Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 113 Jia Xiaoru, I'm Sorry

On the second day of the new year, I slept on the bed until noon.

Originally, my mother would ask me to go to my aunt's place to pay New Year's greetings, but because of what happened yesterday, no one was in the mood, so my mother didn't call me.I got up to wash up, and saw myself in the mirror with a dark complexion and red eyes, but my whole mental state became so bad after a sleepless night.

Pulling the corners of his mouth, he splashed cold water directly on his face, his face turned pale from the cold.

When I walked out of the bedroom, I saw that my mother was serving dishes on the table. When she saw me coming out, she frowned and asked, "Why did you sleep until now?"

I replied resentfully: "Sleepy."

Although there are chicken soup, fish, and shrimp, they still feel tasteless in the mouth.My mother and I didn't seem to be in the mood to speak, only the sound of chopsticks hitting the dishes was heard at the dinner table.

When I put down the bowl, my mother suddenly asked, "When will I go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to file for a divorce?"

I was silent for a moment, then replied softly, "Wait until the seventh day of the seventh day is officially at work."

"Did you make it clear to him?" My mother sighed when she saw me nodding, "Since I made it clear, tell him not to come here again. You should go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to deal with it that day, and let it go early."

I was startled, "Has he been here today?"

My mother pouted her mouth towards the door and said, "Here, the person is still outside the door at the moment, and came here early in the morning."

I turned my head and looked at the closed door, feeling sour.

My mother sighed: "It's not that I insist on breaking you up. Other families can get along slowly, but their family can't accept you no matter what. I'm just glad you don't have children yet. If you do, it would be a real crime."

My heart paused, the child... Yes, Zhou Yu and I have no children so far, and we didn't do anything usually, but there has been no movement.If there are children, Yu Zhou's family may not change, but for me and Zhou Yu, I really don't know where to go.

When the mother got up to clean up the dishes, she said in a low voice: "Since we have made it clear and made a decision, then I advise people not to come again, so as not to waste each other's feelings."

"Well, let me tell." I got up from the chair, and just took two steps when I heard my mother say behind me: "Xiao Ru, Xiao Yu grew up by watching, so it's not that bad, it's just It's just influenced by the family. You talk to him well, no matter what, it's a good time to get together and leave."

It's so good to get together... I closed my eyes, forced back the moisture in my eyes, and responded, "I know."

He opened the door and went out, saw Zhou Yu sitting on the stairs, and raised his head when he heard the movement here.

Actually, like me, his face was dull and his eyes were red.

"Jia Xiaoru." He called my name softly, with grievance and sadness in his tone.

I walked over and sat down next to him, looking ahead, "Zhou Gongjin, we finished talking last night, don't you come to me anymore, okay? My mother said, we should get together and get separated."

"How can we get together and break up? Ever since I met you again, I never imagined that one day we would break up. Jia Xiaoru, I don't agree to a divorce. Even if you really want to meet me in court, I will wait until then." .If you broke up with me because of my mother four years ago, then I will not repeat the same mistakes four years later. They will leave after the year, and then we will be the only two of us to live, and we can have a good life ..."

I interrupted him: "What if I hate you now? Do you think we can still get along well? Zhou Gongjin, do you understand that for a long time in the past you approached me with the purpose of revenge, and also treated me Dad has resentment. No matter what, the matter of your aunt has become a thorn in our hearts, and we can no longer be the same as before. "

After Zhou Yu silently listened to my words, he was very calm, "It's a thorn, then pull it out. It's okay to hate me or blame me, I will show you in the future, and you can slowly forgive me."

I feel powerless, and talking to him now is like punching the cotton with a fist, dented, but not exerted.

"What if," I gritted my teeth and asked ruthlessly, "I can't forgive? I didn't go to extend it last night, because as long as you associate your resentment with my father's death, I will think very carefully." Scared, maybe even going crazy."

Yu Guangzhong's figure began to tremble slightly, and the hand hanging by his side had already clenched into a fist.

Knowing that he can’t be this kind of person, I have witnessed how upright he is, and my father’s magic accident and subsequent car accident can’t match him, but at this time I still said coldly: "Your aunt is crazy at worst, at least she is still alive, but what about my dad? He died and was buried under the loess. From then on, life and death are boundless. I can't even see it in my dreams. Even our Jia family I owe your mother’s family, so I should pay off the debt.”

Zhou Yu suddenly buried her head in her knees, her shoulders trembled, and a suppressed and restrained sob came out faintly.

Tears welled up in my eyes, if I suffered all night and stabbed my heart, why isn't he suffering?
She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, sniffed her nose lightly, and finished what she had to say: "So, Zhou Gongjin, we have nowhere to go, and if we continue, we will only hate each other. Please keep my faith in love, okay? At least, in the past 20 years, I really liked a person named Zhou Gongjin. No matter what purpose he approached me, he was still the beauty I built in the Tongque Tower. At the beginning Don't come to me before July, on the seventh day, bring your marriage certificate and household registration book, and we will meet at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau."

I straightened up from the steps and stared down at the frail man in front of me.He has always been tough, even sometimes a bit machismo, but at this time he exposed his fragility to my eyes.

Looking around desolately, I felt a sense of despair permeated the surrounding atmosphere.

When I saw him gradually calm down and his body only twitched occasionally, I took a step towards the door, but when I was about to close the door, I heard a hoarse voice coming: "Jia Xiaoru, I promise you."

I paused, my heart was throbbing with pain, and my heart was throbbing thinly.

But in the end I only responded with one word: "Yes."

Close the door, and isolate him from now on.

Since the second day of junior high, Zhou Yu hasn't come back, and he hasn't called me or texted me. Before that, every day was filled with his breath, but now I'm nestled here with my mother, and the air is so light that it makes people breathe depressingly.On the evening of the sixth day, I proposed to my mother to go back to the apartment. My mother didn't object, but reminded me: Now that I have made a decision, don't regret it.

I called Didi in advance, and when I got to the gate of the community, the car was already waiting, and I reported my address and drove to the city.

"It's here." The driver reminded me before I came back to my senses, and hurriedly opened the door to get out of the car. Behind me, the driver was asking, "Please give me a good review." I didn't answer, and went straight to the apartment.

At this moment, no matter what line of work you do, you must have a service evaluation, which is linked to your interests.The payment will be deducted automatically, but the service must be scored manually. I scored five points for the driver while waiting for the elevator.

I thought in my heart that I have to go to the parking lot over there tomorrow to drive my car away, so as not to occupy the parking space and it will be inconvenient to go to work.

The moment I opened the door and walked into the apartment, I was greeted by a familiar aura, my face changed, and when I thought of something, I reached out and turned on the light.From dark to extremely bright, the eyes are slightly prickly, and when the vision is clear, I suspect that my brain is hallucinating.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Yu was lying on the sofa, and the coffee table was full of beer cans, which was a mess.

I walked over and found that he had lost weight violently in just a few days, his face was pale and bloodless, even though he seemed to have fallen asleep with his eyes closed, the wrinkles between his brows were deeper than before.

Scanning the messy coffee table, I saw instant noodles besides beer cans, and the mobile phone was dropped on the ground.I bent down to pick it up, the phone was out of battery and turned off, and then turned to look at him, the shadow under the eyelids hurt my eyes.

Was he punishing himself with such a decadent depression?
What about their family?How could the second elder of the Zhou family allow him to be here alone?As for Zhou Nian, didn't he keep saying that he wanted to take care of it to the end?No matter how bad it is, there is Zhou Liang. Aren't the Zhou family all famous for protecting the calf?Why do you still let him stay with me?
The nail pierced my palm, and the pain brought me back to my senses. When I was going to put his mobile phone on the tea table, my arm suddenly tightened, and he grabbed it.My heart was beating in shock, thinking that he was awake or not asleep, but saw that he closed his eyes and said something vaguely in his mouth——

"Jia Xiaoru, I'm sorry."

When I was lying on the bed, I was still in a troubled mood, and I never thought that I would be in the same room with Zhou Yu just across the door.

I thought that the day of the second day of junior high school was the last meeting before our divorce, but I never thought that he would appear in the apartment, and it seemed that he was here all these days.He didn't wake up just now, he was just talking nonsense in a drunk dream, I hugged him and covered him with a quilt, and then went back to the room to wash up and lie down.

Still can't ignore him.

On second thought, how could I ignore it?Every day before that, I was full of him, thinking about how to live in harmony with his family, giving in, forbearance, and trying my best, even if it was not satisfactory, at least I was working hard for it.Going forward, before his family came back, although he and I got married in a hurry, and we also had differences and quarrels after marriage because of ideas and values, but it would not affect my marriage with him. She clearly understood and frankly admitted that she would marry him because of love.

From liking to loving him, it didn't happen overnight, nor can the years be counted.It's tiny bits and pieces, tied together bit by bit, and condensed into a heart full of love.

Others envy the kind of love and marriage that goes from college to society, watching boys change from youthful to mature and girls from plain and honest to delicate and beautiful, and finally go hand in hand through all seasons of love and marriage.But I have witnessed all the appearances of the man outside the house from childhood to youth, youth and now maturity. To put it bluntly, I can guess his meaning with every look and movement of him. This is the tacit understanding after getting along for a long time .

(End of this chapter)