Transparent Summer Love

Chapter 22 Because he loved her, he never felt that anything was unworthy (2)
"Xia Boran..." She seemed to be trying her best to call out his name.

"Yating, what's wrong with you?" He asked her softly.

She shook her head weakly, just shaking her head, tears streaming down her cheeks. "How can you be like this, how can you be like this..." She kept repeating this sentence.

She paused and said: "You have always been like the stars, but now, how can you wrong yourself for her, for this person who doesn't love you, for this person who keeps calling you an enemy? Why! Xia Boran! Why do you want to look like this, do you know how much my heart hurts seeing you like this!" She shouted at the boy excitedly.

"Because I love her, this is something that I can't even control myself." He said lightly and smiled miserably.Lan Yating was stunned.

Because he loves her, everything he does is voluntary!Because he loved her, he never felt that anything was unworthy.

Lan Yating gently wiped away the tears on her face, she took a deep look at Xia Boran, and finally turned around without saying anything.

In the corridor, the girl's footsteps resounded in the emptiness.Her figure gradually ran away.Turn around the end of the stairs and you can't see it anymore.

Half a month passed in a flash.The so-called "one hundred days of injury".Therefore, although Zixin has been recuperating in the hospital for several weeks, her recovery from the injury is very slow.

The most important thing is that after such a long time, Zi Xin still refuses to see Xia Boran, let alone eat anything he made for her.

She clearly knew that Xia Boran made those things, and she also understood that he was guarding outside the ward every night.No one knew that during so many cold and long nights, she also couldn't sleep because of sadness.But what can she do?

She also wanted to forgive him, and wanted to go back to the days when holding hands with him was a carefree and happy life forever, but how could she forgive him?How could she forgive herself?He was the enemy who killed her mother!But he fell in love with the enemy who killed his mother!

no no no!She has never retreated, she has no way to forgive him or accept him... If she forgives him and accepts him, how can she be worthy of her dead mother?At this moment, they are like standing on two mountains facing each other, with a bottomless abyss in between. If they want to get close to each other, they have to be smashed to pieces... But no matter what, Zi Xin thought, she should find a chance He and Xia Boran explained all this clearly.Say it clearly.As long as everything is clear, as long as he leaves, as long as he gives up, as long as he turns around, as long as they stop loving each other.Then everything will be fine...

This is the hottest day in summer.As usual, Ouyang Xi brought the food made by Xia Boran to Zi Xin, and Zi Xin poured it out without even looking at it.

But then, to Ouyang Xi's surprise, Zi Xin stopped him at the moment when he was about to turn around and walk out of the ward.

"Senior Ouyang..." Her originally sweet voice sounded a little hoarse at this moment.

Ouyang Xi turned around and looked at Zi Xin with a puzzled expression: "What's wrong, Zi Xin? What's the matter?"

Zi Xin seemed hesitant to speak, she pursed her lips, her brows were slightly furrowed, she looked hesitant.

However, after a while, she said as if she had made up her mind: "Senior Ouyang, help me... help me... call him... him in!" That's it.

Ouyang Xi looked at Zi Xin in surprise, and asked in disbelief, "Are you... want Xia Boran to come in?"

When Zi Xin heard the word "Xia Boran", her body trembled slightly, she clenched her fists tightly, as if gathering the strength of her whole body, she raised her head, and nodded seriously.

Ouyang Xi was very surprised, he never thought that Zi Xin would take the initiative to see Xia Boran.There was a slight joy in his heart, these two people tortured each other like this, he really couldn't bear to watch it any longer.

"I'll call him in right away!" Ouyang Xi's voice was very brisk.To be honest, he was really happy for Xia Boran, he finally kept the clouds and saw the moon, didn't he?He finally moved her with his affection and sincerity.

When Ouyang Xi told Xia Boran that Zixin wanted to see him, his deep eyes shone with joy.He didn't expect that Zi Xin would actually be willing to see him!
Faith will move mountains to open.She was finally moved by his sincerity.

The steps under Xia Boran's feet became brisk, and for a moment, he seemed to see infinite hope.But what he didn't expect was that when he walked into the ward full of joy, Zi Xin's eyes were still full of cold light like ice.

His heart sank.He walked over slowly, trying to get to her bedside.But his footsteps were stopped by the girl's sharp voice. "Stand there and don't move! Don't come near me!" Zi Xin shouted indifferently.Xia Boran stopped when he heard this.

"Zixin..." He called her name, his voice was so gentle that it was almost pleading.

"Don't call me by my name in such a tone again. I asked you to come in, just to make something clear to you." Her voice was as cold as snowflakes.

Fluttering down on his heart.He looked at her silently.Her voice was so cruel and merciless.

"Xia Boran, do you think that if you make food for me every day and stay outside my ward all night, I will be moved and bewitched by you? Don't be stupid! Don't be so naive, okay! Do you know, I I hate you, you are the murderer who killed my mother, how could I forgive you! If I could choose, I wish... I wish you would die right now! So... Xia Boran, wake up, let me go, let me go too You yourself, every time I see you, the hatred in my heart will swallow me up, I have no way not to hate you! This kind of hatred makes me suffocate, so...can you never...never...never again Don't...appear in front of me!"

Her voice trembled, full of cruelty to destroy everything.At that moment, his whole heart seemed to be gouged out by someone with a knife.Blood dripping.

Only at this moment did he know what it means to be heartbroken and what it means to be heartbroken.

Right in front of his eyes, this girl he loves, this beautiful girl, hates him so much, time seems to be unable to eliminate this hatred...

She hated him so much!He gritted his teeth with hatred, and even cursed him to death... His heart ached violently...

Xia Boran's eyes as bright as glass flashed like broken diamonds, he clenched his fists fiercely, looking at her, he felt that he was so weak that he was about to fall down.

In the next moment, he was about to fall.

"I've finished all my words, I have nothing more to say to you. Please leave, leave immediately." Zi Xin's words that were dripping into ice exploded in his ears again.

Heart - it hurts like this.

It hurt so much that it no longer belonged to me... Consciousness seemed to gradually become blurred. Xia Boran looked at Zi Xin's indifferent and heartless face, and at that moment, his heart sank to the bottom of the valley.He felt himself surrounded by a chill, shivering with cold.He couldn't control his body.Trembling uncontrollably, the chill seemed to invade his internal organs.He was powerless to resist, as if he had been cast with a spell of immobilization, he stood there in a daze, trembling... he could only stand there...

"Chen Zixin, you are really a vicious girl. Have you ever questioned your conscience when you said such cruel words? Are you not afraid of being punished by God?" A shrill female voice broke the long silence.

Zi Xin's eyes were drawn to her, and at some point, Lan Yating suddenly appeared at the door of the ward. She looked coldly at what had just happened, and the grief and indignation in her heart reached the extreme.

She walked into the ward quickly and looked at Zi Xin with such hatred in her eyes.

"Do you know, these days, how much Xia Boran has suffered because of you, do you know what he has done for you!" Lan Yating was very emotional, she rushed Seeing Zi Xin shouting angrily, she grabbed Xia Boran's hand beside her, "Did you see it? Open your eyes and take a look, these wounds, these large and small wounds, are all caused by him during this period of time. He was injured while doing things..." Lan Yating's voice was full of tears, "How long are you going to torture him!"

She questioned Zi Xin loudly, her voice was sad.Zixin's heart became soft at that moment, and she couldn't avoid that kind of distressed feeling no matter what.

But, she can't be weak, can't let them see her sadness, can't!Because of the weakness and compromise at this time, for him and her, it will be an endless abyss in the future!

Zi Xin suppressed tears and sadness, she looked at everything in front of her pretendingly indifferently, pretending that she didn't feel anything about what Lan Yating said, and just replied coldly: "Why should I know all this! It's all on his own accord, I didn't force him, did I?"

Her words were so unfeeling, but who would have known that the pain in her heart was already overwhelming.

Time passed minute by minute.Only silence filled the ward...

From the beginning to the end, Xia Boran never said a word, he stood there in a daze, just staring at Zi Xin's indifferent and unfeeling face.

He looked at her steadily.He seemed to be unconscious, he didn't cry, he didn't feel anything, his heart ached like he had lost all his senses.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that he really couldn't get her forgiveness.

It seems that they will never be forgiven... And she hates him so much...

She would never smile at herself again, never call his name tenderly, never act like a baby to him...never again.

He vaguely felt that this time, she was really determined to get out of his life, leaving with hatred.

Her life and his life have never intersected in the slightest since then...

In a daze, Xia Boran didn't know when Lan Yating brought him home.

He only remembered Zixin's heartless eyes, like the most ruthless light, piercing straight into his heart...

Let him fall into the endless cold abyss.It was as if my whole heart was about to die.

Such a cruel and heart-wrenching fact... the girl he loves doesn't love him.The girl he loved hated him.

Xia Boran's heart instantly became empty, as if a cold wind passed by, his whole heart was extremely empty.

Since then, he has become more and more taciturn, and seems to have turned back into that indifferent and independent boy again.

Xia Boran stood silently in front of the bed in the bedroom, looking out from the bright window, everything in front of him made him dazed.

The city is still so lively and full of vitality.

But his state of mind was no longer different.He seemed to have lost the last ounce of interest in the city.

It was full of memories that took his breath away.It seems that every time I think of her, my whole heart becomes extremely sad.

He felt that he was really about to be swallowed up by this great sadness.It was a feeling that made him suffocate, a pain that he could no longer bear... Maybe if he turned around, he would no longer feel the sadness and sadness like a knife piercing his heart.

He decided to accept the arrangement of his family and go abroad to receive professional training for the next stage of family business.He finally decided to leave.Maybe never come back.

Perhaps leaving is the best way to forget everything.But why, the familiar figure of that girl is still lingering in his mind.

Lingering figure.Why does he still miss her like this, the kind of missing that goes deep into the bone marrow.His whole heart was occupied by her.

She is so domineering, occupying every crack in his heart.However, her hatred for him is so deep...to the point that she would curse him to death...

However, even so, his love for her still hasn't diminished by half. He even thought, if he can get her forgiveness by dying immediately, then why not?
He really has nothing to do with such a stupid self, even he can't help laughing at how stupid he is...

She will always appear in his mind... Whether it is when he dreams back at midnight, or when he is so awake...

He saw the smiling Zixin, the angry Zixin, the shy Zixin, the Zixin who told him he liked him, and then the unfeeling Zixin, who gritted his teeth and cursed him to die... Her figure was so beautiful. Smart, constantly appearing in his mind, like frames of the most precious silhouettes.He was still so worried about her...

Even if he decides to leave, Xia Boran can't suppress his desire to see her again, just one glance is enough.

Even if this is the last time he will see her in this life, it would be nice for him to see her again... He wants to imprint her image in his mind more deeply, and in the future, he will live with such thoughts.I don't know if she has gotten better in the days when she didn't see him.Xia Boran turned around silently, quietly thinking about these unspeakable thoughts.He finally couldn't suppress the thought in his heart, picked up the phone decisively, found "Ouyang Xi" in the address book, and quickly dialed it.

He knew that Zi Xin would not answer his call no matter what, and at this moment he was alone and helpless, only Ouyang Xi could ask for help, like the last straw caught by a drowning man.For the girl he loves, in order to see her for the last time before leaving, he can only put all his eggs in one basket and fight hard!
As he thought about it, he dialed the phone decisively...without the slightest hesitation.

After a while, there was a busy tone on the phone.Xia Boran was very disturbed, and waited with bated breath.

It's like waiting for the verdict of fate.After a while, the phone was finally picked up, and Ouyang Xi's hoarse voice came from inside.

"Xia Boran."

"She... how is she recently?" Xia Boran tried to control his violent heartbeat, and asked cautiously.

The person on the other side of the phone hesitated for a moment, but still said truthfully: "She has been very unwell recently, she still doesn't eat much, and she doesn't even say a word all day, her body is still very weak, and she doesn't seem to be getting better. Ouyang Xi's voice sounded extremely heavy, and finally, he comforted, "But fortunately, she can finally get out of bed and walk around."

"I want to meet her!" Xia Boran blurted out.

"I'm afraid..." Ouyang Xi's voice sounded extremely embarrassed.

"I'm leaving Xia Chuan soon, going abroad, maybe... maybe I won't come back in the future." The boy's voice sounded so disappointed, with obvious reluctance.

"So... can I ask you to do me this favor, let me see her, see her for the last time, even if it's the last time in this life, let me see her!" Xia Boran's words were almost begging.

Ouyang Xi was very surprised. In his memory, Xia Boran was always stern and aloof, and he was always arrogant, but now, for Zi Xin, he really lowered himself to the dust...

After this period of time, he felt that he was no longer jealous of Xia Boran, on the contrary, he was completely moved by his deep love.

"No problem." Ouyang Xi agreed decisively, "Xia Boran, as I said, I will help you, then I will definitely help you." He said.

"Thank you." Xia Boran said sincerely.

Putting down the phone, Xia Boran breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he would see Zi Xin soon, his heart that had been shrouded in haze for a long time seemed to have a little bit of light.

Outside the window, the wind rustled, and the leaves of the camphor tree fell.The weather is gradually getting cooler.

(End of this chapter)