Transparent Summer Love

Chapter 23 My death can make you forgive me, so why not (1)
Xiachuan City Hospital.Zi Xin silently leaned against the window and watched the scene outside the window.

She looked out the window quietly, but her brows were furrowed, as if she was thinking about something.

Her face was pale and sad.

She didn't seem to have smiled for a long time, and her face was full of sadness.

Suddenly—the door of the ward was pushed open from the outside.

Ouyang Xi walked in.

"Seeing that the light in your room is still on, I know you haven't slept yet, so I went to buy a midnight snack and came back." He smiled at the girl, and put the food box in his hand on the table next to the hospital bed, " It's your favorite vegetable porridge, do you want to try it, it's still very hot."

Zi Xin turned around, with a forced smile on her lips, she looked at Ouyang Xi gratefully, and said, "Thank you, Senior Ouyang, but I don't have much appetite."

Ouyang Xi looked at Zi Xin, his eyes full of worry: "But how can you get better soon if you don't eat?" His tone was a bit reproachful, "Fortunately, you can walk around now."

"En." Zi Xin responded softly, but she didn't seem to have the slightest interest in chatting. She turned around and turned her eyes to the endless night outside the window again.

Ouyang Xi thought for a while, then opened his mouth again, he looked very excited: "It is said that there is a new cafe next to the hospital, the decoration is very unique, I must take you to have a look, maybe you will be in a good mood Can get better."

"I don't want to go out." Zi Xin flatly refused.

"Why don't you walk around more? That cafe is really good. Last time I heard from a friend that I went to drink coffee once, and I couldn't forget the mellow taste for a week. Zi Xin, you just take it as if you are going with me. Drink coffee, okay? Anyway, it's next to the hospital, very close." Ouyang Xi discussed in a good-tempered manner.

Zixin turned her head and saw the pleading light in the boy's eyes. She lowered her head and thought for a while, but she couldn't bear to extinguish that light after all.

She nodded slightly, as a consent.

Seeing her nodding in agreement, Ouyang Xi sighed softly, feeling relieved.

The sun rises again.

The next day is coming soon.

At noon, Ouyang Xi went out to buy the vegetable porridge that Zi Xin liked to eat, but what was frustrating was that she still didn't seem to have an appetite, and she only took a few sips before putting down the teaspoon. She looked extremely decadent, like It's like losing interest in anything.

Ouyang Xi saw it in his eyes and felt very anxious in his heart. He also loved this girl as deeply as Xia Boran, but at this moment, he realized with frustration that even though he loved her, he couldn't walk into her room no matter what. Inside, he couldn't brighten up her hazy heart.

Even if there is a ray of light shining in.But he was so helpless, the clock on the wall ticked silently.

The hot weather gradually became cooler, just after a quarter past three in the afternoon, Ouyang Xi brought Zi Xin to the cafe he mentioned to Zi Xin yesterday.

The strong sunlight shone on the girl's pale face.Because she hadn't gone out for a long time, Zi Xin's footsteps were still a little unsteady, Ouyang Xi gently supported her arm, and the two walked into the cafe.

Zi Xin felt a little joy in her heart, she looked around and found that what Ouyang Xi said was indeed true.The cafe is not very big, but the decoration style is very warm.The melodious serenade is flowing in the air.The delicate little tables were covered with beautiful dark red checkered tablecloths, and in the center of the tables was a branch of delicate roses blooming in full bloom.Infected by such a romantic atmosphere, Zi Xin's mood also became lighter involuntarily.

She walked in following Ouyang Xi's steps.But at the next moment - she froze there!

Maybe she didn't even know it, but in her bright eyes, the light of surprise was fleeting.

It was Xia Boran who was waiting there!She really didn't expect to see him again at all!Her heartbeat increased.

At this time, Xia Boran had already seen her, he stood up and walked towards her.

He was getting closer and closer to her, and that handsome face became more and more clear in her eyes...

No!She doesn't want to see him!She wants to leave, get out of here immediately!

She thought about it, and turned around to run away.

But——the arm was suddenly pulled.

So much strength, it's hard to break free.

Zi Xin turned her head, she glared at him. "Let go of me, take your hand away!" She yelled at him coldly, her eyes full of disgust.Such a heart-wrenching look.

But the strength that grabbed her arm seemed to grow stronger, his wrist hurt from his scratching, the strength was so strong, it seemed that she was afraid of her escaping from him.

Zixin struggled for a long time, but failed to break free from Xia Boran's grip. "Let go of me!" She bit so clearly every word.

"Zixin..." He called her name softly in her ear, so gentle and affectionate, like a whisper, or a whisper, that kind of tenderness seemed to melt people's hearts in an instant.But a girl's heart is as hard to melt as ice.

"I'll say it again, let me go! Can't you understand what I'm saying? Or are you going to force me to call the police here to solve the problem?" Her tone was extremely indifferent, and she treated him as if she was treating him a stranger.

No!Not even strangers!Zixin has always been polite to strangers, isn't she...

The more Xia Boran thought about it, the sadder he became, his eyes were full of sorrow: "Zixin, I'm leaving, I'm leaving, please don't leave, okay, I just want to see you for the last time, just a few minutes. I I just want to take a good look at you..." He kept repeating the words "the last side" with a sad expression and a pleading voice.

Zi Xin's face became stiff in an instant, and she looked at him blankly, as if she had fallen into deep thought, and even forgot to break free from his hand... The two finally fell silent, and neither of them spoke.

After a long while, Zi Xin suddenly murmured to herself: "You are leaving..." There was no trace of ups and downs in her words, as if she was repeating his words, with a blank expression.

Xia Boran nodded heavily. He looked at her sadly, and seeing that she finally didn't struggle, he calmed down her violent heartbeat, and then continued: "Zixin, I have accepted the training abroad that my family arranged for me. I'm leaving Xiachuan City soon, but I...but I still have a lot of concerns that I can't let go of. I know I'm leaving, and maybe I'll never come back again, so...so I want to say something from my heart Come out and listen to you."

Zi Xin pursed her lips and said nothing.

"Zixin, although you hate me and reject me so much at this time, I, I still miss you so much. I really miss you very much, and I will think of you when I do everything. I don't want to be like this, but I... But I can't control my heart. Missing you is as natural as breathing. Every time I breathe, I miss you more and more deeply. I know that I have fallen in love hopelessly It's like you've been poisoned."

His voice was very low, he paused and continued: "Although at this moment, I know that you hate me deeply and wish I could die immediately, but if my death can redeem the wrong I did to your mother , my death can make you forgive me, so why not?"

When Xia Boran said this, Zixin finally looked up at him, but still didn't speak.

"Zixin, I'm leaving, I know you don't want to see me again, so I will do what you wish, never disturb your life again, and never appear in front of you again. I just ask you , let me take a good look at you for the last time, let me leave with love and longing for you, and rely on such deep thoughts to spend my future time..." Xia Boran said emotionally, and then, He was so choked up that he couldn't even make a sound anymore.

He looked at her with tears in his eyes, and looked at her deeply, wanting to engrave her image firmly in his heart.

Let me take another look and listen to what she has to say, just one look, just one sentence.Xia Boran kept shouting in his heart.

Suddenly—— Zi Xin took a deep look at him, and then exhausted all her strength to forcefully break free from his grasping her arm. She turned around and ran away resolutely, but she didn't say anything after all.

However, at the moment when she turned around, her tears finally flowed down uncontrollably.Her heart was so painful, the suffocating dull pain invaded her whole body...

why!In the end is why!He was going to tell her this!He wants to be so nice to her!She is so bad!She hated him, hated him!She cursed him to death!She destroyed all the good things between her and him, and all she could remember was her hatred, the hatred that burned like a raging fire!
But he was talking to her... He said that she loved her as always, never changed... He said that if he could get her forgiveness, he would even give his life... He said he would rely on her The memory of her lives on...

Why?Why should he treat her so affectionately?Why do you say such things...

She obviously hates him, and her heart is full of endless resentment towards him, but why, when she heard him say that he would leave or never come back, her heart would be so painful...

Zi Xin's tears kept flowing, those tears seemed to have finally found an outlet, and slid down the girl's cheeks like rain.

Behind her, Xia Boran stood there stiffly, and he froze on the spot as if he was dumbfounded.

"Xia Boran, if you don't chase him out, Zixin will run away!" Ouyang Xi shouted loudly, reminding him.

As if he had finally come to his senses, he didn't care about thinking any more, and chased in the direction Zi Xin was running.The long black hair fluttered gently in the wind.Every molecule in the air seemed to be filled with the smell of tears.

The girl ran desperately, as if trying to escape from something.

Why... why is my heart so sad?

Why... why do I feel so sad when I see him sad?

Why...why does my heart ache when I hear the news that he's leaving?
I can't be like this... How can I be sad for him, sad for him, heartbroken for him?
He is the murderer who killed my mother!Zixin had mixed feelings in her heart, she ran desperately, not stopping for a second.She ran out in one breath.

I ran out of the cafe and onto the street.The sun was blazing.The wind was blowing in my ears.Tears flowed down like pearls with a broken string.

Mist filled her eyes, and the whole world in her eyes became blurred and distant.At this moment, there was only one thought in her mind—she wanted to escape from here quickly.Get away from everything here.As long as she leaves, she can't see him, can't hear him, she won't be so sad.

As she thought about it, her steps became faster.Her consciousness is no longer clear, and the world in her eyes is blurred.Therefore, she didn't notice the road conditions at all, and of course she didn't notice that there was a car approaching the corner at this time!

Behind a dazzling white light, there was a sharp and ear-piercing shout!Zi Xin turned her head to the side, and she saw the frightened face of the driver behind the windshield, that face was full of fear, and then, she felt her body was pushed out by a huge thrust, and there seemed to be a shrill sound in her ears. brake sound.Only the leaves of the camphor tree are falling.The sound of the wind was raging in my ears.

Zixin's head hit the side of the road heavily, and she felt dizzy, such a severe and suffocating pain, which she had never experienced before.

She felt as if she was going to die... On this strange road, she seemed to smell the breath of death...

(End of this chapter)