Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 110

But, child...

The crude operating room of the clinic and the cold equipment flashed before her eyes. Those images were lingering in her nightmare, and there was also the doctor's cold voice, "The child is dead, it's a boy..."

These pictures frightened her, made her tremble, and she could no longer devote herself to his enthusiasm. She just hugged him and cried with tears streaming down her face, "Don't... Chen'an... don't..."

He is not a bird/beast who can't control his desire/desire, and he can bear it without her for five years, isn't he?For Huan Ai, he paid more attention to her feelings. If she didn't feel it, he would not force it.At this time, he could see that she was really suffering. Although he didn't understand why, he finally stopped. He just hugged her and kissed her gently, caring for her tenderly, "Okay, okay, don't...don't..." Crying? No more... Let's go wash up, huh?"

She just shook her head, desperately, and then hugged his neck tightly, saying nothing.

Helpless, he reached out to pick up her pajamas that fell on the ground and wrapped her casually, hugged her and patted her on the back gently, "Okay, I'm not going anywhere, just here, okay?"

So, the two just hug each other.

In the quiet hug, the passion gradually faded away. He hugged her as if embracing the whole world, satisfied, peaceful...

He secretly swears that no matter whether the road ahead is smooth or rough, he will embrace her till the end of time, no matter what the cost...

In the end, she fell asleep in his arms.

He did the rest of the aftermath work. He carried her to the bedroom and cleaned her up. Although he was in a wheelchair, it was difficult and not perfect, but he was very happy. Once upon a time, she always took care of him. Now, he can finally fulfill his promise slowly, fulfilling the things he wanted to do for her but could not do one by one before. She poured water and tea, painted her eyebrows and combed her hair...

When he finally allowed her to sleep comfortably on his bed, he was already sweating from exhaustion.

I tidied up casually, and moved myself from the wheelchair to her side to lie down with difficulty.

His bed is not very big, a single bed of 1.2 meters, it will be very crowded after two people sleep on it, I don't know if she will fall under the bed if she turns over?

Smiling lightly, he took her into his arms, wrapped his arms around her, and gave her a protective circle.

Yunhu's house is his own private space, and he never thought that people would sleep next to him, so when he bought furniture, he didn't plan to buy a big bed. Of course, the more important reason is that five years ago, in the In Grandpa Yuan's old house, he and she shared a small bed like this, warming each other for countless nights...

What he can't stand is the empty space beside him when he sleeps on the big bed, which will remind him every moment of the pain of emptiness in his heart...

He stared at her sleeping face almost greedily. After so many years of love, this was the first time he stared at her so closely and seriously, more focused than the last time in her hut.

It turned out that her face, which had never been powdered, was so white and translucent. After love, the creamy snow-white glowed with a rose-like flush, just like strawberry-flavored jelly pudding, which made people want to take a bite;
It turned out that there was a small light brown mole growing in the faint eyebrow on her left side;
It turned out that her eyes were long, and her eyelashes were also long, slightly upturned;

It turned out that her lips were a faint orange red, without lip gloss, but they were equally moist and glowed like crystal under the light;

It turns out that her face is so small, her chin is so sharp, it's so small that it makes people feel distressed, and it's so sharp that it makes people feel pitiful. I didn't feel such a strong feeling when I held it in the palm of my hand...

It turned out that this was her, the woman he loved deeply...

This night, he was so excited that he couldn't fall asleep, as if he wanted to make up for the regrets that he couldn't see before, and to see the waste of these five years in one night...

Xia Wanlu felt herself ups and downs in the darkness. Although it was so dark that she couldn't see the edge, she was not afraid, because she always felt that someone was holding her hand and leading her in the direction. Those hands were warm, But determined, she looked around, but she couldn't see who was holding her hand. She had a name in her heart: Chen'an.There will be no one else but him...

Suddenly, the crying of the baby came from the darkness, faintly, as if it was still calling "Mom"... "Mom"...

"Sorry, we did our best."

"It's a boy..."

"The child died..."

"Mommy mommy……"

The pain engulfed her like a huge net, and the net got tighter and tighter, and the voices in the dark were more like spells, and she had a headache, heartache, and all the nerves and cells were hurting...

"Child! Child! My child!" She really wanted to shout, but she couldn't make a sound, only tears, flowing like a bank...

"Little pig! Little pig! Baby! Wake up! Wake up!" An urgent voice called her. , those magic sounds have all disappeared...

She was trembling and sweating profusely, staring straight ahead, in front of her was Chen An's anxious look...

It was he who was calling her!
She threw herself into his arms with a "woo", and the tears of grievance wet half of his clothes...

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's just a dream...it's just a nightmare..." He hugged her and patted her on the back lightly.

She knew it was just a dream. In the past five years, she had often had the same dream. Every nightmare was as painful as it was five years ago, as if it happened just yesterday...

"Chen'an...Chen'an...I'm sorry...I'm afraid...I'm sorry..." She was incoherent, not knowing what she wanted to express.She was sorry that she didn't keep that child for him...

"Don't be afraid! I'm here! I will always be by your side in the future! You don't have to be afraid of anything! Huh?" He kissed her forehead and comforted her softly.He didn't understand why she had to say sorry to him.Is it because you left without saying goodbye five years ago?Then he never blamed her. What's more, he blamed himself, his own incompetence, that he couldn't even protect the woman he loves most...

He really wanted to know what was in her nightmare that would make her tremble with fear, but he couldn't ask at this moment, how could he bear to let her recall such a terrible nightmare again?If one day, in a fine time, she is willing to talk, he will listen, and what he can do now is to warm her with love, so that there will be no more nightmares in her life...

"Chen'an..." She called his name with sobs, "Chen'an...a terrible dream...I miss you...I miss my mother...but you are not here...not here..." She couldn't say the dream However, whether it was when the painful experience happened five years ago, or when she kept waking up from nightmares in the past five years, she always missed him and her mother deeply, but he could no longer see her again. And mother...how could she be willing to let her mother feel sorry for her?

She never talked about her family with him, even when they were passionately in love, she seldom mentioned it. At that time, they were young and only wanted to compete for beauty, so he didn't ask too much, always thinking that time was short, He wants to appear in front of her parents in a healthy appearance, so that they can safely hand her over to him, but he doesn't want to waste the world...

And now, he can!

Her sentence "I miss you... you are not here" broke his heart.

What kind of difficult five years did she go through alone?How many nightmares in five years?How many times have you called his name like this with tears streaming down your face?But he was ignorant and ignorant, let alone by her side...

Zuo Chen'an!How much have you made the woman you love suffer? !
He blamed himself deeply, kissed her and made a gentle and solemn oath, "Little pig, listen carefully, I, Zuo Chen'an, swear here, that from now on, if I leave you by half a step, I will fight five thunders and bangs every day, and I will not let you go!" Terrible!"

"Don't talk nonsense!" The seriousness in his oath saved her from the fear brought about by the dream.She stared at the man who was close at hand with tears in her eyes, and said to herself: God!You have to listen up!Don't fall asleep!His oath said that if he leaves me for half a step, but in the future, I must leave him, not him!You figured it out!
But he was even more serious, running his fingers through her hair, "This is definitely not nonsense! To me, little pig, the time without you is like a walking dead. Life is worse than death. If I lose you again, it will be better than death." The difference! So, don’t think about leaving me all the time, unless you think I’m going to die!”

"Woo..." She buried her head in his chest and cried again, it wasn't like this!She made it clear to God just now that it's not like this...Then what should she do now?What should she do?

"Okay! Don't cry anymore... I will live a good life, be with you well, and live a good life... No matter poverty or disease, I will never leave... Huh?" His fingers gently pierced Passing through her hair, just like his gentle voice passing through her heart...

She can only nod!Nod vigorously!Even if it's a hypothetical, let's think about it beautifully...

He smiled. Tomorrow will definitely be sunny...

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In the early morning, the sun is like a lively elf, reaching out to every sad corner with small hands and feet, evaporating those tears, and not even leaving a dry mark.

At Yunhu's home, Zuo Chenan and Xia Wanlu woke up in a sleepless night. When the window was full of sunlight shining into the house, no one mentioned the nightmare of last night. He was afraid that she would be sad, and she was afraid that he would ask questions. People laugh deliberately and even forcefully.

She sat down in front of the dressing table, and noticed that there was a whole set of women's skin care products on the dressing table, which he bought for her in the mall yesterday. In fact, her skin is really not that delicate, and she needs skin care at such a price Taste?What if she can't afford it by herself?
In the end, he still didn't move it, and just combed his hair silently with a comb.

Suddenly, the comb in his hand was taken away, and he appeared behind him, his smile was reflected in the mirror, warm and real, "I'll comb it for you!"

She smiled and let him go.

"Little pig, I used to comb your hair with my fingers, and it felt smooth and soft. At that time, I often thought, if one day, I could see the little pig's hair and tie it up for her with my own hands, how wonderful it would be." Good! Now, I can finally do it!" His voice was dreamlike and beautiful, bewitching and in a trance.

"However, today I will braid your hair, and on the day we get married, I will tie it up for you. I must do it myself! Okay?"

She was bewitched by him like falling into a cloud, and an illusion appeared in the mirror. She was wearing a cheongsam and a Chinese Tang suit, and he was tying her long hair into a bun...

What a beautiful picture this is...

"Okay! Let's see, okay?" His voice interrupted her reverie.

She came out of the hallucination, only to see that the cheongsam woman in the mirror was gone, replaced by her in a pea green linen dress, with a braid hanging from each shoulder.She felt a little strange, his braiding skills are good!Such a fast speed, and more neatly than her own...

"Quickly tell me if you're satisfied! If you're not satisfied, I'll make it up again!" He urged, resting his head on her shoulder as if asking for credit.

She had no time to think about other things, and focused on looking at herself in the mirror. She had no bangs, her long hair was parted in the middle, revealing a smooth and fair forehead, and the beauty tip added a bit of charm to her small face. The braid hanging down the shoulders is paired with the new skirt I bought yesterday, which is both quiet and lively...

"It's very good...but...it seems too tender for me...I'm an old woman..." She hasn't braided her hair for several years, it's a young girl's outfit!
"Why isn't it suitable? I think it's pretty good! No wonder Yichen wants to call you sister!" He was a little apprehensive.

She chuckled and didn't ask for a hairstyle change.

I saw him take out another hat. It had a wide brim and was tied with a pea green ribbon, which matched her skirt very well. If she wore it, it would be full of pastoral style, which was her favorite style.

"Here!" He handed the hat to her, "Let's have breakfast first, and then go fishing together, remember to put it on, don't get sunburned! By the way, have you put on the sunscreen?" He glanced at the unopened hat The skin care products, the face immediately pulled down, "I'll give you 5 minutes, come out to have breakfast after rubbing it off! Sarin is already waiting!"

fishing!Rub skin care!Eat breakfast!

He didn't even give her any room for negotiation!What a domineering child...

However, as long as you are with him, is it so important to do what you do?of course not!For her, as long as she is by his side...

However, when he took her to the destination, she regretted it. She really shouldn't have followed him out without asking anything!It turned out that it wasn't the two of them fishing at all!This is simply the activity of a veteran cadre!The ones who arrived before them were a group of veteran cadres, including Zuo Chenan's grandfather!There are also some old grandpas who are very familiar. I think they used to be in the compound!
Her first thought was... to run.

However, as soon as this thought came up, someone held her hand, and then, he in the wheelchair, regardless of her reaction, shouted, "Grandpa! We are here!"

Grandpa Zuo was preoccupied with whether the fish took the bait, and when he yelled at him, he turned around and scolded him, "Stinky boy! You scared my fish away!"

Zuo Chen'an smiled, not afraid at all, and let Sha Lin push him forward, holding her hand, "Grandpa, what's so rare about a fish? I'll buy you a cart of fish later." !"

"What do you know? I bought it and I caught it myself. Can that be the same thing? Play while you go! Don't quarrel with me! I'm competing with your Uncle Lu!" Although Grandpa Zuo drove him away , but there was a very happy expression on his face. Look at this group of old guys, besides Lu Zhengyu, who's children are willing to accompany them to fish?Or his third son is filial!

"Hello, Uncle Lu!" Zuo Chen'an also noticed Lu Zhengyu beside Grandpa Zuo, and greeted him with the voice of counting in the army.

Lu Zhengyu laughed and scolded, "You brat! Are you trying to drive my fish away?"

"How can it be!" Zuo Chenan greeted the grandfathers and uncles he knew around him, and finally added, "Aren't I afraid that all the grandfathers and uncles will be hungry and thirsty? I brought a lot of snacks and fruits, how about we Have something to eat first?"

So Sha Lin hurriedly spread a tablecloth on the small wooden table by the lake, and laid out all the food.

Grandpa Zuo chuckled, "You have filial piety!" He put down his fishing rod and greeted all his friends to eat together. At this time, he found the little girl standing beside Chen An with her head down all the time, "Hey, this is... ...?" It's not that I don't know that the third son of his family is absurd, but he has never dared to bring him in front of him. Could it be that this time it is for real?This girl was dressed in simple and elegant clothes. Although she lowered her head, she could tell that she had an elegant demeanor, and she was more beautiful than those celebrity ladies, which suited his eyes.

"Grandpa, this is little Lulu! Grandpa, do you still remember?" Zuo Chen'an solemnly pushed Xia Wanlu in front of grandpa, "All these dim sums are made by Lulu herself! Try it, or Is it the same as before?"

In other words, one or two of them were indeed made by her when she got up early, such as crystal shrimp dumplings and leek boxes, but most of them were made by the nanny. Chen An is too exaggerated, right?Definitely exposed!
"Come on, grandpa, you used to say that Lulubao's box is delicious, eat this box first!" Chen An winked at her, handed the leek box to grandpa, and then called others to eat.

After hearing this, Lu Zhengyu also tasted a box, and praised again and again, "What a blessing! I said, old man, is your family full of famous chefs or something? First there was Chen Yuan, and now there is a little girl, who is really good at cooking!"

Although Grandpa Zuo was still confused about the scene directed by Chen An in front of him, he still felt complacent in the face of Lu Zhengyu's praise, and he groaned at him, "Where does my house have delicious food? You didn't take advantage of it." What's the matter? My Chen Yuan is almost becoming your full-time chef! I haven't eaten Chen Yuan's dishes for a long time!"

Seeing that a group of old friends were enjoying the delicious food, Grandpa Zuo called Chen An aside, and planned to have a private talk with Chen An, but Chen An kept holding Xia Wanlu's hand, Grandpa Zuo couldn't do anything , so the three of them had to ask face to face, first asked Zuo Chenan, "Is your foot okay?"

"Grandpa, it's great! If Lulu didn't let me go, I would come to see you alive and kicking!" He joked.

"That can't be done! It's been a hundred days!" Grandpa Zuo gave him a loving look, and after a little thought, he asked, "Chen'an, Lulu, what kind of tricks are you playing?"

Xia Wanlu didn't know how to answer, but Chen An squeezed her hand, as if telling her, don't say anything, everything depends on him!
Back then Xia Wanlu left with the accusation of stealing, but the family didn't tell grandpa.He smiled and explained to his grandpa, "Grandpa, a few years ago Lulu cared about her parents in her hometown, so we separated for a while, now, I managed to find her back, this time, I don't plan to let her go. "

This rhetoric failed to convince Grandpa Zuo, who had been a soldier for half his life, he glanced at the two of them, "Don't you need to worry about your parents in the future?"

"Grandpa, this is something I should consider. You know, today is different from the past. In the past, the third son was blind. Where did he get the ability to take care of so many people? But it is different now. I am fully capable of protecting Lulu. If I have the ability to take care of her family, I will find a way to bring her parents to BJ. Grandpa, everyone says that the third son never takes life seriously in games. Grandpa, it’s not that the third son is not serious, but for the third son, Lulu is the only person worthy of my seriousness."

She kept her head down, listening to his words, tears streaming down her face, dripping down on her feet...

She knows what he's doing.If she wants to marry into the Zuo family, there are many difficulties. Grandpa Zuo is not only the authority of the Zuo family, but also the easiest place to break through. Today, he took her to take the first step of the long march...

(End of this chapter)