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Chapter 8 You Can't See the Crack of Love (2)

His enthusiasm was two or three points better than that of the shopping guide lady; but she, amidst his chatter, instantly lost the little enthusiasm that was not much at all.The moment he accidentally dropped her bag on the ground and hurriedly bent down to pick it up, she suddenly yelled at him in front of many people: Do you know how wordy and annoying you are? bored? !Are you tired of talking nonsense like this?The people around, amidst her roar, turned around and stared at him.And he, half bent, looked at her sadly for more than ten seconds, then took her hand, and strode out of the silver jewelry shop.After walking silently for a long time, when he reached a corner where no one was around, he stopped, looked into her obviously dodging eyes, and said: I am trembling and annoying like this, just because I am in love, but you love so little , so everything about me has become your burden.But even if you don't love, please understand that maintaining a man's dignity is also respect for yourself.

For the first time, she apologized to him sincerely, although the love in her heart was still not very strong.But strangely, he felt guilty for ignoring him.After only a few months, she met Wei, and like a moth, she threw herself into this love desperately.Of course I broke up with him, very friendly, she said sorry, he said nothing, as long as you are happy.

Her love with Wei finally bears sweet fruits.One day after marriage, she asked Wei, why does Wei always agree with her at the most critical moment?Wei pondered for a moment, and said, not only because we love each other, but also because you know how to manage a love, and I also understand the fine branches and veins in your personality.She continued to ask, why did I feel that I was transparent in your heart from the very beginning?Wei hesitated for a while, but finally uttered a sentence: Because he loves you so much, he is willing to put this half-burned love on the hot stove when I come, instead of putting his own sacrifices , Take it all away.

At that moment, she finally understood that this perfect love was originally the last love he gave her.Fate arranged for her to meet him, but she wanted her to take some seeds of love from him, so that when she finally found love, she would not feel anxious because there were no seeds to sprinkle on the fertile land.

And when she looked back at this fertile land full of flowers, she finally knew that she should be grateful to the person on the other side who took her through this love.

I have been waiting for you for so long.

It is about a woman who, after graduating from a prestigious university, went through many twists and turns, and finally became an ordinary clerk in a small town in a foreign land.The colleagues around her are all people who are a grade lower than her in terms of education, so they are quite puzzled that she has come to such a small town to put down roots, and they often discuss in private whether there is some slight mental illness, It's why I'm here, otherwise, what would a person with such high talent do in a small town?What's more, they are so old, they are not beautiful, and they are picking and choosing to find someone to marry, and they don't look at themselves, how many conditions can stand the scrutiny of others.

In such bitter discussions, she just smiled and lived a happy life as usual, and persuaded the people around her to give her more introductions.Out of the psychology of seeing a joke, someone ran to introduce her, and solemnly recommended a man who was quite different from her to her.She didn't mind, like a girl in first love, with a bit of shyness, went to meet them.When asked when she came back, she would always shake her head and say that this one was a bit disdainful to girls, and that one didn't know how to put women first when opening the door; in short, nine times out of ten, it was a failure.Some people laughed and said that she was just looking down on her because others looked down on her. Could it be that she didn't know that as an older woman, only people pick her, and she doesn't have the role to pick others?

After searching like this, at the age of 33, she finally met a man she really liked.Moreover, he actually likes her.He never said what he liked about her, and outsiders were also suspicious.Some people say that a man like him has a good family background, a good job, a gentle personality, and good quality. How can he fall in love with her?What kind of magic did she cast to buy his heart?It can't be this woman who hates to marry, who begged and asked others to marry her.

All kinds of speculations were self-defeating at the wedding banquet between her and him.The master of ceremonies asked why she fell in love with him, she looked at him shyly, and said, I don't know why I fell in love with him, but I firmly believe that I am indeed deeply in love with him. No woman is allowed to take him away from his side.When asked about him, he kissed her forehead with slight fine lines affectionately, and said softly, I fell in love with her only because of what she said a week after we met, she said, I After waiting for you for so long, why did you just show up!At that moment, I thought, why should I miss such a woman who lives only to wait for a true love?

Since then, they lived happily together just like in a fairy tale.A year later, they gave birth to a healthy and beautiful son, and bought a bright and bright building with an attic. The days are even more fermented, like a spoonful of honey, just touch the tip of the tongue, and the sweetness will immediately soak into the bottom of the heart.In the next few years, his position was promoted frequently, and he soon reached the limit that his peers could do.Many people said that she had the appearance of Wangfu, no wonder she found him so late, God was not willing to let go of this jade and go to the firewood, rice, oil and salt.But before the envy of outsiders warmed her up, something happened to him.

He himself couldn't explain how it happened. How could he be bewitched by the 24-year-old woman called the third party?Presumably, she only cared about her son during that time and ignored herself. More importantly, he himself was tired of such a sweet and dull marriage; As soon as he touched it, he was addicted to chasing after the receding waves, but he didn't want to, a big wave came over and knocked him to the ground.First, the woman found his home and openly declared to her that she wanted to compete with her.Then the rumors began to swirl and dance over the small town like catkins.Later, something went wrong at work, and the boss used this to demote him to a deputy.

It seems that yesterday he was still proud of the spring breeze, everyone praised him, and when he woke up overnight, the new wind rose and changed the world.He didn't know what to do, so he had to hide in the dormitory of the unit, refusing to see anyone.A month later, while driving on an errand, he collided with an oncoming car because he was in a trance, and passed out on the spot.After waking up, he opened his eyes, and the first person he saw was her.Obviously she stayed up all night, the bags under her eyes are so heavy, or maybe she is getting old?He hasn't looked at her intently for a long time, and he doesn't even know when her wrinkles will grow again, and when she will add a few more white hairs.

It was she who cried first.Trembling, he stretched out his scarred hand and held her.In his weak grip, she finally broke down in tears: I've been waiting for you for so long, why did you only know to turn around until today?His tears fell on the pillow cover one by one, the slight sound was like her heart, gently knocking on the door he had closed for a long time, it was such a low voice, but he still understood all her words Forbearance and reluctance.

On the day she picked him up from the hospital, a colleague who liked to be lively came to visit with bouquets of flowers.They all thought that she would lose face because she couldn't keep her husband's loyalty in front of everyone; but they saw her cooking warm rice porridge and feeding it to him spoon by spoon.What can't be concealed in the eyebrows and eyes is the joy of suddenly finding love back.A group of people congratulated him one after another, saying that he had finally recovered and was discharged from the hospital.She looked up, looked at those people with pity and sympathy with a smile, and said, yes, I have been waiting for this day for a long time.

They took a car and passed a flower market. She got out of the car and bought a large bunch of lilies.He looked at her, walked over with a smile in the shattered sunlight, her skin was dull, she was also fat, and she was still as beautiful as before; but at that moment, he was fascinated by her walking in the warm sunshine.He thought, why did time endow such a humble woman with such a flexible and fragrant core?

She hugged the flowers, leaned on his shoulder, and said many trivial things that had nothing to do with his questions.After a long time, she was tired, closed her eyes slightly, and said she wanted to rest.After a while, he heard her say, like in a dream, during the lonely years when I didn't find you, I kept thinking that God must think that I wasn't good enough, that's why he refused to let you come to me. ;So I smiled and put a heart in the furnace of time, burning slowly, so painful, but when I finally waited for you, I felt that everything I paid was worth it, and God would not Let any woman suffer unnecessary grievances.No matter what kind of wind and rain you and I have to go through, I will wait patiently.Just please, don't make me wait so long...

For the first time, he really understood her love.

(End of this chapter)