The years I was a birdman

Chapter 223 Cherish Every Second
It is necessary to be moved. The couple looked at their child, the child who had caused countless troubles for them, his eyes were full of emotion, thinking that he had really grown up now.

Although the bowl of noodles was made by Zhang Shifei in a strange shape, the couple really ate it upside down. Zhang Shifei ate the noodles he made, and was surprised to find that the taste was the same as he remembered.

He finally understood that it wasn't that the taste of the noodles was different, but that the people who ate the noodles were different. This feeling of happiness was very warm and fulfilling.

Life is not a straight line, but a circle. After we have been busy for many years, we realize that we have returned to the starting point.

Reincarnation, this is not a concept, but a law that really exists. Zhang Shifei has now somewhat comprehended this sentence, yes, which one of the things he encountered is not related to reincarnation?

He looked at the parents who were full of happiness and no longer quarreling, and while enjoying this warm moment, he suddenly realized that this was actually a reincarnation. Once in the small house, his parents cooked for him, when he was still young, But now that he has grown up, the person has not changed, but the time has changed. The change of time has brought growth, he has grown up, and his parents are getting older. Now, it is his turn to cook for his parents.

Although the time has changed, the happiness has not changed. The family of three are talking and laughing at the dinner table, there is no barrier at all, no work. At this moment, Zhang Shifei has a feeling of going back in time, as if he has returned to the past Inside that little room.

In fact, he had this feeling before, but it was in a dream, or a nightmare, but Zhang Shifei understood that now, it was not a dream, but a real reality.

Happiness in reality is much more solid than that in dreams. It turns out that happiness is something you have to fight for yourself. It turns out that as long as you have the heart, reality can also become a dream-like existence.

Cherish every second, I am very glad, Zhang Shifei thought.

I don’t know when we started to complain about all kinds of things. It seems that this is our nature. Although some things are really worth complaining about, some things can’t be solved by complaining. We are all in the dark Fumble forward, if you can't change others, try to change yourself, maybe you will find that you are the source of your complaints.

Zhang Shifei found out this time, and he no longer complained. His mother couldn't make noodles for them, but he could make noodles for his mother. The characters changed, but the sense of happiness remained the same.

Zhang Shifei hadn't shown such a hearty smile for a long time. He didn't remember the last time. He knew very well that happiness was condensing little by little, but he might not be able to see it anymore.

Thinking of this, he showed a slightly bitter smile, and then thought in his heart, damn, why are you thinking wildly again, you can't be so negative, you have to think about the good.

Sometimes this kind of Ah Q-style psychological comfort is really useful. After eating the bowl of noodles in front of him, the confidence returned to Zhang Shifei's heart, yes, it's no big deal, isn't it just a few monsters who have this life and no afterlife? what?His uncle, wouldn't it be all right to put them all down at that time?

Only the weak will always be pessimistic. Zhang Shifei doesn't want to be a weak person. Thinking of this, he made up his mind. Taking advantage of the current atmosphere, he plucked up his courage and said to his father: "Dad, let me tell you something." thing."

When his father heard Zhang Shifei say this, his expression changed immediately, and then he sighed to Zhang Shifei's mother, and said, "Look, I'll say that this child is worthless. It's waiting for me here."

After finishing speaking, his father lit a cigarette, and then said helplessly to Zhang Shifei: "Tell me, what trouble did you cause this time, let me see how much this bowl of noodles is worth, hey, you You can't make someone's belly bigger, kid? No, even if you make someone's belly bigger, you won't be so grand... Old son, tell me the truth, did you stab someone?"

Halo, what image do I have in your minds!Why did you bring these kinds of murders to me?
Birth and death are both types of homicide.

Zhang Shifei couldn't laugh or cry again, he shook his head, and then smiled wryly at his father: "No, no one was killed... No, I mean I didn't do anything wrong, no, oh, Dad, I was fooled by you I don’t even know what to say.”

"What's the matter?" Hearing Zhang Shifei's vagueness, his mother was also a little scared, so she said to Zhang Shifei: "Son, tell me quickly, don't scare us, yes It's not that someone bullied you... No, did you bully someone?"

You are like my father, Zhang Shifei was speechless again, it seems that happiness really cannot be achieved in one step, Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, knowing that if he didn’t say anything, the misunderstanding would only get bigger and bigger, so he turned to him My parents said: "No, nothing happened, I just wanted to tell you guys... Brother Cui told me that he would take Fatty and me for a walk in other places. Last month or so, I couldn't go home, so I told you two, the fat man left first, and he didn't seem to tell Uncle Li and Aunt Li, so you two can help pass it on."

"That's all?" Obviously, his parents still couldn't accept it for a while.

Zhang Shifei nodded solemnly: "Of course, otherwise you would think so."

"Hi~~ It scared me to death. Why are you making it so grand for this matter?" His father finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that Zhang Shifei was very serious, and so did his mother. Shi Fei said: "This kid actually frightened both of us. If you want to leave, just leave. What are you doing cooking for us? You scared me to death just now. I thought you killed someone. Didn't you always disappear before? It's okay, just make a phone call when you have time."

Zhang Shifei was speechless immediately. It seemed that his image in the hearts of his parents had become so deeply rooted that he could not change it. Thinking about it, I used to hang out with fat people for ten days and a half months, but when did I tell my parents, In this regard, their parents have made corresponding countermeasures, euphemistically saying that if they are men, they will be released for one hundred days.

Later, Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying also came to a conclusion in private communication. It is estimated that this is the relationship between his parents who are too boring to work, and they are fascinated by playing with men.

Not long ago, when he and Li Lanying talked about this matter, they looked at each other with a shameless smile. He didn't expect that evil will be rewarded with evil today. Zhang Shifei sighed, that's good, at least there is no need to explain up.

However, in the past, he and the fat man went to find little girls to fool around with, but this time it was different. Zhang Shifei's mood was naturally different at this time. There were many things he wanted to say but could not. After seeing his mother say these words, Then he said to his mother: "No, it's not too grand, but I suddenly remembered your craftsmanship, Mom, when I come back from my trip, I will cook for you every day."

Going on a trip is a fake, but this sentence really came from the heart. After Zhang Shifei's parents heard this, their eyes turned a little red, but adults are still adults after all, and they naturally understand Zhang Shifei's words now. The intention of right and wrong, so the two of them looked at each other. The old couple who had been for many years actually blushed a little at this time, but the smile on their faces was indeed so real.

The child has grown up, this is the sentence they said the most at the table, and it is also the sentence Zhang Shifei heard the most today, including in his dreams, but every time he hears it, he feels very happy every time.

Dreams are fake, but reality is real, and the supper ended in a very pleasant environment. At the dinner table, Zhang Shifei even discussed with them that he would plant seeds in his yard next spring. I didn't expect to hit it off with my parents, and my father and mother began to discuss whether it is better to grow lettuce or tomatoes. Zhang Shifei naturally didn't express his opinion on this. If he is still alive after a month, He is willing to plant anything.

After the meal, Zhang Shifei took the initiative to wash the dishes. His parents returned to their bedroom very relieved. Today they talked a lot, but they still quarreled, but they were not angry. It was just a reasonable debate. Zhang Shifei eavesdropped. They are arguing about who the child is so obedient to.

Zhang Shifei smiled and thought to himself, sometimes quarrels are also the seasoning of life. Couples who have been together for many years obviously understand what is the way of harmony, which is similar to the way of dealing with things. Ups and downs, but still able to be happy.

After washing the dishes, Zhang Shifei returned to the house with a few bottles of beer. He looked at his watch and saw that it was past eleven o'clock. After he closed the door, his face showed exhaustion. In front of his parents, he You have to pretend that nothing happened, now that you are alone, no one will blame you even if you are weak.

He lay on the bed. Although he had dreamed all day long before, he was still exhausted at this time. It is true that the consumption in that dream was more annoying than a day's long-distance running. Thinking of this, he Then he smiled wryly, turned off the light, and sat on the floor. The dark environment can make people panic, but it can also make people quiet.

At this moment, Zhang Shifei didn't know what it was like. It was going to be tomorrow, and starting from tomorrow, he was about to enter the practice. Zhang Shifei bit the beer with his teeth, and he finally understood that he was just trying to hold on, buddy He was in danger for a month now, but he couldn't do anything. Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei gulped down beer.

The beer foam swelled in his stomach, and Zhang Shifei burped. Drinking would indeed make him feel better, at least it wouldn't make him think about pessimistic things. I don't know when it started, but he gradually became pessimistic. Although he also knows that this is not good.

Five bottles of beer were poured into his stomach in less than half an hour, but they were still not satisfying. Zhang Shifei shook his head helplessly, thinking to himself, this mortal wine is really like horse urine. Think about it The wine brewed by that bare-chested man in Yingzhou was much higher than this kind of wine. At that time, he was chatting and laughing with the fat man and that naked Liu Ling.

Ah, at that time, it seemed to be a very distant thing. Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, thinking that now that the wretched man had already obtained the material that the wretched man wanted, if one day he could return to Yingzhou, this old bastard Mao guessed that even a big snot bubble would be fun, so Zhang Shifei shook his head, got up and fell headlong on the bed.

I don't know why, but today he got drunk very quickly, maybe he drank too much, maybe he wanted to get drunk too much, a feeling of dizziness came, Zhang Shifei just picked up the phone, and only then Only when he was drunk would he have the courage to text Liang Yun'er.

He typed out a few words with drunken eyes: "Sorry, I didn't bring my mobile phone to work today, I will find you tomorrow, sweet dream."

After the text message was sent, Zhang Shifei quickly shut down the phone. To be honest, he was really afraid that Liang Yun'er would call him at this time. He knew best in his heart that if he heard Liang Yun'er's voice at this time, he would cry easily. Come out, he cried enough, he was sick of that feeling, feeling powerless and weak.

Now he does not allow weakness.

With these words, he fell asleep in a daze. He didn't have any dreams that night. Maybe he was physically and mentally exhausted from the last nightmare. He slept like a dead man, a dead man with tears hanging from the corners of his eyes.

People often die with tears hanging from the corners of their eyes. We all call them dead with unsettled eyes, but Zhang Shifei is still alive. When he opens his eyes again, it is already the morning of the next day.

This time, he slept really well. He hadn’t had such high-quality sleep for a long time. He got up and found that his parents had come this morning. His mother packed his luggage and changed his clothes, and his father gave him He left a sum of travel expenses. Obviously, he didn't want his son to pay back the receipt when he traveled abroad. Zhang Shifei looked at the envelope. It was not money, but a card. It was indeed enough to live for a month. In his heart think.

Of course, there is also a breakfast made by his mother. This is his biggest gain. After eating breakfast, he did not rush out, but cleaned the house first. Now it is okay to do something within his ability , Cherish every second, he did not forget this sentence.

After cleaning the house, he walked into the study. In the dream, he did not forget Mr. Cui's words. What's more, holding an unnamed Tang knife really helped him a lot, so he moved it according to the position in the dream. The box was turned out, and sure enough, there was a certain difference between reality and the dream. In reality, the feeling of holding the knife in his hand was very real. The blade was cold and very heavy. He found a piece of tablecloth and put the knife The knife is wrapped up. After all, this is not a dream, nor is it ancient times. In reality, if Zhang Shifei is carrying a knife on the street now, it is very likely that he will be wiped out by the police before he reaches Fuzetang.

After everything was done, Zhang Shifei took a look at his home with infinite nostalgia. The home was indeed too precious to him. It would be nonsense to say that he was not nostalgic, but it was because of this nostalgia that he would never turn back. You must know that if Ranxi's plot succeeded, his home might be in jeopardy like many others' homes. After leaving the door, he looked back, and suddenly, he felt a sense of mission .

For family, for friendship, for love, for family, Zhang Shifei said in his heart, I must become stronger, family, love, friendship and family, I will protect them with my own hands!

This morning, it was still a sunny day, and the weather seems to be still very hot. Although the sky in Harbin is a little gray, it still can't cover up the original blue. It's just that Zhang Shifei seems to feel that there is something missing. By the way, he I remembered that when he went out before, he would often see a magpie. It seemed that the magpie was gone today.

With his luggage on his back, Zhang Shifei took a taxi to Fuzetang. As soon as he got out of the car, he thought that there should be a lot of people in Fuzetang today. Looking at the sign of "Closed for renovation" hanging at the door, Zhang Shifei's heart was full of enthusiasm. It burned again, after all, it was the day when practice was closed. Mr. Cui, Yi Xinxing and Liu Yudi, these three people with different skills should have been waiting for a long time. Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei made up his mind. Become stronger!At the moment when Zhang Shifei pushed the door and came in, he suddenly felt that this Fuzetang gave him the same feeling as returning home, so he hid the little disappointment of leaving home in his heart, and changed to Putting on his usual ruffian look, he said to Mr. Cui, "Separate, I'm here, let's get started!"

But how could he have imagined that the scene in front of him was completely different from the serious and solemn practice scene in his mind, or he could not feel any atmosphere of practice at all. In Fuze Hall, there was still only the Mr. Cui, with disheveled hair, shirtless and wearing shorts, scratched his sparse leg hair while sitting in front of the computer playing Doudi Zhu, which seemed to never get tired of playing.

Seeing Zhang Shifei coming in, he yawned and said to Zhang Shifei, "Here you go, go buy me two buns."

I buy you uncle!Zhang Shifei was immediately disappointed, he thought he would not take you to play like this, and let me cherish every second, you evil beast actually wasted all your good time on fighting the landlord!
But after thinking about it, he burst out laughing, and at the same time thought helplessly in his heart, indeed, this is the only way to split up, and this kind of Fuzetang is like a family.

Thinking of this, he didn't have anything to be depressed about. After buying breakfast, he and Mr. Cui sat at the table and discussed how to practice in the past few days while eating Maido's stuffed pie, just like a family Discussing which vegetable stall to buy at night is as easy as eating. When Mr. Cui learned that Zhang Shifei had brought the unnamed Tang knife with him, he held out the stuffed pie to him while chewing. Greasy hand: "Bring it, let me see."

Zhang Shifei nodded, wiped his hands, removed the tablecloth wrapped around the Tang Dao, and handed it to Mr. Cui. Mr. Cui also wiped his hands, took the Tang Dao, and swallowed it in one gulp. With stuffing in his mouth, he said to Zhang Shifei: "A good knife in ancient times usually had a name. Let's see what your good knife is called."

After he finished speaking, he looked at the position of the handle of the knife. The name of the knife was vague due to Zhang Shifei's memory in the dream, but now it is finally clear. Afterwards, his face suddenly changed, it became very strange, and he shouted to himself: "Damn it!!"

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