Sadness in Vienna

Chapter 112

Falling down:

Sorry, it breaks my heart to see you like this.

Do you know why I went to find Zhou An?In fact, I don't love him at all, I just use him to take revenge on Xiaobing.

Remember the night of Thanksgiving sophomore year?I went back to the dormitory without saying a word. You asked me why I was unhappy and whether Xiaobing bullied you.

I didn't answer, the real reason is only known to me and Xiaobing, it's all because of you.

He told me that day that when he was with me at first, he just had a good impression of me. After a long time, he just regarded me as a good friend in his heart. He said, he likes you, he really likes you.

He said he was in pain and didn't know how to talk to me.

I suppressed a laugh and said, it doesn't matter.After speaking, he ran to the corner and cried alone, and returned to the dormitory after crying.

I saw you smiling all over your face, cute little sister.I liked you very much before, but at that moment, I really hated you.

I really really love Xiaobing, and out of anger, I followed Zhou An.Just to experience the thrill of seizing someone's love.Seeing the grief and indignation of Zhou An's wife, I often think, am I not also playing such a role?
After breaking up with Zhou An, I went to the bar alone, got drunk, and called Xiaobing in a daze.I cried, cried very sadly, I told him that I couldn't live without him, that I would die without him, that I could lose everything, but I couldn't live without her.

Xiaobing is an emotional person. He is always by my side. I know that other people are with me, but my heart is not with me.Making love, he said, is just a biological need.

In the dream, he called your name.

Luoluo, you are my good sister, I can share everything with you, except for Xiaobing, he is the love of my life.

I hate you for taking his heart away. In front of you, I deliberately pretended to be sweet and loving with Xiaobing.

After learning that I was pregnant, I was very happy, thinking that I could tie Xiaobing by doing so.There was no news of him until graduation, and I panicked.It was like being poured a basin of cold water, it was cold from head to toe.

You defended me from the sidelines, saying that Xiaobing is a bastard.do you know?At that moment, what am I thinking?I was thinking, you are fake, you are pretending.

At Haiwen Company, when I was looking for Xiaozi, I passed by the parking lot and heard two women talking, one of whom was Wang Qingqing.

From the conversation, I learned that you are the illegitimate daughter of director Xia of Haiwen Company and Chen Ailin.No wonder they all said that you are exactly the same as Xia Jin's old lover, so you are mother and daughter.

I know that Wang Qingqing lied to you to go to Vienna just to get revenge on you.

I know, I know everything, because I hate you, I numbly watched you fall into the trap step by step.

After returning to China, you have been busy with your career. Looking at your sad face, I feel very sad. I know that you and Xiaobing have nothing, but I can't stop myself from hating you.

I can totally tell you that you are Xia Jin's daughter, at least you have your biological parents to protect you, at least you won't be so hurt.But I didn't, because these years, I walked too hard, no one can understand my suffering, and the source of all the pain is because the person Xiaobing likes is you.

Seeing you in pain when you lost Xie Muyang, Wang Qingqing was not reconciled, and she forced you to commit suicide.Actually, I'm really sad and crying on your pillow.You smiled and told me that you were actually having a nightmare, and when you woke up, there was nothing left.

I know you are consoling yourself. When you were in the most pain, you still matched me with Xiaobing and blessed us.

I put my arms around your shoulders, and you looked at me inexplicably.

You don't understand, only I understand, I owe you too much, I caused you to be like this.

Luoluo, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

—— Mo Keke
(End of this chapter)