pamper little wife

Chapter 394 I Just Because I Love You

Mu Xi looked up at the corner of the wall and said without moving: "If I had gone to a military academy, I would be very happy now, even if there was only one person, but what I do must be what I am willing to do and like. I am making my own decision instead of being screened by you. If I had gone to a military school, I would not have to worry about my tuition fees, living expenses, I would not have to look at other people’s faces, and I would not have to worry about whether I want it or not. I don't even have the right to live in school. I must regard you as the most important person in my life. I will be grateful to you and respect you. I will be grateful to you until I die, but Li Jinyang, I have no way to thank you, I Hate you even, because you ruined all my hopes, ever and now!"

Li Jinyang's face was as white as paper, and the hand holding the box was trembling slightly. The thumb on the buckle no longer had the courage to open the box, and his half-raised hand was slowly lowered. He moved his Adam's apple heavily, and his voice was hoarse and soft. He said with difficulty: "Xixi, I'm sorry..."

Mu Xi shook his head, looked at him and said, "There's nothing to be sorry for. The relationship between us is like a war, but I've always been the loser. I'm just worried about my short life. I really hope that I can live a hundred years and die a year later than you, so that I can get rid of you for one year..."

"Xixi!" Li Jinyang stared into her eyes, his eyes were reddish, and his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly make a sound, "Don't do this to me...I just love you! I love you..."

Mu Xi looked at him and shook his head again: "You love me? Li Jinyang, you don't love me. Why do you love me? I have nothing worthy of your love. Many people say I'm stupid. I didn't admit it before, old man Arguing with others, I thought I was smart, but now I understand, I am really stupid. There are many girls from rich and powerful families who have banquets, why do you have to find me? To put it bluntly, I have no family background. There are so many women with complicated backgrounds, even if they have a brother now, it is not recognized by the law. To put it bluntly, I am the daughter of a poor family. I can't do anything about you. Even if you don't want to, just kick him away, but You have to be scruples if you change someone else’s house. Do you dare to treat Jiang Yan like this? Of course you don’t. You’re afraid that their family will trouble you after she was scalded. But what about me? Even my life can be changed at will Yes, Li Jinyang, do you really love me? Everyone says you are good to me, but why do you always hinder me when you are good to me? I never get what I really want, and what I really want has never been realized ..." She looked at the box he held in her hand and said, "I won't marry you, and I won't marry anyone if I marry you, you executioner who specializes in destroying my dreams!"

Li Jinyang stared at her with reddish eyes, and said with difficulty: "Mu Xi, you don't have to love me, you don't have to believe me, but... But you can't squander my love at will, you can't, you can't trample on me so cruelly." Sincerely. I just love you, I just don't want you to leave, that's all, it's not as complicated as you think...Xixi, how could you... How could you misinterpret my mind like this?"

Mu Xi looked straight into his eyes, and looked at him without fear: "Whether it's a misunderstanding or not, we all know it."

Li Jinyang's head lowered slowly, and then he stood up slowly, holding the box in his hand tightly, turned around, and walked slowly towards the door, his steps were a little staggering, his voice was hoarse and vicissitudes: "Xixi, I think I scared you too hastily, I'm sorry. I want myself to think about it and be quiet for a while. I'll go back first, you lock the door, pay attention to safety, remember to call Murong if you need anything."

Then, Mu Xi heard the sound of closing the door, and then the door was closed. She sat there without moving, but tears fell drop by drop, dripping on the quilt covering her knees. She didn't understand why it was so obvious. He was too aggressive, obviously he destroyed her ideal time and time again, obviously he didn't respect her wishes, yet he put on that expression.Mu Xi was shocked by the astonishing sadness in his eyes. It was the Li Jinyang she had never seen before. He was so weak that he would fall down if pushed, and the steps he took seemed to weigh a thousand catties.

Mu Xi fell on the bed, from crying silently to bursting into tears, she finished accusing him, but she was not relieved, but fell into an inexplicable uncomfortable emotion, her throat seemed to be blocked by a stone, which made her unable to breathe She was so angry that she hadn't cried like this for a long time, so she was out of breath. After crying, she began to vomit, one after another, and finally she couldn't vomit anything. The bedroom smelled sour. Lying upright on the bed, he choked from time to time, then turned over, hugged the big bear doll beside him, and closed his eyes.

The day of the banquet was gloomy for many consecutive days. Mu Xi got up the next morning, opened the door and found that it was raining outside, because she cried a lot last night and didn't sleep well, her red and swollen eyes made people see Then she knew that she must have stayed up all night. She sniffed and her nose was a little stuffy. Mu Xi knew that she must have caught a cold. She ran to pour water by herself and looked for medicine in the medicine box of the cabinet. After reading the instructions, she thought Every kind of medicine can cure her nasal congestion. She didn't know how to choose. In the end, she took out a bottle at random and unscrewed the cap. The white pills were filled with a pungent medicine smell. Mu Xi poured the medicine out, and the result was With a shaking of her hand, the small white pills were scattered all over the floor. She looked down at the medicine on the ground and was stunned for a while, then dropped the medicine in her hand suddenly, turned around and lay down on the bed, crying .

Mu Xi's mood was even more gloomy than the weather outside. She kept holding a breath in her throat, and she couldn't get it out no matter what she did. She was forced by her own emotions and couldn't find any breakthrough. It seemed that only crying loudly could ease it. Her irritable mood.After crying, she sat on the bed in a daze, the rain outside kept falling, Mu Xi wiped away her tears, got up to wash her face, locked the door and went out for a drive, she didn't know where she was going, Without a goal, it's like a headless chicken.

Mu Xi had two classes in the morning, but she skipped classes. This was the first time Mu Xi skipped classes in the true sense since she was in college for three years. She didn't ask for leave, but she was in a bad mood and really didn't want to go to class.

The cute red penguin car was driving slowly on the road, and the car behind was honking its horn in a hurry, but Mu Xi ignored it, since she couldn't hear people scolding her anyway.It was raining and the road was still a bit slippery, so she didn't dare to drive fast.

(End of this chapter)