Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 115 A Habit You Can't Quit
I returned to the mechanized mode of being alone again, getting up at seven o’clock every day, eating the same breakfast after washing, leaving the house around 07:30, driving for about 10 minutes, and arriving at the court before eight o’clock.

It's like a machine, after entering the instruction mode, you don't need to think too much, just live by the book.

Xiao Dong was the first to notice my abnormality, but he had been at work for a while, so he asked me to talk about something during lunch.

"Why are you in such a bad state recently?"

Holding the water glass, I was silent for a moment, "No."

I don't plan to tell him about my divorce. After all, it's not a happy event, so there's no need to spread it around.

Xiao Dong took a sip of his tea, and commented with a poisonous tongue: "Pale face, puffy eyes, dark circles, frizzy hair, Xiaoru, are you too stressed by mother-in-law and daughter-in-law?"

My heart hurts, I even broke the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, why is there pressure on mother-in-law and daughter-in-law?
"The court is not a counter in a shopping mall, and it doesn't need any image points." I replied calmly.

Xiao Dong shrugged, "Indeed, but I'm afraid your family Zhou Yu will dislike you one day because of your terrible appearance."

If it really hurts, he will poke there.

I bowed my head in silence, and changed the subject after the dishes came.But just the next day, Xiao Dong called me into the office suddenly, and the first thing he said when he entered was: "Did you have a problem with Zhou Yu?"

Slightly stunned for a moment, he frowned and asked noncommittally: "Why do you ask that?"

"Today they sent a case over there for review. In the past, it was your husband who came here, but now someone else came back. I asked Zhou Suo casually, and that person told me that Zhou Yu was going through the resignation procedures."

leave? !My eyes widened in astonishment, why did he leave the job?

Xiao Dongning stared at me for a moment, "It seems that you don't know about it, why didn't you discuss such a big matter as resignation with you? Did you two quarrel recently? Come on, tell me, why are you arguing?"

I suddenly felt like a deflated ball, I could no longer pretend to be in front of familiar people, I lowered my head and said in a low voice, "We're divorced."

Xiao Dong: "What did you say? I didn't hear clearly."

Taking a deep breath, I said word by word: "I have divorced Zhou Yu."

Xiao Dong was stunned, "When did it happen?"

"After a year."

After only two words in response, Xiao Dong immediately thought of it: "The day you asked for leave on the seventh day of the lunar new year?"

I just nodded.

But Xiao Dong sneered, "Jia Ru, do you treat marriage like a joke? Marriage and divorce are just a joke."

My heart feels as uncomfortable as being pricked by a needle. It's not because Xiao Dong's words are ugly, but because my marriage and divorce are too frequent.

Xiao Dong waved his hand at me, "Go out first, it's annoying to see you like this. You stay with me after get off work, and I'll come back to interrogate you later." I walked out of the office and returned to my seat. Head in a daze.

This is the sequelae of divorce.

When I divorced Chen Huan before, not only did my emotions not fluctuate too much, but I was very rational. Apart from the fact that I bumped into Zhou Yu at first because Chen Huan was a bit embarrassed when she was a woman, I was very calm when dealing with the divorce.

Unlike this time, the whole person has become bad.

I often keep my eyes open all night until dawn, and the bed is cold from lying down to getting up, and my feet have never warmed up.I have a cold physique, and there was a stove by my side these days, and he liked to hug me tightly to sleep, these situations will not happen.Now even if I leave the heat and air on all night, it doesn't work.

I'm trying to break free from this quagmire, but it probably won't happen overnight.In fact, the responsibility lies with myself. I indulged myself to get close to him and love again.

It was only after comparison that I realized that Chen Huan and Chen Huan were just completing a marriage procedure, so there was not much regret when the procedure ended.Unlike Zhou Yu, I spent almost half of my life with him. I gave him the green years and youthful years from childhood to adolescence, and then to adulthood. Apart from love with him, there is also a habit that I can't get rid of.

For me, what is vacant is not the other half of the bed every night, but the heart that I could hold back from thinking about the past, but now I throw it out with enthusiasm.

There is also a gap.When I had a dispute with him on values ​​and ideas before, even if I was tired, it would arouse my fighting spirit, and I would think in my heart that this person is frizzy, and I will always win him one day; later his family members appeared one after another, and I He can also see the tricks, and he didn't start to feel tired until his parents came back.But even a tired heart is better than an empty heart.

All of a sudden, there is no purpose in doing anything.Holding the case at get off work, driving around the city after get off work, I don't want to go back too early, because walking into the empty home will remind me of the past and him.

There are traces of my past life everywhere, but since the seventh day of the seventh day, this person has faded out of my life.

Xiao Dong stopped me when I got off work that day, and said to me who was about to escape - if you can escape the temple that monks can't escape, you can figure it out.I had to follow him into a coffee shop near the courthouse, the one I used to order takeaway.

Xiao Dong asked me if it was still Mocha, I shook my head and said to have a glass of juice.

He raised his eyebrows, "Zhou Yu's habits?"

I am silent.

What's horrible is that Xiao Dong deliberately ordered two cups of coffee and a glass of orange juice, and then said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "If you don't drink, I'll suffer and drink two cups by myself."

He knows that I am not immune to coffee, and smelling the aroma of coffee makes my taste buds twitch.But he still brought the orange juice to his face, Xiao Dong shrugged his shoulders, and didn't continue to struggle with this issue.

"I called Zhou Yu in the afternoon." Xiao Dong's first sentence stunned me.

Staring at him in a daze, he asked, "What did you ask him for?"

Xiao Dong: "Don't worry, I have my own sense of propriety. I won't say much about things that are not my responsibility. The main question is about his resignation. It seems that he was transferred by his superiors. As for where he will be transferred, he is not sure, most of them are promotions. And you also mentioned something about him, now let’s talk about what happened to you two, why did the Civil Affairs Bureau go to get a divorce on the first day of work after the year? "

I hesitated before opening my mouth slowly: "Xiao Dong, there are some things I don't want to talk about here, there is always a reason for leaving."

"Is it related to his family?" Xiao Dong hit the nail on the head.

Awkwardly, he looked away from the window and nodded frankly: "You can say that."

"Okay, since you don't want to say it, I won't ask you the specific reason. I just want to ask you - can you let him go?"

I twitched the corner of my mouth in a self-deprecating way, "The marriage is divorced, so why not let it go."

"He doesn't think so. He even warned me on the phone."

Startled, "What did he warn you about?"

Xiao Dong laughed, "Warn me not to attack you, as far as you are."

"..."

This is indeed something Zhou Yu would do, but what position does he use to warn Xiao Dong now?

I heard Xiao Dong also say the same: "I asked him right then, what position did he use to warn me, your second ex-husband? He was so angry that he hung up the phone."

With Xiao Dong's poisonous mouth, if his heart is not strong enough, he definitely has the ability to drive people crazy.

Xiao Dong continued: "Actually, if you don't tell me, I can guess that the problem is mostly on his side. His family members are part of the reason, but it's definitely not the main reason. With your temperament, it's not that there is no way out, I'm afraid it will be very difficult. Let go of him. But from what he said, it seems that he hasn't given up on you, it depends on whether you really made up your mind to end this relationship, or just make trouble like this, treating marriage and divorce as a game. "

I replied angrily: "Who would use divorce as a game?"

"That's not necessarily true." He purposely cast his eyes on me, and then smiled.Don't talk too much, just think about it.

After a moment of silence, I said rationally: "Since we really separated, then we made a cruel decision."

"It means you've made up your mind? Then I advise you to start a new relationship, otherwise, firstly, you won't be able to really let go, and secondly, he probably isn't someone who gives up so easily."

Startled for a moment, he lowered his eyes and said quietly: "We are already divorced, how could he not give up? And I haven't seen him again for a while." Xiao Dong's eyes flickered, "Listen to your tone Are you still sorry?"

"No." I was a little annoyed by what he said, "Don't misinterpret my thoughts."

Xiao Dong smiled and said: "Whether you misinterpret it or not, you know for yourself. My suggestion is for you. If you adopt or consider it, you might as well consider me first."

I haven't reacted yet, it took me a while to think of something, I looked up in astonishment, "What did you just say?"

"I said that if you have made up your mind to end with him, starting a new relationship is the best way to cut off the relationship between two people. I have known you for a short time, and we are working together again. The common language is relatively A little more. At least in terms of concept, we won’t have too much collision and friction, and we can also discuss it. In addition, my family is very simple. My parents are retired teachers. The stock travels twice a year, and now they only urge me to have a grandson..."

"Wait a minute." I stopped him in a panic, "Don't you have a girlfriend? Why are you telling me this all of a sudden? Xiao Dong, what are you going crazy about?" He must be teasing me on purpose, so I thought about it But still apprehensive.

Because Xiao Dong had a relaxed expression and a smile just now, but now he restrained his emotions and stared at me, he said: "I forgot to tell you, I broke up with her years ago. I also confessed the reason to you." , her family wants me to give up my job in the court and open a training institution together with her. I am not familiar with this area, and secondly, I am not interested in it. If we can’t agree, we will separate. Adults are more straightforward when it comes to relationships. Together, if we disagree, we will separate, there is no need to waste each other's time."

I stared at him blankly, never knowing that feelings can be so rational, and everything can be calculated so clearly.

I still remember that I had dinner with them a few times before, the girl was generous and beautiful, and she knew the general situation.Unexpectedly, after the day passed, he had already separated from Xiao Dong.Is this called unpredictable?
Seeing that I was silent, Xiao Dong pushed the undrinked cup of coffee in front of me, and his tone was not persuasive, but it was a common tone when lobbying the plaintiff: "Xiao Ru, you and I are three years apart. Working together in the courthouse, I know the bottom line. There are people around you who I would never mention to you before. You are single now. If you don't want to be troubled by the past, consider me. Of course, I will not rush you Give me the answer immediately, and you can think it over."

Before I could react, he tapped twice on the table and said: "Just like this cup of coffee, you know its taste, drinking a cup at the right time will not become a burden, but can relieve stress. On the contrary, you deliberately By suppressing your appetite and not drinking it, you are supercharging yourself in a way.”

I ended up drinking that mocha.

(End of this chapter)