The years I was a birdman

Chapter 226 The Taste of Happiness
What does love taste like to you?

Zhang Shifei raised his head and looked at the sky, at a ninety-degree angle, his neck hurts a little, it’s sunny, I really don’t understand why, why it’s almost autumn, but the weather is still like summer, it’s blue and blue, even There were no decent clouds, and the morning sun just shone unscrupulously on his body. He was used to the dark night, and he was obviously not used to the feeling of being embraced by the sun for such a long time. He squinted his eyes.

Pedestrians on both sides of the road came and went, and they didn't know why they were busy. Girls in hot pants and miniskirts walked past him in twos and threes, leaving behind a burst of fragrance. Zhang Shifei sniffed subconsciously, A stuffy nose didn't stop the smell of girls from creeping into his heart.

Zhang Shifei once read in a book that the human sense of smell is the most sensitive organ. As long as you smell something, you can’t forget it and it will be recorded in your brain. Although you may not pay attention, if you When I smell this smell again, no matter how long the interval is, a year, ten years, or even longer, I will still immediately think of this smell, because it has been deeply hidden in my mind and I can't forget it.

Zhang Shifei is now in a university town in the ** district of Harbin, and there are many girls around him. Most of them are accompanied by a frustrated man. In fact, sometimes Zhang Shifei can't understand the aesthetics of these beautiful girls. Why does the saying that good cabbage is made by pigs remain unchanged for thousands of years?

If Lao Li was still there, he would have acted obscenely when he smelled this scent. Zhang Shifei smiled wryly. Thinking about the past, when he and Fatty Li were wandering around with nothing to do, they saw the beautiful Girls would whistle very obscenely, and would laugh shamelessly after being stared at by girls.

Life at that time was actually pretty good, Zhang Shifei thought to himself, people are just animals that survive in dissatisfaction and contradictions, always dissatisfied with the current situation, or yearning for the future, or missing the past, but they don’t realize it at all. I realize that my present is the future of the past, and I have already passed through the past, and I will never come back.

Zhang Shifei shrugged his shoulders, and then continued to walk forward. The shade of trees on both sides of the road covered the floor tiles on the road, and it was very solid to step on. This is a unique street in Harbin, and I don't know if I can come back in the future.

In fact, Zhang Shifei had already contacted Liang Yuner fifteen days ago. It was on the way to Fuzetang. After Zhang Shifei hesitated again and again, he still called Liang Yuner. After the call was connected, he didn't say anything. , just kept apologizing, which made Liang Yun'er a little dumbfounded, and asked him directly on the phone, why did you apologize.

Zhang Shifei didn't know why he had to apologize at the time, so he made up a random reason, and then told Liang Yun'er that he would be very busy at work these days. Liang Yun'er is a smart person, so she naturally understood Zhang Shifei's meaning, so So he said to him very obediently, it's okay, then don't get tired, when you have time, contact me again, as long as you don't forget me.

How could he forget? Zhang Shifei shook his head with a wry smile. After all, he really felt sorry for Liang Yuner. Ke died, after several reincarnations, the fate of the two intersected again, but Zhang Shifei still hurt her invisibly.

On the last day before I left Harbin, what would I say to her?He really doesn't know, but if he doesn't come to see her, he probably will regret the past again in the future. In order not to regret, he can only change the present. The idea has gradually changed.

Before he knew it, he walked into Liang Yuner's school. He didn't call Liang Yuner, but just sent a text message before leaving the house in the morning, asking where she was. Liang Yuner told him that she had class this morning, around ten o'clock Let's finish class, Zhang Shifei came to the teaching building where Liang Yun'er was in class, no matter whether it was clean or not, he sat down on the steps in front of the teaching building, then dug out his cigarette and mobile phone, and looked After class, there is still about an hour before Liang Yun'er will finish class. Just in time, use this hour to imagine how to use this day so that you won't regret it.

In fact, before leaving, he asked Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing, because he really didn't know what the two of them should do this day, and Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing were almost equal to his masters. After getting married with the second master, Zhang Shifei thought that maybe they would give a better suggestion, but his hope fell through again, and Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing's answers were completely in their own style.

Mr. Cui said to Zhang Shifei: "You don't need to ask me, of course, where is the cheapest place to go, isn't she in Jiangbei, take her to the riverside, where there is wind and water, let's have fun."

Yi Xinxing said to Zhang Shifei: "Don't listen to Lao Cui, he knows nothing, of course he's going to a hotel! I'm planning to go today, remember, I want to choose a round bed, the one with a belt, Kaka's old and energetic It's touching."

Zhang Shifei really can't figure out that this round bed is so touching, but even if this kind of bed is really so touching, he will not take Liang Yun'er there. At this juncture, the little stunner Liang Yun'er was hired, not because he was incompetent, but because the responsibility on him now was too great.

This is completely contrary to his previous personality. Even Zhang Shifei didn't know why he thought this way. He felt in his heart that now he was a person with an unknown future and couldn't guarantee Liang Yuner's happiness. He didn't even dare to make a promise. Let me ask, what qualifications does a man who cannot give a woman happiness have to knock her legs open?
Although, in those legs is the small universe of the Andromeda constellation that every man dreams of, but Zhang Shifei knows that he, a saint fighter of the silly bird constellation, will not be able to comprehend the legendary nebula airflow for the time being, alas.

Smiling wryly, Zhang Shifei realized that he was becoming more and more like that part-timer Cui. Gradually, the expressions on his face were those that he often used, dull, wry smile.

This kind of wry smile was completely forced out by life. Although he couldn't admit it, his psychological pressure was really too great. He couldn't breathe under the pressure in the past few months. In fact, he can't be blamed, because he faced That's right, another world that ordinary people will never understand, and he can't mention it to anyone other than a few acquaintances.

Facing such a gloomy life, besides a wry smile, what other expression could there be?At least Zhang Shifei didn't think that he couldn't go to the hotel, so he would listen to Mr. Cui and forget about going to the riverside. Anyway, the environment is just a carrier, and the content is the most important. Zhang Shifei thought of this, so he picked it up. On the last day before leaving, Zhang Shifei couldn't come empty-handed, so before he entered the campus, he bought a large bouquet of flowers at the flower shop next to the school. There must be a flower shop, it seems that this is an old tradition, just like the black Internet cafe next to the school, it’s not surprising, roses are indeed a bit vulgar, and he can’t buy this kind of naked flowers for Liang Yun’er , he is very cautious now, and he also understands that if there is anything wrong with Liang Yun'er on the last day, then he himself will probably die in that snake cave mountain because of his love.

Fortunately, the girl in the flower shop is very enthusiastic, especially when she treats a man like Zhang Shifei with fair skin, delicate appearance and melancholy expression. It seems that Zhang Shifei's current state is very attractive to the little girl who looks less than [-] years old. The little girl saw that Zhang Shifei was well dressed and very handsome, so she took the initiative to introduce various flowers to him. She introduced several kinds in succession, but Zhang Shifei didn't like them. The pink flowers in the safe by the wall looked pretty. Zhang Shifei asked the little girl what kind of flower it was, and the little girl giggled and said to Zhang Shifei: "Brother, can you Just kidding, don’t you recognize Qiangwei?”

Where can I recognize it, Zhang Shifei thought to himself, I am not a flower grower, although I have picked flowers for a while before, but I have never sent any flowers!
In the end, Zhang Shifei bought a large bouquet of roses, not because of its appearance, but because of its flower language. Every flower has its own language. The flower language of roses is longing for love.

Thoughts of love and love.Blooming roses give people a longing for love, but love is not just a beautiful dream. Although the flowers will wither, the favorite in the heart will never wither. This kind of meaning is exactly what Zhang Zhengfei wants and cannot say. Let's use a bouquet of roses to express the thoughts in my heart, since it's just a bouquet of flowers anyway, so it shouldn't backlash against the body of giving up love.

Obviously, the class hours in the teaching building are different. Students often come out in twos and threes. They either skip class or dismiss get out of class. Zhang Shifei has been to university and knows the way of it. Zhang Shifei is now smoking and surrounded by The rose formed a sharp contrast. Some girls will look at him intentionally or unintentionally after they walk out. Zhang Shifei's face is very flamboyant. The eyes of those girls are more or less disappointed. Maybe they I was wondering why this handsome flower-giver was not waiting for me.

As time passed, there were already five or six cigarette butts at Zhang Shifei's feet, and he smoked one after another. In the end, Zhang Shifei couldn't figure out what the smell of the smoke was. I squinted at him, turned a deaf ear to this right and wrong, and my heart was still muddled.

Seeing that it was almost time for Liang Yuner to finish class, Zhang Shifei stopped lighting up, picked up the cigarette butts and threw them into the bag of the old sweeper, then sat on the ground with flowers in his hands, feeling dazed, but after a while, I only heard a burst of tender laughter coming from behind, it seemed that a group of girls had finished class again, Zhang Shifei didn't look back, the laughter was getting closer and closer, suddenly, a very familiar voice sounded, this voice was like It was as crisp as a yellow warbler, and it sounded like it was still childish: "Huh... Brother Zhang? Why are you here?"

Zhang Shifei was stunned for a moment. He looked around, but there was no other man. Are you calling me?No way, can you still meet acquaintances here?Zhang Shifei looked back subconsciously, and saw three or four pretty girls standing on the steps not far behind him, all pretty, and one of them was even more attractive, with big eyes and curved eyebrows, With a small nose, jet-black hair, and a smile showing two small canine teeth, Zhang Shifei suddenly said in surprise, "Fu Xuehan? Why are you here?"

That's right, the girl who spoke just now is Fu Xuehan who has a baby voice. I haven't seen her for a while. This girl seems to be a lot more beautiful. Maybe it's because of the sunshine. Zhang Shifei doesn't know how dazzling she is. Was it the sun or something, anyway, the little girl's face was flushed at this time, when she saw Zhang Shifei asked her, she smiled and said to Zhang Shifei: "I go to school here, Brother Zhang, what are you doing here? "

Zhang Shifei looked around, and saw that Fu Xuehan was wearing a bright dress today, revealing her slender arms and well-proportioned legs. There was no trace of excess fat on the two calves, the lace skirt, and bear underwear.

Bear's panties?Zhang Shifei's heart suddenly thumped, and he was thinking about bad food. You must know that his current position is at the bottom of that step. I don't know which grandson designed this step. It's very old and steep. From his perspective Sitting up and looking up, he even took a full view of the scenery in Fu Xuehan's skirt.

At the moment when his expression was awkward, the girls beside Fu Xuehan burst into laughter. Obviously, they also noticed Zhang Shifei's expression, and at the same time knew where Zhang Shifei's eyes were looking. These little girls seem to love to boo, they kept pulling Fu Xuehan to ask who this is, who is this, is it your boyfriend, and other unnutritious topics, it seems that women like to discuss this.

Fu Xuehan's face turned red immediately, she quickly covered her skirt and walked down, explaining to her companion while walking: "No, no, what are you thinking, Brother Zhang and I have only met twice."

However, this kind of explanation seemed completely unconvincing in the hearts of those women. Zhang Shifei hurriedly stood up. At this time, Fu Xuehan, surrounded by those girls, had already come to Zhang Shifei's side. They still couldn't help laughing at Xuehan: "Pull it down, I know your birthday after seeing him twice? You, you, you don't tell us that you have such a handsome boyfriend, because you are afraid that we will steal it."

Birthday? ? ?Facing this group of girls with mouths like machine guns, Zhang Shifei had no room to speak at all, but he was still very surprised. He thought to himself, what birthday?I rely on!No way!It can't be such a coincidence!Today is actually Fu Xuehan's birthday? ?

This is embarrassing, Zhang Shifei didn't know what to say immediately, but when Fu Xuehan heard what the sisters said, she didn't explain anything, she just looked at Zhang Shifei with a blushing face, and smiled very shyly .

Her face was as red as the flowers in Zhang Shifei's hands, and at this moment, the flowers in Zhang Shifei's hands seemed to be pink with embarrassment. Zhang Shifei swallowed, thinking about what he should do.

Coincidence is like waiting for your girlfriend with flowers, only to find that a girl who seems to be interested in you happens to pass by, and it's her birthday today.

While the little girls were laughing, Zhang Shifei was silent for about two or three seconds. He knew in his heart that he couldn't explain it clearly now. If he explained it, Fu Xuehan would definitely be hurt. For a while, due to Zhang Shifei's relationship, Fu Xuehan was pulled into a hallucination by the damn egg demon Xiao Qi, and finally Fu Xuehan was hospitalized. I'm sorry, you know, Fu Xuehan is an outsider at all.

Now that it's her birthday, I catch up with her again, and I happen to have a bouquet of flowers in my hand. If I tell her that these flowers are not for you, how embarrassing it would be. Although Zhang Shifei is a birdman, he also understands This principle of being a human being is just a bunch of flowers, forget it, he thought to himself, just make a mistake, being a favor, can make this kind-hearted little girl happy.

Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei took a deep breath, then squeezed out a smile, handed the flowers to Fu Xuehan, and said to her: "Sister, happy birthday, I came in a hurry, and I didn't come here in a hurry. What are you preparing, you have to forgive me."

Zhang Shifei's move made those duck-like girls boo more. Amidst their booing, Fu Xuehan's blushing seemed to be dripping, but it could be seen that she was still very happy. Happy, at least, no matter how red her face is, there is a hint of happiness in her eyes inadvertently.

Zhang Shifei smiled on his face, but couldn't help smiling wryly in his heart. He thought to himself, damn it, how long are they going to make trouble here?After a while, Liang Yun'er came out. If she saw this scene, I probably wouldn't be able to tell if I jumped into the Yellow River.

Suddenly, Zhang Shifei felt that the situation was very serious now, but he had no choice, he couldn't say anything, he could only smile bitterly in his heart, only to see that Fu Xuehan took the flowers, and then said to Zhang Shifei blushing in a low voice : "Thank you, Brother Zhang... I can't believe that you only saw my volunteer card once and remembered my birthday..."

I also didn't expect that after finally coming to Liang Yun'er's school, I also met a big acquaintance. Zhang Shifei smiled wryly. Now he is full of hope that Fu Xuehan and the others will leave soon. Although this kind of thinking is a bit hurtful, it is true. Because it is too dangerous, Zhang Shifei naturally understands the impact of misunderstandings, but the more he thinks about it, the more things will not go according to his expectations. The little girls smiled and said to Zhang Shifei: "Handsome, Now that you're here, invite us to dinner."

I will eat you uncle!Zhang Shifei thought aggrievedly, at this moment, he didn't know how long it would be before Liang Yun'er finished class.

(Two updates and one update, revised version, revised format, everyone forgive me.)
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