand that the castle made with money was just an ice sculpture, and when the warm flowers bloomed, it would cease to exist. He was escaping. What escape brings is always just a deeper emptiness.

By the time he realized it, it was already too late, um, maybe it wasn’t too late, now God gave him a chance to start over, although the chance was mixed with curses, but for him, this was not bad, he There are more and more friends in Fuzetang, and the days in Fuzetang are very happy, because he has learned things that he has never learned before. With a kind heart, don't give up and go on bravely, then he will definitely be able to find the lost happiness.

He couldn't bear to eat this bowl of noodles. Although he didn't know why his mother would cook in person today, he really didn't want this long-lost happiness to disappear so soon. Happiness is for taste, because happiness very short.

Today is really strange. The father and mother at the dinner table are eating and chatting about some irrelevant things. They have nothing to do with work. They seem to want to plant a small vegetable garden in the yard next spring and grow some vegetables by themselves. After all Now the vegetables sold in the supermarket are not safe, even the steamed buns are poisonous, damn it.

Zhang Shifei picked up the noodles one by one, listening to his parents discussing with great interest whether to plant lettuce or tomatoes, the sunlight outside the window shone on the table, it was a warm and ordinary morning.

Seeing Zhang Shifei looking at them with a smile, Zhang Shifei's mother said to him: "What's the matter, eat quickly, what kind of expression is there to smile on the surface."

"Ah, no, no, I just feel a little strange, don't you guys have to go to the company today?" Zhang Shifei shook his head and said with a smile.

"Even the robot has to rest." His father said to him: "Speaking of which, our family has not eaten together for a long time. Tell me about you. What have you encountered after you have been working for so long? Did you cause trouble for Xiao Cui?"

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, thinking that you are really my own father, it took so long to remember to ask me this question, he sighed, and then thought helplessly, but it is better to ask than not to ask.

Speaking of working in Fuzetang for such a long time, of course I have encountered a lot of things, but I can't tell you about these things, otherwise you will definitely think that your precious son is crazy at work, Zhang Shifei Only then did I realize the difficulty of Superman. For Superman, the most difficult thing should not be the green stone that seems to be fake glass, but the aggrieved heart in his heart. Then the story of Niu B can’t be told, it can only be rotten. in the stomach.

So Zhang Shifei said to his father: "It's nothing, points... Brother Cui is very good to me and Fatty. We are with him, except for work, we just read books. He has many ancient books and can learn from them." to many poses."

What I was talking about was indeed posture, not a typo, Zhang Shifei thought in his heart, there are ancient books, such as "****", "Xinghuatian", "Monk and Nun", and "Flowering Edge", each one is better than the other. Brilliant, these are Li Lanying's favorites. Because of these books, Li Fatty's knowledge of ancient prose is far superior to Zhang Shifei's. He can understand many uncommon words at a glance. He was awarded the "Li Huangshu" by Mr. Cui Also the title.

Of course, these things cannot be told to parents. As expected by Zhang Shifei, the "posture" he said was heard by his father as "knowledge". As the saying goes, I am proud of my knowledge. The father was very relieved after hearing this, knowing that his incompetent son finally stopped idleness and calmed down, so he nodded, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Well, yes, I really didn't expect you and Xiao Ying can stay in Xiaocui's shop for such a long time, and she still has the heart to learn, not bad, not bad."

Zhang Shifei's father kept saying 'good', you can see how happy he is, and Zhang Shifei's mother also smiled at Zhang Shifei's father and said: "It's really embarrassing for Xiao Cui, treat him to dinner in a few days let's eat."

Zhang Shifei's father nodded, he thought for a while, then turned to Zhang Shifei and said, "Son, you are sensible, we can see that you are different from a few months ago, but in Xiao Cui It's not a long-term solution. At first I agreed with you to go there, just to let you learn how to speak and do things like Xiao Cui. Seeing that you have become more stable now, it is time for you to get in touch with business. How about it? After a few days Will you go to work in our company tomorrow?"

After Zhang Shifei heard this, he was stunned for a moment, what a joke, how could he go to work in his father's company now!So he hurriedly shook his head, and then said to his father: "No, no, I think I'm still lacking in practice, let me practice for a few more years, anyway, you two don't lack me, do you?"

I'm still lacking in practice, so he finally uttered this sentence. His father didn't force it when he heard him say this, and said to Zhang Shifei's mother with a smile, "Look, our son has indeed grown up."

"Yeah, I don't talk like before." Her mother put her face on her hands, and then looked at Zhang Shifei with a happy face, as if she was very satisfied with her son's recent performance. The expressions of the two of them, Zhang Shifei Right and wrong are very useful.

How good would it be if time stood still at this moment?
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