Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 135

She and her sister are children of the same father and mother, so why are their fates different?

Mom and dad divorced, mom took her sister away, but she followed that gambler dad, fed and hungry, and was beaten by dad, every time she was beaten by dad, she shrank Crying in the corner, but what's the use of crying?Crying can't bring back a happy family, and can't change her parents who love her.

She hates, she resents.

I hate my mother's eccentricity, why did my sister take away instead of her?Every time she sees her sister wearing clean clothes, she will feel ashamed. Her small hands can't wash off the stains on the clothes. As she grows older, her height continues to grow, and her clothes are getting shorter and shorter. , when standing with her sister, she felt like a beggar's child...

However, my sister will give her beautiful clothes.At first, she was happy when she was excitedly taking pictures in front of the mirror wearing new clothes, but the happiness lasted too short, and she would soon become depressed. There will be clean and beautiful clothes to wear, so why should others give them alms?

Yes, at a young age, she thought of the word charity. My sister not only donated her clothes, but also gave her delicious food, those colorful candies, and the chicken legs my sister brought from her stepfather’s house. But it made her feel envious, and she would definitely think that if it was not her sister who went with her mother but herself, then all these delicious food would be her own, so why would she be sneaky?And how could that nasty Shu Kai laugh at her for eating all his food?For this reason, she didn't know how many fights she had with Shu Kai, and every time she won, she grabbed him and bit him, but Shu Kai didn't dare to fight back, because her sister would be fierce to Shu Kai, because she was the youngest, because, she was the poorest...

Of course, she also knows that her sister loves her. She is grateful to her sister, but she also envies her sister. After a long time, the backlog of emotions in her heart will inevitably turn into jealousy. She knows she shouldn't, her sister loves her so much How could she be jealous of herself?However, sometimes people are so contradictory...

She still deeply remembers that she had to boil water and cook by herself at a very young age. One day, when she was cooking noodles for herself, she accidentally spilled the boiled water and poured it all on her feet. On the morning, she cried out in pain, but no one came to help her.Dad is gone, mom doesn't want her anymore, sister won't watch over her all the time...

At that moment, she felt the loneliness of being abandoned by the world.She is an unwanted child... In that case, why was she born?
That time, she cried until her voice became hoarse, and no one cared about her. She gradually stopped crying. As a young girl, she vaguely understood that crying is useless...

Her little feet were burning red, and she didn't even know how she snuggled up to the phone to call her sister. In her heart, her sister was still her savior, her reliance, and only her sister could help her...

Later, both my sister and my mother came, and both hugged her and cried.

But she couldn't cry anymore. Crying is really useless except for defrauding other people's sympathy...

However, at that time, she didn't have any sympathy for her mother and sister who hugged her and cried. The reason why she became like this was their fault, father's fault, mother's fault, sister's fault...

After her burns were healed, large scars were left on the insteps of both feet, which prevented her from wearing sandals barefoot on hot days.Those scars were not only left on her feet, but also engraved in her heart. Every time she saw her scars, she would think of her gloomy childhood and swear to herself that such days of insecurity would never be the same again. Yes, but how can she have the sense of security she needs?
In the process of growing up, she thought step by step. At first, she felt that a stable job and a stable income would give her a comfortable life. Just being a music teacher in BJ would be an easy and suitable job, but later I found out that my sister’s job is fairly stable, but it can’t bring the two sisters the life they want. The house is rented, and food needs to be saved. She said that she was studying at the Conservatory of Music, and all the girls were like phoenixes. The daily topic was either this famous brand or that famous brand. On the campus, luxury cars shuttled around, which was completely different from her life, so she understood, What can bring her a sense of security is money, and it is a lot of money. When she has money, she can buy whatever she wants, and she can get whatever she wants. She doesn't have to do things by herself, and she doesn't have to rely on others for charity. Donate for food and clothing, donate for love...

Around her, there is no shortage of boys to pursue. If the conditions are not good, she naturally looks down on them. Haikang is a relatively outstanding one, and his family is fairly prosperous. In the past, she would think that such a boy is the prince in her life However, now that I have seen more, compared with those boys or men who drive luxury cars to pick up their girlfriends, Haikang is really nothing but tasteless. Zuo Chenan...

Such a man is a prince...

Her eyes suddenly brightened.

However, all the beauty in the world belongs to my sister...

Why is that?Why is fate so unfair?How is she inferior to her sister?Why is my sister so lucky?They lost their home on the same day, she lost everything, but her sister still has a happy new home, with a mother who loves her father, and even a young brother who is stupid to protect?Now, finally growing up, the most perfect man in the world she fell in love with for the first time in her life is also her sister?

She was in the kitchen, watching everything that was bustling outside with cold eyes, her heart was full of twists and turns, and she had revisited the painful past of her childhood.

After finally wiping away her tears, she ordered herself to take out the bowls and chopsticks with a smile. Amidst the laughter, she felt that her heart was getting colder and harder...

Xia Wanlu was indeed relieved tonight, she wasn't sure if Xiaochen had really gotten over her obsession with Zuo Chen'an, but at least she had this thought and determination, that's a good thing.She knows better than anyone else that Zuo Chen'an will not love Xiaochen, and if Xiaochen persists in her obsession, she will only miss herself. Therefore, a smile that she has not seen for a long time appeared on her face. When accepting the toast from her younger brother and sister, I even had a brief gratification for the reunion of my family in BJ.

The reason why this gratification is short-lived is because their reunion was bestowed by Zuo Chenan...

Zuo Chen'an gave it to her, she can't afford it...

So, after a short period of relief, a deeper and stronger melancholy surged up.

The most fundamental problem between her and Zuo Chenan is not Xiaochen... never...

Going round and round, she and he came back to the origin again...

On the way back to Yunhu Lake with him, Yi Chen called. He was driving the car. Yi Chen's voice was faintly discernible through the earphones in the silent car. I haven't seen that little guy for a long time. Missing, the sound of Yichen's soft body leaning against his own feeling, while his heart was warm and harmonious, the deepest pain was also awakened.

I can't fully hear what Yichen said, but I can hear a few names, vaguely "Uncle...for a long time...missing you...grandma...calling" or something, it should be saying, Yichen hasn't seen it for a long time Uncle, I miss you, grandma let her call.

From the corner of her eyes, she secretly looked at him, and saw that after hearing these words, a warm glow appeared on his face, and his voice was also warm, as if there was a mixed voice in his throat, and he whispered, "Well... Uncle also misses Yichen..."

There came Yichen's happy laughter, and then she said a lot, and finally she heard a sentence, "Aunt Kexin... is eating at home..."

This name made her heart skip a beat, she realized, yes, it's summer vacation, but it's time for Kexin to come back...

But beside him, he still had an unchanging expression on his face, he smiled and chatted with Yichen, and promised a series of "okay, okay", and then he heard him call "Mom" , this phone must have been in Xiao Chen's hands, and I don't know what Xiao Chen said to him, he just listened, and responded with "hmmmm", finally, he seemed a little impatient, and said, "Got it." , and hung up the phone.

know what?She doesn't want to think about it.

Things in this world are always moving forward and running according to certain rules and rules, and what should come will always come. Hearing the name "Kexin", I feel relaxed.

Sadness is inevitable, but relief is also inevitable...

He seemed to be in high spirits as if nothing had happened.

Tonight, he has been very happy because he saw her smile.Her smile is his lifelong wish.

However, after leaving Shu Kai and Xiaochen, she returned to her lifeless appearance. When she entered the bedroom, she still locked the door and went directly to take a shower.

She felt her head was heavy and painful, as if there were too many things in it, and she couldn't carry it anymore.

So I turned on the tap and went straight into the shower.

The water poured down from head to face, and some names gradually became clear in the chaotic mind, Xiaochen, Kexin, Chen'an, aunt...

(End of this chapter)