Royal Kindergarten

Chapter 160 Confession
Seeing Xiao Ziyi stop, Xiao Jingyang breathed a sigh of relief, followed her gaze to the room where Xiao Zhan was sleeping, and after a long time sighed softly: "Ziyi, father has ten princesses, why did he only treat you So good, have you thought about it?"

Xiao Ziyi didn't know why he suddenly dragged the matter onto her, she pulled back the wrist that was still held in his palm, and said four words flatly: "Because of my mother."

Isn't the problem obvious?But she didn't feel that the emperor was very special to her. At best, he just gave her a big residence for her to live in.On the contrary, she felt that her imperial brother treated her very well.He even cares more about Zhan'er...

"Yes, because of Aunt Yun, Father is very special to you. You are very similar to her, both in temperament and in appearance." Xiao Jingyang's voice full of memories came from behind her, and the deep emotion contained in her tone made her Xiao Ziyi was taken aback.

Before she could think about it, Xiao Jingyang continued to speak slowly: "Speaking of which, the relationship between me and Aunt Yun back then is similar to the relationship between Ziyi and you and Zhan'er now."

"Me and Zhan'er?" Xiao Ziyi could not help but repeat in a murmur.Also, calculated in this way, Xiao Jingyang was only 11 years old when her mother died.

"Yes, Aunt Yun was recognized as a knowledgeable person in the harem at that time. After all, she was the youngest number one scholar in the Great Zhou Dynasty and the only female number one scholar." Xiao Jingyang said with admiration. , I often go to Aunt Yun. Maybe I can learn a lot from Aunt Yun, maybe my mother is too depressed, and my father acquiesced in this behavior. It can be said that I was brought up by Aunt Yun. "

Xiao Ziyi listened quietly, staring blankly at the willow trees in the yard dancing gently with the evening wind.She didn't know what to say.

"After Aunt Yun entered the palace, you were born a few years later. Although you are not a boy, you are definitely the most favored princess in the palace. Father and Aunt Yun regard you as a treasure, and so do I." Xiao Jingyang looked at Xiao Zi Yi's broken hair on the back of his neck, thinking of the little girl who ran behind him drooling, sighed in his heart how time flies.He tidied up his mood and said in the calmest tone possible: "You know what happened next. After Aunt Yun's death, although my father was in grief, what was in my heart was nothing more than my debt to you. In fact, I was the hardest hit. It's...it's me."

Xiao Ziyi took a deep breath, empathizing with her.She never knew that Xiao Jingyang actually regarded Shen Yun as his mother.

"And then?" Xiao Ziyi finally couldn't help asking.She is very grateful to Xiao Jingyang for opening her heart to her, but it doesn't mean she can forgive what he did to Zhan'er tonight.

"Then? Hehe, then..." Xiao Jingyang smiled wryly, "Aunt Yun's death is unacceptable to me. So I locked myself in the room and didn't want to see anyone. After two full days like this Only a few months later, my father finally realized that the heir to his empire didn't seem to be so competent. On the advice of my mother, he married me the only daughter of Zhongshuling's family."

Xiao Ziyi gasped, she did the calculation just now, Xiao Jingyang was only 11 years old at that time.

marry?

faint!Completely destroy the flowers of the motherland!

Seeing Xiao Ziyi turn around and look at him in disbelief, Xiao Jingyang, who had known her reaction for a long time, smiled wryly and said: "Yes, I was only 11 years old at the time, and my princess was only ten years old. The Taoist priests in the palace said that I was haunted by ghosts, counting all the school-age girls among the officials in the court, only Xian'er is the most compatible with me, so I suggest congratulations."

Xiao Ziyi could clearly see the bitter smile on Xiao Jingyang's lips.She had never seen him so fragile, and couldn't help but softly said the unspeakable words for him: "She died to give birth to Zhan'er, is it because of this that you dare not hug Zhan'er? "

She remembered that her imperial brother never married anyone after the death of the princess.It turned out that she thought it was to not affect Zhan'er's status, but who knew it was because he loved his princess so much.Xiao Ziyi's dislike for Xiao Jingyang subsided a bit, but she still frowned dissatisfiedly and said, "Even if you love your princess, you can't blame Zhan'er?" At the end of her speech, she lowered her voice so low that she could not If it is lowered, I am afraid that Zhan'er in the room will hear it.

Xiao Jingyang shook his head, a pair of eyes that were as beautiful as Xiao Zhan lowered their eyelids, the long eyelashes covered the eyes and also blocked the fragility inside, and said dejectedly: "I can't say that Xian'er and I love each other, we were forced to live together I even hated each other at the beginning. I just... Aunt Yun is gone, and Xianer is gone, I just don't want anyone to die in front of me."

Xiao Ziyi's heart ached, she didn't expect this man's heart to be so soft.Even in modern times, it is a desperate matter for a woman to conceive and give birth, not to mention in ancient times where the medical conditions were extremely backward.Xiao Jingyang didn't remarry, probably because he didn't want anyone to encounter accidents just to conceive his child.

"So, when I saw Zhan'er, I couldn't help thinking of the bloody delivery room, and I couldn't forget Xian'er's pale face..." Xiao Jingyang said intermittently, trying to maintain his superficial calm.

Xiao Ziyi noticed that the hand hanging by his side was trembling slightly, and finally reached out softly to hold it firmly. "Don't think about it, it's not your fault, nor Zhan'er's fault. If you want to blame, blame...God." Xiao Ziyi sighed softly, knowing the whole thing, maybe it wasn't the innocent old man who was to blame. sky.Counting, Zhan'er's mother and concubine were only 16 years old when Zhan'er was born, and she was still a child. How could it be possible that there is no danger in giving birth?

But things have already happened, the shadow in his heart already exists, and the fact that Zhan'er has no mother cannot be changed.I can only raise my head to face it.

Taking advantage of the warmth in Xiao Ziyi's hands, Xiao Jingyang calmed down for a while, and then slowly continued: "I hugged him for the first time today, and it was the first time I realized how much I had missed before, so when Zhan'er proposed to play hide-and-seek At that time, I couldn't recover at all. But at this time, the guards at the city gate sent the news that my fifth brother had returned to the capital. I was pleasantly surprised and forgot about Zhan'er..." Xiao Jingyang looked nervously at Xiao Ziyi's face Although he said everything from his heart, he hid the biggest reason in his heart.

He wanted her in front of him to be his princess.

Although he just casually agreed to Zhan'er's joke, seeing her defending Zhan'er so much tonight, Xiao Jingyang couldn't help but ask himself silently in his heart, is this possible?

Zi Yi is not the child of her father, he already knew about it.He believed in the scene he saw many years ago.Under such a beautiful sunset, his Aunt Yun threw herself into the arms of another man.

He believed that his father knew it well, after all, his father was so powerful, so he only cared for Ziyi, and he didn't have much intimacy with Ziyi.

Maybe, maybe this is the real reason why Aunt Yun passed away...

Xiao Jingyang's heart was cold, and the coldness made him shiver out of thin air.Looking at Xiao Ziyi's clear and transparent eyes, Xiao Jingyang took a deep breath.

No, no matter what, he couldn't let her know.

Don't let her know just yet.

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Well, there's the question about forbidden sibling love. . . .Ziyi came through time, of course there is no concept of siblings.But Xiao Jingyang knew that Ziyi was not his sister from the very beginning, so he was consciously or subconsciously attracted to Ziyi, and his behavior was also intimate and ambiguous, so it was normal for Ziyi to have thoughts. . .Here, I have selected a few readers’ opinions, which are the same as my setting~~~What’s the matter~~~
Although Xiao Jingyang may not be the last male lead, it is a given that he has plans for the female lead.Please be robbed by Lei's classmates. . .Or just hold the lightning rod and look down. . .Here Xiao Jingyang's recent roles are gone, and other male supporting roles will be added next, everyone should keep your eyes open to see clearly~~~ Cough, the emotional line is actually not the main line of the coloring book. . . .

There is also the matter that Xiao Jingyang forgot Zhan'er. . .Hehe, in fact, my father often does this kind of thing. . . .When I was a child, when I was riding a bicycle to send my spouse to school, I was about to turn to the road of his unit. . . . .Or, even if you send me to the school gate, and then get off the car with a cool sweep of the wolf's legs. . . . PS: I even sit on the back seat of a bicycle. . . .

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