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Chapter 64

Zhang Jingya's Diary November 2006, 11 Everything is off

How could I say such mean words today?And An Hao also connected very, well.

"I don't know if your old friend's reputation is good, and you don't ask Bie Lai to be safe." Heh~ Who has changed.Maybe we've all changed.I have ceased to be the tender and considerate sister (if she ever saw me that way), and have become bitter and vicious.Well... I don't know how to express my feelings when I say goodbye.Since I moved away from Lianhuadu and Xiatian, I seldom think about the past. My life must have been disconnected.

An Hao suddenly joined my school and even came to my club, and our first reunion after a long absence ended in a bad mood.How incredible. The painful memory of 2005 was awakened like this.

One day in the sky, one day in the ground.My life that year was enough to be covered by these eight words.

I don't have to worry about anything all the time, so I have to make my own decisions step by step.

First, grandma died.I didn't see the last one.The most unacceptable thing is that I didn't find out until so long after she was buried.And no one told me.If I didn't go home on a whim that day, would I have learned about it only at the anniversary festival?
About half a month after meeting Xia Tian, ​​Xia Tian called me and said he wanted to break up.The reason is that the high schools are different schools.He also said that from the very beginning, he was with me because he was moved.I didn't speak the whole time, and then he finally finished.I asked him, Xia Tian, ​​have you ever loved me?Damn it, he didn't even speak, he even faltered to me.That was the first time I lost my temper. I said, all the points are divided, and I have finished my studies. If you tell the truth, will you die?I'm afraid of hurting you.This is the funniest explanation I've ever heard.It seems that after saying this, there is no harm or nothing.Just tell the truth.I don't know why I had a feeling of Park Anhao at that time, and when I would be so obsessed with meaningless things, I used to always say that Anhao is not good.I'm almost there now.Xia Tian said, sorry, I never had love for you.There was never love.Wouldn’t it be enough to just say that from the beginning, why did you pretend to love me, and pretended for two full years.don't you feel tiredDon't you feel sick?Xia Tian let me growl and just said Zhang Jingya, sorry.Then hung up the phone.

The grandmother who loved me the most is gone, and the boy I love the most is gone.

What's left of me: myself and Mom and Dad.That's okay, at least it's not alone.

When you are unlucky, drinking cold water will also clog your teeth.In bad luck, even the little bit left will be taken away. At the end of 2005, my parents finally agreed to divorce.Like a TV show scene, they ask me who I'm with.How much I want to say that I don't want anyone but grandma with me.But when I was about to speak, I found that I had no grandma for a long time.I have only myself now.So I said, I will follow whoever can give me the best life.Then my mother said that you and your father.So I followed my dad to Zilin City.I went to the best school and had the best life.Why is there except no love.

The woman my dad married was met in a bar.In order to be together, both of them kicked their original spouse.This is the price they pay for love, this is the love they receive in return.

In just one summer, I changed from a beloved princess to a lonely Cinderella.

(End of this chapter)