CHIEF agent, the goddess is coming

Chapter 243 Exclusive Spoiler Nan Xu

The thing I regret most in my life is making a broken promise to you.In fact, I really want to be with you forever.It's a pity that fate will keep us separated from each other
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Time travels, and the promises to each other have been carried for many years.I vaguely remember that Platonic beautiful encounter, the first time I saw your young and immature smiling face like dawn.

On the azure seaside, the light sunlight slantly shines on your flaxen hair, floating away from the dust.You closed your eyes lightly, your cherry-colored lips slightly raised.At that time, I thought you were happy, but I accidentally discovered your tear stains, crumbling against the light.
Since then, my heart has been complicated.Are you smiling, or are you sad?With the turbulence in my heart, I immediately played my violin.Music has always been my favorite. At that time, I composed a piece of music for the first time in response to your mood.

The beautiful and melodious melody is accompanied by the cool sea breeze. You turned your head in surprise, then stared at me, quietly enjoying the music until the end of the song.You smiled lightly at me, then said thank you to me, then turned around and left, gradually disappearing under the brilliance of the coast that day.
It turns out that you have heard the true meaning of this piece of music.I have also understood that what the music at this moment conveys is your heart.Originally, the melody was beautiful, but when it came to the second movement, I changed it to a sad tune, and then I deliberately lowered the key of D major, which contained your feeling of falling from heaven to hell, fully showing the greatness in your heart A sense of gap.In the final movement, I changed the tune to inspirational again.Until the end, I didn't understand why you can fully show your mood?
When we met for the second time, it was in the dark night filled with stars.You practiced flying knives under the dim moonlight, and experienced repeated failures, but you were not discouraged after all.That day, I stood behind the wall and watched you all the time. In fact, I could vaguely see the faint sobbing in your heart, but there was much unwillingness and determination in those mint-colored eyes.At this time, my heart was touched by you, and I decided to step forward to help you.I didn't expect you to be so happy after you succeeded. I am very pleased.

When you and your buddies compatriots perform missions to live and die together, many of them abandon their companions for their own selfish desires just to survive.However, you fool, obviously lacking in ability, even with scattered memories, yet you still want to think about others desperately.I really don't understand, should I say you are kind or stupid?

At that time, you were as delicate as petals wet by rain, and you seemed to fall down immediately if you were blown by the wind.But I didn't expect that you persisted in the end and gained the most sincere friendship.

Alas, it's been a long time since I saw such a pure but fiery friendship.You obviously use each other, dislike each other, and plot against each other, but you still stick to each other and support each other in times of crisis. You are just trying to be brave!After all, friendship is hard to say, sometimes you can express what you hate and what you dislike, but in my heart I still regard you as my best friend.Hehe, without friendship, how can there be resentment?If you don't care, you don't have to meddle in your own business.

Bing Tuanxi, you do have this charm!In the end, you succeeded in gaining the favor of many people in the organization.Congratulations, you can find your own light even if you live in a dark place that never sees light.

I see in you an unparalleled potential talent in you, but you just don't have the opportunity to discover it yourself.You are missing a key to unlock all your wisdom.

However, when I gradually helped you secretly and paid attention to you, I also saw my own self.

I was used by my own brother, framed and sent to the darkest and cruelest organization, torturing my heart and lungs.I knew that he was trying to force me to a dead end, but I still chose to go to hell.But I am not reconciled, I am bound to live out my own brilliance and show my future in every place.

It's always been clear to me that you wanted the spot, so I'm giving it to you, and besides, I don't give a damn.Another reason why I fell into your trap is because I owed you once.We are twin brothers, how could I not know your thoughts?Every time my father praises me, I can feel your resentment and unbearable sadness.In the past, you always took care of me every moment.I will never forget every morning we went to the beach to play.I have always believed that in your heart, there is also your own light.So I decided to sacrifice myself, just for your safety.

The antidote that belongs to you, even if I do my best, I will definitely help you find it, and then disappear from your sight forever, never to appear again.

With these goals in mind, I entered the organization in a trance.And my own talent for those skills is also beyond my expectation.I felt the sense of accomplishment of learning something by myself, the sense of accomplishment of completing the task, and the joy of unprecedented success.In the end, I found that even in the dark, I can find my own happiness, the key is to look at my own state of mind.

Bing Tuanxi let me see my original self, thank you.

I don't know how long it took, but I finally couldn't control my own heart.I care about you far more than myself.At this time I laughed, I have admitted my heart.

It is because I care too much, so every time you glance and smile, every time you are happy or angry, I will remember it in my heart.Then, I will take good care of your things every time.I know your character as I have learned myself from you.

I respect your choice and your inner thoughts.If you want to achieve success through your own efforts, I will help you point out the maze and give advice.When you bear your sadness alone, I will accompany you and provide another form of enlightenment.When you have wishes and ideals, I will find a way to accompany you to realize them.

I see your desire to learn, and the pursuit of yearning.I want to transfer all my talents to you.In my heart, you are a delicate flower that needs to be cared for, irrigated slowly, and finally grows and matures, and sees the future you long for.

Glad we all share a love for art.Every time when the organization task is over early, I can't wait to take you to every corner of the world to find all kinds of inspiration and all kinds of beautiful scenery in the world.

People in the organization are always miserable, without their own innocent and bright childhood, at least I have experienced some, but you have already had incomplete memory of these.

Your pain, I resonate with you.I understand the feeling that I have vague feelings and memories, and the answer is right in front of my eyes, but I can't touch it anyway.Since your incomplete memory will cause you pain, then I will accompany you to find memories and create memories.

I teach you to skate, to ski, to compose and play, and to paint.We can often sneak out to pick lentils in the suburbs at night; we can also go to a bustling amusement park, ride the roller coaster together and let go of all the troubles of the past.

In the organization, I will help you find blind spots to overcome the skills that you cannot master.Really happy to see you show your brilliance under my wings.

I believe that we are always happy, we trust each other, we understand each other, and we have always understood each other as if we were the same person.But it is because we are too much the same, too understanding, and finally lead to eternal estrangement
Suddenly, I found out in despair that I had fallen into Shao Dongxu's tricks, and I also understood that my life could not be saved in the end.Originally, I could die peacefully, but I really have too much unwillingness and reluctance to let go.

Xi'er, you have matured.You are now a Chief Agent and will not be bullied.You have a group of partners who are united and united. I believe that no matter what desperate situation you are in, you can come out and overcome difficulties.Unfortunately, I can no longer hold your hand and accompany you to the end.

Say yes, to be together forever.However, I still defaulted.

In the end, I lied to you, hiding it from you for the first time in your life.There is also the second deception. I said that I will return safely, but I still chose to die together.The last shot I blocked for you, when you hugged my cold body and cried and fell in the storm, I really saw the sorrowful resentment and anger in your eyes, and the infinite despair of sorrow, as well as the tearing of the heart lung.Your tears are actually more like sharp knives in the rain, cutting my heart and bleeding.But I understand better, if it is changed, my heart at the moment is also the same as yours!
It's a pity that I can't cry, I can't laugh, I can't be expressionless, I can't give you comfort or die without saying a word.I really feel so ridiculous!
I originally thought that I would never fail you, but I still failed.

I can only leave with infinite regret and unpredictable mood.I believe that after a few years, you will find a better half in your life, because I believe you have this charm, and I hope you can smile brighter.

I am really unwilling to reconcile. I used to yearn for the best dream, but the curtain of the final ending became fragmented.I can no longer be with you for the first time, fulfill your wish together, avenge your revenge, and go forever.
However, I still believe in you and have this ability, because you have your own determination!
My heart will follow you and accompany you through every day and night; my eyes will watch you and accompany you through every journey of life
In the end, I really understood this sentence: Dependence arises and extinction, flowers bloom and wither, things must turn back when they are extreme, good and bad depend on each other.

Xi'er, I wish you happiness forever, this is the last thing I can pray for you.

The lost love turned into the wind between the fingers and left, trembling singing, knocking over my last pain like musical notes.
(End of this chapter)