Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 179

"This is the second time she has transported drugs. The first time she was ignorant and used. It was a friend she met who said he wanted to bring her to Guangzhou for business, a very profitable business. She said that her friend looked She is very rich, and she introduced new friends to her. They all drive famous cars and wear famous brands. She thought that she would have the opportunity to enter the circle of high society, so she followed them south to Guangzhou for a field trip, and they did show her After entering a serious company and industry, she agreed to do business with them without hesitation. After that, she went north, settled all BJ's affairs, and went south. However, this time, she found that she was actually caught by Using it as a tool to transport drugs, she thought about giving it up, but she already knew the secrets of those people, and they would not let her go. Moreover, she herself had already wet her shoes, and she wanted to come out clean again. It's impossible, those people fulfilled their promise and gave her a large amount of "business dividends". The road ahead of her is already obvious, either to work with them, help them transport drugs, and at the same time obtain "profits", or It is very likely that she died on the spot. In this case, she can only choose to continue. Who knows that luck is not good, and she was caught during the second drug transport." The lawyer told them the information he had obtained during this meeting.

Xia Wanlu listened silently, did not make a sound, until the lawyer finished speaking, she just silently stared at the ashtray on the table.

Zuo Chenan didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that asking too many questions would make her more worried, so he only used his eyes to meet the lawyer, the lawyer understood what he meant, met his eyes, and slowly shook his head, meaning it was nothing hope……

Zuo Chen'an stood up and shook hands with the lawyer to say goodbye, "Please be more considerate."

"I will do my best. The only hope at the moment is for her to be lenient in her confession, provide clues, and capture the leader behind the group."

Zuo Chen'an nodded, took her hand and left.

Back in the hotel, he sat on the sofa by the window and held her in his arms.

After being silent for a few days, she suddenly whispered in her arms, "Chen'an, you will be sentenced to death, right?"

His hands tightened slightly, not daring to look into her eyes, "Not necessarily...Didn't the lawyer say..."

"No! Don't comfort me, I know..." She interrupted him in a low voice, her face was very painful, "Chen'an, after all, I hurt her... If I didn't insist on forcing her to leave BJ, she wouldn't It's me who will willfully run to Guangzhou... We're too selfish... We only care about our own happiness..."

The phrase "We are too selfish" actually included him...

Is she blaming him?
"Chen'an, should we...shouldn't love... A love that is not blessed by others is hard work, we... are too tired..." She whispered, "Five years ago, I should have left BJ, left You are far away, we shouldn't have a chance to meet again... Then, everything will never happen... Chen'an, it's all my fault... She is angry with me... My sister, It's too inappropriate... A few months ago, she also said that when she has money, she should treat me well and let me stop working so hard... But I, who live a better life, want her Abandon...I am not as good as her...I am not as good as her..."

"No! Xiaochen's matter has nothing to do with our love! It has nothing to do with you! Society is changing, people are changing, Xiaochen is tempted by the material world! It's greed! She is a person with the ability to act! She is a person with the ability to distinguish right from wrong! She has the ability to choose what to do and what not to do!" He felt that Xia Wanlu had entered a dead end and took all the faults on himself, so he wanted to yell at her Wake up, but his words didn't have the slightest effect on her, he could see that there were no waves in her eyes because of his words...

He didn't know what to do, and he didn't know why Xia Wanlu became like this. The only thing he could do was to hug her tightly...

However, the bad news continued to come...

That night, Xiaochen died suddenly in the detention center.

Xia Wanlu hadn't slept well for many consecutive days, and her diet was even worse. When she received the news, she finally broke down and passed out.

She didn't know how long she had slept in this sleep. Later, she began to dream. In the dream, it was her hometown in Jiangnan Water Town. She took Xiaochen's hand and went into a snack bar she used to go to when she was a child. She bought Xiaochen a bowl of her favorite food. At the beginning, Xiaochen was very happy about eating pork shredded noodles, but suddenly, Xiaochen poured the whole bowl of noodles on her face and cried loudly, "You are not my sister! I I don’t have a sister like you! I hate you! I hate you so much! You killed me! You forced me to death! Are you happy now? Are you satisfied? Finally, I will no longer be your obstacle! I want Let's see how happy you are with peace of mind!"

A bowl of boiling hot noodle soup, but she didn't feel any pain, she knew it was a dream, and there would be no pain in the dream, but why, her heart hurt so obviously?When I looked at Xiaochen again, she had grown up, and she was still shouting hoarsely at her, "You are the ones who forced me to death! Are you happy? How can you be happy with peace of mind! You are the ones who forced me to death Yes...how you are so happy...how you are so happy...you are driving me to death..."

In the end, these voices became louder and faster, like a spell, torturing her so that she couldn't breathe even in her dreams.He vaguely heard Chen An calling her, "Little pig! Little pig wake up!"

She knew that she was in a nightmare. In the dream, she couldn't see where Chen'an was, so she could only stretch out her hands to scratch in the air. In the mist, her hands were held by someone, and then fell into a warm embrace, "Little pig, wife, I'm here... don't move around..."

So, finally woke up.

She saw him haggard and stubbled, and the spell in the dream swept over again like a demon, "You forced me to death, how can you feel at ease...you forced me to death..."

She suddenly pushed Chen An away, and then covered herself with a quilt, no, she doesn't feel at ease, and never will...

"Wife! Don't move around! The blood is back!" Zuo Chenan grabbed her hand hard and pressed it on the bed, his tone became more and more gentle, "Hey, don't move around, you have been sleeping for three days, and your body is very weak. Xu, I'm giving you a nutrient solution."

Three days...

What about Xiaochen?

She sat up in shock again, and the word "Xiaochen" blurted out.

She was embraced by him, and his voice hovered low above his head, "Xiaochen... I have already decided to be cremated. As for the cause of death, it may be... extermination... This is just a preliminary inference... The details are related to the circumstances of the case. I don’t know, the detention center has self-examined its dereliction of duty, and is willing to bear the responsibility it should bear..." When he said this, he did not forget to press her wrist with his hand to prevent her from getting too excited and distorting the needle.

But why was she excited?
Dereliction of duty...responsibility...these are not important...

She only knows one fact, no matter who is responsible, her Xiaochen will never come back...

But in fact, the person most responsible for Xiaochen's death is her...

She pressed her chest, the pain seeping through her lungs, she slowly shook her head, "It's not...it's not the responsibility of the detention center, it's me...I pushed her to this road..."

What he was most afraid of was her attitude of taking all faults on him. If this thought was deeply rooted in her heart, then she would never be free for the rest of her life! "No! Wife, it's not your fault! If there is something wrong, it's me! It's my fault! You hate me! Hate me! I can do whatever I want!"

Instead of letting her blame herself like this, it's better to let her find a way to vent, maybe her situation will be much better if she vents out, otherwise, she will toss herself to death without eating or drinking like this...

However, she just looked at him and shook her head, and at the end, she raised her hand to touch his face, tears welled up in her eyes, "You've lost weight...and you've become much uglier...it's also because of me...I really A big bad guy...Chen'an, you don't want me anymore, okay?"

"Not good!" I knew she would be like this!I don't want to say any more unnecessary words, I just hug her tightly to express my determination.

"I... want to see Xiaochen..." She breathed hard in his arms.

"Okay! I'll go with you!" As long as she doesn't say anything else, she can do whatever she wants...

Xiaochen was buried in the cemetery. It was a very simple tombstone. The person who erected the tombstone put her name on it. Her eyes fell on the two characters "Xia". Sending my sister away, there is no one with the surname Xia who is related to her in this world...

If her father's death, she can still comfort herself with relief, then what kind of excuse should she find for Xiaochen's departure?She didn't want to make any more excuses, she was the one who caused it... the one who made everyone related to her in this world have a bad life, including Chen An, who was also burdened by herself all day long...

She stood in front of Xiaochen's tombstone and never left for a long time...

(End of this chapter)