CHIEF agent, the goddess is coming

Chapter 244 Exclusive Spoiler Yan Li
Perhaps, no one will see that there is a sad blade hidden behind the smile.I am always happy in front of you, because I am too happy, so when sadness comes, I can only hide it in my heart.
——·Yan Li——

I always say in front of others that I am an orphan like them, but I am not. It is just an excuse to have a common language like everyone else.In fact, I am an abandoned noble son.

My real name is actually Nie Yanli, and my identity is the young master of MACHINERY Central International Building.Nie Han is actually my uncle, but I knew it but didn't recognize him.Even my father and mother have never met them.

That time when I walked into this building holding Bing Yuxi, it was not because I wanted to eat her tofu, but because I was nervous inside, so I was looking for a sense of steadfastness.Inside, there used to be my relatives, but they were the ones who cruelly abandoned me.The International Building was originally focused on mechanical data analysis, so I inherited the unparalleled talent in it.

When I went in, I had countless nostalgia, but I felt like I wanted to cry but couldn't.When I saw Nie Han, I recognized the uncle who loved me the most, but he never recognized me as his nephew.Also, many years have passed, from an eight-year-old child to a young man, will he still recognize me?In fact, as long as I see that he is okay, I feel relieved.

I cherish the mechanical parts he gave me.So far, I haven't used it.The reason why I was abandoned by my parents at that time was very complicated, and it cannot be explained clearly in a while.So at the back, a series of mistakes happened. They put me on sleeping pills, and when I woke up, I was already lying in another strange world.I cried and yelled overwhelmingly, but no one responded to me. When I was tired, a stranger was substituted into the organization. Since then, I have undergone strict special training.

I was at a loss and didn't know where I was.I also understand that my parents have always had a bad impression of me. Since I was born, everyone has looked at me with disgust.Then the company's crisis and various bad events made them mix anger and grievances on me.I long for the care of my loved ones, but I know I can't afford it.I wouldn't expect that, because that wouldn't exist.

My talent for mechanical design and data analysis was discovered by the organization, and later I became the chief and was cultivated by them.I am very happy that I can carry out the career I like here. Although the training is very hard, the aftertaste is endless.

Seeing those children who lost their parents, there are orphans, some are trafficked, some are abandoned, etc. Seeing them change from innocent to cruel, ruthless, my heart is really cold, like Already cold boiled water.

After that, I tried to encourage myself to be a little bit happier. My life has just begun, and I want to be a different person who can bring joy to anyone.

The first time I met Yi Jieli and the others, they said that I was simply a weirdo, more funny than a narcissist!I smiled silly, as long as they are happy.I think, for them, I am a person who will not be sad, even if there is sadness, it is only a person who can be converted into happiness.From then on, my sadness will always be suppressed!forever.
Of the four of us, every time we perform a mission, only me often have some ridiculous things happen.It wasn't until the end that I discovered that those so-called long-lasting friendships and my laughter were all real.

I am very pleased to have such a group of partners who live and die together in this life.

I never thought about revenge, nor did I hate my parents who abandoned me.Because those pains have long been numb with the baptism of the organization's cruel training.
I never thought that I would fall in love with Bing Tuanxi.The first liking was her sunshine and warmth.She is the only friend who is willing to stay with me and talk with me, filling my life with infinite hope.Although she hurt me on the surface, in fact, she understands me best in her heart.She also knows that I have my own sadness, but what she wants to tell me is that even if I am sad, I have to face it with a smile!Yan Li, you were originally a happy person!

In the past, I often blamed myself, always made mistakes, and had no other specialties except humor.But Bing Yuxi said this, only with your presence can our tasks become full of passion and passion.Your presence is very important to us!The four of us depend on each other for life, and no one can leave!

At this time, I knew that I really fell in love with her.It's a pity that, in her heart, there is no one to replace the one she loves except Xu!I will never be able to replace Xu, I understand this, as long as she can be happy with me, and we can chase and fight happily together, I will be satisfied.

However, this cruel fact is still tormenting my heart day after day. My only regret in this life is that I have not been active in what I love.

I don't want to be hypocritical, I just want to keep many things in my heart.I like Bing Tuanxi, but I never said it.For everyone, it's just like a close friend.However, there is really no such pure emotion in this world.Friendship gradually develops and eventually love.It's just that it's too much beyond life and death, so when we are really together, it will seem strange and embarrassing
For this, I am very envious of Xu, at least they can really live together.Although Xu is dead, he at least fell in love with Bing Yuxi.When Xu was about to die, Bing Tuanxi was sad and almost desperate. At that time, I really seemed to go forward to comfort her, but I couldn't speak, so I had to silently accompany her to grieve.For the first time, I felt my own helplessness. If Xu was still there, he must have a way to keep Bing Tuanxi from being sad!I can't compare this gap
So for me, the person who is superficially happy is actually the saddest.

There is this kind of feeling in the world, and the person you love is by your side, but you can't touch it no matter what.It seems close, but it is a delicate relationship, far away.

But, as long as she's here, it's fine!

That day, I really didn't expect that Bing Tuanxi would stab me in the crotch without hesitation.Although she recovered later, I still teased her with a hippie smile, but I was really scared in my heart.When I saw her lying in my arms covered in blood, my whole body was empty.I hate myself, no matter how I guard, I still let the guarded person get hurt
Thinking of this, what shocked me the most was still Bing Tuanxi's evaluation and understanding of me.That sentence, except for me, no one knows, it was when the two of us fell off the cliff.I blame myself for being useless, what Bing Tuanxi said to me when I first faintly revealed my sadness.

She said: After the four of us have been together for a long time, our hearts will naturally connect.In fact, human beings have inherent magnetism in their hearts.For example: a person standing behind you, even if there is no sound, you can feel it!So your sadness, I feel it.Although I don't know what happened to you, but you have been behind us to give us hope to move forward!With you, any suffering will become insignificant in front of you.

I just like your personality, carefree, narcissistic, humorous, and you can solve any danger.Everyone doesn't feel what they do, but it doesn't mean that others don't feel it.You think you are a failure, but in our eyes, it is different, and it is even hard to say that we like your failure!Being angry and funny is also the process of our growth!

Your mechanical assembly and data analysis are indispensable among the four of us, and this is a talent that no one can learn.Don't always feel inferior, you are strong!Some people are also like this, confident and proud but humble in heart.People are always ridiculously ambivalent, but aren't we all the same?

At that time, she smiled, even at night, it was as soft as moonlight.At this moment, I really feel that my life is changing and constantly turning!

The day after the disaster, we were finally rescued!Yi Jieli almost cried and hit me, cursing: "You bastard, every time you do things, you are always holding back, you are so worried about us, do you know that! Idiot, give us a [-]-word review first! "

While I was begging for mercy, it was obviously a narrow escape, but I was extremely happy!Friends, I don't like to be hypocritical, but I can say to you in my heart: it's great to have you!really good!

I may not be the troubled young master in the novel, and I will not take a turn for revenge because of being abandoned, and regain my rights again.In contrast, for these things I got, it is more rare and precious than any money and rights, and the friendship beyond life and death!
In this life, having everyone is enough!
Thank you too, Bing Yuxi!Although there is no thank you from friends, but apart from these, I can't predict the friendship in my heart.No matter who you have inside, I think you'll never forget mine!We're besties for life, aren't we?

I, Yan Li, are still me.It will always be the one who makes people feel uneasy, has the nerve to laugh and cry, is wonderful, and is very funny!

With you, even if life is not perfect, but for me, it is the most complete!
We will never be separated again!

(End of this chapter)