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Chapter 101

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I'm really sorry, I made you unhappy and sad again.

You see, I am always like this, worrying over and over again for those who really care about me.

Just like I often say: Ah, I have a cold, I really didn't mean it.

And what you said: who would like to catch a cold, who would have nothing to catch a cold.

Yes.

I, always like this, don't take my body seriously, as if I really have an indestructible body.Just like Shi Yu used to always persuade with sincerity: You, do those things, as if this body is really not your own, and you don't know how to cherish it at all.

At that time, I often thought: If this is the case, it would be great. If it is not my own, I will cherish it more, because I always feel that other people's Phaeton will be uncomfortable.

Obviously I am not great at all, but I still think about whether others will be unhappy all day long, and I am still worrying like that.

I can't manage my own affairs well, and I'm so overwhelmed that I can let go of the whole world.

I'm such an overreaching person.

It's ridiculous to think about it.

I think you are right, Jinnian.

Who in this world really longs for loneliness, but they just don't want to be disappointed.For example, when you can eat a bowl of hot noodles in winter, you will definitely not yearn for hard and cold steamed buns.It's such a simple truth.It's clichéd, but it's true.You know the truth, but you can't use it for yourself.

I have also preached to people: If you want others to love you, you must first learn to love yourself.If no one loves you, then you have to learn to love yourself.

However, to this day, I can't learn how to do it myself.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

La la la, of course friendship is the most important thing.

I don't know if I'm too pessimistic, I always feel that friendship will last longer than love.A good friend will not let go of your hand easily, but a boyfriend is a creature that is easy to change.

Well, maybe I'm being too one-sided.But for the time being, for me who has no love, friendship is the only thing that can be trusted.Of course, you are not allowed to go into a dead end. Besides, isn't family affection the most important thing?

We are just discussing things, and we are not allowed to diverge our thinking.

Lu Jinnian, do you dare to say that you are not explaining?
Tsk tsk, you said a lot of high-sounding things.The end result is explaining. (You must say that I am now in the situation you assumed. Do you think it is really vulgar? La la la, there is no way I am a vulgar person, a complete vulgar person.)
Actually, I'm not jealous, really.

A girl who can treat you like that proves that you are really, really important.And the person you can talk about all the time is either an enemy or a person who is happy.No matter how you look at it, Su Xiaoxiao is not your enemy.Then, with a girl's keen sixth sense, you can definitely guess that she is a very important person in your life.

Lu Jinnian, do you think I'm right?
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

(End of this chapter)