look left, turn right

Chapter 146

Zuo Wen's work was extremely efficient, and Yu Younuan was already sitting in Dr. Pan Langpan's consulting room at two o'clock in the afternoon.

"It's warm again, we meet again." Pan Lang smiled.

"We know each other?" Yu Younuan was slightly surprised.

"You have been with me for a few years. Later, when I went abroad for further study, I introduced you to other colleagues. Recently, I just returned to the city to resume my practice." Pan Lang said.

Yu Younuan smiled with difficulty, not knowing whether meeting a familiar doctor was a good thing or a bad thing.But she can't remember the past at all, and she can't let go of her guard against Pan Lang in a short time.

Pan Lang didn't force her either, he played the music, chatted with her casually, and gradually found out where Yu Younuan's heart knot was, and then it took another three weeks for Yu Younuan to tell him her story.

Yu Younuan said with some difficulty: "My husband and I used to have a tacit understanding and enjoyed each other very much. I... I don't know why it became like this." Yu Younuan crossed his fingers on his lap, which was a kind of tension And a dazed attitude.

Pan Lang looked into Yu Younuan's eyes, and said slowly, "You don't have any memory of the past, do you?"

Yu Younuan nodded.

"From your words, I found that your so-called past was told to you by others, and then you reconstructed the picture in your mind."

Yu Younuan nodded, and was shocked by Pan Lang's next analysis.

"Are you extremely disgusted with your past self now? You desperately want to tell others that you are not the person you used to be, and you deny everything about that person in the past."

Yu Younuan raised her eyelids and looked at Pan Lang, beckoning him to continue.

"You don't go to nightclubs anymore, you don't dance anymore, you don't hang out with old friends, and you don't even allow others to mention your past. You Nuan, you think of her as your enemy, and fantasize about how unbearable you were in the past, I think, you may think that her private life is indecent, even corrupt, so you very much hope that you can become another person, a person who is not dominated by human desires. Do you have such thoughts in your heart? If there is no response to his touching, it will prove to him that you have become completely pure, and he no longer has to worry about you cheating, so he can trust you? In fact, you just lack confidence and correct understanding of yourself. "

Yu Younuan was so shocked that she couldn't speak, she stood up with a "huh", "Doctor Pan, let's be here today." Yu Younuan fled from the consulting room in a hurry,
What a ridiculous reason Pan Lang gave. Her frigidity was actually because she wanted to ask Zuo to prove her purity?But this kind of proof obviously greatly affected her and Zuo Wen's life.

Is that right?What Yu Younuan found most unacceptable was that she was unable to refute.

Yu Younuan returned to Pan Lang's office three days later.

"If that's the reason, how should I face it, Doctor Pan?" Yu Younuan asked Pan Lang for help.

Pan Lang smiled, "If it were someone else, I think it might take a lot of time to rebuild your confidence, and you also need the help of your husband to rebuild your confidence in your relationship. But you once watched It’s not supposed to be for several years, but I think I can show you my past records for you.”

Pan Lang, like every psychiatrist, has the habit of taking notes, and he prefers to record in handwriting, so what Yu Younuan took over from Pan Lang was an old and old special notebook.

Yu Younuan took a deep breath, and opened this notebook, just like opening her past.The language of the record is very concise, and it took Yu Younuan less than two hours, as if he had completely seen his past self.

That little one is poor.

Before the age of 20, Yu Younuan was very well-behaved. She was a well-known well-behaved baby in their circle. She went to and from school on time every day, and never went out to play wild with her classmates.

She lost her mother at the age of 12, and her father, Yu Yiyan, was unwilling to remarry because of her, and devoted himself to his career.This made Yu Younuan, who was afraid of her stepmother coming in, feel sincerely grateful to her father. The only reward she can give is to be well-behaved, not to let her father who is tired every day when he comes home, and who is painful every time he thinks of her mother, do it for her again. worry.

Yu Younuan always stubbornly sits on the stairs of Yu's house every day, and must wait until Yu Yiyan comes home and kisses her father before falling asleep.

It is true that Yu Yiyan loves his daughter deeply, but he is also a man who has devoted all his energy and expectations to his career after being widowed. Although he knows that Yu Younuan may need his father's company more, he always has endless entertainment and frequent events. business trip.

Yu Younuan may have much more pocket money and wealth than her peers. On her birthday, her father gave her a private jet. Time is a yacht.But on the most important birthday in the mature period of these three girls, Yu Yiyan sang birthday songs to her over the phone in a foreign country.

Yu Younuan has never been rebellious since she entered the rebellious period of a girl at the age of 12. She is the most well-behaved child, always silently waiting for her father, she is as quiet as a little angel, and her only emotional outlet is her piano.

Her father bought her the best piano and helped her apply for the best music academy abroad, but Yu Younuan only wanted to stay by her father's side.She was angry and painful for it, but Yu Yiyan was so strong that she couldn't refuse.

It wasn't until Yu Younuan was 20 years old that Yu Yiyan was diagnosed with cancer. Of course, judging from his financial resources, cancer is not a terminal disease that will die immediately, but his cancer deteriorated very fast.

Yu Younuan always thought that she and her father would still have a lot of time in the future. After all, Yu Yiyan was not yet 50 years old at that time, but she did not expect that she had waited so long for her father to stop and see her, but Yu Yiyan wanted to Completely left her.

What's even more frightening is that her father forced her to marry Zuo Wen with an extremely tough gesture.

(End of this chapter)