Rebirth, warm marriage and sweetness

Chapter 768

After all, Fu Yanshen moved out of his home.He felt that living here was a strange feeling, as if he had never belonged here. In his memory, her real home was the house that Qiao Qiancen lived with when she was in college. After buying it, sometimes I feel lonely, and when I feel that there is no place to go, he will go there. For some reason, she always subconsciously feels that there is a small figure waiting for him to come back, and then wait to tell him you come back up?

But in his mind, it was impossible for her to say things like relatives again, and she still had fantasies about things that she knew would never happen again.

But now there is nothing I can do. Facing this situation, I have nothing in my heart. I want to work hard to change, I want to love me and get back the beauty of the past, but this world doesn’t seem to be so kind, and I always think about it in my mind. Thinking about the things he did to himself, all the goodwill and beauty he gave himself, this moment is like a nightmare, surrounding him all the time, feeling painful, wanting to forget and wanting to be temporary.Quiet, but it seems to be a particularly difficult thing.

He doesn't know what's going on, how to describe it, but the mood at this moment is really complicated, his heart is empty, it seems that there is something empty, and there seems to be something missing, after all, he can't find the gap, But now in this world, he doesn't know where to go, and he doesn't know where is the destination, and he doesn't know where is the place that really belongs to him. He lives in this world, it seems that he wants to get things and has been insisting on.

Well, now I can't seem to find what I want to stick to, what exactly is it that I want?It's just a beauty, a warmth, a beauty that can make me feel at ease, but now I can't find where in this world is my home, where is what I want, and I don't seem to have any. It's a bit sad that I don't know the answer. I don't even know what I want. This is probably the most painful thing to live in this world.

"I sometimes want to know what I did wrong to make my little princess leave me!" In the middle of the night, he was drunk, and he was alone in the living room, looking at the empty living room in front of him, There seems to be a fantasy in my heart, as if I have returned to that year, the scene when they first came here that day, their house was like a ghost, and they looked for the little face full of happiness and pride, as if they had finally found it. The life he wanted, he actually did too, but he didn't show it.

He's used to living in big houses, so he doesn't have much emotion when he comes to this kind of Xiaoju's house, but he knows that this is where the two of them can live in the future, so he yearns for it even more.

And he knew that Qiao Qiancen was different. He had been dependent on others since he was a child, so now he has his own house, but he will feel very proud.And he failed to realize his wish after all.In the end, he let him fly by himself, let him learn to grow, and he finally got what he wanted, but after all, they can no longer be together.

"Qiancen at this time, I don't seem to know where you will appear. I am facing this empty house, and I seem to have no memory of the traces of the two of us living here. I don't know what happened here now. What is the reason for me to persist in living. But when I think of you, I feel so painful that I can’t sleep. Now I feel very sad. After all, I did something wrong. After all, I made you leave me, but in the end I But I don’t know how to keep you, let you get farther and farther away from me, the distance made me feel uneasy and painful, but you can’t come back, can you forgive me once?”

(End of this chapter)