The end of the marriage: the CEO's husband is too dangerous

Chapter 188
These words were like a heavy hammer, hitting Qin Yan's heart fiercely. It didn't matter whether it was pain or not, the important thing was that it made her wake up suddenly.

It turned out that the man who was always by her side, the husband she married, had always had such a vulnerable side, but it was a pity that she never paid attention to it, and never cared for him.

Her tears stopped in an instant, but her heartbeat became more and more violent. It seemed that her heart had been injected with a dose, and she wanted to jump out quickly!
It was like the thousands of words she had choked in her throat, and wanted to fill her hands, stimulating her to hug him, but she couldn't break through, she couldn't move like a wooden figure, she could only With his eyes fixed on him, he didn't even have the courage to avoid it.

How selfish she is!
Qin Yan suddenly realized this problem, how selfish she was, for so many years, she had never considered his true thoughts, and at this moment, he seemed to be angry but actually yelled out his thoughts to her beggingly, she to understand.

"Ayan, it's okay, trust me, okay?" Luo He raised his hand, caressed Qin Yan's face, and wiped away all the traces of her tears between his fingers, "Everything will pass, as long as we have firm belief , I believe that the future will get better and better, and everything will pass.”

Qin Yan still had a lump in her throat, she was finally able to react, she began to shake her head constantly, and the tears flowed more and more violently, she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say a word, she suddenly raised her hand, and held Luo He tightly Arm, refused to let go of strength.

"Ayan, trust me." Luo He began to break her hand vigorously, but she held it tightly and refused to let go no matter what, "Let go, be obedient, okay? Let go, I still have Important things should be discussed with the elders and younger."

Qin Yan pursed her lips tightly, her eyes were full of tears, she ignored his words.

"Ayan!" Luo He shouted in a low voice, with a hint of impatience in his tone.

"I don't want it!" Qin Yan finally uttered, uttering the words with difficulty, her fingers gripping even tighter, "I don't want you to plead guilty on my behalf! I don't want it! I insist on revenge, I caused the disaster myself, and I am the one who should bear the consequences!"

"Ayan!"

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry! It's not that I don't want this baby, I'm sorry, I just don't know how to keep it, ah, it didn't come at the right time, do you understand? Do you know what I'm thinking?"

"I know, I know everything." Luo He tightly held Qin Yan's frightened hand and tightly circled it in his palm, "I know everything, Ah Yan, don't be sad, and don't blame yourself, no one knows the future What is the trend, do not blame you, I did not blame you."

"But I blame myself, you know? I'm not really cruel, I'm just afraid, afraid that I will bring it into this world, but I can't take good care of it, and I can't fulfill the responsibility of a mother, you know?" Qin Yan Crying, her tears flowed continuously like a valve that opened the gate.

At this moment, she was influenced by Luo He's gentleness and patience, and she no longer wanted to pretend to be strong and indifferent, because she would also be afraid, and she was really afraid, fearing that once she missed the right time, she would never have the opportunity to be with him again. He poured out his heart.

It's like her sister, who ended her illness in unwillingness and pain, but her heart is still full of affection for the one she loves. Even though she knew she would regret not being able to see her for the last time, she still confessed her inner feelings. Stubbornly chose to leave.

She doesn't want to repeat the mistakes of her sister.

"This morning, when the doctor told me that I had a baby in my womb, I was so happy, really, ah! I was so happy because I could be a mother and we had our own baby, but when I When I saw Xiaoxi, I hesitated.

"Ah, I'm really afraid. I'm afraid that the child will come to this world without the complete company of her parents, just like Xiaoxi. She is still so young, so she asks her mother where is her mother and why she doesn't come. look at her?
"You can see the expression of the young and old every time, pretending to be strong on the surface, but the helplessness in the eyes can't be hidden! Even the young and old have tried their best to give the best to Xiaoxi. Deep down, I still feel ashamed of her!
"I can't afford it, Ahe, I can't afford such guilt, I can't let you become the second eldest, I can't do it, I don't want to be like that! I would rather you find someone else to start a new life in the future, or Don't leave a person with you who makes you sad when you see it!"

Luo He held Qin Yan in his arms and let her weep on his shoulder to vent.

He could hear her cry, which represented her heartfelt voice, poured out one by one.

For so many years, although they are called husband and wife, they are busy with each other, and they rarely have the opportunity to talk openly.Sometimes, once busy running around, she was already asleep when he came back, and he had left before she woke up, and it often happened that she couldn't see each other in person for a month.

For him, marriage seems to be a formality, or maybe he trusts too much in the foundation of the relationship between them, so he doesn't care about whether he can be like other couples, in a flat, loving-loving way.

But at this moment today, he finally understood that not everyone's marriage can be passed through trivial quarrels, and his marriage is to protect the woman he believes in.

No matter how stubborn she is, no matter how much trouble she makes.

Qin Yan cried for a long time, and at the end the crying subsided and gradually turned into sobs, Luo He whispered in her ear: "Ayan, nothing will happen, don't worry, it will definitely not be."

……

The fragrance of tea filled the whole study room, even if the windows were opened with tiny gaps and the wind blowing in continuously, the fragrance still couldn't be blown out of the room.

But Lin Jinqian, who has always loved tea, couldn't enjoy tea with peace of mind. To him at the moment, this kind of fragrance seemed like a kind of uneasy fragrance.

He got up suddenly, put the boiling water pot aside, and cut off the power.

Luo He watched his actions, noticed his upset from his neat movements, and called out cautiously: "Master?"

Lin Jinqian turned his face slightly, with a rare melancholy in his expression. He seemed to want to say something, but he held back before he opened his mouth, as if he was not mature enough for the exam.

Luo He took a deep breath and decided to try to express his possible guesses about tomorrow, "According to our previous inference, Lin Zhongying was released so soon, even if he didn't disclose any information to the police, it definitely provided proof that he was innocent. evidence of guilt.

"If this is the case, he can find a way to save himself in a short period of time. There is a possibility that he guessed the truth, but as to whether he disclosed it to the police, it is impossible to answer. I just think, even if he did not disclose it. To the police, he must have a plan."

Lin Jinqian breathed slowly, but his breath was a bit heavy, especially clear and abrupt in this quiet room.

"Young Master, if there are special arrangements for Qingluan Mountain tomorrow, why don't we go in a hurry, and it won't be too late to go after tomorrow." Luo He boldly proposed a self-protection suggestion, in order not to Lin Xuntai had no choice but to make Lin Xuntai's death public so quickly.

But he didn't want Lin Jinqian to answer like this, "Tomorrow you will stay with Qin Yan at Lihuaxi, and I will take A Li over to Qingluan Mountain."

"Young master!" Such an answer was not what Luo He expected.

Lin Jinqian turned around, his eyes returned to the calmness of the past, and there was no trace of worry on his face at this moment, "Ah, how many years have you been by my side?"

Luo He was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "I have been with Eldest Young Master since I was five years old. At that time, I was just one of Eldest Young Master's playmates, but Eldest Young Master never treated me as a servant. They all remember the kindness of the young and old, which is better than siblings."

"For more than 20 years, you have accompanied me through the early death of my parents, the ups and downs of life, and after running for me, you have never complained. Now you need help. Since it is better than sibling friendship, can you let me stand by? ?" Lin Jinqian asked softly, but it was so forceful that Luo He was stunned immediately, not knowing how to answer.

He also heard Lin Jinqian say: "I understand Qin Yan's character. She will not give up until she avenges her sister. If you want to blame me, you should blame me. It was because of me that her sister suffered a catastrophe, and she chose to die to show her will." way of expressing determination.

"And I knew that she was unwilling to die, that she was wronged, but I couldn't do justice for her, so I forced Qin Yan to choose extreme methods in a moment of impatience. I didn't take good care of her sister before, and I don't take good care of her now. You're in trouble."

"Young master!" Luo He shouted eagerly, wanting to stop him from saying such self-blaming words.

But Lin Jinqian raised his hand, signaling that he doesn't need to say more, and made a decision stubbornly, "Now she is pregnant and has your child. This is the blessing of the Buddha. You two should overcome all difficulties and give birth to the child. Raise it and teach it to be kind in the world.

"Don't worry about other things, I will settle them one by one. Tomorrow, the old man will go to the funeral, and I will take Ali with you, and you will stay in Lihuaxi and take care of Xiaoxi for me. If there is any movement on Qingluan Mountain, Not necessarily in my face.

"You know what I'm referring to. History always plays out round after round with amazing similarities. This time, I don't want anyone around me to be hurt because of me. You can't, Xiaoxi can't, and Ali can't !"

Luo He's eyes were full of tears, a big man's lips trembled slightly, he wanted to cry but couldn't, all of a sudden, he knelt down on his knees, and with a "boom", Lin Jinqian froze for a moment in shock.

"What are you doing?"

With firm eyes, Luo He said with a choked voice: "Young Master's kindness to Luo He in this life, Luo He will never forget it! Luo He must live up to the entrustment of the Young Master, and do his best to protect everything you care about for the Young Master!"

(End of this chapter)