paranoid pet

Chapter 12 Going Further

It's autumn, and the leaves are not yet yellow.

The forest was very quiet. When Xia Shichu walked to the depths, the big tree stood there. It was a tall and straight pine, and the position in front was covered by fallen leaves. There was no trace of people coming here.Xia Shichu squatted down in a trance. He was sitting here that day, with an extremely relaxed posture. No, at first he still gave off a dangerous signal like an offended little beast. Maybe he relaxed after realizing that he had no malice. into his territory.

I also talked to myself, a lot, much more than the first time I met until now.

He wore a white shirt for the first time, in the examination room

"Do you have a pen?"

"Thank you" sounds great,
The second time, in the alley, under the dim light, he was as handsome as a god, and the moon shone coldly, shining on his face, which looked really good.

And here, when he said this and asked her, she still half understood it now, and she was very obedient.

not here

Forget it
Stepping on the leaves, deviated from the original place.

The air was much colder, the footsteps on the leaves could not be heard, the corners of his black clothes were blown up by the wind, his brows and eyes were indifferent, his face was like frost, his brows and eyes were cold and arrogant, the whole figure was like a sculpture with his head bowed, his eyes waved indifferently Just looking at those trampled leaves.

The little prey has run into its own territory
For a long time, he dropped his shoulders decadently, squatted halfway, picked up a leaf, and said softly in an enigmatic tone
"Are you happy being stepped on by her, I envy you so much" the tone was low, the white and blue finger bones slid, crushing the leaves with the most ruthless strength.

When Xia Shichu returned to the dormitory, he didn't see Xia Tian.Su Ran and Zhao Xuepan in the bedroom
Xia Shichu asked, "Have you two had a good meal?"

Su Ran: "Well, yes, isn't Xia Tian with you?"

"Ah, her father came to find her and went out." What is the role of the father? Is it as silent and deep as a mountain in the composition?

Xia Shichu was silently sitting at his table, trying to recall, whether there were two roles of father and mother in his mind, no, no, it seemed that the grandma next door took her, and the village chief's grandfather and his family took care of her, then I The life experience is that their parents died of illness?How come the relatives on both sides of the parents have never appeared.
The more I thought about it, the more ridiculous I felt, and I laughed out loud, Xia Shichu, Xia Shichu, what are you thinking, what do you think you are, do you still have a strange life experience, and your parents are still alive?Joke, born but not raised, what do you expect?
The two of them didn't bother her, because everyone knew that Xia Shichu was an orphan. They didn't even mention the joys of the family. Seeing Shichu's gloomy face, the two of them were doing their own things very quietly.

Xia Shichu became more and more indifferent. He packed his schoolbag expressionlessly, prepared the books he needed to read for evening self-study, carried the schoolbag on his back, pretended to be relaxed and happy, and turned his head to smile at them: "I'm going to go to evening self-study."

Two people: "OK~"

走远
Su Ran stared blankly at the bedroom door: "Did you find that she was so sad at the beginning of the time, and she made me feel so uncomfortable when she laughed?"

"Well, every happiness will deposit a sadness. The more happiness, the more sadness will roll like a snowball. Maybe, in the end, it will become an avalanche. Every happiness will be every snowflake after the avalanche. "

"What book have you read recently, why is it a little sad for you?"

"Utopia"

"." I just listen to it, I won't look at it.

There was silence in the classroom, and there was the sound of the round pen tip sliding on the paper. The place on the right of Xia Shichu was empty. Shichu seemed to be used to it, but it was only a day. Xia Shichu forced himself to ignore the emptiness in his heart. How can a person who grows up alone depend on others.

Read the book step by step and brush up the questions.

After class is noisy, everyone chats after studying, chases and fights, the excitement belongs to them, and the study belongs to Xia Shichu.Studying is Xia Shichu's trump card, and he is also a study committee member. There is no boss Lu Shijing next to him today, and everyone happily came to ask Xia Shichu questions.Xia Shichu was 'flattered' to explain the topic to them.

Don't ask why 'they', the ones who ask Xia Shichu are basically male and female students, and they prefer to ask Gongli.

Hey, the world
"Jingle bell~"

The evening self-study is released.

Xia Shichu stayed until the end as usual, the sparse crowd waited until everything was quiet, Xia Shichu packed his books and went back, walking slowly, it was getting cold, and he was going to buy a coat.

There were so few people on the road, Xia Shichu felt very peaceful in his heart, this is how the world should be, quietly, everyone quietly.

The shadows are cut together, inseparable.Xia Shichu heard light cat-like footsteps behind him.

he came

Xia Shichu uncontrollably burst into a small smile, the corners of her lips were gently pulled up, she didn't move, she just raised her head slightly to look at the bright and cold moonlight, it's a good look, with a voice that only two people can hear, she whispered softly softly said:

"You came?"

The people behind seemed not expecting the girl to speak, so they paused before saying
"Hmm~"

A little hoarse, I don't know if I didn't sleep well.

"Is there something wrong, you didn't come to class~"

"."

After a long silence, Shi Chu thought that he would not answer any more.

He replied, ".um"

Shi Chu secretly thought, does he only say um?
So I asked again, "Does your hand still hurt?"

"."

silence,

Shi Chu didn't hear his [um] again, so he stopped and turned to face the boy.

The boy in front of her was in a daze, Xia Shichu stopped and he also stopped, his eyes were dull and confused, his original eyes were cold and poisoned, she remembered that his eyes were light brown, which made his eyes more pale indifferent.Now he is ignorant with water in his eyes, probably because he doesn't understand something.

Maybe he didn't hear: "Does it still hurt?"

He confirmed again, and the little prey in front of him asked him obediently,
Does it hurt, hand?

She asked me if my hands hurt

In this barren world of mine, there is darkness everywhere, the girl in front of me, she is standing in front of me softly, he carefully discerns the expression of the girl in front of me.

worried?
Let's just think so, never mind her, I just think so.It doesn't matter if the land is full of barren land, or it doesn't matter if life and death are crazy.My desolate and ruthless life finally came through a ray of sunshine, and I wanted this ray of sunshine, even if it was just a little bit of temperature.Hold her, I don't want to go to hell, it's so cold in here.

At the beginning of summer, I'm so cold
The ice in the eyebrows and eyes melted away, showing warmth all the way.Lu Shijing looked down at her and extended his arm to her

"?"

Xia Shichu was stunned, looking at the hand in front of him, the black sleeve, and the thin clothes lines on the wrist.Clenched half a fist in his hand, his slender jade-like five fingers curled up, giving off a cold air.

What a beautiful hand~
This is an injured hand. I remember that in the alley, he was cut on this hand, and he also cut a mark on his hand to force him to go to the hospital.

At the beginning of Xia Shi, he laughed. He grabbed his hand in a mysterious way, tapped his fingertips, and pulled his clothes up. It was very dark, and his injuries could not be seen clearly through the street lamps. All he knew was that his arms were white, much whiter than hers. All the girls I've seen are white.

The white eyes hooked Xia Shichu's mind, and the unknown fragrance on his body, which was very faint but smelled good, made Xia Shichu's mind even more unclear.

According to memory, when I touched it with my fingertips, there were scabs, which seemed a little thinner than what I saw that time.

Dazed, warm fingers gently rubbing against his wound, Lu Shijing, who didn't care much about this small wound at first, felt itchy, and felt an unbearable itching in his heart.

"." Xia Shichu regained consciousness under his extremely enthusiastic gaze, and suddenly pulled his hand back, his face became hot and steamy, and even his fingertips were burned.After meeting his ignorant and sincere eyes, she felt even more shameless.

He walked forward in embarrassment, secretly annoyed at what he was doing just now.Lu Shijing wouldn't hate her, right? He hated people approaching him very much. He still remembered that his classmates were going to touch him, and he was so cold that he wanted to kill him and spit out [Get out].

what to do~
Are you going to be hated?

i don't want to be hated by him

How to do

She listened carefully to the footsteps behind her, did she?
It's so quiet, did you hear me wrong?
She was anxious and annoyed: "Lu Shijing~" Worried and frightened, she turned her head abruptly.The boy with the bright moon stood in front of him.

Xia Shichu looked at him with warmth in his eyes.

"Yeah" is cold and lingering, lingering and reassuring.

Xia Shichu raised his eyebrows happily, then lowered his head in embarrassment, turned around and walked forward, there seemed to be light ahead.

it's good that you are here
she thought silently.

The road is so short, it won't take long to arrive, looking at the building not far away, there are still a few people there, Xia Shichu didn't dare to get closer.just stopped.She turned her head to look at him, still smiling softly.

Lu Shijing thought silently, she probably knew that she looks good when she smiles, so she smiled at him, and the pool of secluded water swayed unsteadily, and a pool of lotus flowers bloomed, splashing on the white and flawless rice paper like ink. In reality, the stability of this life blooms like a peach blossom overnight.

He heard her voice as soft as water, "I'm here, you go back quickly"

He looked up at the brightly lit dormitory building, and it turned out that it was here, what a pity.

He nodded, as if remembering something, reached out to grab her right hand, spread her palm, and wrote a series of numbers on it.Very slowly, very slowly, Xia Shichu's palms were itchy and his face was hot.

1-3-9
He wrote slowly, his movements were gentle and elegant, and every stroke was extremely serious.

After finishing writing, he let go of his hand and looked at her seriously.The crouching silkworm at the beginning of Xia Shiwan bent, opened his small mouth, and compared the four words [telephone number] in the oral test.

"Yeah..." Lu Shijing nodded obediently, with bangs sticking obediently on his forehead, covering his eyebrows, with a youthful look.

Before she could speak, she turned her head and left.The slender legs step out step by step with nobility and arrogance.In the wind, the whole person is indeed so thin that he will be blown down by the wind, and will be blown away with the wind in the next second.

Are you shy?
The pace is messed up

Shi Chumo climbed the stairs back to the dormitory with the number on his back, and immediately saved it on his phone.

[Remarks: Lu Shijing] After thinking about it, I felt embarrassed and added a 1 in front.

After it was over, I felt that my fingertips were burning hot, and I thought of the hand I touched on his arm, and the number he wrote on the palm, the feeling of touch was still there.

His hands are so cold,
At the beginning of time, it was as if his whole body was on fire.

Ah for what.

Lu Shijing went back, didn't go anywhere, and went straight back to his apartment, the scar on his arm was still itchy, making his heart itch.After taking a shower in the air-conditioning, he curled up in the bedroom holding his phone, the faint blue light flickered, Lu Shijing didn't change his position, just curled up and waited like this, he pressed the phone one by one, and he clicked on it bit by bit. on. It's 11 o'clock,
23.30 passed
Minute by minute, time goes by, and now it goes extremely slowly.

Minute by minute, the coldness on Lu Shijing's face became heavier and heavier, the corners of his lips were drawn into a line, his knuckles turned blue, his finger bones cracked, and the violent factors in his body sprang up little by little.
The eyes are full of absurdity, the sun shines in, if you save me, you will also kill me, right? He closed his eyes fiercely, all thoughts were lost.But he didn't want to let go of the phone.

Oh, Lu Shijing, how ridiculous.

When he opened his eyes again, his brows and eyes were frosty, cold and arrogant.

[Thank you, come to class tomorrow?
good night.

——Early Summer]

Spring flowers are falling all over the sky, the sun is shining golden, and the weather is getting warmer.

He smiled: I will give you my life, okay?

still go back to her

"Um"

Well, no thanks.

Well, come on.

OK, good night.

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