pamper little wife

Chapter 393 I Can’t Find Something to Replace You (2)
Standing on the bedside, Li Jinyang suddenly spoke with a strong nasal voice: "Look, Xixi, you can easily find something to replace me, but I still can't find something to replace you."

Mu Xi still didn't say a word, she smelled alcohol, very strong, and she didn't talk to people who were drinking.

Li Jinyang sat down heavily by the bed, stretched out his hand, and gently touched her face, "Xixi, I know you're not asleep."

Mu Xi frowned and tried not to make a sound or speak.

Li Jinyang lowered his head, and gently touched her cheek with his lips. The smell of alcohol fell asleep all over his body, and his movements poured into Mu Xi's nose. The smell from him.

Unexpectedly, that hand persistently chased after her, touching her face, touching her eyes, anyway, bit by bit, Mu Xi couldn't help it, opened her eyes suddenly, got up and sat down to push her away. hand and said, "You're drunk, don't touch me."

Li Jinyang's hand was hanging in the air, he retracted slowly, and suddenly smiled lowly: "Baby, I knew you were not asleep..."

Mu Xi looked at him with a cold face, and didn't speak. She didn't know what Li Jinyang was thinking. Her heart was about to be broken by the torment, but he could still talk to her like a normal person. Was it because of him? In his heart, she was his pet that he coaxed when he thought of it, but left aside when he couldn't think of it?Mu Xi knew that Li Jinyang must have never thought about what was in her heart every time she was forced to give up her dream. She felt that the world was gloomy and her eyes could not see any color.

Mu Xi doesn't know if she can only depend on him to live her own life in this life, she doesn't understand, she just wants to do what she likes, and wants to develop her career and her future with her own efforts, why can't she always wish?
Li Jinyang stretched out his hand to her, wanting to pull her, but Mu Xi backed away unobtrusively, with no expression on her face, she didn't want him to touch her, not at all.When she saw him, she would think of the notice that she had no chance to continue.

But even if Li Jinyang drank wine, he was not so easy to pass. When the two interacted, Li Jinyang never gave up until he reached his goal. His long arms passed Mu Xi who was pulled away by Mu Xi, and pulled her firmly and slowly. To himself, forcibly dragged into his arms.

Mu Xi turned her face away, she didn't want to look at his face, she didn't even want to hear her panting, she really didn't want to see a person who stifled her hope and made her fall into despair.

Li Jinyang fixed her waist with one hand, touched her face with the other, and said in a low voice: "Baby, don't be angry with me, can we have a good talk?"

Mu Xi really didn't think there was anything to talk to him about, and she didn't want to talk, but Li Jinyang didn't let her go, he talked to her intermittently, from the first time he saw her to when she was in SARS. Mu Xi felt that he was drunk and wanted to break away from him. Li Jinyang hugged him even tighter and didn't intend to let go. He continued to tell her that she was not good when she was a child, and that she was not good at her age. Small but big-tempered, it's just a small firecracker, which explodes at one touch.

Mu Xi listened with a cold face, but did not speak. Li Jinyang turned her face and looked at her cold face: "Baby, let's not be angry, okay? Just say something to me... little girl, you Why are you so cruel? You don't miss me at all, do you?"

Mu Xi originally planned not to say a word, but in the end she replied dryly, "I don't want to."

When Li Jinyang heard her voice, he smiled softly: "Baby, Xixi, what should I do if I miss you? It's so unfair, I miss you so much, but you don't miss me at all, Xixi, it's not fair ..."

Mu Xi stopped talking again, and Li Jinyang didn't force her. He held her hand and stood up slowly. Mu Xi sat on the bed without moving, but just looked at him coldly.

Li Jinyang stood opposite her. He was very tall standing in front of Mu Xi who was sitting, which made Mu Xi feel extremely depressed. She frowned and wanted to lie down to sleep. Li Jinyang suddenly called her name: "Xixi."

Mu Xi looked up at him, and then, she saw Li Jinyang suddenly knelt down on one leg in front of her, and at some point in his hand, there was a small beautiful box in his hand. He looked into her eyes and said, "Xixi, I know you I'm sad, you're angry, and I know I chose the wrong time, but Xixi, I have no choice."

Mu Xi's face lost all color in an instant, and her whole body was trembling uncontrollably. The hands on both sides supported her body and quietly moved to the other end of the bed, trying to seize a chance to escape.

Li Jinyang looked at her and continued: "Xixi, I don't want to make you sad, even a little sad is not what I want..."

Mu Xi's hands were tightly clenched into fists, and with a trembling voice, she said eagerly, "I'm not sad, I'm not sad, I'm just disappointed. Li Jinyang, you will never understand me, I am in your eyes, Forever just a naive kid and everything I do is bullshit and doesn't mean anything to you. I know you're rich and powerful and I only have one brother and nothing else, I know I will never be able to escape from your palm, but I should have resigned myself to my fate a long time ago." She paused, slowed down her speech, and gradually regained her composure: "I always thought that I hated Ye Pingnan to death, he was looking forward to my mother Death is not good for me, it made me think that I am not his daughter, but do you know why I am always willing to go back to Ye's house? Because although Ye Pingnan treats me badly, beating or scolding, but he will never pinch me. Break my dream."

Mu Xi looked up at Li Jinyang's slightly pale face, and said, "Li Jinyang, do you know why I desperately want to go to the military academy? I just don't want to be in the situation I am today. I have nothing, and my mother is sick. The only thing I have is What I want is my body. In the first year of junior high school, I accidentally saw my mother sleeping with a man, and then the man gave her money. At that time, I realized that my tuition was paid for by her sleeping with the man. It is because of me I saw it, so she never slept with anyone again, so she has no money to pay my tuition... Li Jinyang, you must not know that you changed my wish and changed my life for the rest of my life. I am afraid that I will be forced by money. I can’t say that I’ve followed my mother’s path again, but I know that I’ve lost my own life.”

(End of this chapter)