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Chapter 4 Love is like a bubble, it bursts with a poke (2)

An Hao really wanted to ask Jin Nian why he didn't wait for him.She will be graduating this year, so is it many years before she has a stable job?
Anhao is such a stubborn child after all, and finally she didn't say these words out of her mouth.Since Jinnian gave up on herself and this relationship so easily.No matter how sad he was, he would not ask him to stay.

Since then, the two have really cut off contact. Both of them are online on QQ, and they don't say a word anymore.

Get out of memory.Jinnian's profile picture has turned gray.OK to close the dialog.Fall into silence again.Then exit MSN, log in to QQ, Jinnian's.His password is still his own birthday.But I have already changed it, and even canceled his exclusive group.In Jinnian's friend list, he is still unique.Looking at the previous conversations, everything is so beautiful.An Hao nervously blamed herself for being too unfeeling.Maybe Jinnian is still the same, maybe he has been waiting for him all this time.

But no matter what, deep in Anhao's heart, there is still some grievance, and she still can't let go of how easily Jinnian gave up this relationship back then, that is, directly gave up on herself.

This is something she cannot forgive.Unforgivable.

Park Anhao's Diary July 2012, 7

I always felt like I could forgive him no matter what happened.Late for an appointment.Leaving halfway through the movie.Can't remember my birthday.even. The incident in February 2010.Those, I can forgive.

But only this time.I can not.

Even if I still love you.

sorry Sorry sorry.I'm so sorry.Jinnian, obviously I have always loved you deeply, obviously I have been waiting for you to come back, obviously I don't want that.

But Jinnian, we really can't go back.

An Hao is a person with serious fetishes.So most of the time the inner temperature towards people is very low.The first impression of Anhao is that she is a very well-behaved girl, warm and beautiful.But after getting in touch, you will find that it is not the case. Although she is always smiling and speaks softly, she always speaks so little, which makes people feel very cold invisibly.

She is obviously a very warm and bright girl, but her words and deeds are all in a gesture of repelling others thousands of miles away.

Someone once asked her like this: Why are you so indifferent to people?

An Hao smiled, she was originally a cold person.

……

After a long time, everyone doesn't care anymore, and no one is curious about anything anymore.The world is so big, there are people of all kinds.Who can control whom?

Sometimes people are very interested in a person for no reason, caring about her clothes, every move, and even her private life.But once the person who has been concentrating on it grows old and continues to live an unchanging life every day, or the unknown that he has been trying to explore for a long time still has no clues in the end; people's patience will be worn out because of this, and eventually they will lose their love for this person. any interest.

Gradually fading out of people's sight is a good thing for Anhao.First, it saves the need to greet all kinds of eyes and words, and second, it does not need to be in the boundless noise every day.There is another thing that makes An good to laugh: as the upsurge of attention fades away, her friends around her also disappear one after another.

(End of this chapter)