Marriage first and love later: Wife is hard to chase

Chapter 371 I Had a Nightmare
Instead of listening to Duan Qi's suggestion, she chose to go to a city next to City C. Duan Shunian stood in the waiting hall, holding the ticket in her hand, and blankly looked at the people passing by her.

On the paper ticket was a city she had never been to, with a completely unfamiliar name. The reason for choosing this place was that Duan Shunian saw that it was far away from City C.

Since you want to leave, you should go to a place far, far away, and everything can start again, isn't it?
"Passengers, please pay attention, the one you are taking..." The announcement was heard in the crowded waiting hall, reminding people to leave here.

After the crowd passed by, the hall seemed much empty. I found an empty seat and sat down. The people next to me were either looking down and playing with their mobile phones, or talking with other people. Only she sat in the seat foolishly. There is no place for the eyes to stay.

Duan Shunian turned off her mobile phone, she was going to pull out the SIM card inside and throw it away, and change the number when she got to a new place, so that no one would disturb her life.

Closing her eyes, Duan Shunian fell asleep, blocking all connections with the outside world. If she could, she didn't even want to hear a single sound. She felt more and more that she was out of tune with this world and could only avoid contact with her surroundings. Not even a glance.

The best result is to stay out of the crowd. This concept of being out of the crowd made Duan Shunian suddenly open his eyes. The way she woke up suddenly startled a lady next to her.

Rolling her eyes and cursing in a low voice, the lady turned her head away arrogantly and continued to play with her mobile phone.

Duan Shunian looked at her in a daze, why isn't she like this woman who can burst out her emotions when things go wrong, disregarding other people's feelings, as long as she can be happy.

People who feel insecure since childhood, are they all like her, even if they are treated unfairly, they will just swallow their anger, because no one will stand up to help themselves.

What right do humble and weak people have to lose their temper at others?Duan Shunian lowered her head and her long hair covered the wry smile on her face, now she was tightly wrapped by despair and darkness, that kind of power she couldn't get rid of.

What I bought was the early morning ticket, Duan Shunian looked at his watch, it was probably less than an hour before boarding the bus.

Because it was late at night, the waiting hall was much quieter than during the day. Most people were resting, but there were still a few energetic people who were whispering.

Duan Shunian's attention was attracted by a pair of young lovers on the opposite side, she looked at the two snuggling together, her eyes slowly turned red.

The pampering in the boy's eyes made even a stranger like her feel warm, let alone the girl who was indulging in tenderness.

The girl leaned against the boy and smiled giggly, touching him from time to time, obviously unable to hide the joy in her heart, always wanting the people around her to be like her, her heart was beating wildly, and she couldn't calm down at all.

If you like someone, you can tell from his eyes. Duan Shunian was not surprised. He almost immediately remembered Gao Jinnan. When he was with him, was he the same as that girl, with flushed cheeks and bright eyes? Shiny.

It's just that she didn't dare to touch Gao Jinnan, he always gave her the impression of being ruthless, and what she saw of Gao Jinnan was always his impatient profile.

I know that man is handsome and is the dream lover of many women, but if Duan Shunian really recalls Gao Jinnan's face, it is really difficult for her to describe his specific appearance.

During the days when they were together, Duan Shunian either kept his head down, or turned his eyes wildly, not daring to look at him. The few warm days were like dreams, making Duan Shunian's memory blurry.

Duan Shunian had imagined the appearance of those two people countless times. Looking at Gao Jinnan's back at that time, she felt that she was always trying to keep up with him, but he never wanted to stop and wait for her.

I didn't understand it at the time, but now Duan Shunian suddenly understood, it turned out that it was because he didn't like himself, and Gao Jinnan got along with Gao Jinnan like that young couple, so maybe it could only appear in a dream.

Duan Shunian sighed, and took the suitcase and embarked on a journey in a foreign land. This time, I wonder if it will be a farewell to some people?

Gao Jinnan, who seldom dreamed, lay in bed with nightmares. After waking up once, it was still the same when he fell asleep again. It was just a nightmare with a different scene, but the characters in it remained the same, and they all left for a long time. Mother and Gao Jinfeng.

In the dream, her mother was pinching Gao Jinnan's neck, her eyes were protruding, completely different from the glamorous image in her memory, the whites of her eyes were more than the pupils, and she looked extremely terrifying.

Like a ghost in a horror movie, my mother kept uttering indistinct words, "Together..."

And Gao Jinfeng stood aside, not only did not stop his mother's behavior, but also looked at him helplessly, that look made Gao Jinnan, who was struggling hard in his dream, stop his movements all of a sudden.

"Mother!" Gao Jinnan bounced up from the bed. He hadn't dreamed of them for a long time, but suddenly he dreamed of a series of nightmares. Even if Gao Jinnan was an atheist, he couldn't convince himself of the strange feeling in his heart.

Turning on the light, Gao Jinnan slowed down for a while, the feeling of heart palpitations was still lingering, he leaned on the head of the bed, rubbed his temples that were sore due to tension, his fingers touched a piece of moisture, Gao Jinnan realized that his head was covered with cold sweat .

He was a little surprised, no matter what time he was, he had never been so embarrassed, as if he had lost an important thing, and he was looking for it blindly, without a clue, and the feeling of powerlessness from head to toe made Gao Jinnan drenched I felt a chill.

Putting on his clothes, Gao Jinnan got up and stood in front of the window for a while. At his feet, there was a chair that looked like a swing. Duan Shunian bought it and placed it here, but now it was empty. one person.

For so many years, no one would randomly place things in Gao Jinnan's private domain, except Duan Shunian, but she herself never knew about it.

Every time Duan Shunian looks at the servant's embarrassing eyes, she will feel strange, but no one has mentioned this problem to her. Gao Jinnan's things are like his birthday, it is a taboo, and no one is allowed to cross the threshold .

The whole world was sleeping, and Gao Jinnan who woke up unexpectedly moved his feet and slowly approached the rocking chair.

The rocking chair is made of rattan, the beige rattans are closely arranged, and some green vines are dotted on it, Gao Jinnan hesitated for a while, but was defeated by his inner desire, and sat on the chair.

As if staying with Duan Shunian, this should be the closest way to her.

The chair is not wide, just enough for the tall Gao Jinnan to sit on it, and when it is gently shaken, the whole chair swings back and forth due to external force. Gao Jinnan has always despised childish behavior, but now he is doing Actions that I once disliked.

Perhaps it was the chair that gave Gao Jinnan a sense of peace of mind, the frantic beating in his heart gradually quieted down, and the drowsiness struck again, Gao Jinnan unexpectedly fell asleep here without responding.

The glare of the sun woke up all sleeping creatures, and Gao Jinnan also slowly woke up because of the discomfort of the sun hitting his face, staring at the transparent French windows in a daze.

Everything in my eyes is different from the quietness of last night, and everything is slowly waking up.

Shaking his sore shoulder, Gao Jinnan himself felt incredible, his sleep was always light, and this was the first time he fell asleep regardless of the occasion.

After tidying up his own image, a handsome and tall man was reflected in the mirror. His perfect figure was wrapped in a neat suit, which made him more and more extraordinary.

It's just that the tiredness between the eyebrows is very eye-catching, which makes this cold-blooded and ruthless person feel a little close.

Gao Jinnan was a little irritable, he didn't sleep well all night, and he had to deal with a lot of work today, and the work piled up during the vacation hadn't been completed yet, so he didn't know how tired he would be in these few days.

The moment his feet stepped into the leather shoes, Gao Jinnan's fierce feeling came back again, the oppressive feeling that he dared not be looked at directly, so few people dared to get close to him.

"Master." The butler has become more and more old recently. Since Gao Jinnan's accident, his hair has turned white again. Before that, he could still see a lot of black hair. If you don't look carefully now, you can see the silver threads all over his head. people are worried.

Gao Jinnan nodded as usual, and wanted to skip the butler and go to the restaurant to have breakfast, he was still anxious about the next work.

The butler looked at his back, followed him up and called him, "Master! I've thought about it for the past few days. Your health has recovered, so it's time for me to leave."

Gao Jinnan stopped in a strange posture, like a robot, turned his head extremely stiffly, and looked at the housekeeper in disbelief, "What did you say?"

He thought he had used it wrong, but when he saw the serious face of the butler, Gao Jinnan hoped that he had heard it wrong.

"Why?" Gao Jinnan asked, Duan Shunian is not by his side, is the housekeeper going to leave him now?

The feeling of anxiety in his heart was far less than that of panic. Gao Jinnan stood where he was, forgetting to move.

The housekeeper's eyes were full of distress, "You can also see that I am useless in the Gao family. I am old and can't do anything for you. The only thing I can do is not to cause you trouble."

Gao Jinnan took a step closer to him, stared at the housekeeper and said, "So you're leaving here?"

The butler was forced to take a step back by his domineering appearance, lowered his head and didn't look at him, and didn't speak.

Looking at Gao Jinnan with the gray hair right now, he feels uncomfortable. He originally planned not to let the housekeeper work anymore, and he can still live in the Gao family, just like before.

The place where he went with Duan Shunian, Gao Jinnan thought for a long time and decided to give up. He had already lost the ability to love, and he didn't want the people around him to leave him.

(End of this chapter)