Marriage first and love later: Wife is hard to chase

Chapter 370 The Last Gift
When it was time to leave, Duan Shunian realized that people have mental inertia, and when she got used to everything here, the less she wanted to leave the circle she was used to.

Everything in front of her was so familiar to her that even with her eyes closed, she could clearly know where things were placed, and could picture what they looked like in her mind.

The terrible habit slowly corroded her heart, and the strong line of defense was crumbling little by little. Duan Shunian clenched the armrest of the suitcase, hesitating in her heart.

Thinking of what Lin Shaofan once said to her, Duan Shunian's meager faith became a little bit stronger. He should really go to another place to start a new life as Lin Shaofan said.

Duan Shunian bent down and started to pack his things, put all the things he needed to bring into the box, Duan Shunian looked at the box full of things, there were still a lot of things he wanted to take with him, it couldn't fit at all , there is no way but to re-screen the things to take away.

Taking out a beige coat, Duan Shunian was a little reluctant to throw it away. This is a dress Duan Shuqi bought for her. She also has the same one. At that time, her sister smiled and said that it looked the same, and she wanted to wear the same dress as her. .

Now that her sister is gone, leaving her alone to choose from the old clothes, Duan Shunian hugged the worn coat tightly, as if she could ask her sister's smell with the tip of her nose, she gritted her teeth and stuffed the clothes into the box .

After tidying everything up, Duan Shunian sat on the edge of the bed with his back supported. She doesn't like traveling and is extremely nostalgic for old times. There may be some kind of necessary connection between the two. Duan Shunian thought about lying on his back on the soft bed .

Duan Shunian didn't stand up until the exhaustion from his whole body was gone, and he couldn't help looking at the wooden shelf in the room. There didn't seem to be anything outstanding there, but there was one thing that Duan Shunian couldn't put down.

It was in the doll shop. Gao Jinnan bought the little bear doll for herself. She has never been able to find that worn-out spring pig. She clearly remembered to keep it by her side, but when she wanted to take it out to see if she could When it was repaired, I couldn't find it no matter how I looked.

Fortunately, there was still this little bear doll, Duan Shunian walked forward to take it away almost without hesitation, before his fingers touched the fur of the outer skin, Duan Shunian withdrew his hands as if awakened from a start.

no!Duan Shunian said to herself, she can't take this little bear doll away.

The purpose of leaving this time is to get rid of Gao Jinnan, not only to get rid of Gao Jinnan's control, but also to completely remove him from his own world, so that he can hear the word Gao Jinnan without any disturbance in his heart.

Duan Shunian blinked his eyes, he had already made a feeling in his heart, but his legs were as if filled with lead, extremely heavy, and he didn't even have the strength to lift his feet to leave.

Reason still exists in my mind, emotion tightly traps me, and I don't let myself easily withdraw and leave. I haven't taken any action physically, but I have already decided everything psychologically.

The little bear doll is the only connection between Gao Jinnan and himself. Duan Shunian couldn't help but get sore eyes looking at it, and finally chose to pick it up and leave here together.

This doll is not big, the size of Duan Shunian's two palms. She dragged the suitcase in one hand and held the doll in the other. She took a last look at the room she had lived in for many years before turning around and closing the door.

Probably won't come back here again, when she was about to say goodbye, Duan Shunian's whole chest was filled with sad feeling, looking at everything familiar in the corridor, her eyes almost turned red.

It's not too late, there are not too many servants in the living room, Duan Shunian heaves a sigh of relief, does this count as her running away?
After leaving the door, Duan Shunian dragged his suitcase and walked in the Duan family's yard. The rollers made a lot of noise on the uneven floor tiles. To Duan Shunian, it was like a kind of accompaniment before leaving , and won't go too alone.

Looking up at the sky, the moon and stars are sparse. It seems that the weather forecast is not accurate. It is said that it will snow, but it will be sunny before I know it.

The big iron gate was still tightly closed, Duan Shunian couldn't get out without the guard's release, "Can you open the door for me?"

Duan Shunian knocked on the window, and could see her flushed cheeks from the cold through the glass guard. She raised her head from the table in a panic, rubbed her eyes, and looked at her incredulously, "Miss Duan? It's so late Where are you going?"

Because of the rosiness of her cheeks, Duan Shunian's skin looked even more firm. She smiled slightly, "I have something to do, can you open the door for me?"

The guard stared at her smiling face in a daze, then smiled awkwardly, and quickly said to Duan Shunian, "Yes, yes."

Duan Shunian's smile deepened, and he lowered his raised footsteps. Duan Shunian turned his head to the guard and said again, "Can you not tell others what happened tonight? Can you keep it a secret for me?"

The guard had lost the ability to think long ago, looked at Duan Shunian and nodded stupidly, and agreed indiscriminately, "Okay, Miss Duan, I will keep it a secret for you."

Smiling gratefully again, Duan Shunian pulled the heavy suitcase and walked out of Duan's house.

Walking in the still deserted streets, among the passers-by, Duan Shunian looked particularly desolate. The people around her were either hurriedly passing by, or two or three people went away laughing, beating and cursing. She was alone. Dragging the suitcase, his face must be ugly.

The neon lights of various colors hit Duan Shunian, splitting her into pieces of color, and at the same time increasing her popularity.

Passing by one store after another, looking at the dazzling array of storefronts, Duan Shunian was a little numb, she had never carefully observed the places she walked, and was about to leave this city, and her heart was full of reluctance.

Several times the taxi stopped beside her and asked her in various accented words, "Miss, do you want to take a car? Where are you going?"

The enthusiastic strike-up did not get any response from Duan Shunian, although she knew that these people only talked to her for their livelihood, but she didn't have any thoughts of communicating with people, nor did she have any thoughts of taking a car.

Really liking this feeling of reluctance to leave, Duan Shunian walked slowly on the sidewalk, occasionally saying sorry for bumping into someone else with the suitcase.

The station is not far from the urban area where Duan's family lives, but only a few blocks away, Duan Shunian didn't take long to see the station with a lot of people.

Next to the station, Duan Shunian accidentally saw a post office, but at this time the post office was closed, the red colored lights at the door illuminated the ground all red, and the dark green mailbox stood quietly in the darkness.

Duan Shunian looked at the little bear doll in her hand, she suddenly had an idea in her heart, she wanted to mail the little bear doll to Gao Jinnan, this is their common memory, now she wants to return all her feelings to him, Take nothing away.

Then go to a place where no one knows me, and live a good life.

Gao Jinnan and Qiao Zhien will get married in a few days. I don't know if they will receive the invitation, but even if they do, she won't go. It's just Qiao Zhien's way to show off to herself. If you really go, maybe you will be insulted.

So returning the little bear to Gao Jinnan in this way is the safest and best way, at least it will not cause any harm to everyone.

With a plan in place, Duan Shunian seemed to have found a way forward. The person who had been listless all of a sudden seemed energetic, and Duan Shunian also had the idea of ​​talking to the taxi that had just stopped in front of him.

Duan Shunian opened the door, and the driver helped her put the suitcase into the trunk of the taxi, "Master, go to the nearest courier company."

The driver was not surprised. He had seen a lot of people dragging suitcases to the courier company. Because there were many people near the station, the courier company also chose a busy place. Within a few minutes, the taxi stopped on the side of the road.

Duan Shunian paid the money, looking at the place that was still open, couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips.

"Miss, what can I do for you?" The woman at the front desk asked Duan Shunian with a standard smile.

Duan Shunian took a few steps closer, shook the things in her hand, and motioned to her, "I want to send something, can I do it now?"

The woman was a little embarrassed, "It's already off work, but can you fill out the information first, and then post it for you tomorrow?"

"Yes!" Duan Shunian was a little surprised, she saw the woman's slightly frowned eyebrows and thought she would reject her.

After taking the information form handed over by the woman, Duan Shunian quickly finished filling it out. Before she put down the pen, she paused for a second before saying, "Can you give me a piece of paper?"

The woman froze for a moment, then took out a stack of blank papers from the drawer.

Duan Shunian looked at the pale paper in embarrassment, and asked again in embarrassment, "Is there any more brightly colored paper, I want to give it away, this color is a bit faded."

Nodding in understanding, the woman bent down, searched a few times in the cabinet under the drawer, and took out a few pieces of beautifully colored letter paper. Working in this place, she has met many customers like Duan Shunian. , I am used to having stationery at hand.

I gave Duan Shunian the rest of the papers and let her choose. In the end, Duan Shunian chose a piece of light blue paper with small patterns on the corners. Not only did it not destroy the elegance of the whole, but it added some mood.

After writing what he wanted to say, Duan Shunian folded the slightly stiff paper and put it in the box together with the doll. Looking at the two things lying side by side, Duan Shunian felt mixed feelings.

She put her love into the box with her own hands, and someone else handed it over to Gao Jinnan. To end this love in such a cowardly way, Duan Shunian herself felt hasty and absurd.

But she has no other way out, if there is a better way than this, she will never do it.

After posting the things, Duan Shunian walked back to the station along the way he came.

(End of this chapter)