me and a divorced housewife

Chapter 94
Although Zhang Ya's words made me feel impulsive, on the surface I still pretended to be normal, as if I had seen the world. In fact, for an old virgin like me who has never driven meat, even a little The hint can keep me thrilled for a long time.

Ever since Zhang Ya said something that could not be seen to be serious or a joke, she has not spoken again. It is like when fishing, the fish floated a few times, and when there is no more movement, you start to wonder if it is a fish. Up for the bait?

My psychology is very contradictory and entangled. On the one hand, I hope that I can resist all temptations and maintain moral chastity when Liu Ruyue is not around. On the other hand, because there is a hot woman like Zhang Ya here, It keeps making me secrete the hormonal blowout that I have accumulated for a long time, and my heart is both looking forward to and longing for it.

We were sitting on the sofa watching TV, and I kept secretly eyeing her, wanting to see if she would react, but I only saw her sitting on the sofa, ecstatically watching a popular TV series on TV, with her arms around her arms. Legs, the smooth and slender big white legs have graceful lines, and the two knees push up the chest.

In the struggle and anticipation, she finally finished watching the TV series. I was so sleepy that I almost fell asleep. Seeing that she had finally finished watching, I couldn't help feeling a burst of joy, and quickly sat up from the sofa.

But it is obvious that this is a tragedy, because although the TV series has long ended, she is still immersed in the sad atmosphere just now, wiping her tears and crying very sadly.

"Why didn't you react at all?" Zhang Ya suddenly said to me seeing me looking at her.

I froze, "What's the reaction?"

"Such a touching story made me cry like this. Why didn't you react at all?" she said.

"This... TV dramas are all made up, they are all lies, why are you so serious." I said, in fact, I didn't see the plot at all.

"Even if it's fake, it's still very touching, okay?" Zhang Ya said, "Aren't you hard-hearted? You are not touched at all? That girl loves so deeply, she has paid so much, but in the end what is she doing?" I didn’t get it, and I died, it’s too miserable.”

"Yeah, it's really too miserable. You said that this screenwriter has such a miserable life and made his heroine so miserable, or else this screenwriter was dumped by a woman, so he hates women." I said.

Zhang Ya glared at me angrily, "I think you are living an unhappy life! Don't tell me you are not touched by that girl's contribution at all? She has paid so much for love and got nothing. Forget it, I won't tell you, you men are all like this, you just think the things in bed are interesting, you don't understand women's dedication at all, and you always do things that hurt women's hearts..."

Speaking of this, she seemed to be thinking of her bitter past, tears came down again, and she cried even harder.

"Can you stop doing this?" I said, "It's just a TV show, you're exaggerating too much..."

"Go away!" She pushed me away and stood up, saying, "All men are bastards!"

Said back to his room.

I was stunned, inexplicable, what is this all about!

The ambiguous and sexy atmosphere that had been brewing all night suddenly disappeared.

I had to go back to the house and sleep.

After lying down, he suddenly thought of Liu Ruyue, and felt a little guilty in his heart.

Since I met her, it seems to be like this all the time. On the one hand, I am troubled by the instinctive needs of the body, and I always want to find opportunities to try it, especially when facing a woman like Zhang Ya, it is simply a representative of sex. On the other hand, he is always bound by traditional morality, and always feels that if he loves someone in his heart, he should keep his body pure for her.

I don't know if this problem has troubled other boys. It's like when I was young, there was a girl I secretly liked, but at the same time my body was developing and I suffered from this problem.

To be honest, it is really not easy to hold back until my age.Anyway, my peers, as far as I know, they relapsed many years ago. Some of them gave cheap ones to girls, and some cheated their little ones when they were in school. It's done.

But I have been suffering from this problem for so many years. I don’t have the courage to go to the lady. In fact, I have had such thoughts. I also know where the ladies gather. There are times when I couldn’t help it. I almost went in, but when I saw them beckoning me coquettishly, I suddenly lost my courage.

I almost succeeded once. The lady was an alley I often passed by when I was in school. That alley was basically full of street girls. As long as you walked through that alley, you could always hear an endless stream of shouting and shouting. It's like pulling you in to eat.

Every time I cross that narrow alley, I feel an adventure.

The whole is dirty, with jagged bricks all over the floor.They are all dressed very revealingly, those naked bodies, the cheap-looking stockings and suspenders, are constantly smudged and magnified in those proteins.Even the eyes are entangled and glued together, densely packed.Even the tiniest particle pores are blown open, jaws open, and wet.

I once walked in that Yanliu Alley, and met a girl from the neighbor’s house. She also passed there and avoided it. She was not embarrassed, but greeted me instead. I was so nervous that her eyes were like It was a large amount of chili powder sprinkled on me, which made me dare not look directly at it.I think she may have seen through everything about me.Made me shudder with chills.

I had a sad look on my face, and basically didn't squint.Feeling throbbing, every time is death in some sense.

I will never forget that lady.

That day, I didn't know where the impulse came from. I mustered up the courage and made up my mind. I secretly decided in my heart that no matter what, I must get things done today.

But when I came to that alley arrogantly, I suddenly lost my courage. Looking at their thick powder and those charming eyes, I was suddenly discouraged and walked through in a desperate manner.

I didn't expect to see her, she just sat there, motionless, others were soliciting business enthusiastically, but she was calm, just sitting there quietly, she was not wearing as enchanting as others, like a cheongsam or something The clothes made her look quiet and elegant, in stark contrast to those rouge and vulgar powder.

She also saw me, just gave me a look, smiled at me, and I stopped involuntarily.

I wanted to be more sophisticated in front of her.But as soon as she spoke, I found that I couldn't pretend in front of her.In her eyes, I'm afraid I have always maintained that pitiful look.

As someone said, that woman, even if I spend money on her, I can't be her master.

After following her into the small dark room, the picture in front of my eyes was always chaotic and foggy.Like floating on the river, cold and unreal.

Soon she was stripped naked.Stared at me badly and smiled.

Her snake-like body pressed against me.She began to undress me slowly.Lick my earlobe with her tongue, smacking it lightly.In retrospect, the only real thing was her snort in my ear.There was a burning sound like a flame.

She rides on me.When the face was very close, I found a small mole on her lip.That makes her look more voluptuous, sexy.Jumping like a fawn.

She hugged me with sweat and asked me why I chose her.

I stroked her face.My nervous heart jumped into my throat, and I stammered, I... I... I like your mole.

She smiled and said, it was the first time I heard someone say that.

Then, she took a look at my lower body, and said lightly, "The development is not bad."

I was at a loss, and regret gradually sprouted in my heart, feeling as if I was being prostituted by her.

"You won't be the first time?" She looked at me.

"Of course...of course not." I quickly argued.

She smiled a little, and I felt a little ashamed that she obviously didn't believe me.

"Are you on top or am I on top?" she asked calmly, like a procedure at work.

It's so cold that I can't feel the temperature at all.This is completely different from what I imagined.

I started to get dressed, and she asked me in surprise, "What's wrong with you?"

"I need to pee," I lied, "I have to pee."

She took a spittoon next to her and said, "Just pee here."

"I'm not used to it." I simply perfunctory her while hurriedly getting dressed.

She put down the spittoon suddenly, grabbed me, and said, "You don't want to give money, do you?"

I was taken aback, "But I didn't either..."

"Nothing?" she said. "If you touch it, you have to pay."

You have to pay if you touch it, and I remembered her because of this sentence.

Of course, I haven't been there since then, so I have always maintained a virgin body.

……

As soon as I went to the company on Monday, I found that the company had an unexpected visitor.

This unexpected guest was none other than Fatty Liu.

He was sitting in my office smiling and waiting for me.

"What kind of wind is blowing here today, it brought you here." I said.

"The wind that can blow me is probably above level ten." Fatty Liu laughed.

"Your boy must go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, so tell me, what's the matter here today?" I said.

"Why can't I come and see you?" the fat man said.

"Don't come here." I said, "If you come to see, you must not come to see me. Don't think I don't know."

The fat man smiled and said, "I am here to apply for a job today."

I was taken aback for a moment, and then suddenly realized that I should have thought of it earlier.

I looked up at Guo Xiaoting outside, and saw that she was looking at us worriedly. It seemed that she had already guessed the purpose of Fatty's visit.

(End of this chapter)