CHIEF agent, the goddess is coming

Chapter 245 Exclusive Fan Yin
Reticence and indifference have become my endorsements.Only those who have experienced the real hell will have their hearts hardened as hard as stone.However, I really walked through hell once.
——·Vin·——

I was born to be a killer without any feelings or even know where feelings are in the world.I live in a world full of blood and cruelty, and I have seen the darkest scenes in the world. These darkness have already made my heart numb and petrified forever.The cruel me has been living on knife edge since I was 16 years old.I met Bing Yuxi and others when I was 17 years old. Before that, I was just a puppet of the King of Killers.

Looking at me helplessly, begging for mercy, people who are eager to survive, begging for mercy because of survival, I really have nothing to do.People have feelings, they just don't want to be emotional.As I continued to carry out assassination missions, my inner feelings gradually flowed out like a tide.My past was scarred and horrific, and it was even so abnormal that no one could bear it.However, these things, except for myself, no one knows.

I can kill my master and my six relatives with my own hands.My family was full of violence and fear. My father gambled and owed money, so he had no choice but to exchange me as an exchange item, so I became a killer.These things were also told to me later.However, my mother, because my father was a gambler and she was too poor, gave birth to me and left decisively, throwing herself at other men. For me, I never had parents.

For the benefit of the master, he didn't treat me as a human being at all. To him, I was just a killing tool to make money.To survive, I ended up killing them all.In order to become stronger, I decisively joined one of the Italian mafia: the Ruin-Angel organization.Here, because I am careful and good at military planning, I became the secret chief strategist and the number one ace killer.

Before that, I didn't believe in friendship, I didn't believe in friendship.In this place, there will be no ridiculous feelings at all.However, I longed for it, and in the end I was hurt badly.
Before that, I had very good and like-minded friends.They have the same voluntary goals as me, and they often help me in the organization. They are not like others who make things difficult for me because they are jealous of my talents.I am very happy to have such a group of partners relying on each other.I don't believe it, but I try to believe it.

But one time when they were performing a mission, they unexpectedly made a plan designed by themselves.In the end I realized that they approached me only because I was a threat to them, a status threat!It's just that their methods are better than ordinary people, and even their concealment is so flawless.

I felt very ridiculous, even desperate: "Could it be that our previous brotherhood was all fake?"

One of them replied to me: "Only a fool would write and believe that friendship exists in this organization."

Another one replied to me: "It's not fake, we really treat you as a friend! But for the sake of status, survival, and not being bullied, we can only survive this kind of life if we stand on a high ground! So, you Only sacrifice!"

I smiled bitterly. In the end, the relationship between friends is still not worth a power.Since this is the case, I'd better not change myself, and continue to be that ruthless, cruel and cold killer!
After that, I really took the position of military adviser and ace killer.All people treat me with respect, and seeing those fake faces really makes me sick.Therefore, my expression is always cold, without any emotional color.People in the world think that I am indifferent, but in fact it is just a mask to protect myself.

Until then, when I was 17, I met them and my life changed forever.Every organization is divided into groups, and the Lord happened to assign me to Bing Yuxi's group.At that time, I was still thinking that it was probably another group fighting openly and secretly.But I was wrong, I have never seen such a united and harmonious team, and everyone has such a personality.The carefree, humorous and cheerful Yan Li, the cold and arrogant Yi Jieli, the gentle and graceful Bing Tuanxi, and the seemingly divine Xu.

Each of them would take the initiative to communicate with me, but I refused.As far as I am concerned, I am afraid that they are just hypocritical.I have a tough appearance, and I can endure anything that ordinary people can't bear. The only thing I can't bear is to compensate others. The human heart has two sides.One side is glass, the other side is iron stone.

In the process of gradually fighting side by side, I suddenly gained unprecedented strength from it, which is the most sincere feeling beyond friendship.Soon, I sank into one of the ranks.Later, I realized that true emotions can be communicated through soul-to-heart communication.

They often say to me: Fan Yin, your logical ability is so superb!
Fan Yin, with you here, the five of us are simply invincible!
Ice face, I said, why are you so good!
Fan Yin, smile more, I know you are cold on the outside and hot on the inside!
Those words, clean and pure, seem to permeate from the soul of a person, and can convey people's hearts from the bottom up.After that, we became the most inseparable group of five, but unfortunately, in the end we still lost a teammate, Xu.

I never thought that I would fall in love with Bing Tuanxi.

The first time I saw her, I seemed to see the sun, like the kind of brilliance that can melt ice and snow.It gives people a scene of silt but not stained, clean and clear but not demonic.At the beginning, she came to me and said to me: "I have seen many indifferent people, but you are the first one who loves to hide himself so much, even hiding his emotions! Since you have become A member of our team, can you tell me about your past? Maybe it will make you feel better!"

At this time, I am angry.He glared at her and left angrily.Another woman who tricked me and got close to me.But later I learned that she is the chief ace agent with extraordinary talent, and she is the kindest gifted agent in the organization, and she is very popular.At that time, I was still sneering, wondering how could there be such a kind person in this world?This person must be extremely deep in the city!

But on the way to carry out the task, I have never seen such a silly girl.It's not that she has an IQ problem, but her behavior, a fool who would rather sacrifice herself than see others get hurt.Every time the most dangerous moment is after Bing Yuxi's death, and after that, there is another man, Xu.

She saved me several times.At that time, I sneered, "Even if you tried so hard to save me, even if you died, I would not go back to thank you. Do you think it is worth it? Besides, there is no ridiculous love between us!"

At this time, she was already in danger.She just smiled weakly, "You are my friend!" Finally, she passed out and fell into my arms.Later, Xu picked her up and took her away, leaving only me with a shocked face.
My hands are trembling all the time, I am her friend, does she really regard me as a friend?
She was badly wounded and very weak trying to save me.I don't look at her on the surface, but I secretly look at her condition.I saw that Xu was by her side in every possible way, taking care of her.When I saw that man's hand resting on her forehead without reservation, my heart was filled with unprecedented anger.I don't know where this hidden anger comes from, I just know that I can't compare to him.

Xu, I think he should be a once-in-a-century man, the dream lover of all girls!I have never seen a man can love a girl so deeply, so deeply!
After gradually getting in touch with everyone, I found that my feelings for Bing Tuanxi are getting deeper and deeper, but it's a pity that she has always had Xu by her side.I can't get involved in their world, and I can only protect her secretly every time.

Shao Nanxu is an extremely smart person, he knows that Yan Li and I have feelings for Bing Yuxi, but he doesn't feel threatened at all, because it is impossible for anyone to replace Xu's position in Bing Yuxi's heart.I am always sad, I only fell in love with one person in this life, but in the end I can only watch her happy, but I cannot give her happiness.

From beginning to end, I still maintained my indifference.In fact, many times, I really want to laugh out loud, completely vent all the irritability and complaints in my heart, and even find a place where no one is around to cry, and completely excrete all the grievances and resentments that have been suppressed for so many years .

Indifferent people are the most painful.They can't laugh, they can't cry, and they can't show any expression on their faces, and they can only bear everything silently
But for now, I'll turn them into my character.Bing Tuanxi, no matter what, I will silently protect her and prevent her from any harm.I understand that she is a girl with a pure heart, and she really needs protection in many cases.

Later, Xu died.She was almost in a state of collapse, and she hadn't come out of her grief for several months.When I wanted to go forward to comfort her, or confess to her to give her happiness, a voice suddenly sounded in my ear: What qualifications do you have to give her happiness, are you better than Xu?

And just like that, the silence is spreading
Xi'er, after all, I can't be your other half.However, we will always be best friends, the best friends in your heart, and we will never be separated for the rest of our lives.Thanks, I used to have you
(End of this chapter)