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Chapter 112 Zhou Gongjin, Let's Divorce

I said, "Let me ask you to answer next. Did you know about your aunt since you were a child?"

Zhou Yu: "Yes."

I asked again: "Then it's impossible for you to come to our house every day because you like me?"

I couldn't help but laugh when I asked. At that time, I was just two little kids, so I didn't know what I liked.Seeing that he was silent, I asked a little more bluntly: "You come here to eat every day, do you come close to our house on purpose?"

Zhou Yu seemed to grit his teeth and replied, "Yes."

I twitched the corners of my mouth, and there was a chill in my eyes, "Let me guess what happened. After you heard about your aunt, you hated our family, but you were young and couldn't do anything at that time, so You took me as a target, and brought me along for whatever bad things you did. You deliberately pretended to cover me in front of my dad, so as to win my parents' trust. Later, because you were in junior high school, you were temporarily isolated from me, you I didn't even think about it anymore, until I bumped into you again in junior high school, your little thoughts came up again, so you came to me again."

When I said this, I deliberately paused to see his reaction, but seeing him bowed his head and said nothing, my heart became colder and colder.

I continued: "I'm afraid they took me there on purpose during that fight. They wanted to scare me and make me suffer. In fact, someone smashed a brick and broke me. At this time, you Don't you feel very happy? I feel that I finally vented my anger for your aunt and hurt the daughter of the man who killed your aunt. "

Noticed that Zhou Yu moved his mouth, but still didn't make a sound, which means he acquiesced?
I shook the hand hanging by my side, and there was a dull pain somewhere in my heart.I narrowed my eyes and looked into the distance, and my voice was empty: "I always thought that you hated magic because my dad's performances were too dangerous. In fact, it's my dad that you really hate, right? So you hate me too. Since then At the beginning, I approached with a purpose, but later I slowly lost my heart on you. It was you who sought justice from my father for your aunt. My father is only my daughter, and you set me as the target, step by step For conspiracy, is marriage part of your plan besides love?"

With a tight hand, Zhou Yu grabbed my arm, and the strength was so heavy that I felt pain.

Only then did he raise his eyes, which were so deep that I couldn't see through them.

"Jia Xiaoru, most of your inferences are wrong. I didn't learn about my aunt from my parents, but once I went to my grandmother's house to play and saw my aunt locked in a room. She was madly throwing things at that time. I I knew that my aunt had mental problems, but that day I was suddenly curious and leaned over to listen. After hearing her smashing things inside, she kept murmuring a person's name, which was your father. Later, my grandma told me what happened. , I couldn’t tell right from wrong, so I subconsciously decided that the people in your family were bad.”

I didn't speak when he paused, knowing that he had more to say.

Sure enough, he said again: "At first, I did regard you as a target and approached you on purpose. The intention in my heart was to deliberately take you out to do bad things, and wanted your father to beat you, but later changed my mind, it would be better to let you beat you Believe in me, but then I went to the city to go to school and this matter was over. When I ran into you again in junior high school, I was in a rebellious period, so I didn’t want to let you go, so I found you again and brought you with me Go fight."

At this moment, he took a deep breath, "I admit, I was very bad at the time. In fact, I saw Dafei from the corner of my eye when I ran towards you. I just wanted to see you frightened, so Dafei took a look A brick hit your head. I watched you fall to the ground. For the first time, I felt flustered, and then anger filled my brain, and I beat Da Fei to the point where I was hurt all over. I carried you to the hospital Even my hands were shaking on the road, I was afraid."

"Are you afraid that if I get hurt, you will be implicated? Or are you afraid that I will be killed by that brick?" I asked sarcastically.

Zhou Yu shook his head, as if he didn't see the sarcasm on my face, and said directly: "Neither. To be honest, I didn't understand why at that time. I just wanted to stay with you in the hospital. Later, your father went away. I can't go anymore, I was panicked at home alone, and ran back to my hometown to find you. That winter vacation was the most confusing time for me, and I often looked at you in a daze, wondering why I didn't hate it as much as I did at first I love you, and I still feel beautiful when I see you smiling.

Later, I started to alienate you intentionally, and Wei Lai would often come to approach me, so I took the opportunity to use her as a shield.When I saw you from afar in school, I endured and didn't come to see you again. After a semester like this until the senior high school entrance examination, I felt bad all over my body, and everything was not good.I ran to find you on impulse, and kept you on the grounds of the high school entrance examination. I spent those three days both happy and troubled.To be happy is to be able to stop the joy in my heart, and to be troubled is to be unable to figure out why you seem to have changed in my place. I no longer feel disgusted, but I like it instead. "

Zhou Yu turned to look at me, "I still remember the time I asked you, but do you still remember the year of the high school entrance examination? You may not know that the year of the high school entrance examination was the year when my feelings for you changed."

I smiled, and the sarcasm overflowed from the corner of my mouth, "You mean to say that you changed from hating me to liking me in the middle school entrance examination that year?"

He frowned and stared at me, "You don't believe me?"

Of course I don't believe it.

But I didn't answer him directly, I just said softly: "Zhou Gongjin, do you know? When everything comes back to its source with a purpose, then everything will become impure." Including liking, and love , including love, and marriage.

Zhou Yu's eyes shook, "Jia Xiaoru, you can't erase everything. The first time I confessed my love to you, my heart was pure. Every time I'm with you afterwards..."

"Then have you ever forgiven my father?" I interrupted him, and seeing him silent, I said again: "Zhou Gongjin, you can't secretly hate my father, and at the same time come and tell me that your feelings for me are true." Yes. Do you think this kind of emotion is pure? Or do you want to say that after my father was gone, you made up your mind to treat me wholeheartedly, so you ran home and made a fuss about marrying me?"

He looked at me in astonishment: "How do you know?"

I wanted to smile at him, but I found it difficult to even pull the corners of my mouth, "Of course I know, because your mother told me when I went to your house that year. Are you surprised? Yes, I was very I met your mother earlier, and this time is the second time. But the ending is the same, your mother has the upper hand, and I have a crushing defeat."

Zhou Yu grabbed my hand: "That's why you broke up with me that year? The real reason why you broke up with me was not because you didn't forgive me, but because of my mother?"

"Is there a difference?" I raised my head slightly and asked him.

"Of course there is a difference. If you had told me earlier, you wouldn't have made so many detours. Maybe I would..."

"Maybe you came to me earlier? Maybe on New Year's Eve last year, you didn't just stay downstairs, but came upstairs?" I saw his eyes shrinking, then he lowered his head and said in a low voice. He said softly: "Zhou Gongjin, do you know? The real reason why I broke up with you is that I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, and I'm afraid that if two people continue to be together, they will only wear out that bit of love. This is me. What I thought at the time, but today, four years later, I realized one thing.”

"What do you understand?"

What can be forgotten is not important.

Just like the summer of the high school entrance examination, the kiss under the tree during the college entrance examination, and the noise in the university are all blurred in memory.

What cannot be forgotten, even if you try hard to abandon it, it is still there. It is better to obey your heart and make it immortal.

Maybe one day I will understand that the rotten shell that I have been asking for and can't get rid of is just a farce.

The authorities are fascinated.

I took a deep breath, slowly raised my head, and looked into those familiar and deep eyes.

"Zhou Gongjin, let's get a divorce."

I disagree!

Zhou Yu dropped these words and almost ran away in embarrassment.I looked at the figure that gradually disappeared at the gate of the community, and my heart was filled with sadness. After all, I still said those words.

My mother yelled at me to kneel down in front of my father's spiritual tablet, and asked me to swear in front of my father to break away from their Zhou family and divorce Zhou Yu. Mom went to force him again, so he went out of Dad's room against Mom's will and quietly followed him downstairs, thinking that he could say a few words for him at a critical time.

But in the end, I said the word "divorce" myself.

Looking up at the sky, many years ago I called him Zhou Gongjin because of his name, and in my heart I regarded myself as Xiao Qiao, thinking that Zhou Gongjin would love me like Xiao Qiao.I have always believed that Zhou Yu loves me.

I even swore this to Wu Mi.

But the reality gave me the most real slap, love is just my imagination.If you really look back carefully, how many times has Zhou Yu ever said love to me?He did all the acts that seemed to like me, but never mentioned love.

On the day I divorced Chen Huan, Zhou Yu proposed marriage to me. At that time, I thought that I had failed in love once in the past, so this time I would gamble on marriage.But I don't know, Zhou Yu hasn't completely fallen in love with me in the past 20 years, so what can marriage change?
That night, I received another text message from Zhou Yu - Jia Xiaoru, I do not agree to the divorce.

It is almost possible to imagine that when he sent this text message, his fingers must have been very hard, with a firm expression on his face.

I didn't reply, I threw my phone on the table and went to watch TV, but I didn't watch anything on the TV.

(End of this chapter)