good luck

Chapter 57

This summer, the city where Pu Anhao lives has always been resoundingly sunny, without wind or rain.The artificial rainfall that has been mentioned in the news has not yet arrived.

This summer, Pu Anhao frequently went out at noon and walked along the long street. She didn't wear sunscreen, didn't hold a sunshade, she wore a high ponytail, and kept walking alone.

This summer, Pu Anhao took Xia Weiliang to take a photo shoot on a whim. After shooting the interior, the two of them cooperated with the photographer tacitly, laughing loudly, as if they wanted to contribute all the smiles of the whole year here.

This summer is the summer of 36 in Nanmu City, where Park Anhao has lived for 2011 months. It is dry, violent, and impermanent.

Just like reuniting with Lu Jinnian.

Park Anhao has assumed many scenarios, if they meet again.However, there was no consensus: she hoped that Lu Jinnian would be unhappy.Because she always thought that only she, Pu Anhao, was qualified to give him happiness in this world. Now that she is not by his side, why should he be happy?Xia Weiliang said, Anhao, you just need to ignore him, his happiness or unhappiness actually has nothing to do with you if you separate.Why do you have to make yourself so tired?Park Anhao said, I said a long time ago that it is impossible for me to wish him happiness.Unless...unless I don't love him anymore.Park Anhao didn't say this sentence.

but.

She saw her beside him, even though the endless stream of vehicles and a street separated the chasm of thousands of rivers and mountains.The outline of his handsome side face became increasingly clear, his tall and thin body, and his walking posture, she remembered them all.This man with his right hand naturally wrapped around the shoulder of a beautiful girl with purple curly hair and always smiling gently is Lu Jinnian!Once upon a time, Park Anhao walked side by side with him in the sunshine and in the light time. She always thought that his tenderness and smile would always exist only for her alone.He is hers forever.She always thought so.

However, when they met again, he didn't even know that she existed, that she was on the opposite side of him, or that she was in turmoil.

Lu Jinnian's happiness stabbed Pu Anhao deeply like a knife.

Park Anhao always felt that she had nothing to do with her.Even though she might really still love her.Because she didn't die for love.Because without Lu Jinnian, she was living as before.Because she knew that if she lived her life so full that she couldn't remember anything about him, she would be like a person who had nothing to do.Who would have known that she had actually been living in a nightmare.

So Pu Anhao felt that even if he saw Lu Jinnian, it wouldn't be a big deal.

Never thought of seeing this, the sorrows and sorrows of the past came back again, what makes Pu Anhao the most dissatisfied is that he, Lu Jinnian, is so, so happy.

In fact, the one who has been unhappy all this time is her, Pu Anhao.

Perhaps, fortunately, Lu Jinnian didn't look at her.Because she kept thinking afterwards that she must have been in a terrible mess at that time.All pride vanished.Even a polite smile is probably just a facial contortion: I can neither say I am happy nor say I am unhappy, neither cry nor laugh.Fortunately, he didn't recognize him like this!
Maybe he just forgot about you.Another voice in my heart said.Maybe he doesn't remember you long ago.

Not impossible.Park Anhao replied in a low voice.

(End of this chapter)