Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 195

I really can't go back...

People always recall the past when they are in a downturn.

What she lost was not only those days of rolling the iron ring and spinning the top?

She had never said this in front of her mother. She realized her gaffe, lowered her eyes, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry... Mom... I just... feel..."

Xiao Chan sat upright, but couldn't hide the ups and downs in her heart. If she could go back to the past and start everything again, she would be more willing than anyone else...

Finally calming down, Xiao Chen stood up, like the dignified general manager on weekdays, "Forget it, don't worry about this matter, I will handle it myself!" At the end, he added, "Also, Go home and go to bed immediately! Look at your face, what is it like, can you still see people?!"

Under Chen Xi's gaze, Xiao Chen left the finance department.

However, along the way, her thoughts were flying.In her past, there was a small black hole. Because of her negligence, this hole was getting bigger and bigger. Now she is in a dilemma. It seems that no matter what she does, she can't make up for this hole. She doesn't know what to do...

She was completely disturbed, and after entering the elevator, she didn't even see who was inside, until the man smiled and called her, "What are you thinking?"

She finally recovered and realized that the person in the elevator was Zuo Siquan.

Seeing her husband, she showed a gentle smile, "It's not your precious daughter Chen Xi, who came to work when she was sick, and didn't eat breakfast, why don't I worry about being sick!"

"Really? Then I have to go and see!" Chen Xi is Zuo Siquan's heart, and most men from military families are more tender towards girls.

"No! I let her go home!"

"Well! Then I have to make a phone call to express my condolences!" Zuo Siquan took out his mobile phone, called Chen Xi, and called Baby, "Baby, I heard that you want to win the most diligent employee award?"

Maybe it's because of illness, why does Chen Xi feel that she is very fragile these days, after hearing her father's voice, she felt sour again, "Dad...I'm going back now!"

"Well! That's pretty much the same! Our family doesn't need the most hardworking employees, but our baby Chenxi! Go, don't drive yourself, let the driver deliver!"

"Understood, thank you Dad!"

With his daughter's assurance, Zuo Siquan finally felt relieved, and the elevator reached the top, so he and Xiao Chan got out of the elevator together.

Unlike usual, Xiao Chen did not go to his office, but followed Zuo Siquan into his CEO's office.

"What? What's the matter?" Zuo Siquan smiled. This is not like his wife. On weekdays, when does my wife come to the company without jumping into the office?He is simply more workaholic than him.

Xiao Chan sat down on his big chair, "Siquan, I feel so tired..."

"Hehe, our Iron Lady also gets tired sometimes?" When a few friends get together, they would jokingly call Xiao Tun an Iron Lady, and Zuo Siquan used it to make fun of his wife.

Staring at her husband, Xiao Chen felt an unspeakable sadness in his heart, but he couldn't tell her husband clearly, so he couldn't help stretching out his arms. Zuo Siquan had heard that she was tired, so he poured her a glass of water himself. The water dropped and hugged her.

Xiao Yun leaned on Zuo Siquan's waist, remembering that Chen Xi was also leaning on him just now, and thinking of Chen Xi's words just now, he felt even more uncomfortable, and called out softly, "Siquan..."

Over the years, as the Zuo family has become bigger and bigger in their hands, Xiao Chen has seldom been so weak, sometimes even if he is gentle with Zuo Siquan, it is rational.Zuo Siquan also understood that he could fully see his wife's ability, otherwise he wouldn't let her do many things.He knows that his wife is not a little woman who is content with being a husband and a child, and that it is enough to give her power and she will be happy.

Therefore, Xiao Chan suddenly acted like a little woman, which reminded him of the first few years of marriage, and he couldn't help but spoil his words, "What's wrong? Are you really tired?"

"Hmm..." Xiao Chen's arms tightened, "Siquan, Chen'an and Xia Wanlu took Yichen to Hong Kong to play..."

Is it for this?

Zuo Siquan patted his wife on the shoulder, "I think it's fine! Chen'an cares enough about that girl! No matter how bad that girl is, your son only obeys her, what can we parents say? Now We're married, so it doesn't seem like a big deal to force them to divorce! It's better to let them be fulfilled, and we'll be happy!"

"Siquan! You don't know that Xia Wanlu suffers from depression! She is still barren! How can such a woman be our daughter-in-law?" Seeing that her husband's balance was more and more tilted towards Chen'an, Xiao Zhen felt even more moved. Weak and weak, and even more panicked.

"This... is a problem!" Zuo Siquan thought thoughtfully, "But your son doesn't care! I'm afraid it will be difficult for you to convince him! After all, it is our son, is it possible to really drive him out? ? I was just angry!"

"Forget it! Let's not talk about this!" Not only could Xiao Tun find no helper, but her husband became more and more compromising with Chen An's marriage. She was very depressed and relied on her husband to keep silent.

Zuo Siquan chuckled, pulled her up, sat down by himself, and then hugged her into his arms, hugging her like he did when he was young, "Okay! Don't talk, don't talk! Then let's say goodbye Yes! It’s rare for Iron Lady to act like a baby today.”

"Who is acting like a baby!" She rolled her husband's eyes, but found that it felt good to be hugged by Zuo Siquan, and it felt good to act like a baby. How long has it been since there was such warmth between them?She almost forgot what it was like to be pampered by her husband... She always thought that she was a strong woman, and she didn't need to act like a baby and pretend to be crazy like other women to get her husband's love, but it turned out that no matter how strong a woman is, she is still a woman ...So, even though she denied it categorically, she leaned on Zuo Siquan's shoulder involuntarily, and even felt that it would be okay if time stopped at this moment, and there would be nothing wrong with her stopping here to rest and concentrate on enjoying her husband's love. , can she still stop?But it can no longer be...

She really didn't know what Zuo Siquan would do to her if he discovered her secret one day...

She always had a feeling about Yichen's matter, as if it would explode in the near future, which made her feel up and down.If Ruo Siquan found out, what would happen?Will he still love her as before?

Other than Yi Chen, there are other things...

She gets a headache just thinking about it, what should she do?what to do?
She stared at Zuo Siquan's face. Although her husband was over 50 years old, he showed no signs of aging, and the white hairs on his temples did not affect his temperament at all.A never-before-seen inferiority complex hits my heart. How can He De win his favor for a woman of ordinary background like her?And accompanied me through most of the journey of my life...

She didn't know why she had this mentality. In the past, she was confident and conceited, boasting that she was both beautiful and talented.Maybe it's because things in the world don't know how to cherish until they are irreversible...

Really, is it irretrievable?
She suddenly hugged Zuo Siquan's neck tightly.

"Hey, what happened today?" Zuo Siquan was confused by his wife.

"Siquan...I...scared..." She leaned against his neck and said in a low voice.

"Afraid? What are you afraid of?" While Zuo Siquan was surprised, he also found it funny. His wife had never said a word of fear to him in her life.

Xiao Chan didn't know what to say, she couldn't say...

Just rubbing against his ear, "Siquan, time flies so fast, we are getting old in a blink of an eye, it feels like we have been so busy all our lives, in retrospect, except for one Zuo family, it seems that we have no memories... "

"Isn't the Zuo family worthy of the pride of our Iron Lady? You built this with your own hands!" Zuo Siquan patted his wife on the back. Although his wife's behavior was extraordinary, he really liked such a wife. He doesn't like a strong woman, but a woman should be multi-faceted.At the end, he joked again, "What about our three proud children, aren't these worth remembering?"

"No..." Xiao Chen in such an atmosphere became more coquettish, "I mean, it belongs to the memories of the two of us. We have never traveled anywhere except for meetings and business trips. We have made a lot of money all our lives. I can't finish the flowers, but I haven't thought about how to spend them well..."

Zuo Siquan couldn't help laughing, "I've been talking for a long time that I treated you badly! Okay! Find a time, let's make arrangements to take you around the world, how about it?"

"Really?" There was hope in Xiao Chan's eyes.Before today, she had never thought of spending time with Zuo Siquan in leisure time, but in such a short moment, she suddenly fell in love with this feeling, and she liked to live with Zuo Siquan like an ordinary couple. ordinary life.

"Of course it's true! Stupid!" Zuo Siquan stared at his wife closely, and found the age marks in the corners of Xiao Chen's eyes. Even though Xiao Chen paid attention to maintenance, even though she put on thin makeup, those marks were still so obvious.Xiao Chan has worked hard for most of his life, and he really should enjoy the rest of the time with her.

"Well! I'm looking forward to it!" Xiao Chan smiled slightly.

She is really looking forward to it. If everything goes smoothly, she and Zuo Siquan will spend the rest of their time counting down the years...

(End of this chapter)