The years I was a birdman

Chapter 222 Cherish Every Second
This is indeed the worst Qixi Festival. Not only did he not get a girl, but his good brother was abducted by others. Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, picked up his mobile phone, and found that there were a total of Five missed calls and eight text messages.

They were all called from one person, and that person was the woman Zhang Shifei loved deeply, Liang Yun'er.

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, remembering what he said to Liang Yuner yesterday when he left Liang Yuner. Zhang Shifei promised her that he would send her a text message when he returned home, but he didn't expect that after he went to Fuzetang, there would be so many accidents. The mess, completely left this little girl behind.

Shi Fei smiled wryly, then flipped through those text messages:

"Cockroach cockroach~~"

"Cockroach, cockroach, why are you ignoring me?"

"Cockroach, I'm going to sleep, good night."

"^_^Good morning, I woke up and had a nightmare. I dreamed that you were being chased by a monster. Is it because I have a nervous breakdown recently?"

"get out of class is over. I'm in the cafeteria. If you have time in the evening, go shopping with me."

"Okay, ignore me..."

"You really ignore me, why?"

Because I was about to hang up at that time, Zhang Shifei looked at this text message, feeling helpless in his heart. After checking the time of the text message, it was that afternoon. Zhang Shifei roughly calculated that the afternoon in reality should be a dream It must have been when Zhong Gang had an affair with that big long face.

I don't know what's going on, Zhang Shifei felt a little guilt besides helplessness in his heart at this time, he suddenly felt that Liang Yun'er was really wronged him when he was with him now, to put it more bluntly, he was keeping himself clean Plato's spiritual love, to put it bluntly, is completely occupying the latrine and not shitting! !
Although I say that I am doing a serious business, even though I say that a man should hold a three-foot sword to make great achievements, and the children's personal affairs are all floating clouds, just like the Chinese hero Dayu who used to control the water for 13 years and never entered the house three times. , He didn't even come in when his wife gave birth, what kind of courage is this?Does a man have to be like Dayu to be considered a real man when he is alive?
Of course not, Zhang Shifei cursed inwardly, it’s nothing but bullshit to go through the house three times and not enter, if that’s the case, then there will be trouble, he hasn’t been home for eight years, where did the child in his wife’s belly come from? ?

If this is the case, wouldn't it simply prove the color of the hat on the top of Dayu's head? Although it is not clear whether the style is LV Zhang Zhengfei, but this hat has been praised by future generations. It's a bit unreasonable.

Suddenly, Zhang Shifei felt that if he continued like this, then he might not be far from becoming Dayu, and he was really thirteen.

No, what am I thinking!Now it's not a question of LV or not!Zhang Shifei knocked himself on the head, why did he start to think wildly again, and actually thought about these endless things, Liang Yun'er is not the kind of vulgar, vulgar and kitsch gold digger at all, okay?

But thinking of this, Zhang Shifei sighed helplessly. Although she is not, although she can wait, but what about me?He thought in his heart that now the decisive battle is approaching. Although Mr. Cui just said it was relatively easy, he tried to train Zhang Shifei to be a fighter who can compete with the demon eggs within a month, but Zhang Shifei is not a fool, he naturally understands The seriousness of this, here and there, is more or less ominous.

Because he has already experienced the strength of those high-level egg monsters, and the fifth day of the junior high school, the monster power is simply terrifying, and he is not an opponent at all. I am afraid that only Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing can compete with it, not to mention their There is also the creator of the egg demon behind it, that monster called Ranxi, Ranxi Ranxi, damn, it’s not good to hear this name, and I don’t know who started it, it must not be a fuel-efficient lamp, when the time comes, these How to deal with the situation?
The current situation of Zhang Shifei is like Wang Yebi Daxiong's exam. He knows that he will almost get a duck's egg, but he still has to write the exam paper with his scalp.

Zhang Shifei is no longer the swinger he used to be. It has to be said that experience is the best experience. Now that he encounters something, he will consider a lot of things, because he can't afford to lose.

As long as he fails, he will die. In these few months, Zhang Shifei seems to have grown into a teenager. Now he feels that he is not alone. If he dies, what will happen to the others.

What about Liang Yuner?Now that I can't even give her the bare minimum, what face do I have to say that I love her so much?But is it all his fault?Zhang Shifei's heart was filled with soreness again. His mother said that he was free to rule in the dark, but who ruled me!Can't wait to kill me directly!Zhang Shifei couldn't help complaining in his heart.

Indeed, he can't be blamed, because there are too many things recently, one after another, there is not even a time for him to catch his breath, his lover can't confess his love, his body can't last forever, even his brothers are being raped by others. He was taken away, how could this make him not feel depressed?
Suddenly, he was so scared, he was afraid that history would repeat itself. Once, on the snow mountain, Xu Ying was seriously ill. Zhang Shifei wanted to go back to Yingzhou to get medicine. Xu Ying promised him that she would wait for him. Facts have proved everything. She has been waiting for this for a long time, and now, Liang Yun'er has promised him that she will always wait for her. Fortunately, Liang Yun'er is not sick, but Zhang Shifei is really afraid that he will be the one who misses the appointment this time.

If I accidentally hang up this time, will Liang Yun'er continue to wait for him?One year, ten years, one hundred years, or even longer?Zhang Shifei didn't even dare to think about this question anymore. He picked up the mobile phone, and then opened the last one, only to see that it read: "You don't mean to be bored with me, in fact, I don't know why. It will look like this, I have never seen it before, I miss you so much, I want to know what you are doing, hehe, cockroach, am I sick?"

You are not sick, it is the cockroach that is sick, Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, I have a kind of disease that is covered with all kinds of chains, I remember that in the past, on the mountain in the painting, Zhang Shifei, who was still in the body of a peacock, often accompanied Xu Ying was looking for wild vegetables and fruits on the mountain. Zhang Shifei clearly remembered that when he was flying in the air, Xu Ying looked up at him and said to herself, "It's great to be able to fly, it's so free."

Can fly, but not necessarily free.

This is one of Zhang Shifei’s realizations after experiencing many events. He knows that not all birds fly. There are many chains called secular chains that firmly control his wings, and he cannot escape. It's like living in a certain country's Internet, there is no freedom at all, and all kinds of restrictions are strong. However, if you want freedom in the Internet, you can learn to bypass the wall. However, in reality, you must How can we climb over this invisible but real wall?
Life is like a sea of ​​suffering, Zhang Shifei really understands that he is just a struggling person in the sea of ​​suffering, just like thousands of people struggling together.

But the sea of ​​bitterness is also the sea. Zhang Shifei smiled. This smile is as bitter as the sea. Swim desperately. No matter what happens, it will pass. Zhang Shifei felt a little more balanced when he thought of this. Mobile phone, wanting to reply a text message to Liang Yuner, but hesitated for about 5 minutes, but didn't know what to write.

Forget it, write later.

I will write later, Zhang Shifei has the inertia that most people have. Although he understands that this is escaping, he still cannot overcome it. Wait, wait, he said to himself in his heart, at the same time, Putting the phone aside, he now has more important things waiting for him to do.

There are many invisible chains on his body, Liang Yun'er, but one of them is tighter, and there are many others left. Among them, the only ones he can take care of at this time are his parents.

In fact, the word "parents" has faded in his mind for many years. The rebellious teenager once thought that his parents were just his own cash machine, but now, he no longer thinks so.

For several days in the world, Zhang Shifei in Yingzhou has spent half a year. During this half year, he always thinks of his parents, and it is the same after returning to the world, especially after experiencing the dream not long ago, Zhang Shifei Even more, I feel that the time I spend with my parents is really too little.

Cherish every second. This is what Mr. Cui said to him before he left. Zhang Shifei has now understood the meaning. From now on, every second is precious to him.

Uncle Benshan has a famous saying: In the past, we used to talk about the sky, but now we have to talk about the seconds. Zhang Shifei thought of this, got up, put on his pajamas, and then walked downstairs gently. It was past nine o'clock and it was almost ten. It was midnight, and the huge house became very quiet. Zhang Shifei tiptoed to his parents' room, but heard the sound of his parents arguing.

"Do you know how much I have paid for this family! Why do you still doubt me?!" Zhang Shifei's father said angrily in the room.

"I doubt you!? Then tell me what is this!!" Zhang Shifei looked through the crack of the door, only to see his mother holding a card-like object and yelling at his father.

"How many times have I said this? I drank too much with a client, and a waiter gave it to me in a daze! Also, can you keep your voice down, how embarrassing it is for the children to hear it?!"

"Shameful?" Zhang Shifei's mother heard this, and shouted again: "You know shameful too, why didn't you think of shameful when you were looking for a woman?" After that, his mother sat on the bed and covered her hands Her face was choked up, and Zhang Shifei's father ignored her, just sat aside and smoked a cigarette, the atmosphere was very tense.

Zhang Shifei didn't push the door to persuade him. He smiled when he saw this scene. He didn't know where to start. His parents have been like this. It seems that it happened not long after they moved into this big house. I can't remember clearly, my parents always quarreled, a small quarrel every three days, a big quarrel every five days, but the quarrels were quarrels, but no more serious conflicts occurred.

Zhang Shifei knew in his heart that his father was actually quite self-sacrificing. Before Zhang Shifei didn't know that there was nothing wrong with him and why he had to quarrel, but Zhang Shifei now understands that everyone is under pressure, and the pressure between them may be too much big.

People, having money is like asking for more money. It seems that this is the magic power of money. Zhang Shifei watched his father's hair gray a lot, and his mother's face had a few crow's feet, so he sighed. Then left their door and walked straight to the kitchen.

His own way, in fact, he has long wanted to cook a meal for his parents, but he has never had time, or it is just an excuse for him to prevaricate himself, he laughed at himself, and then closed the kitchen door He opened the door, rolled up his sleeves, and started to work.

He knows how to cook. Only he knows this, not even Li Lanying. He knew how to cook as early as when he was in college. At that time, he fished every day, and sometimes he took it to the cafeteria. The aunt in the cafeteria I can also do it, but in the final analysis, there is no difference between the cafeteria of the university and the cafeteria of the labor camps. They always smell the same, fish-flavored shredded pork, fish-flavored pork, fish-flavored pork, right? Just like carrots don’t cost money, you put them in everything you do.

So, for a while, Zhang Shifei didn't do it in the cafeteria anymore, and he couldn't believe the restaurants outside. Who knew if these scumbags would add a drop of sweet Sudan red to it?In fact, sometimes Zhang Shifei is obsessed with cleanliness even though his body is unclean, but his stomach is still obsessed with cleanliness. He only believes in himself.

There is no one in the house, and the nanny sometimes cooks, but in Zhang Shifei's mind, the food the nanny cooks is no different from that in the school cafeteria, so he learns to do it himself and has enough food and clothing.

Zhang Shifei is not stupid. On the contrary, he is quite smart in certain fields, including shooting, fishing, drinking with girls, and cooking. Cooking is easy to learn. It seems that this is human nature. After searching a lot of recipes on the Internet, Zhang Shifei began to grope for them himself. Not to mention, he seemed to be born to be a cook. Those recipes were easy to read, but he only failed once. He was even obsessed with it for a while. After a while, he cooks and eats by himself. However, his personality is relatively out of the way, and once the novelty wears off, he starts to find it troublesome.

At that time, Zhang Shifei also fantasized about cooking a meal for his parents, but he felt a little ashamed at the time, so he never made it. This can be regarded as a small wish of his own. Unexpectedly, after many years, The night after a nightmare came true.

In the dream, the noodle soup his mother made for him was very warm in his stomach. Even after waking up from the dream, he couldn’t forget the smell. Maybe it was the smell of memory, Zhang Shifei thought while kneading the dough , In the past, in that small home, you can squeeze out a warm smell, but now that the house is bigger, the happiness is gone.

He wanted to reunite happiness, rolling noodles, he had done it before, it was the only failure, once he wanted to make the taste in his heart, but this thing was too difficult for him, maybe it was that Time has no perseverance, Zhang Shifei thought to himself, it is different now.

Although a bowl of noodles can't change anything, just like himself, his power is too small to change the things around him, but he believes that as long as he has perseverance, no matter how big the house is, he can re-solidify happiness together.

As long as there are seedlings, we don't have to worry about growing them.

This lyric is so hard, Zhang Shifei wiped his sweat with the back of his hand, although the noodles on the noodle table vary in length and thickness, he has tried his best, as long as he has the heart, everyone is a god of cook, right?

According to memory, Zhang Shifei put the ingredients into the pot, and a scent spread. Then, he poured water, and the water boiled. After some of the ingredients were ready, sprinkle egg flowers on it.

Phew, it turned out to be that simple, Zhang Shifei took off his apron, looked at the three bowls of noodles on the table, and felt a sense of accomplishment in his heart.

When I walked to the parents' room again, the parents in the bedroom were still arguing, even though they knew that this was just a matter of lack of nutrition, and even though the other party had done nothing wrong, they were still attacking each other, Zhang Shifei smiled After a while, he opened the door. Seeing Zhang Shifei appearing at the door with a smile on his face, his parents were taken aback for a moment and fell silent. His mother turned around and wiped away her tears, while his At this moment, my father was feeling unhappy, so he said to him: "It's so late, what are you doing with a hippie smile? Are you recovering?"

In his heart, Zhang Shifei was really sick today, otherwise could Mr. Cui come?Zhang Shifei knew that it was his father who cared about him, so he smiled and said to them very sincerely, "Mom and Dad, are you hungry? I made some noodles, come and eat."

If Zhang Shifei suddenly appeared just now, the two of them were stunned for a moment, it was because the child hadn't talked to them for a long time, but now that Zhang Shifei actually cooked for them, they were not only stunned, but stunned , They were still arguing before, but the anger on their faces had disappeared without a trace.

Zhang Shifei still had a smile on his face. The expression of his parents seemed to be exactly what he expected. After a while, my mother would praise me, he thought in his heart, but he was wrong. After his parents' expressions froze for about two or three seconds , his mother turned to his father and said worriedly: "It's over, it seems that our son is really sick."

I'm dizzy!Zhang Shifei looked at his parents speechlessly, thinking in his heart, as for what, isn't it just me making supper, why do you think I am crazy in your eyes?
What's even more exasperating is that after hearing what his mother said, his father stood up with a face full of worry, walked to Zhang Shifei's side, put his hand on Zhang Shifei's head, and said to himself: "That's right, could it be that you've got a fever, why are you talking nonsense?"

Can't laugh or cry, this is Zhang Shifei's expression, he thought in his heart, okay, anyway, I am a black sheep in your heart, it seems that you can't accept me like this for the time being.

However, under Zhang Shifei's good words, he still lured his parents into the kitchen. His parents were really shocked when they looked at the noodles in the three exquisite bowls on the table, and quickly asked Zhang Shifei what happened Zhang Shifei smiled, and said softly to the two of them: "We haven't eaten together for a long time. I've been very busy recently, and I've been wanting to cook a meal for you. I heard you talk just now, and you seem to be hungry. I just made a few bowls of noodles, don’t stand still, mom and dad, come and try your children’s handicrafts.”

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