paranoid pet

Chapter 57
The girl on the opposite side froze for a moment, as if she really thought of that unattainable boy, who was so indifferent to everyone, why he was so obedient and paranoid towards Xia Shichu? Every time Chen Shiyun sat in the back calmly, every time He watched the two of them every minute and every second. The boy moved softly and fell asleep at first, but every time Xia Shichu turned his head, he would wake up and meet the girl's eyes, but Xia Shichu just turned his head inadvertently. Every time he looked at the girl's head turned away, his eyes were full of reluctance and paranoia, even humbleness and pleading, but Xia Shichu couldn't see it. Every time Lu Shijing looked in his eyes, Chen Shiyun felt more envious and jealous of Xia Shichu. One point, that imbalance is like the venom released by a poisonous snake, slowly seeping into the heart
"Yes, I am so much better than you, family background, appearance, except for grades, how can you compare with me? Why does he only let you approach me? I feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable." Tears welled up in Chen Shiyun's eyes. blood red blood red.

Xia Shichu pursed his lips, and looked seriously at Chen Shiyun who was standing there. There were slap marks on his face, his hair was messed up, and his clothes were not neat. Maybe she stood here for a long time in order to find herself.

The voice is gentle, "The family background was given by your parents. You did not make good use of the conditions your parents gave you to become a healthy and excellent self. It is enough to prove that your parents protected you so well that you made mistakes, and you have to defend yourself, no matter who it is."

"I don't want to hear you teach me a lesson. If it wasn't for you taking over Lu Shijing, I would have done these things. If it wasn't for this, would my photos have been posted?!"

Xia Shichu sighed, feeling that he had a really good temper. When he met someone who was unreasonable, he could still maintain his rationality and talk to her calmly.

"I didn't take the photo with you. Now you should calm down. Who posted your photo, boyfriend?"

"He said no" was misled successfully, and the topic was off topic, Xia Shichu pulled her to sit down, Chen Shiyun avoided it defensively, and looked at her strangely.

"Sit down, aren't you tired from standing?"

"Oh~" Sit down obediently, and after realizing it, you want to stand up, what the hell, I'm here to settle accounts with you, what's going on while you're sitting here? ! !
Being held down by Xia Shichu again, why is a little girl so strong, Chen Shiyun was forced to sit for no reason.

Xia Shichu simply looked at Chen Shiyun who was sitting next to him: "Aren't you coming to class? It's been so long, it's time to pass"

Chen Shiyun was a little tired of Xia Shichu's meddling, and said reluctantly: "I won't come, my parents hate such a lowly thing, don't my classmates disgust me, why are you here? I Not so shameless."

Xia Shichu shook his head and nodded again, and stopped talking. The two of them were silent for a long time, and Xia Shichu suddenly said, "Lu Shijing and I are separated."

Chen Shiyun was taken aback, and said sarcastically, "You deserve it", after talking for a while, looking at Xia Shichu's lowered eyes, he felt a little pitiful, and frowned fiercely, it was so annoying, why is he showing this expression? I didn't make you separate, oh, no, it seems that I made you separate.

"Just because of a broken video, your relationship is too fragile. Let me say it first. I posted this video just to laugh at you, just to let everyone know that your family is not good, and I don't know why there are people on the Internet. I said so many messy things on the Internet, and I didn't mean it, although I really hope you break up, but this is not the reason why I posted the video," Chen Shiyun subconsciously explained.

Xia Shichu felt that Chen Shiyun was a good girl who was spoiled by her parents, very willful and proud, but not bad at all.

Xia Shichu shook his head, "It's not because of you, it's just that I suddenly realized that none of us can protect anyone now. If something happens, he will face more things. If I can't protect him, then at least I can't drag him down."

Chen Shiyun suddenly hated iron for being weak, and sneered, "You think too much"

"maybe"

Xia Shichu said again: "What will you do in the future?"

Chen Shiyun turned his head, "I don't know. I thought about dying two days ago. I couldn't bear to see my mother crying like that, but when I came to school, I wanted to die again. I felt like a dirty mouse. nausea."

Xia Shichu was frightened, and took her hand, "You can't die, you will regret it if you die, and you won't be able to come back at that time, your mother will be in great pain, we have an older sister, after she committed suicide, her mother drank pesticides and died. Then die, you can't do this"

Chen Shiyun turned his head amusedly, "What are you doing? I sent the video, and I caused you to separate from Lu Shijing. You should wish for me to die, but you are good. The spectators wish for me to die, but you, a victim, still want to save me , Are you being fooled?"

Xia Shichu still shook his head, "I hated you at first, but later I figured it out, we have to live in reality, what doesn't deserve is what doesn't deserve, and we'll wake up in a dream, it's not because of you that we separated, it's just that the video came out, I'll Woke up."

Chen Shiyun rolled her eyes, Xia Shichu thought so much, dreams are dreams, wouldn't it be better to do it for a while? "I know, I won't feel guilty, I won't seek death, I will go abroad, studying outside is better than living in the country." It’s so much easier this one.”

Xia Shichu looked at her and felt that her hair was messy, so he reached out to help her retie her hair. Chen Shiyun opened it first, and then Xia Shichu persisted in doing it. Chen Shiyun looked at the red mark on her fair hand, still hard Shengsheng stopped his movements and forced her to tie her hair hard.

"Okay, you have to be beautiful when you go abroad, work hard, and I will treat you to dinner when you return home."

Chen Shiyun nodded stiffly.

"You have to protect yourself outside. The law and order outside is not good. You have to be careful. No one can trust you. Do you understand?"

Chen Shiyun was not used to it and said impatiently: "Understood! You are so annoying"

Xia Shichu smiled tolerantly, "Study hard, I want to meet you who is very good."

After Xia Shichu finished speaking, he stood up on tiptoe, and gently hugged Chen Shiyun, "Goodbye, the wind is getting strong, let's go home." Xia Shichu let go of the stiff Chen Shiyun in his arms, turned and left.

Chen Shiyun sat on the stone pole sluggishly, Xia Shichu walked away, Chen Shiyun cried and laughed, and said "OK" softly, the wind was so strong that some osmanthus branches were broken, Chen Shiyun walked into the wind, found the green trash can, threw the knife in his arms into the trash can, the sharp knife collided with the plastic bucket, covered by the sound of the strong wind, Chen Shiyun turned his head and walked away with a smile in his eyes, there There was a glimmer of light, as if she had been redeemed, the girl touched the hair that had been taken care of by Xia Shichu, and whispered
"Xia Shichu, I'm sorry"

Stepping on the strong wind, I was sent home. When I got home, there was a beautiful woman and an indomitable man standing in the wind. I was anxious, distressed, and missed. Like waking up from a big dream, Chen Shiyun said: "Mom~Dad~"

The beautiful woman hugged the girl and cried, "Just come back, mom thinks of you, thinks of you."

The girl said "I will go abroad, I will go abroad to study hard"

"Okay, let's go abroad"

(End of this chapter)