The years I was a birdman

Chapter 324 Starry Night

In ancient times, there was a boy named Zhuang Sheng. One day he dreamed that he turned into a butterfly. When he woke up, he was completely puzzled. Am I dreaming of butterflies, or am I just dreaming of butterflies?
Which one is a dream and which one is reality?
dream?Zhang Shifei swallowed and spit, why are these two words so familiar?Could it be that I am dreaming again?
For a while, he couldn't accept this fact. If he had been in the past, he would probably be able to give up, but he has already suffered this kind of suffering. Think about it, didn't the egg demon Chuqi play this trick on him?Wait, shit, Zhang Shifei thought in his heart, I won't be still in that Xiaoqi's dream now! !Damn, how many layers does this nightmare have?
So, is this a dream or reality?Zhang Shifei looked around. Everything on the Songhua River was as usual. The quiet and dirty river was flowing quietly. The setting sun turned the iron railings of the river bridge into a golden layer. A little lazy, this is the unique atmosphere of this city.

Zhang Shifei felt that his head was in a mess, as if it was about to explode. He held his head and couldn't say a word. He was really afraid that he would go crazy. The feeling of confusion between reality and dream was so terrifying that he Don't dare to believe anything easily.

Liang Yun'er is obviously dead, I saw it with my own eyes, why, now she is still by my side, where is this place?I seemed to have passed out just now, but all this in front of me... Ahhh, how could it be like this?
Seeing that Zhang Shifei was holding his head and seemed to be in pain, Liang Yun'er put her little hand on Zhang Shifei's shoulder lightly, and asked softly, "What's wrong with you, do you have a headache?"

Zhang Shifei trembled all over his body, and then slowly turned his head. His eyes were bloodshot, and he said to Liang Yun'er in a crying voice: "You... tell me, are you real? I beg you Can you tell me?"

Liang Yun'er blinked her eyes, as if she didn't understand what was going on, so she said to Zhang Shifei: "What do you say, of course I'm real, hey, don't scare me, why? Did you wake up like this after sleeping here? Could it be... well, did you catch a cold?"

After finishing speaking, Liang Yuner raised her hand and gently placed it on Zhang Shifei's forehead. Zhang Shifei's forehead was covered with cold sweat, but he could clearly feel the softness and warmth of Liang Yuner's soft palm. He thought, I can no longer experience this feeling.

Zhang Shifei looked at Liang Yun'er dully, her eyes reflected the setting sun, shining golden light, how warm, how real this kind of warmth... Looking at it, Zhang Shifei suddenly grinned and his nose soured , and then cried out.

Liang Yun'er couldn't figure out why Zhang Shifei was crying. She was about to speak, but Zhang Shifei hugged her in his arms. Zhang Shifei hugged her so tightly that Liang Yuner felt a bit of pain, but Liang Yuner didn't struggle. Instead, he said softly in Zhang Shifei's thin arms: "What's the matter, are you having a nightmare?"

Zhang Shifei hugged Liang Yun'er tightly, rubbing her hair against his face, Zhang Shifei cried and nodded, he said tremblingly: "Well, I had a nightmare, a terrible dream, I dreamed of you Leave me, disappear, I'm so scared..."

Liang Yun'er sighed, then wrapped her arms around Zhang Shifei's waist, and said with a smile: "Fool, how could it be, it was a dream, why would I not want you?"

The more she said that, the more Zhang Shifei cried. He was really scared, but fortunately, it was just a dream, a real dream that could no longer be real.

At this moment, Zhang Shifei finally believed that it was a dream, because he had no reason not to believe it. Now that Liang Yun'er was in his arms unscathed, what extravagance did Zhang Shifei want?Isn't this the meaning of his life?
Don't think about it, don't think about anything!What, what dream is not a dream!As long as Liang Yun'er is by her side, so what if it's a dream! !

Holding you tightly in my arms, trying to let myself walk into your heart, maybe this is the most eloquent road in the world, maybe this is the most romantic distance in the world, Zhang Shifei finally believed in his heart that this is the truth, Those demon formations and farewells are nothing but a nightmare.

As long as she is by my side, this world is real, Zhang Shifei thought in his heart, so he wiped away his tears and hugged Liang Yun'er tightly, fearing that if he let go, she would disappear again.

Slowly, he finally recovered from the chaotic thoughts, he finally remembered why he is here now.

He remembered that he took the initiative to find Liang Yun'er in the morning, and bought a bunch of flowers, pink roses, but when he was waiting for Liang Yun'er to finish class, he met that little girl Fu Xuehan. It turned out to be her birthday, so I gave her the flowers, and was extorted by her little girl film friends for hundreds of dollars. After that, I waited until Liang Yun'er, and after lunch, the two came to the riverside.

Although these memories are a little fuzzy, it is true when you think about it. Zhang Shifei looked at the sunset and realized that he was exhausted, so he fell asleep. I didn’t want to have such a long dream. The pressure must be too much, plus tomorrow I will go to Snake Cave Mountain to save the fat man and fight with Ranxi to death, so I have such a bizarre dream. Zhang Shifei couldn't help but feel a little ridiculous when he thought about the dream just now , in that dream, I and Mr. Cui seem to have gone to Snake Cave Mountain and met Ranxi. Ranxi actually asked them to compete with the egg demon under him. It's not a bad guy, it's also for love, and in the end Liang Yun'er sacrificed for herself.

Damn, it's really ridiculous. I guess this kind of inconspicuous plot can only appear in dreams. Although Zhang Shifei's previous encounters were quite incongruous, but thinking about it now is really ridiculous.

Fortunately, it was all a dream. Zhang Shifei clenched his fists, and then thought in his heart that his cranky problem seemed to be escalated in the dream. Damn, it seems that he really took the time to decompress, otherwise, he would still Before defeating Ranxi, he went crazy.

Hehe, this gust of wind is so warm, Zhang Shifei suddenly felt that he was so happy, so lucky, and for some reason, Zhang Shifei felt that he went out easily, as if everything had nothing to do with him, yes, As if he had already unloaded a lot of burdens, even though he had to go to Snake Cave Mountain to rescue Li Lanying tomorrow, he didn't feel scared or worried at all.

Maybe it's just because Liang Yun'er is beside him, as long as she's around, I have nothing to be afraid of.

After a long time, Liang Yun'er sat up, and then said to Zhang Shifei with some complaints: "Really, I like to scare people when I have nothing to do. Do you know how worried I am about you?"

After Zhang Shifei heard Liang Yuner's words, his heart felt warm. He looked at Liang Yuner's face and said, "I promise, it won't happen in the future."

Seeing Zhang Shifei's serious speech suddenly, Liang Yun'er seemed a little uncomfortable. She gave a chuckle, and then said to Zhang Shifei, "Really? You always act like this. Let me tell you why you won't do it again in the future." Worried me?"

Zhang Shifei smiled, then turned his head, looked at the calm water surface of the Songhua River, and said softly: "It's true, because I love you, it's true."

I love you, it's true. Even Zhang Shifei couldn't believe it. At this moment, he could say it so easily. He knew it was forbidden, but he still said it, as if he was doing something. After having that dream, he didn't want to leave any regrets for himself anymore. You know, in that dream, Liang Yun'er knew she was dead, but she didn't hear Zhang Shifei say these three words. Zhang Shifei didn't want that dream to become Reality, so now that he said this, he didn't feel afraid at all, let alone regret it.

Some things, when you lose it, you will know its importance, but it is too late, and what you can't do in time will become a regret, which will follow you for a lifetime.

Liang Yun'er was stunned, she looked at Zhang Shifei in surprise, as if she couldn't believe her ears, her little face turned red instantly, and then he murmured to Zhang Shifei: "You, you just now Say what?"

Zhang Shifei turned his head away with a smile, and then said to Liang Yun'er word by word with tears in his eyes: "I love you, it's true."

This sudden happiness made Liang Yun'er a little overwhelmed. She stayed there, and it took a while before she came back to her senses. What disease, do you know how long I have been waiting for this sentence?!"

Zhang Shifei smiled and sighed, then stroked Liang Yun'er's hair, and said softly, "No more..."

Having said that, he paused for a moment, then looked up at the sky in the distance, the wind was very light, and the clouds were moving slowly, how comfortable this moment was, he sighed, and then continued: "Really not gone."

Zhang Shifei felt that he had no more regrets in his heart when the words he could not say once were spoken. For the rest of the time, he just wanted to stay quietly with Liang Yuner. What a romantic time this is, how Zhang Shifei is Thinking that time stands still at this moment, but time can't stay for him alone, happiness is often short-lived, and in the blink of an eye, the sky has gradually darkened.

Seeing that it was getting late, the two stood up slowly, and walked back hand in hand. Zhang Shifei knew very well that he had to leave tomorrow. It seemed that life was a constant journey without an end.

I still don't want to think about it tomorrow, let's think about it tomorrow. At this moment, Zhang Shifei can't accommodate other things except Liang Yun'er.

The two left the river, walked along the cement road like walking on the street, took a taxi there and sent Liang Yun'er back to school, what a magical feeling, Zhang Shifei walked along this road holding Liang Yun'er's hand, he felt in his heart that this time At that time, everything in front of my eyes seemed to have been seen in a dream. Maybe everyone has experienced this feeling.

Zhang Shifei recalled the previous dream again. It seemed that in his dream just now, there was a flower seller not far in front. Sure enough, after walking for a while, he sniffed and smelled a Huaxiang, I saw him stunned for a moment, looked around, and really found a small flower stall parked by the roadside, a middle-aged man was sitting bored behind those flowers, he seemed to have no business .

Seeing such a scene, Zhang Shifei couldn't help thinking to himself: No way, how could there really be a flower seller? This is too coincidental!
But thinking about it, Zhang Shifei didn't show it. After all, there is a night market on this section of the road at night, so it's not outrageous for a flower seller to come out now. Zhang Shifei shook his head and decided not to bother about that Dreams, in the first place, just live well in reality, why bother with dreams?

He suddenly remembered that he bought a bouquet of flowers for Liang Yun'er in the morning, but gave it to Fu Xuehan. How about buying a bouquet of flowers for her?
Thinking of this, he pointed to the small flower stall, and then smiled at Liang Yuner. Liang Yuner is a smart person, so she naturally understood what he was going to do, so he smiled sweetly and said nothing.

It's really strange, when the two of them walked forward, Zhang Shifei suddenly discovered that the owner of the flower stall was exactly the same as the one he had dreamed about before, it was the stutterer who was bartending in the nightclub, Zhang Shifei Right and wrong were speechless for a moment, before he could speak, Liang Yun'er smiled and said, "Oh, Angkor, why are you here, not at work?"

Zhang Shifei was sure he had heard this sentence in his dream.

The peddler saw Liang Yun'er, smiled at her, and said, "Ah, ah, you, no, no, no, why don't you go to work?"

Zhang Shifei was stunned, unable to utter a word. Seeing Zhang Shifei showing this expression again, Liang Yun'er tugged at his clothes, and said to him, "What's the matter?"

Zhang Shifei looked at the stuttering middle-aged man, then said to Liang Yun'er hesitantly, "I seem to have seen this scene in a dream."

Liang Yun'er blinked her eyes, then said to Zhang Shifei, "Really?"

Zhang Shifei nodded, and at this time, the stuttering vendor had already stood up and recommended flowers to the two of them. Zhang Shifei subconsciously followed the memory in his dream, picked up a bouquet of roses from the flower beach and handed it to Liang Yun'er.

Sure enough, Liang Yun'er pursed her mouth, and said to Zhang Shifei, "I don't like Qiangwei."

Zhang Shifei was really stunned this time. He felt that his mind seemed to be in a mess again for a while. , I don’t know why, his eyes made Zhang Shifei a little scared, Zhang Shifei subconsciously turned his head and didn’t look at the flower seller, but said to Liang Yuner: “Then, which one do you like, I will give it to you.” you."

Hearing what Zhang Shifei said, Liang Yun'er's eyes suddenly lit up, and she said to Zhang Shifei, "I want that."

Zhang Shifei swallowed, then turned his head to look, his eyes were trembling at the moment, sure enough, what Liang Yun'er chose was a bunch of pure white lilies, with four or five flowers blooming on a stem, everything, everything It is the same as the memory in my dream!
Zhang Shifei was stunned, and couldn't believe it for a moment. Seeing that Zhang Shifei was still in a daze, Liang Yun'er didn't think about anything, but said to the shopkeeper, "Angkor, I want that bouquet of lilies."

Seeing Liang Yuner pointing to the bouquet of flowers, the stuttering vendor said to her with a smile in his eyes, "This is called..."

"Casablanca." Zhang Shifei said involuntarily. His voice was trembling. Yes, he knew the name of this flower. In that long dream, he once gave it to Liang Yun'er.

After saying these words, Zhang Shifei's heartbeat accelerated, and beads of sweat appeared on his forehead again. Why was the past so strange?Liang Yun'er looked at Zhang Shifei, and then said to him, "Do you know the name of this flower?"

Zhang Shifei nodded. He felt that this was really evil. Could it be that his dream was so accurate?However, he looked at Liang Yun'er again, and saw that she seemed to be a little worried again when she looked at him, so he smiled wryly in his heart, alas, what's wrong with him, didn't he promise not to let her worry anymore.

Forget it, I still don’t want to, probably because I’m too tired to have hallucinations, it seems that it’s not a good thing for me to think wildly all the time, Zhang Shifei shook his head, then smiled at Liang Yun’er, At the same time, he took out the money and handed it to the stall owner. After receiving the money, the stall owner handed the bouquet of lilies named 'Casablanca' to Liang Yun'er with a half-smile.

Liang Yuner took the bouquet of flowers and hugged it in her arms. Women really like flowers. Liang Yuner held the bunch of flowers in her hand and looked at Zhang Shifei with deep affection in her eyes. And smile.

Zhang Shifei looked at Liang Yuner, and for some reason, the inexplicable fear reappeared in his heart. The afterglow of the setting sun turned out to be so gorgeous. Liang Yuner turned his back to the setting sun, and the light made Zhang Shifei unable to open his eyes. He looked at Liang Yuner, There was a sudden sadness in his heart, and he seemed to have sensed what was about to happen.

I saw that Liang Yun'er smiled and smelled the flowers in her hand, and then said to the right and wrong: "It's the first time you gave me flowers, I will remember it well, this smell of happiness."

What a familiar line, Zhang Shifei felt sore, and at this moment, he suddenly felt that someone patted his shoulder. Out of conditioned reflex, Zhang Shifei subconsciously grabbed his hand back, but he didn't grab anything. Then, he turned his head and saw the flower shopkeeper standing behind him, staring at him with a half-smile.

Zhang Shifei glared at the middle-aged man, and then quickly turned back, but he was stunned, and saw nothing in front of him.

Liang Yun'er, who was standing in front of her before, had disappeared without a trace, leaving only the bouquet of white Casablanca lying quietly on the ground. The pure white flowers seemed to pay homage to the beautiful sunset.

Zhang Shifei only felt a 'buzz' in his head, and then shouted at a loss: "Liang, Liang Yun'er!! Where are you, where are you going!! Come out quickly!!!"

But no matter how he shouted, there was no reply, and the street suddenly became extremely quiet, as if time stopped at this moment, all the pedestrians on the street disappeared, and the cars stopped In the middle of the road, in an instant, Harbin seems to have become an empty city!
Zhang Shifei kept yelling, and every time he yelled, a section of memory emerged in his mind, like a tide, the plot of the "dream" resurfaced again, and every picture was so clear.

Yes, he knew it, he should have known it a long time ago, it turned out that he was in a dream right now.

(End of this chapter)