paranoid pet

Chapter 78
Shi Chu's eyes were sore, dazed and confused, Shi Chu thought it was his own hallucination, and stared blankly at the black-clothed boy who was slowly walking in front of him, Grandma took Qionghua away, the boy in her dream came up.

There was a gentle smile on the corners of his lips, like a white and pure white viburnum, the boy in black gradually approached, his cold brows and eyes gradually became clear, his starry eyes twinkled, his lips tugged lightly, the initial indifference in his eyes slowly melted into water.

The black-clothed and hooded boy walked up to him, did he really come?

The fantasy gradually became reality, Shi Chu looked deeply at the boy in front of him, and reached out to touch the phantom.

Under the harsh winter, the black-clothed boy became more and more concrete, with sharp lines, yet with the softness of a teenager.

Originally thought that this phantom would be broken at the first touch, but the warmth of his subordinates in the cold reminded her again and again that he was here, and he was really here.

Suddenly she burst out laughing, skimming off the frost of February, she smiled softly: "You don't have much clothes on, are you cold?"

The blackness in the boy's eyes was still there, and he felt the girl's hands were cold, as if he hadn't recovered from the trance, and he hadn't recovered why he was here.

His dark eyes were fixed on Xia Shichu, but he still listened to the girl's words. She asked herself if she was cold?
Lu Shijing nodded obediently
"Well, cold"

You hug me, I'm so cold.

Shi Chu felt distressed and grabbed the boy's arm.

She said softly and ethereally, "Then I'll take you home, okay?"

Grandma is gone, I have a home with only myself, do you want to come, if you come, then you can't leave

The small face was so pale that there was no color, but Shi Chu's hand holding Lu Shijing was very tight, so tight that he was afraid that the boy in front of him would disappear if he let go.

Lu Shijing looked at the girl in front of him, whose whole body was white and numb. The bright white all over his body irritated his pupils. Lu Shijing's eyelids flickered slightly, and he stared at her densely.

The eyes of the girl in front of her were red and swollen from crying, and her thin body was about to be blown away by the wind in a second. Who was the white numbness all over her body? Who was the crying swollen eyes for? for whom
The girl in front of him was so fragile that he couldn't bear a single blow, Lu Shijing didn't dare to speak loudly, and silently held Xia Shichu's tightly clenched and trembling hand.Then the voice of cutting Frost, well-behaved and firm

"it is good"

The girl's eyelashes trembled, as if she had gained strength, she put down her guard, smiled slightly at the boy, and led the boy to her quiet and empty home.

It was light snow and sunny that day, and Grandma took the white viburnum and left.

It was snowing heavily today, and Lu Shijing came dressed in black.

In the snowy world, the whole world is covered with white cloth. Xia Shichu in white clothes and Lu Shijing in black clothes clasped his hands are walking in the wind and snow. Looking in a daze, the boy in black seems to be walking in the wind and frost alone. , but the temperature of the palms told each other that the other party was guarding by their side, not afraid of the wind and snow.

"squeak"

Shi Chu pushed open the door and looked at the empty and barren hall, Shi Chu's joy of seeing the boy in his heart was chilled by the eyes full of white flowers and poverty.

Yes, she remembered that she herself was a person who had nothing. There was a grandma in the past, but now she really has nothing. Why should she drag her favorite person down.

At the beginning of the hand loose

Lu Shijing's warmed eyes turned cold. Seeing Shi Chu's appearance, he really wanted to let me go again. The darkness that had been suppressed in his heart suddenly came up, and he was calmed down by the faint scent of soap on the girl's body.

The boy in black tightened Xia Shichu's hand slightly nervously, and said as gently as possible: "It's so windy outside."

Xia Shichu's hands trembled, knowing that Lu Shijing was wearing thin clothes, he was so distressed that he couldn't care about his fragile inferiority complex.

Hurrying to pull Lu Shijing into the room, Lu Shijing smiled triumphantly, and then closed the door tightly, afraid that Xia Shichu would be too lazy to shut himself out.

"?"

Shi Chu was slightly puzzled, and then Lu Shijing took the initiative to lead him to the stove.

At that time, the rural areas did not like to use induction cookers, and preferred to burn coal fires, because the machines with electricity at that time created a cold electrical era.

Being led to sit down, Xia Shichu thought in a trance that he was returning to Lu Shijing's house, and he was also brought to sit on the sofa by his master, but the slightly yellowed walls of the house and the blue-purple flames in front of his eyes Remind yourself that this is your home.

And Lu Shijing came from afar to hold my hand.

Shi Chu raised his head slightly, facing the black-clothed boy standing in front of him, the glass window could let in light, Lu Shijing's face seemed to be radiant, soft and handsome facing the light.

Shi Chu only knew that it was five or six hours' drive away from Lu Shijing's home. Why did he come here?

Shi Chu touched his hand carefully: "Why did you come here?"

There was a soft light in Lu Shijing's eyes, as well as a bottomless depth.

For what, I don't know, I don't know how to tell you

Said that the night I first snowed, I used a lot of strength to pinch you. Since then, I have been haunted by nightmares every night. The dreams are full of you crying and accusing me. so to you?

But I don't know why I treat you like this, maybe I hate you for abandoning me, you tease me again and again, I am angry that you provoke me, let me shine a little light into my dark life, and give me hope while giving me hope. And ready to abandon me at any moment, I am so angry, I want to destroy you with all my heart, turn you into a quiet corpse, take you back, hide, let you be with me day and night.

But seeing you gradually not breathing, the tenderness in your eyes is gone, your eyes are full of fear and fear, so scared that I thought you saw my white bones full of maggots, I thought this skin was rotten, you see with fear.
I panicked, I let you go, forget it, just let it go, I let you go, compared to the pain of my falling into hell, I would rather you live well, beautiful and gentle in the sun.

I stumbled away in a trance, and I seemed to hear your gentle and soft voice again, did you say: I'm sorry.

What are you saying I'm sorry, obviously I hurt you
I am afraid to dream of you who hate me again, I am afraid to dream of you who are desperate, so I stay up all night and night, until the last time I want to see you again, even if it is you who hate me, I want to go I see, but in the end, when insomnia becomes a habit, I will never see you again.

In the deep snow, I checked your information day and night, I came here in a trance, I came here impatiently, and walked around a few intersections, only to see you standing in the wind and snow The intersection will disappear in the next second.

Just like you who disappeared in an instant in my dream.

I am terrified, but meanly waiting for you to take my hand.

The young man's brows and eyes were cold, and there was warmth at the corners of his lips and eyebrows, and he said to the gentle eyes of the girl against the light

"Miss you"

(End of this chapter)