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Chapter 95
Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I will reply to you and wait for your letter.Now is the most important thing in my life.

I do not have friends.

I don't get close to people easily, even if I am approached, I always get used to hiding away.Or it hurts like a hedgehog.That way everyone won't talk to me anymore.Who likes to repeat the same mistakes?
The people who really cared about all left one by one, came back, and will not come back.Sometimes I feel like I don't really exist.

Open an enchantment, no one is allowed to enter, and I am not willing to go out.

It is also like a silkworm cocoon, wrapping itself layer by layer, non-stop.

You don't have to thank me for anything.

It's me, I really want to be grateful, you have been with me like this.

The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I always wondered if I hadn't sent that postcard out of some fluke at that time.We probably don't really know each other.

Even in the crowd, it is impossible to have a momentary intersection if you happen to meet.

Even if they really rubbed shoulders, they would definitely act like any passer-by, A, B, C, D, and still walk forward without noticing.

I can't believe it, I keep saying that I no longer trust anyone, but I made such an incredible move.

For the first time, seriously, take the initiative to connect with a person.

And if, if you didn't reply or didn't receive my letter for some reason.There will be no more entanglement now.

Well, I'm probably still the same me, living alone in my own world.

Lu Jinnian, thank you.

The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

Congratulations on your successful graduation.From then on, the sky is high like a bird, and the sea is wide like a fish jumping.The world is yours now.

You guessed it again.It's really boring.It's always so easy for you to see through.

future.I don't know where my future is yet.

If the college entrance examination is really a watershed, then I really have a lot of burdens.I... I have many things that I must care about, deeply in my heart.It's not impossible to let go.However, I have the kind of personality that even if I put it down, I will immediately run back to pick it up and continue to carry it.No one showed me.No one said I had to take on anything.However, if they don't say it, it doesn't mean that there really isn't one.

Living, always have to bear a lot of things.

These many things are called responsibilities.Rights and responsibilities have been known since elementary school.When I was a child, my family’s conditions were very poor. Someone told my father not to go to school at all.My dad didn't show any expression. One of his words was that it was his duty.There were others I don't quite remember, but both he and Mom loved me, very, very much.No matter the conditions, no matter what other people are, they always give me the best.I'm Cinderella, but I've always been treated like a princess.Sometimes I think that I have been able to go all the way to the present, and that I can have these immediate happiness is actually due to their kindness.So how can I ignore them, how can I not consider them?In fact, I also know that they just want me to grow up happily, and this is enough.But I want us all to be happy, they are happier than me.

Nothing is more important than their happiness and happiness.

So you know my wish.So simple, yet so difficult.

I sincerely hope that you can go on without any worries.

The Park Anho You Don't Know

(End of this chapter)