paranoid pet

Chapter 4 Military Training Storm
Everyone's youth can't escape a love.There is love, affection, joy, and happiness here, but there is no eternity.

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It was only later that Xia Shichu realized that the first year of senior high school was relaxed and joyful, unlike the dull senior year of high school, where he was immersed in the sea of ​​questions and didn't need to worry about the future, and everyone was still a good person.Girls think about how to attract the attention of the boys they like, and boys also think about how to attract the girls they like, and they also talk about a certain youthful restlessness.Some people hide their love in their hearts, and some people speak out their inner secrets as a joke at a party, pretending that nothing happened, and they don't care.Because of this, the shackles that were pressing on the bottom of my heart were released, no one would believe it, and there was still room for self-esteem to be preserved...

Later, Xia Shichu often wanted to go back to the past, back to that dim afternoon, everything was back to the beginning, the person she loved was still there, and she was also a little girl who was looking forward to the future. Xia Shichu knelt down piously and kowtowed in the temple of Xishan to pray for the Buddha, "Buddha, can you let me go back, he is still waiting for me, I can only go back to him, he is still waiting for me, he is waiting I'm in a hurry, Buddha, I beg you...let me go back...

What I have planted in previous lifetimes is concern
The little monk turned his head, the voice of chanting became hoarse
There is no one else in this temple Bodhi will not cross him

This wind is still blowing whose life is messed up
I kept my long hair and put away the wooden fish

There is no one under Bodhi
spend a few more summers
Are your eyes still red?

he is no more
Why don't I cross him?

Bodhi does not cross him

Why don't I cross him...

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During the military training for freshmen, the school recruited a boy from the rocket class to give a speech as a representative of outstanding freshmen. Later, this boy became the class monitor in one go.

But everyone in Xia Shichu's dormitory knew that the school first looked for Lu Shijing and Xia Tian, ​​but one ignored the other and refused...

The 15-year-old Xia Shichu knew the charm of power for the first time...

The first few days of military training were full of scorching sun. In summer, I used sunscreen and the like, so I didn’t get tanned at the beginning of summer.

When it came time to practice the right step, a class was divided into good and bad teams. Because Xia Shichu's body was relatively weak, the feeling of training was not very standard, so she was assigned to the poor team.

Xia Shichu, who was always excellent and used to it, felt very ashamed, and felt that being assigned to the poor row was like being humiliated by the instructor.

Of course, she knew that there were some external factors in it.

Xia Shichu stood in the queue, sometimes behaved well, went back, and was called out again.Every moment, every moment, Xia Shichu felt like he was being kicked around like a ball...Under the scorching sun, he walked forward again, Xia Shichu looked serious, raised his hand and shook his arm , kicking, smashing.Stepping on the floor...

The instructor held the water bottle and said, "Go back to practice and come over later"

"What didn't I do well?" Xia Shichu's face was unyielding, tenacious, and proud. He straightened up and looked directly into the instructor's eyes without the slightest timidity.

"Arms not raised"

"How high do I want to raise?" retorted, she knew she was doing well, but she refused to accept it. Although Xia Shichu was timid at her age, she worked hard and no one could say no... She knew that she had strong self-esteem , will not bow.

"This is the way to go." The instructor made a demonstration and asked Xia Shichu to go to the bad queue. Every time Xia Shichu trained, he had an unyielding energy.

She has only one idea, why do you say that I can't do it, I can't do it, why do you say that I can't do it well... You didn't teach me, you have to order me in the tone of a superior, why did I convince you, you are not a Real soldier, you are not!
This instructor threw the students to another instructor, but he was picky.

Xia Shichu held back his breath, and every time he took a step, the indifference in Xia Shichu's bones became more intense. She never realized that she was changing, and the indifference in her bones was aroused by the dirty things in this world bit by bit. come out……

I was also stimulated by another instructor during training.

"If you don't give me a good practice, I'm kicked out, so I have the nerve to rest. Here, you are the worst soldiers in the army. Look, everyone who is doing well is resting there. Shame on you, no, I don't know." For you, you are willing to be a soldier and do it well for me. If you can’t do it well, why can’t you rest and practice quickly..."

Xia Shichu's eyes were sore. When a person just arrived in the city, the grievance of being considered poor all turned into tears and welled up in his eyes, but he suppressed them tightly, not showing any sadness, holding back a burst of energy, and moved neatly.I was recommended by another instructor during the training.

"I want someone here, come here, yes, it's you." The instructor held a half bottle of water in his hand, grinning...

"........."

Xia Shichu stood still, life is really funny, I don't want to go, but you tell me to go, I won't go, I don't care...

"Didn't hear? In the past, what, you have a problem with me?" The instructor swallowed, with a disdainful expression.

"I'm not going." For the first time in Xia Shichu, he dared to confront and refute.

"Go back! Obey the order!" The instructor who had been leading Xia Shichu gave her an order, and Xia Shichu deeply endured thousands of dissatisfaction.Under the scorching sun, Xia Shichu said:
"Yes"

You are my superior and I obey orders.

ran to the queue.

"Some people don't be unconvinced, stay here if you do well, and let the bad pass." The instructor intentionally or unintentionally.

Xia Shichu turned a deaf ear to it. During the entire military training period, even at night, when all the troops gathered together to sing military songs, she couldn't feel happy. When I first knew, she would never be such a girl.Her only happiness is that they all come to accompany her in summer, and a few of them go to drain water and go to the toilet together.

Half of the time later, the class was not selected for military training performances, and the subsequent military training was half rest and half military training.What is more decent is to stand in the military posture for half an hour at [-] o'clock in the morning, and for half an hour in the squatting posture.When standing in the military posture, the sweat that slides down the thighs from the inside of the trousers feels really refreshing.I heard that there were military training performances and aerial photography, and the No. [-] Middle School at that time stole the limelight...

The military training is over and liberated.She came here full of joy and hope, but the beginning was not good at all...

Also, the pretty boy didn't come, and no one knew why. The 15-year-old Xia Shichu didn't know what she liked. She just thought that the boy was very beautiful, so she remembered...

Getting textbooks, Xia Shichu likes to read and study, because compared with her classmates who are excellent in all aspects, what can she compare with?She doesn't know what else to do besides study herself?Only by reading, learning can make me quiet, get rid of impetuousness, and the darkness that pops up from time to time in my heart...

Sailing against the current, she can only move forward but not retreat...

"Xiao Chu, do you want to run for the class?" Xia Tian came over and picked Xia Shichu's hair... Xia Shichu looked up from the book.

Xia Shichu looked up from the book, Rourou refused: "No, I'm not suitable"

"If you don't try it, how do you know it won't work?"

"My character is not suitable" or refused.

Su Ran, who was reading novels on the other side, also said, "Try it, it just happens to develop your temper."

"You go to Xiaochu and train people," Zhao Xuepan also advised
Xia Shichu wrinkled his nose, "It's really not good" hesitating

"........."

"Okay, I'll give it a try" Everyone is unfamiliar, what if they don't choose me?very embarrassing...

"Well, that's right." The whole dormitory looked at her like a baby, Xia Shichu's face was hot, and he was still a little shy...

It was the first class, and Xia Shi came to the classroom quietly. Most of the people were still excited about the start of school. Maybe it was because of their comrades-in-arms for three years. Cheerful boys and girls played together and became friends... There are still a small number of people How nice it is for people to study in a quiet corner, to study...

She saw that beautiful boy, in the left corner at the back, with an indifferent face, delicate white face, handsome and lifeless, like an outsider, ignoring the excitement around him, only existing in his own spiritual world, you don't know his Wherever you look, you can't get close to him... Xia Shichu found a middle seat and sat down, and started the three years of high school that she thought would be smooth sailing.

The class teacher is the director of the Academic Affairs Office and a male math teacher.The class selection officers are undoubtedly those who are particularly lively during the military training, generous, cheerful and lively... Even Xia Shichu wants to become such a person, who doesn't like it... Xia Shichu still didn't go to the class selection cadres, even if his roommate I said it, but the things in my bones can't be changed with just a few words. The only thing Xia Shichu wants to do is to study hard for three years in high school, go to the best university in China, and become an influential person.

Single table for one person, good relationship is the next table.Xia Shichu's next table is the monitor.

"Hello, I'm Gong Li, rounded up we are at the same table, we will get along well in the future." He is generous, has a bright smile, has a pear nest, is also a good-looking boy, and is more sunny, maybe many girls like this Bar……

"Hi, I'm Xia Shichu"

"Oh, you are the third, I am two points higher than you, what a little girl." Xia Shichu was stunted at the time, and all indicators were lower than girls of the same age... During the three years, these people can be said to have witnessed What they didn't know about Xia Shichu's growth was that in the past three years, although that person was cold and lifeless, he took good care of Xia Shichu... Even after Xia Shichu thought of it, he couldn't help but kiss him He kissed and hugged the man next to him, and murmured unspoken love words in a low voice.

Xia Shichu took out a pen, wrote his name under the textbook, and replied seriously: "Well, thank you, you are fine too."

"That boy looks so good, I think I like him very much"

"Lu Shijing, it's really beautiful"...

Many similar words often sound around...

Their three years, it all started... right...

　Xia Shichu is sometimes a rebellious and extreme girl, but most of the time she is a coward.

　　She was afraid and concerned about Lu Shijing secretly.

　　Of course, you have to study hard and work hard to meet someone you like

　　
　
(End of this chapter)