paranoid pet

Chapter 50
Xia Shichu was lying on the table like Lu Shijing, but now the boy was not asleep like before. After Xia Shichu's unremitting efforts, the boy's routine was "thought" to be corrected in Xia Shichu.

Dazed in a daze, Xia Shichu thought that when he woke up yesterday afternoon, the boy was sitting on the sofa, looking at his test paper. Xia Shichu went over to read it. It was still a familiar formula, which could solve a problem in two or three steps. Xia Shichu Sitting next to him and watching him solve problems for the first time, my thinking was completely taken away, and I entered a perfect thinking world.

As he was writing, Lu Shijing felt that it was all a routine, so he didn't want to do it. Xia Shichu's thoughts were stopped abruptly, so he went to grab his hand and said softly, "Write it again, I still want to write it down." Look."

His indifferent eyes glanced at Juanzi's mouth, expressing that he didn't want to.

"Do it again, please"

"." It's so soft, Lu Shijing blinked, suppressed the corners of his raised lips, and picked up the scroll to write. It was not convenient, so he shrunk down from the sofa and sat cross-legged, and Xia Shichu also sat down cross-legged afterward. , Watch him write papers.

For dinner, the two of them ate the leftovers at noon. When they were about to leave, Lu Shijing brought a set of materials to Xia Shichu, and said in a clear and charming voice, "Do this"

Xia Shichu took it over, opened it and took a look at it, the question is so confusing~
Look up and smile: "Thank you"

The boy said coldly, "Yeah" and then he was obedient, "Just make two pictures a week."

The girl also listened obediently, complaining silently in her heart: It’s so winding and difficult, it’s only possible to make one piece a week~
Still obediently agreed: "Okay".

Lu Shijing helped her pack her things, took her bag, and led her out. The temperature outside was completely different from indoors. Xia Shichu shrank coldly. Lu Shijing took her hand and held it tightly. Seriously and lovingly warming her hands.

Xia Shichu felt more and more that Lu Shijing was getting tired of him, so he insisted on coaxing Lu Shijing back from the cold wind for half an hour.

There are also bitten bread, milk, and water. Xia Shichu's belated shyness turned his head away from the table, and spurned himself, warning himself: I can't think about it anymore.

Get up and study hard!

Xia Shichu noticed that there seemed to be something wrong with everyone's eyes. This kind of eyes was like a poisonous snake sticking to his body all the time, spitting out cold snake letters, thinking where to get it.

Especially when Xia Shichu went to the toilet, some girls on the road formed a group, looked at him from time to time, and then lowered their heads and clustered together to talk about these things.Xia Shichu frowned, always feeling weird, so he had to turn a blind eye and do his own thing. Within a few days, this kind of atmosphere more or less appeared in his class, and many students always dissected themselves with probing eyes.

Xia Shichu's questions were quite dull in this atmosphere, but even so, Xia Shichu knew that he was sitting up straight, so he didn't want to ask.

Xia Tian suddenly grabbed her at noon

"?What's wrong?"

Xia Tian hesitated "you know"

Xia Shichu smiled and shook his head, "I don't know, what do you want to tell me?"

Xia Shichu guessed that Xia Tian must have inquired about everything clearly, so it's better to listen to it by yourself, to save a lot of time to watch, and I'm still happy to listen to it conveniently.

"Say it, I can take it"

Xia Tian sighed, hesitated for a long time before saying, "Some information about your family has been reported in the school, do you want to listen to it?"

early summer nod

"That is, the most basic thing is your family's situation, and based on this, I made up some things"

"What's the situation at my house?"

"Well, it's about your orphan."

Xia Shichu listened silently, thinking about how this information got out, could it be that someone from my place came to study and pass on my news, and then laughed at himself, why did you pass on mine? Not a great person.

It must be too few questions.

"What else was added?"

Xia Tian looked distressed at Xia Shichu's pale little face, full of self-mockery and indignation, what the hell came out to spread rumors, annoying spirits, disgusting bastards.

Then he took Xia Shichu's hand and found that the girl's hand was cold, so he subconsciously covered her hand.Said: "Probably, they made up something about your mother as a mistress, your father as a gambler, you were abandoned, and the fake ones are going to die. I really don't know why these people like to do these things so much. They made up nonsense, Too low."

Xia Shichu was silent. Seeing Shichu like this, Xia Tian thought it was sad, so he quickly said, "No, Xiao Chu, don't feel bad, these people are boring to death, they are all fake, ignore them"

Xia Shichu looked up at the girl who was a head taller than him, and he felt warm in his heart, and said, "Whether my mother is a mistress, or whether my father is a gambler, I don't know, but I was indeed abandoned. "

Xia Tian felt very uncomfortable, "Oh, what are you talking about, don't think about it, our Xiao Chu is outstanding, they are all jealous of you and look up to you, so they arrange you, in fact, they all want to be you."

"Who wants to be an orphan~"

Xia Shichu smiled, and his smile was pale and mocking.

Xia Tian's heart tightened, who would want to have no parents?He also fell silent, and the two of them walked forward in silence, Xia Shichu shook his head, thinking that it was no big deal, the fact of more than ten years had passed, and he still hadn't accepted it, Xia Shichu, wasn't he hypocritical.Only then shook Xia Tian's hand and said, "I'm fine, really."

Xia Tian turned his head to see Xia Shichu on his neck, and thought to himself, it's not real, it's fake.

Or pretend to know and say: "Okay"

After walking for a long time, both of them were silent for a long time, Xia Tian suddenly said: "Everything lost will be gained in another way"

After a long time, nod.

Xia Shichu knows that those inferiority complexes that dare not put them on the bright side are rotten in the flesh, corrupted in the dark, can't be said, can't be exposed to the sun, they won't be drained, they will only be blown by the wind in the sun Standing up, with a rotten smell, no longer just rotten and stinking in a dark corner, but being blown to the world by the wind, being rejected by everyone, that's right, that's it, not being seen and criticized.
Back in the dormitory, as soon as the two of them opened the door, they saw Su Ran and Zhao Xuepan's worried expressions. Xia Shichu knew it instantly, he knew it~
helpless smile

"understood?"

Several people made eye contact, not knowing what to do, Xia Tian nodded, Su Ran and Zhao Xuepan asked: "Shi Chu, you know?"

Xia Shichu nodded, put down his schoolbag, and sat on his chair.

"Ah?! Xiao Chu, let me tell you, don't care about these messy people. If we don't listen or believe it, let them be mad!"

"Good~"

"What can't be killed will only make us stronger"

"Um"

"I knew that these things are not worthy of your ears, a waste of time, a waste of expression"

A few people nodded, yes, super wasteful.

Zhao Xuepan: "We heard these things today. When Xia Tian heard someone arrange you in the class, Xia Tian quarreled with them, and almost got into a fight. Fortunately, Teacher Mu came to stop him."

"??!" Xia Shichu looked at Xia Tian in shock, with huge fluctuations in his heart.

Xia Tian rubbed his head, felt his face was burning, and glared at Zhao Xuepan resentfully.There is nothing to say about quarrels and fights, and today I am ashamed in front of Mu Lin!It's the first time I saw Mu Lin so angry, it's very beautiful, but I feel very uncomfortable, I must be disappointed in myself.

Xia Tian still looked at the girl, who looked like she was about to cry, and felt embarrassed and flustered, so she comforted Xia Shichu and said: "It's not all because of you, these girls usually don't like my eyes, I've endured them for a long time, today I'm not nervous live"

"What happened to you and them?"

Xia Tian rolled his eyes, feeling disgusted even mentioning it.

Zhao Xuepan decided to say: "Because these girls don't like Xia Tian having a good time with boys, and they like to speak ill of Xia Tian behind their backs."

"."

"Oh"

Xia Tian patted his thigh: "That's right, it's boring, it can bother me, I like people to do it by themselves, but I don't dare to push it all on me, speechless!"

"Um"

Xia Shichu still wanted to say: "Maybe everyone cares about something different, don't worry about them, let's live our lives well."

"Yes" several people nodded

Before going to bed, Xia Shichu said to Xia Tian: "Thank you"

Xia Tian was taken aback for a moment, then said "small matter" uncomfortably

　We all have to live well!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)