Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 122

At the door of the private room, Zuo Chen'an and Qiao Ya didn't go in immediately, until Xia Wanlu's figure disappeared, he said in a low voice, "Why don't you go in?"

Qiao Ya looked at the direction where Xia Wanlu was leaving, smiled, said nothing, and pushed him into the private room.

During the meal, he only moved his chopsticks slightly, and he didn't touch a drop of the wine that Joya poured for him, but Joya drank too much, and a slightly drunk pink rose on his face.

He didn't say much either.He has always been reticent, Joya knew.

Holding the wine glass, she still looked at him obsessively.Maybe it's because of the drunkenness, but it is more real. The charming beauty emanates from her bones, the watery eyes are blurred, and the faint sadness replaces the slightly exaggerated affectation in the usual days. It really has the charm of apricot blossoms with rain...

She smiled lightly and drank the wine in the glass. It took a long time to suppress the hot/spicy feeling in her throat.

The drunkenness became stronger, and her courage grew a bit. She stared at him, her dewy eyes gradually overflowing with sadness, "Chen'an... I'm so envious that she can call you Chen'an..."

He frowned slightly, and his face gradually became frosty, until he saw the clear sadness in her eyes that he had never seen before, and then gradually moved, but still did not answer.

She laughed out loud, leaned on the table, laughed for a long time, seemed to be laughing at something very funny, her shoulders shook violently, but when she raised her head, her face was full of tears...

"I'm getting married." She sniffed and wiped away the tears on her cheeks with her fingers.

He was still indifferent, as if he hadn't heard anything.

She shook her head and laughed, tears fell, "I knew you would have no reaction... You have always been like this, cold as a piece of ice, even if you sit across from you, it feels like you are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers." ..."

"I want to call you Chen'an once, just once, to you in my heart, Chen'an, goodbye, I'm getting married..."

"Maybe you will say, it's none of my business that you want to marry! That's right, it's none of your business. I'm just saying goodbye to the Chen'an in my heart. The Chen'an in my heart has been secretly in love for a long time, but I never dared to marry you." Speak out and tell him that I like him, secretly, hard, like him..."

"I participated in the company's competition that year. I don't know who told me that the president of the company and the famous composer Ji Xia has a soft spot for girls from Jiangsu and Zhejiang. I am so happy because I am a girl from Hangzhou. On the day of the finals, I met Ji Xia, the first time I saw a real person in real life, I fell in love with him at first sight, one night, I sang all my songs for him, I performed super-level, and won the championship in one fell swoop, so there were more media There are rumors that I have an affair with Jixia, and I happen to be a girl from Hangzhou, so I must be Jixia's new favorite..."

"I don't care about these rumors, because I hope they are true. But who would know that I, who is rumored to be Jixia's new favorite, have never even had a face-to-face conversation with him? The first time I met Jixia was drinking On the day when Jixia Company officially signed the contract, as an agenda for the perfect ending of the competition, the president will give a speech at the end. As the champion, as the new blood of Jixia Company, I finally had the opportunity to shake hands with Jixia. At that time, I , How nervous, when it was about to be my turn, I wiped my hands on the dress again and again, and finally, when it was my turn, he said lightly, are you from Hangzhou? I happily answered yes, Then he asked again, can you sing Jiangnan ditties? I said yes..."

"So, in the performance that night, I sang "What a Jasmine Flower", and he was listening to it very seriously..."

"This expression is really deceiving! Every time later, I thought he was listening to me singing and listening to me carefully, but I didn't think that this serious expression was just because he was thinking about another person seriously. ..."

"I deeply remember that I, the legendary lover of Jixia, have only met Mr. Jixia 21 times since I joined the company, including today, this is the 21st time, and the time we spent alone was only 5 times, huh, poor 5 times...including today is the fifth time...and, every time he sat by the window, and I can only stand two meters away from him, even if separated by two I can feel the cold air on his body, the cold air in his eyes is enough to freeze people into ice... These five so-called 'dates', the first time I asked me to sing two Jiangnan ditties, Then let me call him Chen'an... I was ecstatic, and I called him in a pure Beijing film, his face became even colder, and he left after leaving a sentence... The second time I asked I have the customs of Hangzhou, and there were two more times when I was asked to talk to him in Hangzhou dialect, hehe... He said yes, but he hardly had a conversation with me. I said a hundred sentences, and he only had one sentence... But , but he looked at me very seriously, those eyes would suddenly become tender when I sang or spoke Hangzhou dialect... I used to think that it was for me..."

"My birthday this year is the happiest day I've had in a long time, because Ji Xia actually brought friends and company employees to celebrate my birthday, and suddenly shortened the distance between me and me, sitting with me, I am I was so dizzy with happiness that I dared to cling to him, talk to him, and laugh with him... I thought that the happiness I was looking forward to had finally arrived, until later, when the heroine of the game became a bar singer, I Only then did I realize that I was just a chess piece... It turned out that Ji Xia would be messy, lose control, be distracted, and Ji Xia's eyes could be as gentle as water, but all of this was in harmony with her. I have nothing to do with it, including the gentle eyes in the five times when we were alone together, it has nothing to do with me... I think the rumors about Ji Xia's love for women from Jiangsu and Zhejiang have finally come to the truth, even, why Zuo Shao is called Ji Xia, why is the company called Ji Xia , there should be an answer... Xia Xia... this name is definitely not a coincidence, is it?"

"I used to refuse to admit defeat. It wasn't until I went to the hospital to see you, who was brave and injured, that I realized that the indifferent young master Zuo would be so passionate that he would save a woman named Xiaxia regardless of his own life... When I accidentally found out that Sha Lin actually bought it. A box of fireworks was sent to the hospital, and I knew that I could give up completely. The Third Young Master Zuo, who was always close at hand but always refused to be seen, set off fireworks for a woman... Heh, dedicated to that woman... Love, but ruthlessness towards all the rumored girlfriends... Is such a man worthy of my love? If I fall in love with such a man, it will be beyond redemption... There will never be a dawn of hope..."

She was rambling on, it was the first time she said so much in front of him with the strength of alcohol, but this was the last time... When she said it, she left a big burden behind, and she was relieved... Her lips bloomed sad flowers...

"You're drunk." She said a thousand words from the bottom of her heart, but what she got in return was just a faint comment from him.

She smiled wryly again, that's right, she was drunk, really drunk... If she wasn't drunk, how could she have the courage to say goodbye to him in her heart?From the beginning to the end, she used the third person to talk about Jixia in her heart, even though he was clearly opposite her, she never used "you" once...

She didn't dare... and there was no need to...

Tonight, I just want to put an end to the past. If she doesn't say it, she won't be able to persuade herself to enter the marriage hall with another man. If she only talks, she will push herself into a dead end. After waking up, If he had no face to see Ji Xia again, then he gave himself the courage to uproot him from his heart...

This root is already rotten in her heart, and if she doesn't pull it out, she will become terminally ill...

"I'll ask Dawei to come in and take you home." He was about to call the driver.

"No need!" She lied weakly on the table, looking at his face through the glass, even though it was deformed, it was still extraordinary.This man is worthy of love. Recalling the first meeting, even if he loses the aura of composer and president, even if he is not the third young master of the Zuo family, she will still see him in the crowd at a glance, and then her heart will be moved...

"I can call myself and ask my fiancé to pick it up..." But, that man named Chen An doesn't belong to her, and it's time for the flowers to bloom, so let's go here, Chen An...

"Well, be careful yourself." He turned the wheelchair and left the private room without giving her any warmth.

She bit her lip, tears rolled down like a bank, she cried and dialed a number, and shouted over there, "I'm in pain! I'm in so much pain..."

Just one word of "pain", and the panicked man over there will rush over quickly.

She put down her phone, raised the wine bottle, and drank the unfinished bottle in one go...

That's it... Some people are destined to hang in the sky to miss, and some people are just to accompany them through life...

Secret love is the most beautiful pain in life...

She didn't see that in a car in the parking lot, someone watched a man carry her away before leaving.Without love, no hope will be given, even if it is pity, it will not be handed out face to face. Knowing that she is safe is the most basic morality of a man, nothing else!

(End of this chapter)