Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 116 Zhou Yu's Thoughts

When we left the coffee shop, Xiao Dong asked if we would like to have dinner together, I shook my head, but he didn't force me, he just said a few words so that I don't have to put too much pressure on myself, then went back to the court and drove away.

Xiao Dong's proposal and attitude were completely unexpected to me, intuitively speaking, I was shocked.I have known Xiao Dong for five years. From school to society, he was the one who led me into this business.It is not an exaggeration to say that we know each other well, including some things about Zhou Yu that I have mentioned to him, so he is the one who knows that Zhou Yu and I have been entangled for so many years.

I never thought that he would mention to me... love for the purpose of marriage, and his tone was calm and calm.It may be that I am used to his determined look, so I feel that even when talking about these things, he is rational and calm, without any personal emotions.

This made me breathe a sigh of relief afterwards. If Xiao Dong suddenly appeared to confess his love to me, it would not only surprise me, but also make me feel embarrassed when working in court.

When the car drove into the apartment area, I casually glanced at the side of the road, only to see the familiar off-road vehicle parked there.My heart paused slightly, because of Xiao Dong's reminder, this will not be so emotional.When I parked the car in my own parking space and got off, there was already a black shadow waiting at the place I must pass to enter the apartment building.

No need to guess, I recognized Zhou Yu at a glance.

The steps on my feet slowed down, and I stopped when I walked to the front. I heard Zhou Yu's voice coming through the darkness: "Jia Xiaoru?" I was silent for a while and said, "Why are you here?"

"Oh, I just passed by here, so I came to see you."

I frowned, his tone...why did it seem like nothing happened?And I don't know how to respond.

So silent.

He quickly broke the silence and asked, "Why did you leave work so late today? Did you stay in the courthouse and work overtime?"

"No, I have an appointment with someone."

Suddenly the air seemed to freeze for a while, but he still pretended to ask casually: "Who are you dating?"

"friend."

"Do I know?"

I smiled, he may not be able to see Jue Ran in my eyes in the dark, and whispered two words: "Xiao Dong."

"What are you talking about? With Xiao Dong? How could you date him? Doesn't he have a girlfriend? He's asking you to discuss business matters at night. Really, it's just the beginning of the new year and you have to work overtime. How important is it? .”

"Zhou Gongjin," I called out to him, "Xiao Dong and his girlfriend broke up years ago, and today he formally proposed a relationship with me, on the premise of getting married. So in the future, he and I may often be together. I made an appointment for dinner after get off work, so don't come here and wait for me, it's not convenient."

After the cruel words are spoken, it is not so difficult.

Before I met him, I didn't intend to seriously agree to Xiao Dong's proposal, but after seeing him appear, I suddenly understood that Xiao Dong was right.Even if we get divorced, Zhou Yu's possessiveness towards me will not be interrupted. If we want to break it off completely, we must be ruthless.

However, when there was only rapid panting in the silence, the anger and questioning I thought did not come. I only heard him ask in a calm tone: "Really? Do you think he is suitable for you? If you two want to be together, you should also There's nothing wrong with me."

It's rare for him to be calm about my matter, especially when it involves Xiao Dong.Since he can have such a clear thinking, why did he always reject Xiao Dong's black face at the beginning?

But right now it is impossible for me to ask him, so I just said softly: "That was before, maybe the time has not yet come. If it is suitable or not, I think no one is more suitable for me than Xiao Dong, we have common working in the same court, there will not be too much difference in personality, there will be no quarrels because of different ideas about a certain case or case, and there will be no family troubles. The right person needs to be in Only at the right time can we meet. Xiao Dong and I, that's about it."

Zhou Yu took a step closer to me, and a familiar aura rushed over my face immediately. When I looked up in surprise, I saw his silhouette clearly under the street lamp.Thinness is my first intuitive feeling, the whole outline looks deeper, and the eyes are staring at me.

"You mean — I wasn't the right guy, so we ended up missing out?"

I wanted to nod, but it was difficult to do so under his menacing gaze.

He came closer again, his toes touched me, and his breath hit my face.

"Jia Xiaoru, you said that you won't quarrel because of different ideas, it's just because you hold the sword of law and stand on the same front. You and I will quarrel and fight each other. This is the spark of friction in life. You also said that there will be no family troubles, I’m afraid it’s too early to say. Have you met his family members? How can you believe that his family members are easy to get along with just hearing his one-sided words? Except for him, the family members Everyone is a stranger to you."

I was speechless.

I have never noticed that his eloquence is so good, especially when he can analyze me word by word in a clear and orderly manner, and then break it into pieces.

It feels like I have matured overnight, which makes me feel incredible.

I squinted my eyes and said, "We haven't reached that level yet, so we don't need to think too long."

"Since you said that marriage is the premise, you must consider these things in advance."

Suddenly I couldn't help laughing, I looked up at him and asked: "Zhou Gongjin, are you afraid that I will repeat the same mistakes after two failed marriages? So come to remind me of these. Last time I ended my marriage before I could feel the family relationship. , the last time I have a thorough experience and then come to the end, if I enter the third marriage in the near future, then I must thank you."

Seeing his eyes sinking, he directly revealed my intention: "Jia Xiaoru, you don't need to provoke me on purpose, I'm just analyzing it rationally with you. It's true that I didn't do well enough in our marriage, but I I swear to God it's pure to you."

"Pure? Zhou Gongjin, do you know? Once a relationship is not pure at the beginning, then the extended relationship will be like a seal. The simplest example, your mother's prejudice against me is not because of me, the real The reason stems from my father, which means that my father's past has carved a chapter on me, so your mother will not accept me no matter what. Can you still say that our marriage is pure?"

"So I agree to divorce you." He blurted out, clasped his hands on my shoulders, and stared at me deeply: "You said that my marriage to you was not pure, then I agreed to you and put everything in the past Cut us off and start over again. I pursue you again, skip the process of ignorance to liking, and love you again. This time, I want our relationship to be pure."

I was stunned. He agreed to the divorce because of this idea?Gritting her teeth, a sentence blurted out: "Because of your aunt, I have lived under your shadow for half my life, so can't you let me go?"

The moment the words came out of his mouth, he looked at me fixedly, and a trace of pain slowly surfaced on his face in the tranquility of the space.He took a deep breath, and the voice that came out seemed to be vaguely trembling: "You believe that everything in the past was living in my shadow?"

I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.

The strength on his shoulders loosened, and he dropped his hands by his sides, taking a step back dejectedly.When I felt the air flow in front of me suddenly cool, I heard him say hastily: "Today is too late, I will talk to you in detail next time."

He turned around and walked away. After walking for a while, he remembered something and went back to the car.

The off-road vehicle quickly left the apartment downstairs.

I stood where I was, and my heart was empty. Do we have to hurt each other like this?
When I learned about Zhou Yu's attitude from Xiao Dongna, I was very flustered, and when I saw him waiting downstairs, that emotion suddenly surged out.I was afraid, afraid that I would not be able to overcome this hurdle, and afraid that I would soften my heart to Zhou Yu again, because he could always cross my bottom line, and I was also afraid that I would fall into reincarnation again.

It is not appropriate for me to compare marriage to reincarnation. The Zhou family's dislike for me stems from the grievances of the previous generation.But to me, it was like a big storm, sweeping me into the center of the storm, with nowhere to escape, and wanton rampage.

Turning around and walking into the apartment building, I seemed to feel something strange when I stepped into the elevator, but I didn’t react. When I went upstairs to get the keys in my bag, I suddenly wondered if the phone in my bag was vibrating just now.I took it out and looked, and found that there was a missed call from Zhou Yu on it, and the time was just now.

My heart paused, I stuffed the phone back into the bag and opened the door to enter.

There should be no more involvement, we are already divorced, and just now I said something that hurt him again, if there is another response, it will only go round and round, and in the end we will really change from the closest relationship to the most hated relationship people.

don't want that.

What I said just now was indeed heavy, and it was not fair enough.Before I knew about his aunt, apart from the troubles of his family, I loved him deeply, and I always believed that the two people were together because of love, and there was a lot of heartbeat and joy in it. What about living half of your life in the shadows?

But after making a decision, my heart felt empty and flustered for no reason.It's hard to control myself not to think about why he called me after he left like that just now?Do you want to stay again, or persuade me to agree to his "restart"?
I was so distracted that I even forgot to turn on the fire when cooking the noodles, and the water did not boil after waiting for a long time.After realizing it, I turned on the fire and forgot to turn off the fire. The water boiled until it was almost dry before I remembered that my noodles hadn't been put in yet.

In the middle of the night, I seemed to hear something strange in my ears. I got up vaguely, and found that it was the mobile phone vibrating on the bedside table. The call was still from Zhou Yu, but the time pointed to two o'clock in the night.

I swiped across the screen, and I hadn't figured out what tone to use to respond when I connected, but I heard it wasn't his voice coming from the other side.

"Jia Ru?" It was Zhou Liang.

I frowned and responded softly: "I am, what's the matter?"

His family must have known about the divorce from Zhou Yu. Why did Zhou Liang come to me?

I only heard Zhou Liang chuckle, with his usual irony in his tone: "Now you are so unfeeling to the third child, and you don't want to come even if you are lying in the hospital in a car accident? Poor third child is still in a coma. Read your name."

My heart was shocked, there was a car accident!
"What's going on? When did he get into a car accident?"

"Now you know you're nervous? Why did you go when the third child was hit with blood all over his head?"

At this time, my sarcasm towards Zhou Liang was automatically filtered, and I yelled at the phone: "Which hospital are you in? The ward number!"

After Zhou Liang reported the name of the hospital and the ward number, I hung up the phone and rushed out. As soon as the door opened, a chill invaded my skin, and I turned around again, wrapped my long coat and went out.

(End of this chapter)