good luck

Chapter 85 How much I want to keep you in my collection ([-])

Hindsight, indifference, capricious, expressionless, stubborn, childish, dull, unaccustomed, alien...

This is the good evaluation of Pu An by the students around him from the first year of junior high school to the end of the second year of high school.

There are many, many others.Pu Anhao knew it all in his heart.After listening a lot, I can basically recite these words backwards without ambiguity at all.When Zhu Jin was here before, I asked her about things before she was 15 years old.It mentioned: Anhao, how do you feel in the hearts of those around you?An Hao didn't change his face at that time, and he thought about all the good and bad things he had heard for so many years.
All the evaluations were told to Zhu Jin.Zhu Jin was bluffing. "It's incredible." "Anhao, how can you be so calm? These words don't seem to be complimenting you, do they?"

Park Anhao finally smiled. "Zhu Jin, do you know? If they hear these words, they will definitely say that you really flatter me." It's not like it's true, it's absolutely true, and none of them is a compliment.

The sentence in "Zuo Zhuan·Dinggong 13th Year" is known as a good doctor.Park Anhao didn't understand why before.The first time she heard someone say that Pu Anhao was really a weird person, she didn't quite remember. What she remembered was the unstoppable terror and shame in her heart, and she wanted to run away quickly and hide far away.Later, she continued to be regarded as a different kind by the people around her again and again, and the boy whispered, "She, don't get close to strangers."The girls whispered to each other and looked at her with contempt.This time she was no longer cowardly, straightened her back, and walked past them more indifferently.At that moment, she realized that it was true that a long illness turned into a doctor.

No matter what, there will be people who can't understand it.This is impossible.In this case, so be it.

"But there will always be people who appreciate you, and I am that." This is what Zhu Jin said to her after she knew about it.Yes, there are.Not just Zhu Jin alone, but also them.Xiaochun, Shiyu used to be so sure of himself.So does Zhang Jingya, even if there is already a rift between them.

All the injuries we have suffered, both physically and mentally, will eventually heal over time.Even if there are scars left, it is a testimony that we are moving forward step by step and becoming stronger slowly.

Nothing to be ashamed of.

What's more, the warmth given by those who really love us has never really disappeared, just like the palm that was once held tightly by him, even if there is no more warmth, the feeling that flows into the heart will never fade away.

Even though coming to Zilin High School is a dream come true, Park Anhao still has the emotion of "fated fate".It hasn't been going well all the time, even if it doesn't go well, the result is still a heavy stick.Life never allowed her to have any fluke mentality.

"However, I still feel that I am very lucky." When she really couldn't hold on, Park Anhao would keep comforting herself like this.Positive psychological hints, especially one's own affirmation of oneself, usually have the power not to lose to negative emotions.

Especially after Zhu Jin left, Park Anhao almost collapsed.

The one who could support her through that unprecedented period of haze.Someone who can make her sincerely believe that not everyone is the same except Zhu Jin.Can not care about her indifference and self-willed people.Still by my side until now.

How can this teach her not to feel that she has been favored by the god of luck?
(End of this chapter)